::All Hallows Eve::

Rasa x best hari ni..
Macam nak berak 24 jam, Jalan pun xleh nak rapat kaki...
Habisla 'Catwalk' aku...ini tanda tanda nak dekat time kot?..
Malas nak pikir sebab nanti salah lagi...
Memang rasa x selesa sangat sejak bangun pagi tadi..
Yaya kat rumah mommy, Mamu Nizam ade kat Kedai..
Mamu Nizam kat kedai..cam satu lagi tanda aku nak beranak jer..
Hahaha kenapa? Sebab dulu masa Sarah pun dia datang je aku beranak..
Kalau aku beranak jugak hari ni, maknanya mmg la Mamu Nizam ni tangkal aku beranak..
Okayla aku saja nak blog benda ni..
Ari ni 31.10.10-Halloween!~~ Halloween la sangat....
Aku rindu adik aku yang lelaki tu..
Sian dia..apala kisah dia diperantauan..
Birthday dia 2hb ni, Sama ngan Tarikh aku dijangka masuk wad and induce...

::Me, Myself and I::

::THIS IS MY STORY::

::Ini kereta MAT 2322 yang dah xde::

Ini kereta FIAT MAT 2322 yang pertama bawak Sarah masa baby

Ini kereta 1st yang family ni ade..

Papa dia dah jual kereta ni.

Kereta ni best sebab bumbung dia boleh bukak and comel je

Sarah panggil kete ni, blue car



:: Ini saya 39 minggu dengan Sarah::

Ini saya, ketika 39 minggu preggie dengan second baby

Yang baju pink itu adalah Sarah, yang 1st

Dia tengah melompat lompat sebab dengar lagu favourite dia

Masa ni we all ade kat kedai Papa Sarah buhsan duduk rumah

Papa tade dalam pic ni sebab Papa pening dengan Sarah

Sarah sakat papa, dia x boleh duduk diam..



::40 weeks exactly::

Ini saya dah 40 minggu. Baru je semalam

Sarah ade kat kedai,tengok dia x pakai slipper sebab dia nakal.

Papa Sarah amik picture ni sebab nak buktikan saya dah gemuk

Xpe papa sarah lepas ni i kurus u pulak kena drill

::I am suppose to be DUE::

Blog ni tade kena mengena ngan tajuk tu. Yes aku due ari ni, but macam xde apa je. Semalam ade la sakit2 tapi tadela sampai nak terberanak.Semalam Sarah and Mommy dia (ME :D ) lepak dataran. Something touch my motherly heart masa lalu Kiosk Papa Roti.

::Kisok Papa Roti::
Ternampak satu baby kecik dalam pantang atas counter. mata memandang je orang lalu lalang. Apa baby dalam pantang buat kat sini? Sejuk, ramai orang, kesian baby tu cam rimas je. Bayangkan counter tu cuma seluas untuk dia baring je. Sebelah dia cash resgister, sebelah lagi dinding.Kenapa aku cakap baby tu dalam pantang? Always aku nmpak mak dia, mak dia pregnant, then aku x nampk dia 2 hari, pastu next day nampak dia kat situ dengan jacket, stocking and muka pucat sangat. Baru bersalin. Kesian kenapa tidak rest kat rumah and paling aku kesian Baby dia ikut skali. Tido atas counter.kemerahan lagi..menangis maybe sejuk and bising. x selesa tido alaskan kayu counter and kain batik je. mak dia pandang dari ekor mata sebab dia sibuk nak layan org beli barang. Muka mak dia risau, gusar. yes i know dia mesti nak pegang anak dia tgh nangis. Mungkin lapar..Bila orang nak bayar ke apa nampak la baby tu. Dah le kiosk tu kat Tangga. so banyak la orang lalu lalang situ, Mak dia nak susukan dia pun kurang privacy.Susah..dia jaga sorang.
Mak dia have to work. Hidup x senang, Tiada siapa leh jaga anak dia, and dia pun xde la cukup nak bayar orang jaga. Anak dia kena la ikut skali. Kalau x kerja xde duit makan. how nak beli barang for anak dia.

SACRIFICE  PEOPLE GO TROUGH.

Sarah tanya me:: why baby ni kat sini.
Mommy jawab:: Sebab dia ikut mommy dia.
Sarah:: Macam i la, i pun nak ikut mommy i.

i hug sarah. Yes la kan..semua baby nak b with her mommy.Sarah mommy x leave you. tapi mommy sedar, u untung, mommy pun untung. X payah macam baby ni. U ade mimma and atuk jaga u. And kadang ade je orang yang sanggup jaga u. U x payah sejuk2 kat complex tunggu time balik. Dari 10am sampai 10pm. Bila u besar, bawak u sini pun u x payah buat apa. ASyik main, makan and macam macam u dapat. U datang sini pun papa bawak stroller and blanket. selesa you tido. Lepas beli PAPA ROTI me and sarah pun jalan balik kedai.

Every mother made her sacrifice for her children, Every father did his sacrifice to look after his wife and kids, every child made their sacrifice to the family, every friend made one for another...semua orang x kira susah senang have done maybe not that big but a small one. Cuma some pple nye sacrifice kita nampak sangat. Some we x tahu sampai one day baru kita sedar!!..Learn to appreciate each other!!

:: Abnormality::

Baca ek blog semalam tu. Blog tu ditulis semasa emosi berombak. Ari ni bila baca balik blog tu cam nyesal lak tulis.Apa yang aku pelajari is skang ni, aku bila marah x pk lagi dah..terus je cakap. Tapi nasib bukan lisan. Tapi tulisan macam ni la yang peritkan!! Tapi biarlah ini je tempat aku luahkan apa aku rasa. Yang penting, Aku sayang Sarah, Sayang Mommy and Sayang Family. They are the pillars of my Life. Cuma aku ni lately susah orang nak paham. Bila aku diam, ade je yang akan buat aku bengang. Bila aku bebel banyak lak, ade suh aku diam. Tapi kebanyakkan masa aku diam.

Ari ni dah 25hb. Baby ni masih dalam perut. Due aku lagi 2 hari. Ikut hintungan doctor la. Kalau ikut hintungan aku lagi seminggu sebab, mengandung kan 9bulan 9 hari. Ntahla..tapi sakit2 dah mula la. Sengal kat sini sana makin bertambah. Perut aku tengok dalam cermin MAK ai bulatnyer.Punggung pun dah melebar cam jalan raya.

Semalam, setelah aku rindu Sarah kat kedai, Idris kata jom balik amik sarah. Dia pun habiskan kerja kabinet dia and lepas tu g rumah Mommy. Mommy happy bercerita pasal Sarah g MBMB main kat playground. Sejuk hati. Alhamdulillah at least ade jugak yang nak jaga Sarah, manjakan Sarah, sayang Sarah bila aku takde or ade kerja. Tengok ade setengah tu g baby sitter macam macam jadi. Tapi aku x nak susahkan Mommy. Dah le mommy besarkan 4 orang anak dia. Ni ade lagi satu kecik lagi x reti bahasa kat rumah tu. Xkan nak bebankan mommy ngan cucu dia lak. Tapi mommy suka. Aku nak mommy rest!! Dia dah berumur walaupun uban x banyak. Yes mommy still rocks okay!

Balik tu amik Sarah nak ajak dia jalan jalan. Tapi x sampai tempat nak bawak dia, dah tertido. Keletihan la tu bermain sakan 2 jam kat MBMB. Hah xpela.balik rumah lepak. Idris pun malas nak jengah ke kedai lagi. So at least satu family layan TV je sampai tertido.

ps:: Think Twice!!

:: Menangis Rindu pada Sarah::

Mommy miss You Sayang!!

Jumaat-Sarah stay at mummies house, malam tu dia balik kejap amik baju then berbelah bagi nak pergi with mummy ke stay with me. Seboleh boleh x nak bagi dia tapi Mommy ni x paham paham nak jugak ajak dia, buat dia serba slah.Dia pandang me mata sayu kuyu itu ajak ikut skali. Tapi aku ade kerja rumah yang kena buat. Mana leh nak lepak rumah mommy lak. So dia pergi sendiri sambil mata dia sayu pandang berlalu. Actually x nak sarah pergi tapi Mommy ni nak jugak amik dia. Kecik hati jugak, nak Sarah dengan aku.Malam tu bosan gila tiada keletah si comel. Haish...

Sabtu- Nak g amik sarah, mommy and papa bawak dia g Jalan jalan. terdiam kejap Idris and Me, baru nak ajak dia g main main. Xpela...pergi kedai je..tunggu adakah Sarah akan minta tuk jumpa Mommy dia. Ade, tapi dia x nangis. X sabar malam ni nak balik amik dia. Mommy sms cakap x payah sebab dia okay je. hai x faham ke mommy, dia okay tapi ibu ayah dia ni x okay bosan dia xde.Mestila nak anak dengan kita kan. Idris dah teringat ingat anak dia, tengok Video clip  yaya bebel. Bosan dia xde si kecik tuk sakat. Pergi beli pampers Sarah, sebab sarah suka bila beli pampers tuk dia. Ntah la kenapa. malam tu sampai rumah mommy, mommy cakap x payah masuk pass je pampers dia. Tapi aku nak peluk cium dia, rindu bau baby dia..aku masuk jugak. hah dia nampak terus dia peluk aku..then mula la nak ikut balik. Okayla tapi mommy lak pujuk dia suh stay. Dia serba salah. Sarah budak baik dia x nak kecik hati sesiapa. dia pandang kiri kanan. Dia cakap ngan aku suh aku tunggu kejap la kat rumah mommy, Idris lak dah penat nak cepat. COnfuse. Marah pulak dengan mommy buat Sarah mcm tu, Tapi faham la mommy jaga dia dari kecik mesti sayang and nak Sarah ngan dia juga. Sebab kebelakangan ni aku jarang g rumah Mommy. Selepas buat kerja rumah baru aku fikir nak pergi ke x.

malam tu dia kata nak tinggal, lepas papa and mother dia keluar je dia melalak sambil lari. Luruh hati.. Mommy tarik Sarah. Lama lama aku terlepas cakap. Biarla Sarah la balik with us bukan orang lain parents dia la. Mommy diam..mungkin dia x terfikir yang kami nak dia ada sama. Kenapa tidak. Tapi bila dah balik rumah dia nangis nak pergi rumah Mommy. hah pening..aku pujuk sarah, dia memang cam tu lately. kalau boleh dia nak semua duduk satu rumah. Kalau mommy and aku sebelah jiran mesti gate xleh nak kunci. Dia je la ke hulu ke hilir.

Ahad- bangun pagi semua okay.Mommy suh bawak sarah g sana. Bila bawak sana dia melalak nak ikut aku. idris x sampai hati nak tinggal tapi mommy dah tutup pintu. Mcam nak balik skarang jugak and amik Sarah. Esok lusa x nak tinggal dia mana mana... I want my Sarah with me. Nanti aku dah beranak lagi la orang akan amik amik dia.

Tapi aku hargai mommy nye help. Tanpa dia kelam kabut la aku juga. Tanpa dia, aku x mungkin secekap ini, Tanpa dia juga aku x akan tahu how nak handle banyak situation dalam satu masa. Mommy banyak help in so many situation. I am lucky aku duduk dekat dengan mommy.Thanks a lot Mommy. Never can say No or Never to you. Itu yang makes it so hard for me. Tapi kadang kadang Mommy, i nak Sarah with me.Dan kadang bila aku sorang ni, aku menangis rindu pada Sarah!~

Sarah Daania means My Beutifull Princess!!

:: Letter to Baby::

Dear Baby,

I have carried you for almost 9 months now. I know you are pretty comfortable in there cause u dont seem in a hurry to come out like your sister did. You have not even show me signs of your debut so far. But unfortunately i have to tell you, your times is up. You are due soon. Hope you have a safe journey out to the world. But please do not take too long. Mummy is so uncomfrotable right now everything seems to be not right.

Thank You,

Sincerely Love always,

Mummy.

:: I've forgotten what I've started fighting for::

Lately i have been very moody, my husband has been the aim of all my anger. From smalls thing as he forgot to hang his pants right up to things that may not concern him that much. He has been patient but sometimes we do get into big arguments ending up he sleeping off.

I have known him for more than 10 years. He has never been the one to express himself and always keep his feelings to himself even when i make him feel sad and miserable.After 7 years of courting we decided to end it with a blissfull mariage. Things were the same but other things seem to develope. I doubt him more without reason and sometimes i just didnt bother much about him. He on the other hand kept more of his feelings within himself and became less talkative. He is a quiet person from before but as time of courting he open up and we had lots of converstaion. Some ending in laughter and some ending in a small fight.I am the one who is outspoken and i speak my mind. I dont intend to offend anyone but when you are with someone who likes and loves you, a single wrong word can be an offense. He on the other hand was a listener. But i think during our courting years he listen cause he just wanted me to stick with him

 As a wife sometimes i wish he was more affectionate publicly, to be pampered and showered with words just to make me feel different. But it never happen with him. I envy some of my friends who's husband could publicly show their affection for their other half. But he was always there for me whenever i needed.

Since my mood has been on a rough patch this few days, i call him just to nag him over something he made me upset. I just dont get it why is it so hard for him to remember things that i dont like. Things that make me annoyed. To me, what ever i dont like or like is patty stuff and it irritates me as for me what ever he likes or not is something i do pay attention. This is what makes woman and man different. I never learnt that lesson.

I got so mad one day, i have been getting him to help me with heavy stuff to move before our newborn come. I have to deal with the house, listen to his work complains, taking care of my 2 year old daughter and of course there are still other people around me who just like to poke their nose in or need me to be there. I flared up and just said why cant u be like some other hsuband who cares for their wives. If you dont care about me, then at least care about your children. That hurt him the most.

He look at me, and i saw tears. i guess i had push my nagging to the limit. He ask me what did he do? Why is it always him? From before he has never been affectionate but he always let me know he loves me. He has tried to be what i want him to be but he just cant.I started to think what he was saying.Yes he has been helping me with Sarah, he has been supportive of my back pains and my suddenly change of eating habbits. I want to eat things that normally we dont eat on daily basis such as various kinds of fastfood, expensive dining and so on. Money was not an issue as i see him cashing out from his wallet. Wherever i wanna go though he is busy he takes the time to bring me along with my nagging on something he did to spoil my mood. He has been working hard on our kitchen kabinet and i am proud to say he is good with capentry. He never complains of my not cooking, laundry day gone awry, his not iron clothes cause he knows i am tired carrying the baby and other works to do.He kept on in tears asking me why, dont i like him anymore?? why is always me picking on him.He said i have change  but he never complain cause he knew he just has to except it and he felt it was not a burden but something new he learn everyday. WHy couldnt i be the same.Whenever my mood goes awry he just look down with sad eyes.

After explaining all this and more to me, i kept quiet. We went to bed him with red eyes. as he sleeps i kiss his fore head and cheek. :: I am so sorry Sayang, i forgot why we started this journey, i forgot what we have been trough, i was blinded to see only things that made me angry, i didnt see things that you did which was not exactly you.I forgot how you were and you havent actually change. Only me wishing you to be someone you are not as time pass by. I am so sorry. I love you!!::

:: Dunia Baru::

Waiting for the baby to be delivered. Carrying a baby full term is no Joke. Hormones start to change back. Restless and uncomfortable to do certain things. OF course sebab this big Belly. Even kalau x besar pun perut, rasa kurang selesa tu is Normal. Take note eh Maria!!..Want to bend down susah, nak pakai inner garments pun susah. Bongkok2 is a NO NO.Kalau dah terduduk tu makna susah la nak bagun. Lagi 5 minit baru leh bangun.

Perut sudah mula bagi false alarm. Contraction, Baby makin kuat tendang. Kadang bila dia kick aku pukul kaki dia [ ceh cam aku tahu kaki dia kat mana]. Sakit la!! Masa kena admit tu, ade student doctor dari MANIPAL ajar aku camana nak tahu baby kita kedudukan dia camana, and macam mana nak rasa features dia. Ntahla aku x rasa apa pun. Tapi nurse2 and doctor tahu la. Setakat ni dah 2 kali went to checkup at Klinik Desa dapat 'Nurdoc'- Nurse nak jadi doctor. Aku x pening dia cakap aku pening, aku x sakit pun dia cakap aku sakit. Lama lama suka ko la Nurse...

Rutin aku sudah jadi biasa sangat. Tade lagi benda menarik sebab x leh nak buat sangat benda menarik. Mostly is kemas rumah, prepare rumah tuk sambut baby kecil. Sumer kena hygenic. Tapi my favourite is spending time ngan my lil Princess Sarah Daania yang sejak dua menjak ni makin degil and mengada. Orang kata, ni orang la yang kata..this is because dia nak dapat adik so dia pun perangai nak attention. She is still this cute adorable patung baby to me. Tapi skang suka bebel cam berita jam 8. Xde pun cam rappers Too Phat. Bercakap non stop. Sarah now lagi attach ngan PAPA dia. Bangun carik Papa. Sejak aku masuk Hosp dia and PAPA dia dah create satu bond which i like. Maybe itula hikmah aku masuk Hosp 2 hari. Idris lagi selesa nak mandi and tukar baju Sarah, nak jaga Sarah pun x kekok. Kadang2 dia bawak Sarah ke kedai aku kat rumah Bosan. Sarah lak kalau aku marah ke pukul kaki dia if nakal, dia akan nangis mintak PAPA dia balik. Terus amik phone aku [phone aku eh] tuk call PAPA dia ngadu. PAPA dia pun leh layankan. Xpela...dia ni mmg sama nakal je ngan PAPA dia. Aku rasa yang 2nd ni akan jadi moody cam aku kot. Sebab sepanjang pgnancy kali ni aku moody. X cam masa Sarah dulu.

Dah lama x terfikir pasal kawan kawan aku. Aku sibuk fikir bila la dia ni nak kuar..sudah lama rasanya. Bila aku nak g mana mana, doc cakap jangan awak bila bila boleh beranak..Soon ni jangan percaya due date. Tapi x beranak ranak jugak. Haish..nak g KL pun xleh, nak g JB pun x leh. Nak g mana mana pun kena berjaga jaga.

ps:: rindu pulak suasana labour room. tapi bila sampai sana seram gila rasa x sedia.

::Tragedi October::

Kemalangan Dasyat [Click di sini]

Takziah buat semua families yang kehilangan orang tersayang. X kira apa bangsa, agama salam takziah buat mereka dan semoga mereka akan menemui kedamaian.

Baru dapat tahu pasal this accident. Woo dasat. Sorry ah lately ni aku anti nak tgk TV, Internet, Baca Paper or Phone sebab aku x sihat. SO barula dapat tahu cerita sedey ini. Bila tengok VC itu..sayu hati. Terasa nak nangis. Hilang someone dalam kejadian sebegini akan meninggalkan parut yang mendalam. Ade tu tengok sampai x nampak muka, hancur..YA ALLAH jauhkanlah dari keluarga ku dan orang orang yang aku sayang. Sekurangnya biarla aku dapat menatap buat kali terakhir wajah mereka jika ini terjadi.

Dikatakan bus tu elak kereta yang tiba tiba break kat hiway. Husband aku cakap sengal sungguh kereta itu. Jika benarla kereta itu puncanya juga, sampai ke mati la benda ni akan menghantui dia. Tapi drver bus tu pun satu. Dekat sangat ke dia ikut? ntah la kan kita xde kat sana nak saksi. Tapi apa apa pun, mereka itu terima takdir tuhan sebegini rupa.Husband aku cakap, ni mesti punca dia Driver perempuan. Ye ye je dia. Anti sangat dengan driver perempuan. Abih nak aku belajar drive. Hahaha...

Iqbal Angullia:: ni ko ke yang berdiri terpacak kat tepi tu.

Kebetulan adik ipar aku on d way balik from Motor GP. So dia nampak..jadi aku x tahula samada ni dia ke x? anyway..IQBAL confirmkan la..saja jer..ahahah

:: Almost there::

Baby sudah kurang gerak. Kalau dia gerak pun menghala ke bawah..dia menolak and rasa cam ngilu. Perut always rasa senak and keras. Tanda tanda x lama lagi la tu aku nak bersalin. Mix feelings aku ade, teruja sebab akhirnya keluar jugak 'product' kedua. Tapi bila ku pandang Yaya, alahai dah jadi Kakak dah dia....sian dia. Tapi aku masa jadi kakak lagi kecik dari dia. Baru setahun setengah Zura dah lahir. All i ask for nanti, if my second baby dah lahir, yang kenal Yaya tu janganla ignore dia atau compare dia ngan adik dia. She is Unique and i believe each and one of us are. Yang second ni x tahu la. Mengikut kiraan kalendar cina, Tahun harimau- garang kot sedangkan Yaya- tikus. Tapi orang cina cakap. Tahun tikus ni licik and bijak.  Yaya ade dua pusar- nakal and keras kepala dan disebabkan dia Pieces makna dia ni jenid mood berubah dan tempremental. Dia akan selalu dapat apa yang dia mahu melakui usaha dia atau helah dia...(memang pun skang ni cuma ngan parents dia je dia kalah, yang lain sumer dia dominan).Lain harimau mungkin garang menunjuk belang jer. Tapi ini hanya ramalan dan kajian manusia terhadap manusia. Hanya ALLAH yang tahu buruk baik perangai kita kan.

:: Mata ku mahu lena tapi bukan badan::

Rasa kurang selesa, sudah kekurangan tido. Tadi dah nyenyak dah tido. x tahu kenapa boleh bangun and lepas tu perut rasa cam x best je. Mengiring ke kiri salah, ke kanan pun salah. Lalu bangun dan makan Nestum. Sekarang kenyang tapi masih x boleh tido. Argh..tapi ngantuk..ini adalah salah satu malam lagi yang aku kena tido duduk and sampai nak nangis baru lena. badan penat tapi x leh nak tido...

Tengok Sarah Daania tido. Alahai comelnye dia tido. Poor her lately selalu kena marah. Mana tak, nakal makin menjadi. Tapi mommy cakap sebab dia nak ada adik jadi dia nak perhatian. Alahai sian pulak dengar. I promise myself InsyaALLAH no matter how i am occupied with " Baby Adik" i will always pay attention to her. Lagipun dorang beza umur so keperluan berbeza. I figured it out, masih lagi boleh manjakan YAYA. Sekarang segalanya PAPA. Nangis mintak papa dokong, makan papa suap, sayang papa, nak ikut papa, papa mana...if x papa pun Nt Uwa. Haish..tapi aku x terasa sebab aku tahu however pun, she is still mine and she will always look for me.

A few of ayat ayat Sarah yang aku suka, nakal tapi i find it dia ni observent and pandai guna words yang i think its too much for her age::

:: Papa nanti bring yaya go leven leven, IF NOT i put liur on your face:: *bila idris lupa janji dia nak bawak dia g 7 eleven*
:: I x suka papa yang mcam ni macam ni ( refer to picture Idris kurus). I suka papa yang besar besar tu (meaning gemuk)::  *hehehehe*
:: Oh baby Lyssa ni dah tembam tembam la.Ala so cute:: *ceh cam la dia dah besar sangat nak komen baby lain*
:: I x boleh duduk belakang, sakit my badan nanti baby tendang tendang. Mother je la duduk belakang:: * ayat aku tu dia guna balik bila dia nak duduk depan kat HILUX dengan papa dia *

Bila bukak balik baju lama Sarah nak bagi Adik dia pakai, terimbas balik masa dia kecik and saat saat Emas ketika 1st time aku bergelar Ibu.Dia la permata,dia la yang mengubah segalanya. Alahai keciknye baju dia. Skang ni nak masuk tangan dia dalam baju tu pun x muat. Ade juga simpan pampers 1st dia pakai HUGGIES. alahai keciknye bontot dia..skang kalau nak pakai aku rasa bontont pun xleh nak cover. Cepatnya babies ni membesar..boleh ke kita Freeze dia bila bila kita suka and then un Freeze.

:: 4 hours Only::

Baru balik dari Sri Kembangan. Mom nak pergi hantar roadtax and Idris pergi jumpa Mamu Nizam. Sambil tu Idris nak test bawak MBY 1641. Pergi with Papa, Adib, Mom, Yaya and Idris. Kejap je. Pukul 7PM pergi pukul 11PM balik.
Sampai rumah Zura masak nasi goreng cili padi. Punyala pedas, pedih perut sampai skang ni. Rasa "Baby Adik" pun x berapa suka sebab dia macam menendang jer. Zura beli DAIM cake...macam dia tahu i LOike..rindu pulak kat Zura. If dia kat Melaka tentu best...sian pulak kat dia. Tapi apa nak kesian bukan dia seorang. Dia dengan hubby dia. Hapala..tapi you know..when we are closer the happier will be. Ahaha..
Pergi teman Idris jumpa Mamu Nizam. He look old and very lonely. Tapi aku xdelak kesian kat dia walaupun aku rasa dia lagi kesian dari Zura.Sarah pulak bila nampak Zura x heran aku ade ke tidak jadi dia x ikut kami jumpa Mamu Nizam,dan dengan suara hampa Mamu Nizan tanya :: Dia x nak ikut langsung ker??::
Malam tu jugak balik.Sampai rumah terus je..semua lena..cuma aku je xleh tido...haish..