NEW BLOG

Hello, dah lama never blog. Busy adjusting to lots of changes..it may not be Major Changes..but changes la jugak.

Anyway I am doing on a new blog now.The sequel to this one. This blog will remain for whenever I wanna walk down memory lane.

MY NEW BLOG :- www.mybutterflies3.blogspot.com.


Cherios!

#MyWorld-Syawal Tiba..

Kepada semua Saudara Mara, Sahabat handai, Kenalan jauh dan dekat.

Mohon Ampun dan maaf andai lidah tajam berbicara,

Andai ada terkasar laku atau terguris hati tanpa disedari,

Hopefully this Syawal will be meaningfull for you as its for me 

when families meet and gather, and friends come from far to visit.

Salam Syawal.

From:

Me & The whole Family.

#MyWorld-Sehingga Ketemu Lagi...~~

Well..Ramadhan is leaving, sangat syahdu rasanya. Bye Ramadhan, semoga umurku panjang hingga kita ketemu lagi tahun depan. Xdela rasa excited sangat Syawal datang, terasa rindu pulak pada Ramadhan.

Anyway this are the pictures i had while Ramadhan in Singapore.

This is along Geylang..the bazar jual Vadai la, burger la, goreng ini and itu la...x ramai sangat

Aunty Shan and Sarah shopping sambil membeli juadah...i just couldnt find anything to suit my anak tekak..sebab masa tu rasa nak makan ayam masak merah..then i found this stall.

Jeng jeng...lauk lauk....

Ni la yang buat aku x gerak gerak dari kedai tu..."Paru Goreng Sambal" 2 dollar dapat la dalam 5 keping. Yummy!!!

Feveret orang singapore..ala cam Daging Ehmm Ehmm salai kat mesia ni..tapi ni Halal nye..tapi ntah...cam x best je..sbb dia lembik 

Cake for dessert yang x boleh dilupakan..."Mandarin Oriental's Chocolate Truffle".

Opss...ni Sofea  doing her thing bila suruh dia bangun and jalan. Dia buat muka x pedulik la tu!!.

#MyWorld- Syawal is Coming.

Weehooo..Asallamulaikum. Nak dekat Hari Raya dah.Its like 3-4 days away je...My tekak dah rasa all the tasty food on Raya morning, the fun of meeting families and of course Sarah ask to add in-'To wear her new abaya'. 

Alhamdulillah Syukur rezeki bulan Ramadhan ni, ALLAH limpah ke atas kami one family. He who knows best, who gives and never ask back, who loves us no matter what form we are. 

This month x sempat nak update blog sangat. Pictures nak letak dalam blog pun x sempat. Maybe after raya. Ahaha 'Lauk Basi' je la. Towards the end of Ramadhan ni got la time to buka with some people, got time to visit some friends and thanks to some of my friends who made suprise visit to the Kedai when i was not able to move out. Ahaha..alang alang bershopping tu kita lepak la sama.

The thrill of Syawal is not for us adults. Maybe some ada la, sibuk nak melaram with new clothes, nak menunjuk emas paras dada  ke apa (budak budak lain cerita). For me, its the thril to go back and be at home (x kisah rumah mentua ke rumah family sendiri) as one big family. Knowing the background of my husbands side, time raya ni jela 'mereka-mereka' itu cuti dan ada. SO fun!. On my side, this is also one of the best time when all of us will be together and hang out since now semua working and living berkangkang kera jauhnya. ahahha...

Its not about the duit raya, its not about the baju raya, its about being together and accepting each other and forgiving.

ps: this year for me its all about the kuah kacang and ketupat...weehoo!!...

#MyWorld-Berkat Ramadhan.

Salam Ramadhan, woo lama x update blog, no time, got time->too tired/lazy. 

Starting of Ramadhan this year was chaotic. Family split up sikit..no, no that kind of split. Husband was in Bangkok and me in Singapore.

 Puasa kat tempat orang x best, xde cendol or air berjenis jenis, xde lauk pauk yang enak membuka selera, xde kuih kuih berbagai kaler, xde bazar yang melata macam kat Malaysia, all i can say, Malaysia tetap di hati. Huih..cam kempen 1 Malaysia lak.

Before puasa sendiri was tied up with own things, despite the things that husband need to do, the packing,the counting and etc..etc..etc..

Then came the trips of up and down Melaka->KL->Melaka.

Visits from friends & Families were the only thing that I look foward and yes, the in laws from YEMEN are back...so balik JB yeay!

1st Day puasa in Singapore was normal, sahur berdua je with aunty Shan, what i had pun lupa but i knew i was too tired from the packing at the kedai.

Second day, i miss sahur cause too tired and we got back late sebab pergi merayaps after shop hours.

Third day, as usual again and the last day puasa in Singapore we had a feast cause it was Elaine's birthday and I had visit from my Singapore folk friends.

Sarah met up on a playdate with Ulfa and Sofea join in. Got some catch up done with Heed & Fid.

Went to the famous Geylang Bazar kat SIngapore. Sedey +__+.

Pergi yang Bazar makan je, this year x dapat round bazar baju cause the mens tade nak bawak malam hari and am tired from the walking and chasing.

Jalan jugak la tengok jubah jubah and kurung cantik cantik.

Bazar makan dia...+__+

Yela bazar dia jual benda cam, fishball goreng, crabstick goreng, ciken wings, popia goreng, kebabs and nasi beriani. 

Satu kedai je aku jumpa jual lauk and PARU..woo terus aku order itu ini..

Another thing famous is the Daging dendeng. I did not really like it.Boleh la..maybe tekak lain

What i miss is the Soya, Tebu and Jellies.

(Will update pictures later).

Balik from Singapore puasa kat JB. Alhamdulillah di bumi sendiri.

Thrill bila dengar Azan dari masjid berdekatan bila buka.

Azan di subuh hari tanda dah mula puasa.

Kalau kat Melaka mesti ada budak budak round kul 4am pukul tin kejut sahur.

1st day puasa kat Singapore, orang sana buka awal kul 7.20, aku terlajak sampai 7.40 sebab no indication.

Dalam Mall kan, dah tu bukan nampak luar camana. Dalam kebusyan kelupaan. Cuma bila teringat eh bila nak  Maghrib.Hai ini baru negara Jiran.Lom US ke UK ke Jepun ke.

 Husband kat bangkok pun asyik sahur Roti, x sabar nak balik ke tanah air.

Even kat KL pun dalam Mall tapi dengar azan and seronok bila neighbour sebelah menyebelah pun sibuk carik lauk and tempat nak berbuka.

Now dah 17 Ramadhan, Nuzul Quran, cepatnya masa berlalu.

Dah setengah bulan puasa, this year Alhamdulillah preparation sangat awal.

Baju raya and kasut bagai dah siap for the kids.

Thanks Papa & Mami from Yemen for the Jubah's and Hijabs..sangat la lawa.

For me pun dah ada only my dear husband yang suka berlengah sampai ke saat akhir.

(sebab dia malas nak pakai baju melayu).
Cuma tinggal cam tudung je la cause i feel in Malaysia lagi banyak yang best and cheap!!

Since masa kat Singapore tu ada Sales, jadi dah siapla beli kat situ whatever yang berkenan.

Not my choice semua...si dia yang pilih.Only things that we don't have here.

Alhamdulillah.

#MyWorld-KL food places Frequent visits.

Ramadhan is just around the corner. I just let one blog of meanness out. Okay that will be the last for now. Lucky i am in the 2nd stage so the food cravings not that much. Tapi have been food hunting here and there for food with husband who suddenly enjoys and terasa nak makan benda benda yang sama aku rasa. Hohoho ntah ntah dia yang mengidam. Some of the favourite places we like, cause its homely and Malaysian.

That Little Gerai AU5
Western menu and i love the Chicken Cordon Blue recommended by Jannah. Ahaha okay nnti kita repeat lagi ok. I like the sirloin steak and the pastas. Just loveeeelly..everything on the menu is awesome,with  tgeir own unique interpretation..the atmosphere is so cosy with warms lightings and simple deco. and...you get the Malaysian scenery of normal local people around.Its not that expensive,you dont have to dress to impress and my kids can be themselves.

Mel's Place-Beng Naki Kumi.
This place is where i feel home is. Being part of Malaysia, what else is more awesome than having lots of variety in food. Ahaha for when me and my husband just want the Portuguese Melaka cuisine.Curry Devil, Sambal Kluak and hot steamed rice are the main things we order..the rest..see la how the appetite goes.

Burger Bakar Selayang-Near Selayang Mall.
Okay since x pernah sempat pergi burger bakar yang kat wangsa tu..one day sebab lapar nak makan Subway  terserempak dengan tempat ni. So far, really satisfying selain dari price quite reasonable. En Hubby loves the 200grams patty.

Sukhumvit
Biasa thai food, but the kerabu mangga is the most sedapss one..ahaha. Normally here makan, tom yam sukhumvit, kerabu mangga, daging goreng, udang sambal..

Pak Alang Kampung Baru
Here is for the Malay nasi campur. Why here? cause the dishes is like 20-40 dishes and the grilled fish is yummy. Another thing i like is the "Sambal Tempoyak".

Nasi Ayam Chee Meng Bukit Bintang
What else,Nasi ayam chinesse style...Thanks to my sis yang suka ajak makan here.

Satay Station- Ampang
For our love and passion for Satay.Heheh satay dia lagi sedap dari Satay Kajang. much bigger, much juicer with the burn fatss...uh cholestrol lovely. Then gravy is with chunky peanut just how En Hubby likes it.And the environment is just cosy and comfy.

Sup Jalan Doraisamy.
NOrmally when we have very late dinner or when his uncle is around cause En Hubby loves to have light dinner like sup and bread.

Banana Leaf at Brickfield
No comments.Onlyhusband and the kids enjoy cause i am No Curry policy. Does not fit my tekak for now.

Nasi Ayam Penyet Selayang.
Buy one and share cause the potion sangatla  banyak. Yang sedap ayam dia crispy and sambal dia sedap.Still xleh sama ngan Nasi Ayam penyet yang i eats at Singapore.


So far this is the places we frequent visits before the coming of Ramadhan. Going home soon.But wont be in time for the makan places in Melaka.

#MyWorld-When people get slapped by reality..

Its funny sometimes,when the younger ones than you who ask for your oppinion think they are off better suddenly turn around and say , yes you were right?  Some might feel all good and proud but some will feel, sian budak ni. Tula dulu x nak dengar kata, masa tu you were just setahun jagung. Yes kita patut bagi mereka learn then mereka tahu, tapi if sampai kebodohan and ke sengalan terserlah..kesian la you. Hmmm...you thought than you would reach the sky kan..malang skali jangan kata sky...laut pun lom sampai..hehhehe...

I told you, tiada apa aku nak terasa cemburu ke or rasa x puas hati. Sebab you are just at the starting point..where else i am in the middle.apa kau ada pun aku x tahu la sampai ko rasa cam ko best sangat and everyone should pay attention to you.Sedeykan bila find out that what you have is nothing. I have been there. I've been out from where you have always been..and i have seen more. Thought of sharing tapi ko rasa ko bagus sangat...nahhh...ahah rasakan la sekarang..there is no point you being nice. Cause x untung x rugi der...bukan investment sangat pun if you are around. To the person who i know reads in quietness....Sorry but i dont appreciate you trying to be nice. Cause it is so FAKE.....bak kata orang dulu dulu...tu la dulu suh g belajar malas....skang kan dah rugi..

p/s:I know  i can be mean, tapi sorryla...it felt funny!!

#MyWorld- Must start to rest..

Cookies been kicking and moving a lot. So much energy from a small fella...been so occupied with the upcoming  Ramadhan and Raya, i have tons of pictures to upload.Always say later at night i'll do but always later at night i will be somewhere doing something else and returning home late..so again.. Maybe later.

Nadiah is back, and that is also another reason why i am looking foward for the family events soon. Had a long chat with her..so much catching up. Just some insights from somewhere who has really been there.

Roadtrips coming up ahead, the x fun part it has to be during Ramadhan. Raya this year will be normal probly Melaka-JB-SG-TGN-MLK-KL. The series of places that i alway will be during Raya...this year ???

Starting to get Flu..been sneezing tremendously a lot this few days...lack of sleep. The x best part is when u pregie a small sneeze can lead you to ter 'kench'. Haish...so kepit kepit la gitu.

Spending more time in Melaka is a treat. Kemas kemas rumah jumpa lots of ol stuff. Teringat kat HL, ZM,AS, SB, & R. Once this home was so full of people..now its full okay..full of things. Soon will be clearing all out to a new location and then this home will be full of kids again.

One thing worries me still is the PP condition. It haunts me at night. I dunno whats the big deal about it..but it does not sits comfortably in my mind....

Well this updates...got to go now...have to catch the train down to Uwa's....

#My2Cents- Sama ker?

As i was chilling at home in my hometown with my friend watching TV and eating Crunchie,while my kids sleep... this advertisement " Libresse-The Battle Between Green Tea and Odour" came on TV. As we watched, our faced changed....disgusted a bit, funny and not at all impress..but thats what we thought. " I feel so humiliated '- my friend blurted out. Yela sebab kau pakai Libresse kan??!! Tapi aku yang x pakai pun rasa cam x comfortable.

1st. There is this fish coming out from the stream and making vulgar movements to this single leaf of green tea. Why would you samakan the 'odour' from privates parts similar to the odour of something we eat every day.Fish...!! Food tu...and whats with those movements..?

2. Lepas tu keluar pulak durian..so means apa...does it smell like Durian.yes i know you are trying to say that this 2 things keluarkan odor..but Hello....food-private issues??...

Kalau penyembur air freshner takpela nak samakan odour tu ngan bau bau makanan sebab dia hilangkan bau udara. This is more of a feminine private matters . Well this is just our 2 cents worth.  Well i looked around and memang ada some who think the same as us....ada ke bau bauan kami cam tu skali sedangkan those thing WE ALL EAT ALMOST EVERYDAY and DURIAN IS LIKE A NATIONAL FAVOURITE!

#Seperti blog lain, maafla kalau pendapat ini menyinggung sesetengah pihak.

#MyFamily- Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are.

Who can say where the road goes, where the days flows,Only Time

And who can say if your love grows, as your heart chose, Only Time.

Who can say why your heart sighs, as your love flies, Only Time

And who can say why your heart cries, when your love lies, Only Time

Who Knows, Only time...

 Who knows who you meet and who will be your life mate. Never knew that his name has been written beside mine before the the earth and sea was even created in Loh Mahfuz.ALLAH the most gracious has written someone for everyone, its only when, how and time its up to us to work things out. Whether we will last, or will we fail in marrigae, will we be always quarelling or happy is also up to us to work out.Takkan everything pun HE has to do for us.

Tak sangka juga I will be given this gorgeous girl as my first born. Perfect for me as it may not be for others, she is the first living breath of life that i have delivered. Sweet and tremendously embedded in my heart.

Who knows who's side she follows. I have again been granted with a second gorgeous little one that i never imagine would be mine. I must have done something right...this one has put a great mark in my life. Along with her sister, i am devoted to the ones i have.

 Soon will come the 3rd and I thank him most graciously. How ever he/she will be or how will he/she look i have already loved you before i met you. And i am counting days for you to arrive to join in with the rest of your wonderfull family.

The family that is growing, sharing. loving will constantly have quarells, disputes and missunderstandings but that is all part of life, part of loving, understanding and sharing.You are amazing just the way you are...Love you all so much....remember me when i am gone..

Mommy

#MyFamily-Placenta Previa

Hoping for it to change...

#MyWorl- I use to call him Worm ~~

He was always the one left out. I use to call him Worm cause of his nerdy,skinny personality plus his sister once told me that he had a lot of ' cacing cacing' behind his back. Knowing now, it was actually Jerawat la...Yes..i use to call him Sang Jerawat too cause of his pimple face. Sweet and very earthly. I remember him with his Bell bottom slack, jersey and TANCHO gel stick on his hair..Hahaha Mr. AI u think i dont remember you.

I knew his elder brother, was close with his elder brother before i knew him, i've never spoken or talk to him cause his elder brother would just shut the matter about his brothers if asked.I never knew his name... One day, i called his brother and he pick the phone, he lied saying his brother was not in and he would like to talk to me. So i laugh. He was much younger, i said okay, but you have to call me back and he did.

He was funny, a great listener and he was homely. And we click and he became like a brother to me. He would come and walk with me on my evening walks with my friends and share his thoughts. Sometimes we would go bowling with my friends. He was not the type that afraid to be stereotype.Sometimes we said he was more girly than boy. Instead of playing football with the rest. He said, his brothers and him had differents views so they always ended quarelling instead.

When i was having a bad day at school i would call him up to talk about silly things, and get confuse if it was him or his elder brother. His elder brother got lil bit weird when i stop talking to him and instead talking to AI. Of course AI was much humble, much loose and much funny. Not BF material type but more of a friend where else his brother was a bit on the ego control type.

Now, AI i see you are doing really well. Waa dah glamer kan....i read about u trough papers, articles and sometimes i see you on youtube. Ceh...mana mana ada kau kan. Yes you are a good listener and you are a good talker..this suits you real well...you might not remeber the young days you had when we were in school. Vividly i do...I thought u would change, but you were the still same cacing when i chatted with you the other day. AHahha..i was thinking to myself, " This boy i use to call him Cacing and look at him now he has grown into a butterfly"- a male one i hope..ehehhe. To you Mr AI..i'll be watching you...jangan lupa jemput aku nnti okay!!!..

#MyWorld-Redang Lagoon.

Okay so went to Redang. There are lots of packages and chalets. But we choose the wooden one  Redang Lagoon (only itu yang available sebenarnya) tapi suits la dengan Wood Anniversay.Not Laguna okay...Laguna mahal gilo..ni Lagoon. The package murah je so anyone nak pergi can choose this one:- Its cosy, homely, for those with kids ni dalam kawasan lagoon jadi selamat nak bagi anak berenang. Banyak visitors dari chalet lain datang to this area cause ombak x besar, banyak ikan nak snorkel, current not strong and x dalam. And this chalet we buat cam suka hati sendiri punya chalet ahahahah..holiday mode habis.

RM 290/person- Boat transfer 2 way, 8 meals (4 meals/day) makan mmg cukup x ingat banyak, Buffet style home food, 3 hari 2 malam twin sharing room (masa nak book if korang couple make sure korang state yang nak satu room for your own. kalau x dorg sumbat lagi satu stranger kat bilik korang. memang style semua chalet kat sini).3 times snorkelling ( 2 open deep sea 1 marine park), Free flow of cofee, tea and air suam ahahaha.

So we reach there @10am bilik belum siap. Checked in at 11am and lepak tunggu 12.30 for lunch.Hoo makan x ingat lapar gila. Food was kampung style cooking and xyah risau nak catu makan. Memang enough and lebih. Unfortunately dah le panas terik air sejuk tak ada sebab sebelum tu 3 hari pulau Blackout. Baru ada electric jadi Ice baru je buat. Ahahaha...so we beli air sejuk mineral kat kedai sebelah. Harga lebih kurang je ngan mainland..Not that expensive. Later 2.30pm we had 1 snorkelling session kat Deep sea tapi sbb over penat travel ,we slept sampai kul 2.30, missed the boat. But we went snorkelling kat beach. At first ingat xde ikan..skali bila sampai inside baru paras pinggang dah nampak Ikan bawal swim. Ui terus terasa nak makan Bawal masak Taucu..Me and sis beriya nak tangkap satu.Geram...Bawal okay...bukan ikan lain. And besar besar lak ikan kat sini..Ada tu once i tried to snap the fishes picture dia datang slap fins lak kat google. Kasi geram je..dah le xleh nak tangkap!..

Sarah & Sofea enjoyed. First Sofea x pakai pampers sbb asyik lari keluar masuk air...cuma morning dia yayak je then off dia ke laut..so macam happy je dia free..asyik jerit Pampers tade pampers xde..ahahah Sarah..played with sand, g swim (ada life jacket leh lah). Ouh ya..Rental equipment is RM 20 (snorkels + Life jacket) for the whole stay. Bukan kira hari. Lagi murah dari masa g Kapas.The only thing than Sofea did is dia terberak kat Coffee house masa tu x pakai pampers..huhohoho so terpaksala me and aunty shan scout mana dia berak and scope pakai tisu. Nasib seketul dia..patut la masa makan tu dia ada mintak pampers...pastu mamu nizam cakap x payah sbb nak swim..pastu dia happy semacam je...apa lagi lepas tu terus aku kaut dia g basuh!!!..

We swam till evening then had dinner. Malam je x tahu nak buat apa so we jalan jalan to other chalets. ada la orang main api atas beach, ada coffee house bertukar jadi cam pub la pulak..but we just lepak kat hammocks banyak2 yang chalet gantung. Awesome!..Next day we went to the Marine Park. The boat ride was okay tapi Sofea and Hubby was seasick. For the 1st time Sofea muntah and she look confused..last last terus tido. Hubby pulak so quiet. The boat ride was for 15 minutes gitu. The marine park was awesome..ada belut, ular laut and a 2 feet garupa..tapi itu yang berani go far out sikit nampak la..Banyak Gamat and lots of colourful fish. We fed the fishes there.

Later in the evening we went deep open sea snorkel at pulau Lima, Sofea slept on the bot. Nasib la dia x turun skali. Me, Idris and Sarah jumped in and got drifted so far. Arus punya kuat, berenang renang situ jugak. Makin jauh dari bot ke laut dalam. Last last terpaksala orang bot tu lepaskan tali selamatkan kitorg. We thought kita je jauh..rupanya satu bot tu semua terlajak jauh..ada tu sampai kat tengah laut..hui..dah le coral banyak...sampai tercalar kaki. WE are not suppose to pijak or petik or sentuh coral sebb even with one crack coral tu mati. Sian...now redang banyak dah coral mati nampak kat dasar laut.Sedey.

The rest of the trip was fun, we played, laugh and built sandcastles and made animals on the beach.Made new friends..was so sad to say Bye...but the trip ended in Redang and Starts again in Endau.

#MyFamily- Wooden Year

Yess...5 yers married. Its a long way..23 June 2012 marks 11 years i have been with hubby, 6 years of courtship and 5 years of marriage. yes exactly on the same date it all happen. This year since its 5..Wooden year so he said lets make this mark a bit special..So he ask me to plan a trip somewhere (ade ke aku yang kena plan)..but thinking back..he did actually cause he choosed everything.

The Redang Trip 


I packed 2 days ahead...xke excited sangat ni. 1. cause its our Anniversary and HE plan it, 2 i have 2 kids now and 3rd coming up, 3 i have family as companions on the trip and 4.My sisters 1st time to east coast and 5. i need to get away from KL. I invited ZM to join but last minute she couldnt make it but that nite she took us out for Sate at Sate Station to bid farewell...ko tahu x ZM sampai ke pagi sendawa bau sate je..ceit!..Anyway My sister and her husband carpool in our Hilux making it cosier than ever. We laugh, chatted, sakat menyakat and had fun with the 2 kids from 11 pm right to 2am when we reach Cherating. Stop to have a drink and eat at one of the shops. Wondered what ikan Jebong is?...My sister's 1st trip to east coast and it was her birthday on the same day as my Anniversary.  We waited for our chaperon-Mamu Nizam and Aunty Shan from Singapore to arrive. Yippe...

Mamu nizam was a bit lambat cause travel malam ngantuk, jadi we stop at slept kejap kat LEGEND...punya signboard...ahaha tepi jalan je and about half an hour they arrive so we headed to Kuala Terengganu. The hometown of Ana Banana...(seriusly Ana so loved Terengganu). We stop at Rantau Abang for a while and reach KT 7am. Carik breakfast la pulak. Yang funny, banyak kedai bukak but when we walk in, actually dorang baru nak tutup..cam tercengang kitorg..what? baru nak tutup? ni kedai ke disko?...but we found a cosy shop serving nasi lemak ikan tongkol..whatever la lapar..Join us for breakfast was Muse@ mustakim a close friend of ours...sebelum kitorg kawin lagi. Lucky we remembered him so we x payah nak park dekat jetty, we park at his house and he was kind enough to send and pick us up from the jetty. Thanks Muse...!!!

#ZM ko ingat x...ko cakap dia pelakon Tibi dulu..ehehehhehe

We check in at the counter. Our ride was 9am. so we had half an hour to rest at the jetty. Seeing the ferry "Sejahtera Ferry" reminded me so much of my college days when me and him will be coming back from our hometowns and meeting at the jetty for our ride back to college..Yes met on an island we love the island-we are islanders..Going to Redang most of us slept. I was tired i did not sleep for more than 15 hours and nausea. I rested and got up to get the glimpse of some of the islands. We are there...and Yes..the water was deep blue and as we neared in..the water turn to Buncho Water Colour Light Blue. Like someone put that colouring in the water. Super clear. it was Awesome!!

#Clear water at Redang

#MyKids-Hijabi Daughters

My 2 Lovely Daughters

Heheh i only took face shot cause Sarah was wearing sleeveless shirt and Sofea only pampers.Both of them took the tudung and use it and was playing sekolah sekolah. Guess siapa Cikgu siapa Mak.

Sarah Mak yang hntar anak dia pergi Sekolah and cikgu dia Sofea.

Macam macam budak ni.

#MyWorld-Cookies Kicking

Sitting in front of my Laptop, feeling the live form inside me kicking me hard.
Hohoho si budak yang suka jaga malam ni.
Wonder what is like to be inside.
Wonder how would she/he look like.
Wonder when she/he will be ready to be delivered into the world.
Wonder how she/he 's perangai will be.
Wonder if she/he would love me back.

Its amazing kan, sometimes feel like an Alien..its amazing how a human body can endure so much pain and expand and let another human live inside.

To you ALLAH i humbly bow for your creation inside me. I am humbly thankful for you feeling me worthy to bear your creation, your ummah. Thank you for giving me this lifeform and let me feel the wonderful feelings of motherhood. Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH.

#MyFood-Binjai?

Eh how come so many people LIVING IN MALAYSIA, dunno about BINJAI. Ehem Binjai is a fruit, a malaysian fruit!!! . Not Binjai On The Park, or restoran Binjai. ITS A FRUIT LA. I was eating this fruit when my friend call to talk,she ask me what was i doing, I said eating Binjai.She ask me, where the restoran is located. Hello!!!...well i am not alarm. once i ask my friend if where she is was having the Binjai Season. She ask me is that some kind of fruit? how did it look?

Ahhaa..so here i give you the favourite fruit that i love to eat especially when i am pregnant.

Buah ni bau dia kuat.Sometimes orang ingat cam bau sampah tapi bau dia manis manis. Bukan macam Quieni. Family Mangga jugak. Rasa dia, ada dua jenis, satu Lemak Masam or Lemak Manis. Of course aku suka Lemak Masam cicah with cili+kicap or Garam.Buah ni kat Borneo banyak..so friend of SABAH & SARAWAK..i assume you know this fruit???...Do you?..Musim x sekarang ni?..This fruit is also known as Malaysian Mango.

Selalu Jun is  musim buah ni. Aku ingat sebab first time aku pregnant, aku melepas musim Binjai. Dah tu ngidam x dapat. Ahahaha...today termakan terlebih Binjai..sampai 2 buah skali habis. Result-cam tengah darah tinggi now. Kalau time biasa makan okay je. Tapi sebab tgh pregnant ni, extra garam tu can kill. My fault..makan x ingat. Isi dia putih, smooth and silkt. Biji dia x lekat dengan isi so means kalau potong sampai biji tu maka bersih la biji tu.

Biodata si Binjai: Biodata Binjai

They say buah ni kalau lom masak leh jadi racun, tapi ntah la mestila yang dah petik tu dah masak kan. Ahh pokok binjai ni Tinggi gila. Hohoho...kalau nak amik buah galah xleh kot.Kena pakai crane..ahaha xdela kena panjat. Orang yang kenal Binjai je tahu spot pokok dia. Buah bermusim ni kalau sampai musim..nampak le pokok tu banyak buah coklat tergantung gantung.

#MyWorld- Too Many Broken Hearts.

Too many broken hearts. Recently i met friends with broken hearts to mend. Broken because they were left, broken because they were not taken seriously, broken cause they were second choices, broken cause they were misjudged.What ever it is, this broken hearts did not show how broken they are, until they were home safe and tuck in their bed.Loneliness is killing.

Seriusly sometimes i am speechles..x tahu nak kata apa.Takut cakap cam ni- Dengki, cakap macam tu-Suka dia patah hati,-Cakap cam ni-x serious. Of course i dun want to add on the pain at the same time i know they dont want me to pity them but to understand them and give them strength. I speak from what i know, what i see.Sometimes i think what i say may sound cruel, but i actually want them to see the clear picture, they shouldnt give up and stay broken, they have so much more good things coming their way. Seriously i feel them but i just dont know how to put it into words.

Most of my friend are girls. I have never met a broken men. I guess men are too ego to show how they feel and they always cover up by saying things that may sound hurtful to us girls to hear or maybe sounds "macam bagus la sangat" . Tapi dalam hati,hanya tuhan yang tahu. Men lagi pandai kabur pandangan dari kesedihan yang dorang alami. Standard la..lelaki was not made with much emotion and feelings tapi x bermakna dorang x rasa. Thats why they are always put in the position of the one yang cause trouble and tears to the girls.

To dear friends, Marriage is a long journey. Tada sapa nak kawin hari ini bercerai esok. Do not think if you marry a whealthy man you will be happy, or if you marry someone with good looks you be the luckiest girl alive, or marry someone who is romantic means it will last forever. Things can change in a blink of an eye after marriage. Cause that time, setan semua dah retire nak kasi korang feeling feeling jiwang tapi nak ranapkan je rumahtangga korang bina, and that time baru u learn to adapt to the person you so called Love. Its not a bad thing, its the sweetest thing tapi you have to work hard together. So choose well, insyaALLAH if jodoh however ALLAH will help you trough though how bad it is.There is no perfect match or perfect marriage without a few elements like, understanding, sacrifice, give and take, tolerating, and there is no perfect marriage without quarells and fights.But make sure lepas gaduh tu u make amend and berbaik semula.

Its better to regret and get hurt before marrying someone, knowing what he really is and make a good judgement that after. If things were not meant for you, let it go.If you force it, or try too hard pun x bagus cause later when he is happy with you, you will regret cause u had to do all the hard work. Some have been together for too long and suddenly break up just because of a silly thing. Sometimes it is faith showing you he is not the one for you. Think it the positive way. He made someone for everyone of us, he would not want us to be alone. Thats why he created Adam  & Hawa to be together. But we have to work towards it. IF you tried and did not work out, jangan putus harapan. Things were not meant to be like you thought it would be.

I wish i could give the same thing what i have to my friends, thought it may not be the best thing for them but for me it is..cause no one is alike. It will come to you, when the time is right.Have faith in him and he will always lead you the right way.If he wanted you to be alone in this world..he would not have created friends for you. Dont be sad you lost someone, be happy you found him, you got the chance to love him and be thankful that even you lost him, you have made new friends besides him.

#MyWorld-When I'm Back

Its the most wonderful feeling, it feels warm, feels like the sun shine each morning and cool breeze trough your hair. Yes ! I Am Home.

We drove back home after Shop hours. Yes ! My sister followed as she has started her long awaited leave. Before i could reach home, dah terbayang mom's food. Selfish nye mom kena masak pulak! No, understand my mom loves cooking, she just loves to cook. Since we are all away she seldom gets the chance to do her spread of food. So since we are coming home and she knows we love to eat. She whipped up a fresh baked Caramel, ayam halia and rendang, the grandma's style kacang panjang goreng ( its the style i grew up with where the kacang is fried with sauce untill lembik ). Hohoho and to add up. Fresh cuts of Binjai..( Not all like binjai but we grew up with it). Yummy only me and my sis would understand.

We reach all awake except for Sarah. After dinner, we as usual ate and laugh. The one missing is Azwan Abdullah-BIL. hoho nevermind mom pack a stack for you Bro. The next day, was cool as ever, i sat infront in the porch and hear the birds chirp while eating Nasi Goreng Cili Padi and hot cup of cofee. Breezy as ever. This is Home. My Husband went out to do his errand and stop by at OUR HOUSE. He called me from there and said how he missed having his time at HOME. This is HOME. Home is a place where we come back from a long day of work and where the load of work is lifted out and block from entering any zone in the house.Its' youre and only yours. Its fully relax. This is a place where i call Home. Ahhhhhh!~~~

Later evening Me and Hubby went to JJ. Just the 2 of us. Ooo sungguh rare dapat keluar macam ni. He ask me out nicely..alalal nak sweet sweet lak. Yes la since this is our month. Our anniversary coming up soon. Sofea and Sarah was too overwhelmed with Zura & Boy so we sneak out. We bought a few things, he bought durians which were on a discount but tasted awesome..then we had a slice of cake and coffee and Secret Recipe. Ahahah he ask me a bout my day. I felt funny, cause of course he knew how my day went, he was with me..but i played along..after talking and finishing out drinks we headed home where he drop me off, washed and headed for JB. So he said this time it felt like he was dating me and he had to go back to JB and leave me behind, but the best part he said, he knows that he is cming back to ME tomorrow and INSYALLAH the days after i will still be there with him. Where else during the courting period..he never know when will he return- tengok kalau papa dia kasi, if i x pergi mana mana. But now, he has to come back to me and is not an option for me not to be there..i laughed and said goodbye...see you tomorrow.

My sister also enjoyed her day with my brother though Wan was not here. At home you mood change and you feel more calm. Cause home is where people dont judge you, dont deny you, home is where the family is.

#MyKids-Loving each day..

Sarah & Sofea, dah lama tidak update pasal mereka ni. Hadoiai..mana tak, sebab mereka la blog tidak terupdate. Nak start mana pun tak tahu cause both of them are getting smarter and mischievous by the minute.

Sofea, what can i say, she is learning to talk, she immitates everything that you say. No 1 suka sakat orang. Yess she is the kecik kecik cili padi, dah berapa kali dia smackdown Sarah sampai nangis, x kira lagi tarik rambut for nothing, cubit pipi Sarah and latest dia start to grip Sarah kuat kuat. Tapi she loves her sister. malam tido peluk.pagi bangun mesti cari Yaya.

Muka x bersalah la ni sedangkan baru je lepas hempas my mouse to the laptop. Papa dia marah je dia makan Saman. IF mami dia marah, dia nangis kejap je then dia start balik buat apa dia buat sebelum tu. Her favourite words/ayat: Bas, Lori, Betul betul (macam upin ipin), Papa see this, Habis,Nyamuk,

This is miss angelic-talk-a-lot. She is growing, kesian nowdays slalu kena marah sbb stubborn. Suka melawan. I guess it is growing up process, must ask why, how and etc. Sometimes bila tgh pening or penat can be very very frustrating. She is ready for school. She can go to toilet on her own.quite indipendent and very helpful. Sayang her so much though nowdays i always make her cry. REASON: She likes to go againts me, melawan sangat sangat. But she is still the lovable-loving-warm-hearted kid.

They fight with each other, they play with each other. If i scold Sarah, sofea comes running to hug her and scolding me baby language. And if i scold Sofea , Sarah will go " eh x baik marah budak kecik macam tu, Sofea kecik lagi dia x tahu". Once my best friend said " Sofea ni macam raksaksa la, habis semua dia pijak". She told my friend, "Eh why you cakap Sofea macam tu, dia adik bradik i tau. Why u cakap bradik i macam tu?" and Sofea next to her as usual..angguk angguk je.

My 2 daughters...loving them so much.

#MyWorld- BabySit Me.

Today one of the macik customer ask me, Why x pergi kerja je?.
I told her i am, as a mother.
She said, Sayang i am still young, lot of Jobs outside. Anak anak ni boleh hantar baby sitter or taska.
I smiled...


Macik ni nak promote dia leh jaga budak ke? Dia ada Taska? Dia nak bagi aku kerja? Apa  motif berbual macam ni...?*terdetik dalam hati la.

Macik macik, here let me tell you why I am sometimes reluctant to sent my kids away from me.

My kids are my life, my love and my pride and joy. My mom can't look after them,my in laws are far away so that's it i am not sending them away.If they could, i would be happy to go and work and help my husband out with the bills. Happy to do so..but simple, they can't and i dont expect them to drop everything for my kids.Why i want my mom or any close family to look after them, cause i dont trust the people at the taska, or some random baby sitter , or maybe the neighbor i knew for so long to take care of my kids. I know my kids, they are a handful and biarla i je yang jaga. Here macik why...

You read in the papers, sometimes happen to people close to you, in the society where you live in-Cabul budak, dera budak di taska, budak mati tercekik susu, kena culik. I know this can also happen if i am the one looking after BUT saya ibunya..saya akan cuba sebaik mungkin to protect them. I would lay my life down. Would this other strangers do for them?? NO!!..Takpela..i look after them, when i am old in hope they will look after me.

Even some cases, people close to you, like your relatives or family member do such a thing to this kids, apa ntah lagi nak trust outsiders. Xpela selagi saya mampu, selagi suami saya mampu. Macik, do you know how heartbreaking some moms go trough to sent their kids to others. But some have to...and they trusted those people who in return disgrace them, harm their kids and some even did it cause:- malas nak jaga budak tu x nak berhenti nangis.SEDANGKAN, they are paid for. Xpe macik, biar x cukup sekarang InsyaALLAH nanti ALLAH balas x berbelah bagi.

My Husband saw me looking down. He knows yang I felt offended with the maciks blabbering of how good if women now days work...so he came and smile. With the sweetest answer he said, 'Xpela macik, saya masih mampu bagi dorang cukup semua. Saya nak isteri saya dengan saya dan anak anak...kalau pergi kerja tuk bantu suami takpela macik, tapi kalau tuk beli apa dia nak, saya masih boleh bagi..?"...Macik tu laugh a silly laugh.."xdela macik cakap je, macik pun dulu x kerja jugak,pacik x bagi?'.Her face turn a shy look.Eh sorry macik bukan nak offend you pulak.

Eh then apa la macik ni, mungkin dia hanya melepaskan kekesalan dia tidak dapat bekerja dulu. Tapi macik, saya yang pilih jalan ni. Tapi macik, you x nampak like someone who was mistreated, who was neglected by your kids and husband.

To mothers who work, i support you, pillars to their husbands, guardian to their kids.Those who can cope are just as superwoman of these days..juggling between work and family, 2 different stress and job.Strongest of the bunch they are.

..today I read in the papers, a kid was molested and raped by the husband of her baby sitter. How the mom of the kid was in rage & heartbroken. Yet, she stood by her kid and she will gain back the kids trust, the kids courage, the kids self esteem. The mother will work all her best to make things right and be there for the kid even though she is broken inside.Tertanya saya, orang yang buat tu xde anak perempuan ker? Tak ada akal ker? budak tu kecik lagi, why rosakkan masa depan dia. Things like this make me think twice.

To mothers who are looking after their kids, its a sacrifice without regrets,its a highest paid job. Nourished the kids and love them, the reward and benefits is for a lifetime.Though it can be the most tiring job and i am not complaining but a simple show of love or gratitude from the child or spouse will kill the tiredness away and you can carry on. Stress that dont give you a heart condition, and exercise that can keep you fit.

But i know, not all mothers are the same, some are just the opposite.Everything happen for a reason and i believe they are not bad mothers but just misguided in a certain way.

#MyWorld- The Euro spirit in Me.

Some who read my previous article ask me what got me tick off sampai mcam marah sangat.Did it sound so angry???  It's just something i read and started me to think. Sometime knowledge can be powerful sometime it can destroy  people. Something thinking is a way of Syaitan to confused you. What ever it is, we are human and we make errors and we made mistakes and we feel for each other. 


Me and my other half are okay, he is very patience as a small thing can tick me off and i am very grateful for him though sometimes he is lost in understanding why i get angry. Sorry!! The article was written based on some stories shared with me and that is what i think of it...sorry if some comments was not approved. as it was directed personally.

Anyway..the Euro season is here, just as bad as the World Cup season. Status updates about players, about teams, matches.Ffor those yang not into Football, mesti dorang sangat bosan dengan semua ni. Now days semangat football ni not only in boys, men but in WOMEN as well and not because they like to see men in shorts running up and down the field...cause they KNOW THE GAME. Some even better than Men..you don't believe me? Yes there is.

My hubby and me, he is not into the match sangat sangat. He can watch for the 1st half and sleep trough the second. He wont sit by glued to the TV but he will watch with me. Whether its world cup or Euro..his favourite Team is only one. GERMANY....he even had a GERMANY Jersey and only this team he 'kuasa' nak layan the match. Well Germany is one of the strongest team and always a treat to its Rival, they can play any team out if they want to. Huhuhu..

Me, as always i root for the Hollanders. Not because i have some part in me but because they dare to wear bright Orange Jerseys..ahahaha.. Well i have a few teams i support. In order will be- Holland, Portugal, Germany and Argentina. When i first use to watch footie, I liked Brazil, basically anyone who learns to watch football learn about Brazil and the samba players first before any other team. The main Teams that was highlighted at those times were Brazil, Argentina,Holland and Italy. But France won the cup..yes it was that year. Now trough games i learn to love the game well. Annoyingly i dun like watching Asia football unless its MALAYSIA againts another country ( Malaysian Cup x minat) and i dont like  English Clubs either cause now i think there is too much publicity and popularity of the players than the match and the game itself.

Yesterday i watch Group B matches with me matey ZM, in HD as she says it. Only both of us laughing and screaming. Mad kan? lucky it was night and i had detach my speakers. The first match between Hollanders and Denmark i missed as was putting the kids to bed. Watched Germany vs Portugal, like my husband said, it was like him versus me.ahahaha..We watch only till 60 minutes play off and we hit the beds. The game was slow and boring. Well today hoping to watch the Spaniards play agants Italy...i am for the Bull Fighters.