:: ON the last Day of August::

::10 days to Raya::

As you can see, dah tak kira dah baper hari puasa but now kira baper ari lagi nak raya. Semalam Merdeka!..sambutan this year suam suam kuku je kat MELAKA.Part of the reason:: Puasa, Nak raya so lagi fokus nak raya, dah matang x payah nak sambut hu-ha hu-ha sini sana.::

Semalam ade satu accident berlaku just behind bazar ni. Motor tu sengal, kete x gerak pun xleh nak bajet. Jatuh la, dah le belakang ni Highway, kereta of course la laju so banyak la bunyi emergency breaks. Hah memang minta di maki la budak itu. Nasib la xde yang turun kereta pukul ker. Yela menyusahkan orang, susahkan xpe. Membahayakan pengguna jalan yang lain. Ish..tapi budak tu escape with injuries je dan terus cabut sebab dia dah langgar kereta orang. Must be someone yang datang ke bazar ni nak beli barang park kat sana. Tapi kereta tu x salah, dia bukan park tengah jalan ke mana, tempat di mana mmg time bazar ni semua park situ. Dah tu...dia bukan baru je berhenti..dah lama la jugak. Nasib la, sian nak kena betulkan kereta yang kemek.

Today Sarah ikut g Bazar. Kejap je dia dah tido. Semalam dia tido rumah mommy. Alahai rindunya walaupun semalam. Sebab semalam bazar tutup lambat so xkan la nak amik dia pukul 4 pagi kesian. So biarla dia tido sana. Lagipun mommy and papa rindu nak jaga dia. Tapi my heart yang sakit lebih lebih menahan rindu. If x pagi pagi Sarah dah naik atas katil kejut. Dia kiss kiss mommy dia sampai la mommy dia bangun. IF x pun dia akan baring sambil menyanyi tunggu me bangun. Sejak puasa ni..balik lambat tido lepas subuh or sahur/subuh so of course nak bangun kul 9 tu harapan je la. Sarah pulak awal bangun. Semalaman sampai ke mimpi ingat Sarah. bangun je 1st thing kejut idris:: Jom pergi take Sarah::..idris pun terasa, if x pagi pagi lagi dah kena sakat ngan Sarah.

Sampai je beli baju kurung Sarah. If x, x berhenti dia meminta and membebel la ade je alasan dia KENAPA X LEH BELI LAMBAT.Antaranya:: Nanti habis, Nanti i xleh pakai, Nanti orang tutup kedai, nanti x muat (pada logik dia),orang x nak jual kat Yaya:: Hah idris dah bingit dengar lama lama dia bawak la pergi beli. Hijau lembut bermotif daun kain cotton. Okayla for budak budak. Idris x suka fesyes sangat for budak, x nampak budak dah kata dia. Huh what ever la you ayah dia kan kan kan..sampai van terus je dia salin baju kurung tu. Aik!~~lepas dua tiga round kena puji ngan orang sebelah and jalan jalan kat bazar ni dia tukar and tido. hah...ME...aku terus la buat kerja aku:: kira gaji staf, update stock and what ever..lastly baru dapat bukak FB.

Hah cakap pasal FB ade satu kawan aku ni pelik, aku pun x paham la dia. Alih alih bila aku online dia offline, dia x reply msg. Tapi kan senang if ko cakap je ko busy ke..malas nak cakap. Apa salah aku lak. adakah Incident yang ko salah faham and pergi tanya boss aku boleh kerja ke x...aku x de cakap aku nak kerja pun??. Ko buat andaian yang aku nak pergi kerja. Takkan la aku x tahu apa agenda aku tetiap hari. And actually siang siang aku dah cakap ngan boss aku xleh datang. Masa ko cakap 2nd boss tanya aku boleh ke x, aku ingat lagi aku ckp:: ouh if aku masuk time ko boleh la but xpela aku dah cakap aku xleh datang::  cara ko tanya cam aku x nak datang sebab 1st boss suruh. Aku x nak datang sebab aku x nak..bukan sebab aku x suka boss ke apa..kalau ko ade ke x de pun aku x nak....haish..why la u think that i want too..if i wanted too aku dah hari hari pergi. Nah skang ko nak cam ni..ah okayla what ever.." there are more precious people for me to layan dari nak layan someone who thinks you know me well"..

::Till the break of Dusk::

::Puasa 19th Day::

Wow left almost less than 2 week.Shrieksss!~~ Nak raya dah yeay...have not been online for a while. Weekend  was a blast. Start from Friday up to Sunday..maybe will not end untill after Merdeka. Invitations for Iftar here and there..now is the time to get together. Dah x bujang so no more Invitation for Sahur..hah if got also cannot take it la..x tahan dah makan luar...muak beb, nak berebut ngan orang lagey...

Ifar with Legendarians:: Saturday 28 August:: IoI Mall, Puchong:: Seoul Garden:: Steambot and fry::

Woke up at 8 to catch the 9am bus to KL.When with Idris as he had to get some things done with Mamu Nizam in KL. Sarah the most excited one sprang up, washed up (x mandi and got ready)..As she entered the room Idris baru nak bangun," MOrning Sampah Man"..idris rolled his eyes..what a way to greet your papa on an early morning. ME?? i x tido from yesterday 2pm. Cause just can't sleep. maybe anxious to meet up!!

.idris n yaya in train.

YO wassup Joe Flizzow in Ikea

Arrive at 1030am and took the train to Salak Selatan. Was greeted by BFF Zakiah Musa which later then sent Idris to Sentul to meet Mamu Nizam. Bored as waiting for 7pm decided to go to Ikea. Shop around and here is where we met Joe Flizzow..tengah beratur nak bayar,Sarah tengah bugg me for a soft croc toy which i think is a waste, Zakiah spotted him 1st of course being the know-it-all of entertainment land and as a true KL'ian her self..ahaha..I pulak x perasan so ade la terkeluar statement xleh blah from me. Adoai Joe..i hope you x dengar me saying me and you were cousins..Perasan sungguh!~~..anyway he was nice..super cool and relax..xde la poyo cam setengah artis x glamour tapi act gila glamour nak  mampus.Dah le x kenal...

After Ikea..dunno wat to do so decide to head up to Kelana Jaya- a notch neared to our main destinantion and also to meet my dear Friend Kay-c and hubby Allias. BUT they were out in MASJID JAMEK.Shopping raya la beb so had to wait. While waiting lepak at GIANT.waa..Sarah gave me and Zakiah hell of a time picking up socks to soft toys. When KC gave a ring to say she reach home we flead to her house. Lepak and tido sampai la time to move. Ahah Zakiah and Sarah slept...and i was half awake.

IOI MALL:: 7pm::

Receive a few calls from Ana and Nenek saying they are there. Called Sam to make sure she did not get lost but unfortunately Masna was the one who needed the call so bad. She lost her way and turn up late. Sian..mesti lapar la kan dah le preggie and fastin skali.

Arrive at 6.30 pm. Allias drove us in his car. 1st to spot was Ana Banana and hubby Syed glam up with PINKISH baju melayu/ kurung. So sweet a couple. Ana looking a bit chubby but glowing. A mother figure shinning out. While standing and choosing "slipper jatuh" (slipper yang jual kat kiosk. Yaya panggil tu slipper jatuh)..Alice Sofea came up with her cousins..next came Nenek along with Eem. All standing in front of Seoul Garden chatting and complementing each other. The center of attraction was lil Baby Lyssa. 2 months old and lepaking with her folks friends. Cheked in and got ourself ready for Iftar..Sam showed up just in time. Masna reach 10 minutes later. All was okay, i was feeling a bit sick cause of the lack of sleep and tiring journey. The x best part is some of us was separated cause the table could not fit 14 adult, 3 toddler and 1 baby. So the later ones had to sit behind us and was not included much in the conversation. Haiya next time we gather at open park okay...

::Seoul Garden::

::Sarah::

::Masna, Marissa Irdina, Idris::

Us

::Allias & Baizura::

::Morning people!~::

The earlies entry for today. Good morning people..Wheather-Fine raining heavily and its cool.Mood- okay a bit edgy cause x cukup tido. X boleh tido infact. This pregnancy have to restraint myself from cafeine. Hah makes me moody, groggy and also feel upset. .Sarah just slept.NOTE: Its 5.45am and she just tido okay!~

Idris is up for Dawn prayers and i am waiting for time too. Had a nite at the bazar. Many people up and down..buying selling normal trading. Had a cool chat earlier with SiL Nadiah. Discussing about movies, religion and also her niece Sarah. Later today will take the bus up to KL. Having a Iftar  session with some ol buddies from Kolej. Idris will be meeting up with Mamu Nizam for some business deals and hunt. Let them be. If it was on a weekday he would have join but i do understand.Weekends its a blast so kalau x buka booth rugiiii...

So far yang confirm to my knowledge are: Nenek and Hubby, Sam and Hubby, Masna and Hubby, Ana and Hubby, Alice, Zakiah, Eem, Me. Kay-c and hubby said if they can make it they will join. Hubby working.Toddlers and child along: Sarah, Lyssa, Auni and Dina. Preggies along: Me, Masna, Ana.Ah actually wanted to ask more to come but i just takut cannot make it and hassle. Some of them who i am dying to meet x come: Shira, Aiza and Abby. ELina met her a few times but wish she could come to. Nurul..OMG..forgot about her..where is she. Sure to have this MIA discussion later.Well we see who and who turns up!!

NOTE: TIred dy nak tido

::Blogging from the Baazar::

Puasa ke-17-Nuzul Quran

Refer to the issue. Going back, today is mark as the 1st day when the Holy Quran Al Karim was pass down to the Prophet Muhammad PBUH by the angel Jibryl. It is mark as a finest occasion. It happen on 17 Ramadhan on the most respectable day in the Muslim Calendar-Friday. Guess what, this year falls on Friday, 17 of Ramadhan. I stop and count back the days..ye la betul ari ni 17 Ramadhan-Jumaat. Subhannallah...Alhamdulillah. I yet to live another day. My heart feels sad i havent known this Prophet of mine that much. But i do hope i can follow his teaching deligently. I am a believer, Islam is my Fatih..but..i admit..i have my emptiness and lack of understanding. I am trying though!

I am at the Bazar. Sarah dah in la la land.. she had fun here. As always, her mouth cant stop complaining bout the foul smell from the Longkang. Ahh...met some of my school friends passing by stoping. some with their hubby bought some Clothes. Well lupa nak cakap in previous blogs. We are only trading MENS SHIRT...and none like ours cause the material is 100% cotton, comfortable and pattern is just cool.Ahahaha...angkat bakul lak..

Today masa lalu kat Bazar semabok, Sarah nampak kereta convertible-Renault 2 pintu..Waa terus jadi excited gila..sambil lompat lompat.::' Papa yaya suka dat car..nanti papa buy for yaya ehhhhhhhhhhhh...yaya suka black colour..nanti papa buy tau..next month'::...ketuk dahi Idris..budak kecik macam tu tau kete mana dia nak. Tunjuk dia kereta lain, besar mana, cantik mana x nak..convertible jugak dia nak...hah jawab papa dia::' kalau papa banyak duit papa dah buy and pakai sarah..x payah u mintak....mahal la dat car'::..then malam tu Sarah dengar MP3 lagu dari kuch kuch hota hai yang masa Kajol nak tunang with Salman Khan...ahah dia tanya papa dia lagi :: ' papa i nak kawin can??':: dengan automaticnya...idris jawab::' Nonsense u apa 2 tahun u tanya papa macm ni??':: Idris geleng kepala..ahah he can guess la anak perempun dah besar nanti x dia sakit kepala nak protect nak menjawab budak sekor ni pun dah pening...

well nanti sambung la..now kejap kejap tergendala ade orang.nyamuk boleh tahan banyak..so later bloggy!!...

:: Baju oh Baju::

16th Day Fasting

A week closer to RAYA. So fast and its already end month. Once end month comes the new month. Raya is early month so raya is only 2 weeks away. Fuh!~~

This end month, nak go buy baju sarah, baju me and Jaan dah ada. I "had" my baju raya but now since i am out of shape (growing 500grams a week) x mungkin muat. Naik sampai bawah perut. X selesa la.So have to get a pair of new ones. Maybe Jubah or Arbaya..cause tu je yang comfy. Masa 1st year Raya after Kahwin pakai Jubah, so this time pakai Abaya la. And alamak the baju raya so gorgeous gila selling. I wan...nantila Raya Haji aku pakai sampai 4 pasang satu hari. Revenge!~~

::Suka part Leher::

:: Ni la baju yang aku suka.Jan!~ Mahu::

Hai...xpela nanti aku buat..hmm sarah baju jalan dah berpasang so tinggal satu baju kurung jela. Of course dia akan pakai kejap je so nak carik yang cotton. Usable and comel. Suka if baby pakai baju kurung biasa je. x suka berfesyen sangat. Nanti she nampak so much older for her age. Let her look young while she can. Anyway.."FATHER" x kan kasi nye nak pakai kebaya ke, kebarung ke, kekekeke..x dapat la Sarah for now.!~

Today, mommy came to the booth. lepak in the van. So cooling, terbaring baring Sarah on the mattress.  She dah start batuk. Minum air sejuk banyak and ice cream. When mom gave her a sip of her 'Teh Ais' her remark was:: " sedapnye teh ais ni mother wa sedapnyer":: (ayat bodek Sarah Daania. Dah lali dah). Ah..she has been good today. Slept at 12am and carried on even when we finish packing.

Ouh Ya looking foward to 28th August to meet up a few friends. Well..some of them i always meet but still i find it refreshing. Some of them, berkurun x jumpa..maybe will be akward but heck la!...Okay tired dy. nak tido.

PS:Perut dah besar...uhuks....

:: Selfish ke Unselfish..sometimes you have to play by rules::

It's been 2 days following Idris to bazar. Sarah bawak sekali. Semalam after a 2hour journey from JB to Melaka, kesian pulak nak leave her behind with Mom. So packed an extra thin layer matress and a table fan in Mamu Nizam's Van and took off to Bazar. Hmm everything went well, she was super excited as the van had so much space (after all the things being displayed). Fan to keep her dry from sweat. She sang and played while me and Idris took turns on the booth and her. It went well..sale was good and we got home around 2pm. Sarah slept at 3pm. We had sahur and slept.

Second day, I packed my Lappy with 2DVD's for her to watch. After packing food at LOT 85 we stop at the National mosque for Iftar and Solat and headed to the bazar. Well second day went as well as the 1st. Only had some issues with the other dwellers there. Ye la...this sentiment will never fade from the Malays. ' Ala xpe sikit je x banyak'..' ala alih sikit je..saya nak berniaga'..abih awak sorang je ke yang nak berniaga? kalau semua ikut perangai awak mmg la asyik bergaduh je? kenapa ade setengah boleh ikut setengah tidak.

The ISSUE:: Khemah 8x8 and Khemah 6x6.
The management sediakan tapak 7x7. So of course la khemah either fit 7x7 or kecik sikit 6x6. Kalau beli 8x8 banyak tau beza. Hampir 30 cm. Khemah jual either 6x6, 8x8, 10x10.So if besar dari 7kaki akan makan tapak orang sebelah and nanti dia x cukup tempat. Management dah inform, highlight...tapi some people fikir begini:: 1.Ala xpela besar sikit je xkan orang kisah, kita amik sikit je.2. ala dia alih je la tapak sebelah x rasa apa pun, kita pun dapat la besar sikit:: orang macam ni dia x tahu betapa besar nye 1kaki tu.Kalau semua orang berfikirian begini, mmg la x akan muat satu khemah pun, and yang ikut peraturan pulak kena tindas. Ini la yang happen. We ada 6x6, sebelah kanan kami pun 6x6 tapi yang sebelah kiri semua 8x8. Lepas tu dia boleh lak cakap cam ni::

PK: Alih  sana sikit
US: Tak boleh bang orang sebelah nanti khmah dia x muat
PK: dia berniaga ke?
US: yela bang dia lambat sikit je ni.
PK: abih saya nak berniaga ni khmah x muat.
US: saya tahu bang tunggu la dia datang saya nak kena tanya dia, nak amik tapak dia satu kaki.saya khemah memang ngam tempat saya ni, abang nak amik tempat saya pulak.
PK: ala xpe sikit je..
US: abang tgk eh 1 kaki banyak ni, nanti dia langgar la tapak sebelah, kang sebelah marah pulak..
PK: abih macam mana??

If me the one to answer:: Abang beli 8x8 apasal? salah kami ke khemah abang besar, abih kami bayar sama je, ade yang lebih mahal dari abang bayar dapat tapak x sepadan dengan lesen. Adil ke? Abang nak bayar tuk 1 kaki...?

That if it was me, but in the name of neighbourhood and the holy month of Ramadhan, we give and take. alih la sikit. Tapi betul kan, my neighbour had to slip a bit in to the next neighbour which made the other neighbour x puas hati. Then how? if follow by rules...boleh je we just jaga our tapak. Selfish kan. The ones that beli khemah besar is all the newbies. 1st time dapat tapak bazar. This is our second yr and sebelah kanan we all dah ol timers..dah masak dah with bazar, jadi mestila diorang bising. For years diorang leh patuh alih alih datang orang baru nak arah arah. Esok jaga la korang..nasib la x muat JANGAN BUKAK KHEMAH. Pasal korang, orang lain kena marah.Korang leh buat dek je cam x salah and susun barang. Apa salah korang pun datang tolong EXPLAIN why kitorang terpaksa makan tapak orang.



ps:: when there are rules. try your best to abide!!

:: Sleepy all i See is ZzZz::

Yesterday, selepas menolong Idris kat bazar balik dah pukul 4am. waa x sangka. Nasib la sale power kalau x..adoiai penat je. Nak balik JB pagi. lepas Sahur Mamu Nizam sampai. ah beg x kemas, rumah x habis kemas...nak sahur lagi. By the time siap kemas, mandi and masak for sahur dah 5am. Hah tunggu Subuh dah 6am. Dah ngantuk gila nih..pack baju sidai baju dah basuh dalam mesin dah 7am. nak tido haper..jap lagi Mamu Nizam sampai..x kira dapat lentok kejap pun jadila. Baru half an hour Alarm dah bunyi. Idris cuma tido sejam lebih...dia bgn dulu mandi siap..dengan beratnya bangun jugakla.

Sarah dah eksited gila. Dari semalam dia dah tanya macam  macam. Walaupun at risk sebab adik ipar aku kena 'chiken pox'. tak apa la. Tawakal. Aku dah kena 2 kali. Sarah x pernah kena tapi macam mana pun satu hari kena jugak. Baik kena awal dari dah besar kot. Cuma aku nak beranak ni nak jaga dia lak..hahaha..x fikirlak aku..Bangun x mandi tukar baju je sebab masih basah lagi rambut ni mandi kul 5 tadik. Haish kejut sarah. cam spring dia dah bangun. Hah kan eksited la tu. mana x Dada dia dah pancing dengan ice cream 3 tub tuk dia je. Huargh..lepas tukar baju, baring balik dengan harapan dapat la lelap mata. Harapan!~~ Mamu Nizam dah sampai.

Naik FIAT-MAT 2322. Mamu Nizam penat Idris lagi super penat. aku x tahu drive tapi kalau boleh pun aku x drive. Aku Mega penat sebab aku non stop buat something. At least Lelaki lelaki tu sempat lagi lelap mata. Idris drive-mata dah tutup tutup tapi ok xde layang. Mamu Nizam drive layang habis..woo aku xleh tido jugak dalam keta risau keselamatan...last last dengar MP3...kuat gila max. Sampai mamu Nizam toleh sebab dia pun leh dengar. hah Sampai JB 10 pagi...masuk je rumah PAPA aku hala ke atas, letak beg tukar baju.." Nadiah, Fatin, Mommy, Aisyah..sorry eh i ngantuk gila"...sambil dorang melayan sarah terlena dan hanya sedar masa Azan Zohor berkumandang..

Bangun,Mandikan sarah, suap dia makan, solat Jamak and sambung tido balik sampai la ke 5.30 petang. Papa Idris pun dah balik...bebual sembang sampai buka. Buka lak spaghetti sedap x hengat..amik ko..skang aku masih kenyang dan ngantuk..tapi xleh tido..

ps: pengajaran kalau nak makan and ngantuk, jgn makan banyak. Kalau dah ngantuk..TIDO je la.

:: Sarah's Dialog::

Something amuse me today,Is Sarah Daania's way of thinking, and applying things in life. She understand more that i thought she does...Dialog antara Sarah, Me and Papa Popia masa kat kedai pasal adik. This is roughly apa dia cakap la. Kelakar pun ada, terpegun pun ada.

Mother:: Sarah, tell papa adik you ni satu je okay?
Sarah:: (Ulang balik apa dia dengar) Papa adik baby satu je eh? Papa why satu je? WHy x banyak banyak..
Papa Popia:: Hah why x banyak banyak ask mother.
Sarah:: Why x banyak mother? Banyak banyak la??
Mother:: U nak banyak adik ker?
Sarah:: Yes..nak banyak banyak..
Mother: You nak berapa banyak adik, U suka ke banyak.
Sarah:: I suka banyak banyak..banyak la bagus mother..

Ish macam la dia tahu, Papa pun satu..macam la you yang beranak kan.

Nadiah my sister in law kena chicken pox. Mula x nak pergi JB tapi Sarah dah eksited sangat x sampai hati nak cakap x jadi. So i ask the doc.

Mother:: alahai Nadiah kena chicken pox la Sarah.
Sarah: Chiken pox tu apa?
Papa:: Babi ayam..
Sarah:: Oh babi ayam. Why Babi ayam..
Mother: BUkan babi la pox..Papa dont teach her nonsense..
Sarah:: Papa nonsense.Cakap la properly.Pox tu apa?
Mother:: Macam biji biji on your body..
Papa:: Biji ayam..
Sarah :: Ouh Nadiah kena biji ayam...

Hahaha..faham sungguh dia. sampai my mom ask pun dia can explain...aish Sarah Daania!~~

:: Manusia itu lebih penting dari Haiwan::

Mana shud we dahulukan, manusia ke haiwan. Kalau kita bela kucin yes kita kena jaga dia, tapi if kucing tu memudaratkan one of the family members kita kena dahulukan family kan...so kucing tu of course la kena transfer ke tempat yang lebih sesuai:: SPCA ke, Jabatan Haiwan ke, mana mana yang sesuai.

Satu situation cuba fikir: Anak kucen tu kecik lagi baru sebulan, still susu ibu and makan cat food, mak dia x bersihkan mata dia so ade x nampak sikit. Kesian nak buang..bukan buang tempat yang xde makanan, dekat ngan pasar ke kedai makan. Confirm ade habuan.X boleh nanti mati dia xleh carik makan.
Anak manusia, x sampai sebulan lahir, buang tepi tong sampah. Mati kena harung semut, x kesian ke. Anak kucin tu dah boleh jalan. Naluri survival dia akan gerakkan dia ke tempat makanan ade. Xkan mati dia deee!~~ Anak manusia tu tadi yes mati, sebab dia x mampu nak jalan, nak jaga diri dia. Dia x faham lagi Alam ni cruel. Kucen sayang sian nak buang, kucing tu xde roh. Nyawa saja tau. Anak manusia x sayang, buang je..ade roh tau manusia tu.Ish!~~

Beza nyawa dan roh::  http://hidupdanmatiku-samprit.blogspot.com/2009/02/apa-beza-nyawa-dan-roh.html.

Second situation:: Kucing berkongsi pingan makan, atas meja lagi ngan manusia, pakai perkakas yang sama ngan manusia pakai. Sama tarafke haiwan tu dengan manusia???..Sorry aku pantang!!  Terang terang lagi manusia diberi akal lebih baik dari haiwan (walaupun ade setengah tu x pakai akal) tapi jangan samakan darjat manusia cam tu. pada aku human has more rite.I do not like sharing my plates and segala with cats. Sorry..they have their own things. sedangkan anak pakai pinggan plastic je..takut pecah.

Memangla kita x boleh aniaya binatang, sebab binatang itu juga makhluk tuhan. Tapi bila tiba antara persimpangan manusia and haiwan, camana??? Janganla buang haiwan tu or bunuh dia, letak la dia di tempat yang dia boleh survive. Lagi dosa kalau kita simpan binatang tu tapi x terjaga and x terbela..seksa dia xde makan and minum. Lagi baik lepaskan dia untuk cari haluan dia kan??..

WHY aku stress kan benda ni. Sebab, ade orang sanggup bermatian bela kucing, ke doctor bila sakit sampai beratus, sanggup pulak tu suap kucing tu susu bila ibu kucing tu tak ada. Tapi di dalam rumah itu ade orang yang sakit yang lagi perlukan perhatian dia and bantuan dia, tapi diabaikan...Yang sakit lagi teruk dan memerlukan banyak kos perubatan tapi dirungut kerana mahal. Tidak sayangkah dia pada orang itu.??? sayang lagi pada kucing itu...

Maybe pendapat aku salah. DOnt get me wrong aku suka haiwan..tapi i love humans more. I had so many cats before, tapi ada batas. X samakan dia with manusia. Aku just harap orang itu sedar, yang someone is dying with a serius illness. who needs you to give him much attention as you give the cats and please for one second take yourself away from the cats and see that humans means more to you that the cats yang you keep and pamper.

..Friday Kedua Bulan Puasa...

Today, pagi Sarah bangun tengok ade Van kat depan rumah instead of kereta FIAT PUNTO papa dia. 1st thing dia cakap: :WOo magicnya mother, dah ade van kat house!!::

..Kelakarnya..berceloteh budak ni, if she is not around camana la. Then sakat papa dia :: Papa Popia...Papa why u gemok?:: kurang asam sungguh question u Sayang. Papa dia ketawa and buat bodoh. Indah mornings when i wake up with her antics...kalau bagun bukan dengan suara Sarah rasa cam x best je. ::Ya ALLAH ku panjatkan kesyukuran aku pada mu kerana memberi aku anak seperti SARAH DAANIA ANGULLIA.::

Lepas solat Jumaat, Papa Popia sent g rumah mommy. Hmm phone pulak tinggal kat rumah, x berjawab la kol dari Papa. Xpela Papa hari ni je x payah call mother. Pergi Pasar Ramadhan kat Bukit Beruang, x banyak kuih, lauk je. Tapi mommy dah masak so x payah la beli.Lepas buka balik semula ke rumah sendiri. Sambil berbual ngan Ana, Nenek, Aisyah online berbual jugak dengan Sarah. Terasa kesian pulak dia. lately malas nak layan dianye ngok ngeks...tapi rindu lak bila dia tido peluk peluk dia.

Malam tu Ima datang, saja lama x berlepak dengan dia. Last year boleh diakatakan seminggu 4 kali jumpa dia lepak sahur, berbual..apa la Maria g Terawih x nak. Bukan x nak, kerja kan last yer..balik dah lepas Isyaq..kadang buka kuih je..makan Nasi pun belum..Camana..Weekend je la...hah..angin best la sejuk je.Sarah Daania ikut mommy...comel la budak ni malam ni. Bebel x sudah..hah..skang tengah menunggu..Buah hati pengarang jantung yang 2nd balik...Sian dia penat kan siang kedai, malam Bazar..so aku masak la apa je dia nak and apa dia suka..what else..something different something sweet. Malam ni cam penat, buat je Caramel tuk dia kunyah2...

PS:: Cepat pula rasanya masa berlalu..x lama lagi raya. Maybe theme tahun ni Merah or Hijau. Dua dua warna idris x suka.

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Okay..dah lama x update balik, blogspot dah ade interface baru. what ever !~~ade aku kisah. Aku just nak blog jer. Anyway dah masuk  lebih seminggu puasa..hooray for all Umat ISLAM.Hari ni is the 9th day Puasa. Dah 2 hari x puasa...satu hari sebab Angin memulas and muntah cirit birit. Satu hari lagi pun sebab yang sama. Adakah salah makan or Angin semata, kerana muntah kosong!~Weak gila...

Bulan puasa ni " baby girl" suka menendang.Yes she is getting stronger by the day and dia tendang sampai senak senak lak tu. Nak je aku babab kaki dia..tapi aku pun x sure dia tendang ke tumbuk. Bila lapar mula la dia tendang x hengat...pastu dia gerak gerak..ah ngamuk la tu. Suka ko la nak ngamuk. Sarah Sayang teruja bila tengok adik dia gerak. Dia tanya apa Baby Adik buat tu?? aku cakap..tgh mengamuk...Sarah gud gerl kan..suh adik baby diam..nanti dia pukul perut aku suh adik dia diam. 2 kali la aku sakit...My 2 Babies..one in and one out..

Lately aku amat rajin sekali memasak, apa saja yang terlintas kat kepala. So far aku dah buat, pancakes, Apple STruddles Pancakes, Bread Puding, Caramel (dah banyak kali sebab banyak org suka habiskan sebelum masanya), Barfi (some type of sweet milk candy). Next aku nak buat Fried Apple Pie cam kat McDonalds and aku nak buat Tiramisu..yes..senang je tgk. So far semuanya okay..and habis. Baru nak simpan as dessert dalam peti sejuk..x sempat...X adik aku datang, husband aku, mak aku ke, kawan aku...okayla alhamdulillah..ade jugak orang nak makan. yes aku akan blogkan sumer apa yang aku masak..len kali senang aku nak check kan..

Today aku masak kari daging, urhmm yum nak g makan la. actually for sahur..but itula dah terbau bau..baik makan jer...husband dah balik dari bazaar...ah nanti aku nak upload pics..dah lama blog xde pics..

::Cempaka::

..Day 4::CEmPaKa..

Fadilat Terawih malam ke-5:Allah SWT akan mengurniakan pahala seumpama pahala orang-orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjidil Madinah dan Masjidil Aqsa.

Sesungguhnya bila aku baca Fadilat malam malam terawih itu, aku rasa sungguh kerugian. Tidak dapat mengerjakan terawih. Tahun ni adalah tahun kedua aku tidak pergi.Kenapa? apa alasan aku..? Sedey pulak hati ini, rasa berat seperti tidak dipercayai dan ditinggalkan oleh family...rasa hati menangis nangis. Jaan jom la satu malam pergi Terawih sama sama. Sejak kawin se-Ramadhan je, tahun pertama pergi terawih dengan husband kat Masjid yang kitorang Nikah, lepas itu..alpa..ntahlah..Terawih tu kan Bonus tahunan ALLAH kurniakan..Sedeynya..Sedar kekhilafan diri ini. Setiap kali g Terawih kat masjid rasa cam aman. sepi sekeliling, rasa cam tidak dibebani apa apa. Patutla ade orang bila Ramadhan berlalu rindu pada keaadaan itu.

Masjidil Haram

Impian ku untuk solat terawih kat sini sebab bila tunjuk kat TV1 tetiap malam rasa sungguh aman dan tenang kadang kala menitis air mata menyedari kekerdilan diri ini.

Hari ke-4 berlalu macam tu je. Idris di rumah selepas pukul 3 sebab ari ni bukak ba'zar kat CEMPAKA. Hmm teringat tahun lalu Ima and ROsman selalu lepak sama. Tahun ini jumpa Ima sahaja.ROsman tiada berita. Hahah last yer memang seronok jugak, tapi tahun ni aku rasa lebih aman. Kenapa? ntah la. So sepanjang hari Sarah meragam. Ade je benda yang aku x suka dia buat and ade je benda dia tahu x boleh dia nak. Bila ku fikir balik malam ni apa aku marah dia..terdetik rasa kesian. Sarah ku peluk and cium. Mommy sayang you, tapi if you nakal mommy kena marah.

Malam tu tolong Idris bukak 1st day. Okay ALHAMDULILLAH. Ade sale and quite menggalakkan. Nampak ia membuatkan idris lagi berkobar nak bukak Ba'zar.Ouh ya sebelum tu berbuka dekat rumah Mommy. Dah puasa ke-4 baru bukak kat rumah family. CUma rumah JB je belum sempat. InsyaALLAH..nanti sampai jugak. Tahun ni Papa g umrah so nak pergi sebelum dia berangkat. Dan puasa keempat je la ni selera aku terbuka..ayam masak merah, ikan masak tau cu, kari daging, kopok lekor (nipis), jeli, karipap sardin..hah sumer aku makan sampai senak sangat. Idris lak xleh nak tunggu..suh cepat sbb nak g ba'zar.
Note: aku teringin ke Masjidil Haram.

..Kedua & Ketiga

::2nd & 3rd day:: 2nd day kena tinggal di rumah ATAS PILIHAN SENDIRI. ahakz..mum & dad pergi SK to my sis nye rumah. Dah invite me to go with lil yaya but too malas to move. suke merayap kat rumah, kemas itu ini and buang buang unwanted stuff..(benda yang slalu buat hubby ngamuk)..well x usik la barang dia. Husband pun dah ajak ke kedai buka sama..ah malas la..with yaya lagi baik golek depan tv kat rumah. hasilnya..berbuka ngan homemade burger. Ish x sempat nak take pic.sudah ditelan..uhuks..for yaya semangkuk Nasi goreng kids style..ah habis..baru nak kecek dia sikit.kedekut!~~malam tu pulak husband ajak ke SK tido rumah sis. Alamak..bukan ke aku dah cakap malas nak gerak. But husband dah tanya 2 kali, means x mahu ajakan dia ditolak. Okayla..sian mum tadi dia ajak x nak ni dia balik kita g lak. Nak buat camana...now i am married. Mum comes after him.haish!~~ 3rd day Hah ade kat SK. Sampai kul 1 pagi. Sahur kul 4 pagi with Zura and Wan. Sambal Hijau ikan bilis with Ayam rempah. Bagi kawan kawan sekampus..remember still sambal hijau..yang korang melantak dengan maggi la, and ntah apa lagi benda pelik. Aku suka makan with nasi panas je ok. Teringat kat Mak Delyssa..sebelum peknen dia banyak kali cuba buat but katanya x sama. after sahur xleh tido..online sampai kul 6 then terlelap sampai 11. mak ai..bila masa husband aku and husband adik aku bgn g kerja pun x sedar..sedar dah siang.Kemas rumah Zura sikit, mandi yaya and myself..lepak. Nak g rumah Delyssa but then tiba2 hubby call kata dah habis nak pickup.alamak..melepas lagi..asal susah sangat jodoh kita ni Delyssa??..

...::Ramadhan Ku::....

::1st Ramadhan:: Semua okay. Aku sahur pukul 5.10am. Masak Kimah makan with bread. Husband x cerewet and jarang sekali mahu nasi untuk sahur. Air pula secawan Nescafe or just Susu sejuk...Hari berlalu boleh katakan laju jugakla. Memandangkan x makan, so siang tu aku just sediakan Lunch tuk si kecil yang " x kuasa" katanya. Bukan puasa. Well kemas kemas rumah, pergi rumah Mummy la. Memandangkan 1st day puasa kali ini tidak berbuka bersama Mum, saja la lepak rumah dia Dalam pukul 5, Husband jemput tuk ke Bazaar Ramadhan sekali gus buka di RASTAFARI la mana lagi. Hah..penuh gila baazar kat melaka ni.::Cempaka, Peringgit, Bukit Baru:: semua tiada parking seawal jam 5.30. Last dah pukul 6.30pm husband pun dah fed up pusing carik parking and takut kang x sempat nak balik kedai sebab beli makanan untuk staff jugak maka pergi ke Ujung Pasir. Jumpala satu kedai ni beraneka kuih and lauk. Senang jugak xdela pilihan melampau sampai kelabu biji mata. Ini pun dah over beli..huish...Air tebu je ada..ok set ngan Jeli, Kuih Keria,Kuih Lapis (Ni Sarah yang punya), Kuih Lopes and also Lepat Ubi.huish..x habis pun. Balik kedai lagi 20 minit. Tutup kedai bawah dan ramai ramai buka kat kedai atas.Hmm 1st day semua well..second day esok ntah la. This time puasa, okay je xde lapar.but Baby menendang ngan kadar maxima. Marah kot tiba tiba x makan. Seharian sampai penat. Sebab tenaga aku yang dia guna..waa berombak perut..Ish..Baby Girl ni..sabar la..sebulan je..

..Kedatangan Zakiah..

..Zakiah, one of my friends from College has been down for 2 weekends. The 1st weekend was more of a light thing cause x pergi mana mana and she pun tak drive. Her second visit was more of a thrill cause banyak benda to do. Actually it all started when me and hubby with Sarah went up to KL. Idris for a stock exchange and hunting trip and as for me more of a visit Sis and friends trip (no friends was visit act only sis). Since we went by bus, Zakiah who plan to return with us drove us back from Sri Kembangan at 9pm. Thanks a lot!~~ The 1st day was our trip to 'Water theme park~park~park~. As Sarah and Zakiah singing all the way, it was like a water play before the fasting month. Hmm..we had 4 hours of cloudy time there. Though was filled with school trip students (apahal lom cuti skolah lagi) but we manage to chill and relax. No hassle. Then we stop by at Taman Botanikal to take a scoot ride around the park. The fun part of this is we drive on our own. Zakiah's 1st time riding and Sarah's first time driving. I let her hold on the speed handle while i just turn left, right and straight. Berapa kali benti la Sarah drive. Alasan: My head gatal, my hand gatal, i penat..huh!~ Went to Dataran later and ended the day by shopping a few stuff at JJ to make ICE CREAM GORENG. Hah it was Zakiah's idea. Her craved for Ice Cream goreng has turn my fridge filled with Ice Cream not eaten. Oi bila ko nak habiskan. Balik we made the bread filling ice to be fried tmrw. next day bfast on the menu was Fried IC. we decided not to go anywhere the next day, cause masing penat. But we went out kejap to JJ again to buy some food and i cook for dinner. The simplest menu ever. we went to dataran to meet up with some of my staff and chit chat and return at 10pm with hubby. After dinner we made bread puding..hah dah buat dia x makan..ceh aku la kena habiskan..but the recipe was too sweet. We did 'hasut' Zakiah to take EL the next day and the rain just made it easier. Heavy. really heavy rain at 4am made the next monday really cooling in the morning but hot in the afternoon. we lepak at home only. Zakiah online while i cleaned the house. Ramadhan is only 2 days away. Afternoon we went to Dataran. Done a lil shopping and return home at 8am. Later at night we had dinner at Medan Selera and Zakiah slept over again.Had a insightfull chat with Nenek..woo the news you discover can make u stay awake. Woke up at 5.30 just to say Good bye to my good friend. Well Z, hope to see you soon. return again okay buddy..this time we will find more things to do. The outcome of this trip is Sarah being more attached to Zakiah.

..Doa Untuk Sarah..

..sedar sedar dia dah besar, dah 2 tahun 5 bulan. cepatnya masa berlalu. Kelakuan dia juga seperti budak besar. rindu dia yang baby baby dulu. Sudah ade pemikiran dan kemahuan sendiri, bukan cam dulu yang hanya ikut apa yang aku mahu. Tapi dia gud gerl..x pernah susahkan aku.Even kekadang aku marah marah dia..

Ya ALLAH, let her grow to be a beutifull girl not only by looks but also by attitude and mind. Let her always be in your realms of care and always remember you. Be smart to handle every situation in life and strong to face your dugaan. Ya ALLAH though sometimes i say she is too much for me to handle, but the truth is she is not. She is just fine, the best any mother can ask for. Panjangkan umur dia YA ALLAH and murahkan rezeki dia and make her life not that hard.

..Bla Bla Bla..

..Latest update: I am now going on 8 months. Malas kembali mahu berceloteh di blog. Sejak Idris balik have been occupied by stuff. Nak spend most if my time before the second one comes in with YAYA. She's an angel my cute baby girl. Zakiah came and spend the weekend with me here. We didnt do anything much. Lepak here and there. Mostly and mums cause Zura pun balik..Mengah la..perut kecik but cepat mengah..Next week last week before Ramadhan. happy Fasting you Guys!!.. PS: will update on Zakiah's visits later