#MyWorld- Rawang Awakening

Last night something made me realise to love your loved ones everyday closed to your heart and always keep you mind open to possibilities. Always be ready, kita hanya merancang.

We were on our way for dinner in Rawang. My husband always brag how sedap is the 'Banana Leaf' in Rawang. I just wanted to prove him that it is far to Rawang for dinner, The meal wasn't that nice and it wasnt worth the trip. I proved the first 2 but not the last one. On our way, the traffic suddenly slowed down. We thought probably a road block infront or some kind of accident. Yes indeed it was an accident, but we did not see any crashed up cars or broken pieces of glasses. We assume that no one was dead and the injured we already taken.Nampak x teruk. Then why slow down??

As I passed the scene, there lying on the road, very close to the vehicles passing by a motionless body covered with black plastic that Polis biasa pakai tutup mayat. At the side of him were pieces of his brain or body i just couldnt make out. Thick stream of blood flowing to the side of the road. It had happen quite some time as the blood had reach the side of the road and started to dry up. Where is the ambulance? will someone at least pull him aside. Kesian nye tengok mayat sendirian jadi tatapan pemandu dia jalan itu Sedey!~ He was on his bike.

Now i know when this happen we assume,' Ni mesti kes rempit'. Well from the look of his bike. Bukan mat rempit pun. He had his 'bakul' attach which is rare among those who street race. In the bakul ada baju hujan dia, bekal makanan.His helmet, bukan ARAI or  Nolan or something expensive ker.Pakai kasut cam kasut kerja cause kaki je nampak. I assume dia baru balik kerja. This could be someone's father or husband coming home from a tiring day at work to his family. And his family would have been waiting for him to come home and have dinner together. His kids would have probably waiting for their dad to tell their whole days tale.And their wait and wait without the sign of him coming home yet.

I realise, yeah memang kalau dah ajal pun jalan kaki boleh mati. Bukan baru je sedar, tapi sedar semula untuk kesekian kali. Kita boleh kehilangan orang yang kita sayang sekelip mata. Kita tak tahu bila, di mana, macam mana. I always hope that when i go, my loved ones will be near and i would not be alone for the last time. Kita hanya merancang.  So loved your loved ones like there is no tomorrow, try your best not to hurt them, even though you see them always cherish them like you have not seen them for ages.

I turn to my husband and said,' you know why everytime you nak beli motor i just diam? and i tell you if you bujang xpe now you ada family'.. and he will always say ' Senang la xde jem, you jangan fikir i nak style ke or fikir i nak pergi mana mana alone'. The thing is Jan, i dont mind you having a bike. I know its your hobby, something you have always like. You had a bike once. I would like one too but we have kids. Imagine if this were you, how would Sarah & Sofea feel?. Have you thought how would we be?. Memang kalau dah ajal, but sometimes its not your time tapi motorcyclist have the biggest threat to get killed in an accident. Sometimes kita careful orang lain tak. At least if kereta, maybe teruk tapi it would probably safe your life. He never thought of that. And we kept in silence terkenang family orang tu.

I don't know who he was, or what was his race but to his family my deepest condolences and I hope they be strong.