::Family o'Mine::Perfect Sunday::

.I wake up from the 'Gu Gu Gaa Ga' by Sofea.

.It's 7 am and she is up.Believe this its Sunday but i am up early.

.Normally what I do is bring her on my bed and i just catch some more nap time.

.But today she demand for my attention.Wants to chat.

.This early Sofea?For Real?.

.Okayla layankan Sofea, main main geletek sikit. Sarah pulak bangun.

.8am on Sunday morning, me and my 2 daughters bergolek golek playing in bed.

.Laughing and talking. Husband look at us.' I need more nap time'.

.SHhhhh...and my girls laugh.Sarah jumping on her dad convincing him to get up.

.' Dah pagi Papa betul, percaya la. SEE'. She pull the curtains open.

.Morning light to husband is like Sun to the Vampire.

.He moves his nap place elsewhere.

.What more can i ask.Blessed i am Alhamdulillah.



::Sarah and Sofea on my bed early in the morning::




::Busuk girls x mandi lagi ni.Sofea trying to eat her hand for breakfast::



.Woke up, took our bath by turns. Papa,while i bath Sofea.

.Then Sarah and mommy.

.Today Dada Nizam coming.Sarah's favourite Uncle and time spent.

.The only thing can drive me mad is Sarah screaming when M.Nizam sakat her.

.Sakit kepala okay. But they like to annoy one and another.

.M.Nizam arrive had lunch and Shankar's Banana leaf. Yummilicious.

.Then we headed for the shop. Biasala shop time is always full of other peoples ragam.

.Lot of tourist today.Lepak with Zizi and Wan while Husband and Uncle with Mike.

.Did some Internet Marketing and then time to play with the girls.

.6PM M.Nizam decided to go back to SG. So we headed home.

.Stop at Ibrahim for Teh Tarik Halia and Mihun Goreng.

.Home sweet home. All 3 of us had our bath and feel fresh.

.Husband rush back to shop.Mom and Dad stop by.

.Decided to go to their place.Its their 30th Anniversary Tommorow.

."Happy Anniversary Mom and Papa.I Lurve you so much".

::Sofea and Mummy in the shop. She likes to be in the carrier dancing with me::





::My World::Plan, Planning, Planner, Planned::

"A first-rate Planner is never in a hurry. He is never late. He always keeps up his sleeve a margin for the unexpected."-Arnold Bennet

.I said:: You can plan how your whole life would be ahead, but yet to come is his blessing from above::.

.B4 i got married, my hubby and me plan ahead what would our life would be.
.We would be living together, a trip to Langkawi after 3 months getting Married.
.Return i'll find a slow pace job to keep me busy.Move in to our house.
.Then think of having babies.Getting our home furnished.
.Fullstop. We ended there.
.But 'HE' who knows best, the Almighty said, yeah not bad planning but this is what I have installed for you.
.3 weeks after tying the knot i found out i was preggie.
.Dont get me wrong it was the most awesome news ever.
.Orang tua kata awal pregnant jangan jalan jauh.SO x pergi mana.
.6 months after married life begun, we lost our car.
.Couldnt go anywhere.Cause we plan when we have babies we stay focus.
. Hah that means new car, new installment, new debt. haish.
.Then work was out of the list as, how to start a new work when you're pregnantr.
.Orang x amik kerja..diskriminasi jugak kan.But because nanti lepas 9 months kena cari Temp ganti.
. We move in to our house after 2 months Lil Sarah was born.
.By that time we had differ things going on, differ things to plan. Differ way of thinking.
.Money was divided to home, baby and us.
.Time was divided to baby, us and the rest.
. But i have no complains. This went out well too.
.I had lots of fun along the way. Learn a lot of things and when alot of places.
 I only wish that i did not plan so hard.
.So that when thing unexpected comes i can at least fit things in.

.Always leave room for the Maybe,What if and Suddenly.
.As a Muslim you can plan all the things, but you also have to seek in him for guidance and he is the one who knows best.
.My husband and me now take the Kamikaze approach.
.Apa tu? haha kalau ade duit ade masa nak pergi, pergi je..jangan plan plan.
.When you have what it takes thats the best time to go.
.That is probally the way of god telling us. okay you can go now you have no plans for now.
.Go before i have another thing installed for you.
.Now i have 2 children and yes we travel, we do some light planning.
. some might say ah leceh la dah dua.
.But we dont let that get in our way.Why make something so simple so hard.
.Husband and wife.You got him and he got you. Work things out.

.No matterwhat you are at this point of Year.
 Either you are married or single.
.Divorce or even enggaged. You are in this situation for a reason.
.he has better plans for you.
.do not feel low, or at points end.
 in any way you are, there is always fun and goodness if you are willing to be open or positive about it.
.Ahaha..this is my life, from my eyes.
. A simple servant of god looking at things a positive way.

.

::Anger Management:: Dont give a rats ass::

.You know that i don't care.

.Why make me wanna?.

.Some people you meet, they just like you to be intimidated.

. when you are not, or dont give a damn about them.

.they really try to make you feel insecure.

.i am flattered by your interest and effort.

.it shows how much i mean.

.whats up with this shit la peeps.

.Why do you need my nod, why do you care?.

. Why so jelous la, suka aku la kan how i run my life.

.Kenapa your way is the right way pulak.

.Everyone has their own way of living.

.I know you envy some parts of my life, like i do in some others.

. But i dont go telling them, 'this is whats in and you shud be doing'.

.hek eleh, i've been there and done that.

.i dont go and purposely flaunt what i have.

.menda la.bukan hebat sangat pun sampai aku nak aww.

.benda dah lama la beb.

.aku dah buat, dah pergi n dah x heran.

. i am not interested in what you are having .

::Family o'Mine:: The tale of Two::

.some ask me 'how is it to have 2 daughters?'.

.i replied..'Extreemly wonderfull..'

.their have grown beutifully in my eyes.

.definately they have grown from the last blog i bloged about them.

::SARAH DAANIA::

.the eldest has grown into her own ways.

.much bigger now, knows what she wants and to do things on her own.

.having her own shower and picking up her own clothes has been her own routine.

.i only have to approve on what she is wearing.

.sometime we do disagree and we have that mom and doter squable.

.she talks alot and sometimes mommy gets headache from all he curious question.

.once she call me 'kaki number' cause i was constantly checking on my queue number at the clinic.

. she didnt know what it meant but my husband laugh his heart out.

.again my husbands dad gave him his radio with screen for the hilux.

.well it was china made not Panasonic lilke my husband thought it was.

.accidently my husband said ' ouh china made i thought panasonic'.

.her remark after that ' this one china wan so must be carefull pakai if not nanti rosak'.

.my turn to laugh at my husband.Yes Sarah picks up real fast.

.becarefull on what you say to her. you dont want it to hit back in your face.

.her favourite word is "IF NOT". eg: you say this is blue so u must wear it.

.she will ask u if is not blue then?.

.so much question from a 3 year old. Yep.

.She will be 3 next month. my baby grown.emotional.



::Sarah wearing inai on her own. she was sensible enough to use it outside so that it would not dirty my floor.how thoughtfull.Muaxxx!~



::See la..but i give credits to her for trying::



.she is very loving and understanding.

.she is the one who always low down any arguments i have with my husband.

.she is the peace maker.

.lately she bites Sofea alot. i guess she just wants attention.

.she gets her fair share of scolding from her dad.

.kesian i see sometimes but she is nawty right?.

.Sayang anak tangan tangan kan...ye ker?.

. i think some scolding and a bit of caning is appropriate as long its for learning  purpose.

.not to scar her or make her intimidated.

.i dont want her to be scared of me but to respect me.

.she think that we scold because we love Sofea more.

.She will cry out, 'i sayang sofea i sayang dia'.

.And husband will explain to her why she is being scolded and that we love her as much and more than ever.

.she will smile and later..she will find a way to make us rilled up again.

.Haish Sarah Sarah sayang!!.

ps:: i call her my Baby Love.

::SOFEA HANNAH::

.Sofea the thin and tall.

.well she can turn now.

.she giggles and laughs a lot when playing.

.she also likes to gu gu ga ga a lot and loud.

.my husband said that he thinks he is gonna have another head ache of question from Sofea soon.

.Meaing she will be as talkative as Sarah is.

.They get that from me.Really i dont think so.

.She recognise her family.

.She likes Sarah around but will always find a way to pull Sarah's long hair.

.has a temper and will cry till blue.

.u pick her up she will push her body out from the house.

.meaning she wants a walk in the sun.

.tiring..she wants to sit up straight all the time.

.when u hold her straight she wants to stand.

.slow down sayang u are only 3 months coming to 4.

.She may look small but she moves alot so when holding her.

.make sure u have her secured cause she will just suddenly fling herself.

.if you are not ready, there she goes..she will fall.



:: Carried by her darling daddy. Papa's girl she is..itu pun nak ke depan badan.x tahu nak kemana.::

  

::This is after a long cry cause no one wants to carry her out. the red mark is mosquito bite. fair babies are white chocolate to the nyamuks...dem u nyamuks::



.She knows her name now.

. U call her Sofea and sometimes she will go 'Hah'.

.as is she is answering you.

.as i am breastfeeding her..so whenever i carry her she will aim for my chest.

.Naughty jugak.Likes to scream.

.If Sarah cries she cries.

. And lately Sarah likes to cry and shout.

.So you see i can go mad. Make Sarah diam she diam too.

ps:: I call her my Baby Sayang.

::Family o'Mine:: Week Recap::

.Have been so occupied.

.By housework,by kids, by husband and by myself.

.Ngahaha its true no matter how busy you are you have to have time for yourself.

.Time on your own without any one inside your Aura.

.Relax, do your favourite stuff, listen to your favourite music,anything.

.Those single lucky ladies of course they always have time.

.But for the mommies..ugh its a struggle sometimes.

.Yang ada maid, ade MIL staying in, x payah cerita la.

.1 week recap in short.

.Husband came back from Bangkok, then off to Singapore.

.Time @JB la sakit kepala, muntah and berak.

.Opss me and Sarah got stomach Flu.

.Back from Singapore, berlambak barang.

. Help him out with the stock, unpacking, rearranging, labeling and stuff.

. Then after all that is done he stayed at home.

.3 days sudah ni di rumah buat wood work pulak.

.consider it family time.

.Barula Husband sedar, not easy okay nak kemas and masak and all with 1 growing up kids

. it can be done tapi bukan la in a blink macam dia sangka.

. He always think x banyak nak buat, senang je buat dalam 2 jam siap.

. cuba try, bila tengah buat yang ini menjerit yang itu dah sepahkan sana.

.Jaan, thanks for staying on another week.

::Shopy Shop::- Meeting an Old Friend::

Today i spend my day at the Shop. Earlier on i brought lil dear Sofea for her mothly checkup.Everythig is fine but the queue was like the clinic had some hotz stuff on sale. I arrive at 9.30, my appoinment which was suppose to be at 10am, tiada harapan cause those who came at 8am have not even been served. At 10am they were serving number 1013 and mine was 1055..IMAGINE that. BTW thanks to the Klinik Desa for giving us some excuse for a full day off.

I went for breakfast at a nearby stall. Nasi lemak berlauk. A norm in Malaysia. I love Malaysia. Where else can you find Hot Nasi Lemak while waiting for your number to be call. After breakfast still not my turn, after an hour the number has reached 1035. Okay la tu lagi 20 people and it will be me. To make a long story short, my turn came weigh and measureSofea had consultation and jap. DONE. time:: 12.45pm. Dem..wasted almost half a day there.

Sofea Hannah:: 3 months old
Weight :: 5.5kg
Height:: 65cm.
VERDICT:: Underweight. yerp my girl is reaching the border line.She seems to grow constantly 5cm every month.her weight not that sekata with her growth thats why she is underweight. Haiya...Sofea Sofea.
               --------------------------------*****------------------------------------
Today like i had the day at RASTAFARI ,i mest an old aquintace. This girl use to naik same Bas Sekolah as me. But being the goody goody 2 shoes type i was in primary school. This girl was like the punky girl that every one hated and everyone despies The social girl who mix around with any guy. The gartal type. Those time the boys use to all her Malaun. I didnt know the meaning back then coming from a convent school with all girls the only time i mix with boys is when playing in the evening with my childhood frens from next door. Konon backing kawan la masa tu, aku pun ikut panggil dia malaun. we always had mouth fights and jeling menjeling. Masing masing x puas hati. and that time the taman i was staying the most of the budak lelaki were my buddies cause their parents and my parent were working colleuges.

I met her face front. I didnt know how to react. I was thinking she might just yell at me for the hard years i gave her, or she might just be sinister to me or something. but her face look as if she was terperanjat and teruja jumpa aku kat sini. But also her face blush. Nak tegur x tahu nak nama dia, nak tegur apa. Takkan nak tegur " ey malaun lama x jumpa ko'..Jadi aku pun tegur la cam ni

D::'Ey u ade sin'
ME:: yeah aha lama x jumpa kan..kerja mana bla bla bla (the norm)
D:: ouh ya la x sangka jumpa bla bla bla (ANswering my question)
ME:: Eh sorry eh tapi x ingat la nama..
D::Ala ko malaun la..dulu ko panggil aku tu kan..

Ceh aku lagi nak elak rupanya dia masih ingat. Pengajaran dia. jangan suka panggil org macam macam. be nice to people..this worlkd is round..u never know when you will face them upfront. Kan akward sungguh macam ni.

ps:: xmo jadi budak jahat lagi!!~~

::Fooled On VDay::

::SMS::

1: Hye sya nak kenalan boleh x? suka sore awak lembut. (erk lembut ke suara aku ni).
R: sorryla saya dah kawin. X berminat.

2.: Ye ke, betulke bukan saya yang awk cari tadi. saya nak berkenalan jer.(sms dihantar sebanyak 2 kali)
R: Bukan sya tengah carik cleaning services.

3: Kalau x sudi jadi kawan saya, boleh x awak jadi kakak angkat saya, Saya xde kakak, teringin nak ada kakak. ( ade jugak spesis cam ni)

4: Kalau x sudi xpela, tapi saya suka nak bercakap dengan awak lagi.Saya kerja hotel. Umur saya 27 tahun.

.Ngahahah tergelak aku. Ade jugak still orang macam ni.

.Serkap call and nak kenalan.

.Sebetulnya my mom suruh call this number for cleaning service for my aunty.

.Skali number dia bagi tersalah jadi tercall mamat ni.

. Dah pulak dia ingat aku cam jenis call hentam keromo dan pastu main balas balas sms.

. Tempted? Aku sayang husband aku dowh..xde nak berselingkuh.

.Banyak lagi la sms dia hantar tapi tidak perlu la dibelogkan.

.Jaan, nanti you balik i cerita okay.



::CALL::

"Hye, Puan Maria ye, kami dari Syarikat XXX sempena Valentines ni Puan dapat kiriman bunga dari kawan Puan, En Hanis."

"Ah??erh..hanis?"

"Ye boleh saya dapatkan alamat rumah Puan"

"Nanti dulu ni dari mana dan siapa bagi?Saya kat Melaka xkan la.."

" Ye memang kami membuat penghantaran seluruh Malaysia.."

*dalam hati siut la siapa nak kenakan aku ye ye ni. Nak bagi ke x alamat ni.Ntah ntah PA si hanis ni nak mintak alamat hantar kad kawin. Mamat tu bukan leh caya.

" Alamat eh...(Bagi alamat mak aku)."

" Puan anak dah berapa ye?"

"Woi ni apa kena mengena lak.."

" xde sebab nanti kalau mothers day ke apa kita nak rekodkan boleh ingatkan En Hanis untuk bagi ucapan ke,"

* Siak ko hanis mmg kepala ko ni macam macam je alasan kan. dalam hati..biar betul asal lak Hanis nak wish aku mothers day.

"Apa perasan Puan yela dapat hadiah dari kawan puan en Hanis?"

" ntah ye ye je ko ni, Hanis nak bagi bunga apa ke hal??"

"Ahahahaha aku la Hanis " -CILAKAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk

.ko kenakan aku eh Hanis. April fool di Febuary.

.Call aku x semana mana.Teringat kat aku tiba tiba.

. ON V-day..wa terharu jugak aku.

.Of course la kan, bayangkan dalam banyak banyak kawan dia aku jugak dia call.

. Dalam banyak2 hari, hari kasih sayang kononnya.

.Dan walaupun aku dah kawin dia still anggap aku as a friend.

.Means he has ni love interest and our friendship is pure friendship.

. Tergelak gelak aku, lalu call la sorg lagi kawan aku yang sama sama Frens ngan dia.

ps:: x bermakna aku sambut Vday. cuma ialah kan..hari yang semua org cam sungguh loving la konon a gud dear fren decide to call me.Dan aku decide to do that for another fren.

::JLN JLN A HOT AFTERNOON::Pedas/Rembau::

.Last Sunday thought of going to KL to visit my sister.

.But instead we ended up in Rembau/Pedas.

. A small town with a population i think less than 3k people.

.We went around the pekan, there got like one shop of each.

.One tire shop, one saloon, one laundry shop. So cute a pekan.

. My dad was looking for a tire shop but since it was Sunday, Semua tutup.

.Lastly when we wanted to head for Pedas we found this shop.

.Full of rims for tyres.

.ps::My husband wud have loooveee this shop.

.Jan if you we here, since you want to change the rim on your hilux.

::all the rims of all sizez::

.Then after that we headed back to Melaka while jalan jalan to Pedas.
.Hungry looking fo a place to eat we found this shop.
.Warung cendol 'LEMAN DAWI'
. Uniques as it is..beli satu cendol free top up.
.Means ko beli satu mangkuk, pastu ko nak top up baper kali leh.
.Sumer ada situ..best x best. Air barli free.

.Ni kot pacik leman.

.Very knowledgeable man. Sambil makan tu, boleh tambah pengetahuan.

.Pacik ni akan cerita pasal bila kereta pertama dibuat.

.Sungguh meleka kan.

.Tayar pertama di buat di mana, siapa buat,camana.

.Macam  cendol and wiki. Or cendol and discovery channel.

.Pacik ni tahu segalanya. PR Bagus pacik..2 thumbs up.

. Well selain tu di Pedas yang pekan dia hanya dua deretan rumah kedai sepanjang 500meter je.

.Ada wet world pedas di mana kolam air panas siap ngan slide.

.Here la its when Sarah started to bebel on why we must go.



::My 2 Sayangs::

Ps:: next time we will go on another jalan jalan in a hot afternoon to another small small pekan.



::Soley Soley::



::JAAN::

This lagu for you, x tahu la you pernah dengar ke x, but i hope you suka la dengar. Ngahaha..

Miss you!!

::SOLEY SOLEY::

Just a little bit lonely

Just a little bit sad

I was feeling so empty

Until you came back

Until you came back

Until you came back.

Oh Soley Soley Soley

Soley Soley Soley

Oh Soley SoleyS oley

Ley Soley Soley Soley

Ley Soley Soley.

Just a little bit closer

Can you lay by my side

Can we get it together

Lazing in the sand

Lazing in the sand

Lazing in the sand.

O h Soley Soley...

ps:: yes ini la lagu dalam cerita Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah yang mana Johan RL berjoget joget tu.



::Sawadikap::

. Husband ade kat Thailand Bangkok.

.My Friend and me in a multi lingual mode.

.So i decide to sms my husband in Thai to his Thai number.

. He thought wrong number, without even looking at the number who sms him.

. He replied me in english saying its a wrong number and he is not thai.

.I replied again using thai.

.After 3 sms then he notice it was me

.He sms me wat the crap i was smsing him.

.He ask me is the sms means something or just crap.

. I said yes la i learn thai.

.He said he wanna ask someone there to translate.

. Immediately i sadi NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

. Dont owh..i was talking thai but he wont like it if someone read it to him.

.So i told him what i wrote.

. He said..'u got nothing else better to do is it?'

.ngahahahhaha.

ps:: ageing is just another process of getting wiser not older.

::My All::

.My weakness is to succumb to anger.

.My weakness is to believe.

.My mistake is to not be patient.

.My mistake is to not think twice.

.My regrets is i cant turn back time.

.My regret is i carved a scar.

.My wish is to forgive and forget.

.My wish is to leave it all behind.

.My wish is to start brandnew.

.My wish is all to be all right.

ps:: tengah dengar lagu ALL IZ WELL from cerita 3 idiots.



::Pending Request::

.I dunno what to say or to approve.

.I have a friend masa tempat kerja dulu.

.Mula kenal memang okay, fun, jenis open and sporting.

. Tapi satu je habbit dia yang xkan perasan is di suka pow orang.

.Dia jugak suka pinjam orang dengan mengunakan alasan anak dia sakit.

.rindu nak pergi tengok anak dia and mcm mcm alasan simpati.

. Dia ada anak sorang, katanya tapi x pernah aku nampak anak dia.

. duduk dengan macik dia kat KL katanya.

. Cerita or picture or gaya pemikiran seorang ibu pun xde sangat.

. sekali sekala bila bercakap pasal anak sendiri dia akan cakap pasal anak dia.

. Semasa ko berkawan dengan dia ko x kan realise dah banyak duit ko habis kat dia.

.tunggu masa orang sedarkan.

.Since i knew her she has pinjam for me an amount of rm 400.

. jumlah terkumpul la tu.

.sebab style dia pinjam ari ni rm50. pastu next weekend lagi rm 50.

.tiba tiba nenek dia sakit dia kena balik lagi rm50.

.janji nak bayar masa gaji.

dah 10 kali gaji x bayar lagi aku okay lagi sebab aku kesian dia single mom.

.sorang kat melaka parents dah xde.

.Tapi yang aku bengang bila dapat tahu, dia pinjam aku dia jgak pinjam orang lain.

.dengan aku dia ckap jangan cakap orang lain dia pinjam.

. samala dengan orang lain pun dia cakap cam tu.

.bermakna kami semua x tahu kami dah pinjamkan duit.

.ayat dia " only you i can trust and ask sbb i lagi selesa with you. yang lain tu hanya akan stab me balik".

.lepas terbongkar rahsia dia.wa terus aku banned dia.

. aku mintakla dia bayar balik tapi dia nye jawapa lagi buat aku bengang.

.eh bukan i dah bayar semua ke.

.dia ingat aku ni jenis ade alzheimer ke, hilang ingatan ke.

.dia ingat dia leh charm orang and lari.

.rupanya bukan aku sorang ramai dah kena.

.the lies she told about herself. cerita dia bercanggah antara satu dengan lain.

.x paham aku la..ni dia add aku kat FB.

. rasa patut ke aku approve dia. dah 3 minggu aku pendingkan.

ps:: dulu ade org pernah tanya aku soklan bodoh, 'husband akak x bising ke akak lepak cc sampai 3 pagi berinternet.'. Orang itu tdak pernah tahu pasal broadband or streamyx. sian aku tengok!!

::Mix it well::

.Its hot, and when its hot i like to blog.

.Why i blog when its hot?.

.Limmerick pulak aku nih ngahahaha.

.Situation::Sofea sleeping comfy on my bed.

.Sarah refuse to come home and spend the nite with me.

.Quote from Sarah::" Papa xde tau mother ahh..you nak balik!~"

. Is it a threat or just telling me lil girl?.

.haish.i decided to come home, to my nest.
.the place where i feel secure and safe.
.yeah i like it at my mums place. have been there all my life.
.i guess just had move on. but i do come home to mom.
.Always!~~Mommies and girls can't seperate them!!.

.Nak kemas ni but my mind can't set where to start.
.During the rainy season banyak baju cant be washed.
.hade been washing as much as the dhoby ghaut has been doing.
.siapa nak lipat now. malas betul la lipat lipat ni.
.ade ke mesin yang we just put in our clothes cam nak basuh baju.
.but instead baju akan dilipatkan.

.Sambil melipat tengok Tv. American Idol.
.Suddenly i realise there is so much American influence in TV these days.
.Merepek repek pulak tu. I have been jajah by this American hiburan.
.OMG..i hate em but i watch.
.Tengok awani news. pasal azmin and anwar.
.who the hell this azmin guy or whatever he is.
.nak hapuskan instituisi diraja.
.i know they are sometimes true wat they say."wasting some kachings".
. but i am totally for institusi diraja.
.come on it all back down to history.
.people say history will only halang kita dari maju.
. but i say history is wat makes us what we are and also learn our mistakes.
. So dont take my King away.
.Do you think without the king you can lead.
.i am not racist..burt ingat balik la roots kita.

PS: aku sendiri bukan la melayu tulen. half of me is bangsa penjajah.
.but...i am thumbs up for the King of Malaysia.

.you can say what ever. i'll respect you..but this is my oppinion.

*nota kaki: My mum is pure dutch+ portuegeese.Dad is Malay+Javanesse.
husband lagila xde darah melayu is german+Arab+french+indian. Count the percent in that. what are my children?
"MALAYSIAN"

::Hotz gila bulan nih::

.It's been so hot lately.

.Bertambah with hati yang tengah hots.

.Results is a super duper cranky paranoid me.

.Yerp,itula masa sejuk sangat minta panas sikit.

.Ni bila panas nak minta sejuk pun dah segan dah kan.

.Mood x bagus ari ni.

. Rasa cam useless gila, cam purpose of me to x fufill.

.Haish, benti sekejap mengejar dunia Maria.

.Lupa ke kau kat dia, benti kejap dah dongak ke atas.

.Tell him, all your worries, all your woes.

. Everything will just fade away.

. Seek what you seek for in him for he understands you more than you do.

.Ouh ya...Idris tidak ada.

.Dia pergi Bangkok sampai Isnin.

.Kenapa la bila aku cakap pergi Bangkok orang mesti berpandang sinis.

.Pastu senyum sinis and berkata Hmmm.

.Tahula Bangkok tu cam Sarang Maksiat.

.Tapi kat situ jugak nak buat barang Cheap Labour.

.Xkan nak pergi sampai China.

. Mana mana Negara pun ade Red District Area.

.Cuma popular x popular je.

.I know my Husband, i trust him.
.Kalau x kerana PTPTN aku pun dah pergi.
.Dia ajak, tapi x nak.
.Slalu kata x nak sebab ade org yang dibenci.
.Tapi kali ni dia ajak camana pun mmg xleh g.

. Kalau dia berlaku tidak elok pun as a wife somehow i will know.

. X payah la korang korang nak cucuk kasi aku ber pra-sangka.

.It doesnt work with me.

.Bertambah benci aku dengan kau adalah.

.Sebab mentaliti kau lemah.

.Hah nak curang kat mana mana pun boleh der.

.Kat negara sendiri pun boleh.

.Ade tu dekat je curang tapi bertahun x lepas rahsia.

.Harapla x macam tu.

ps:: Menyampah ngan gadis berlagak ngan keta 4wd husband orang. x sedar diri lagi tu. ke sana sini sperti lelaki itu dia yang punya.kalau dia single takpe xde aku kesah. ini sudah berpunya sengal!.



:: Belog suka suki::

"i sí decirte algo. Creo que lo entenderás. cuando digo que something.i quieres tomar tu mano. Quiero tomar tu mano."

.baru lepas clean up facebook.

.bye bye unwanted stuff.

.baru lepas customize blog.

.cantik x buah buah anggur tu.yum yum cam nak makan.

.Sambil 'bekerja' dengar lagu 'I wanna hold your hand' by the Beetles.

.tapi ni yang Glee nyanyi. Season 2.

.Awesome..sungguh feeling..lalu menyanyi nyanyi dalam bahasa asing.

.Tengok husband dah terlena depan TV.

.Sambil dengar lagu ni tengok dia sungguh romantic.

. X romanticnya..dia berdengkur.

. Ntah dia ingat x lagu ni. Dia pernah nyanyi2 masa jalan jalan kat Melaka.

.Time muda mudi dulu.

.Ekceli i think glee is awesome.

.masa mula mula tu x nak tengok. cam GELI.

.Suka a few songs yang diorang tukar.

.Cam lagu Empire State of Mind.

.Lagu Beetles ni and ade la lagi.

"si que tienes que algo"

PS:: refer to blog sebelum ade yang kata sudahla pasal hotz issue tu. Ehem..blog aku suka aku la.lagipun..ni je tempat aku leh tulis kang kalau aku cakap kang..terasa lak korang. Ceh...

:: Legging Sarah::

.Sarah Daania my daughter is 'Kaki Legging'.

.She got like tons of fits and leggings.

. X lama lagi u boleh bukak FOS la Sarah.

. Everytime dia datang kedai papa dia tentu 'terpaksa' beli leggings.

.Contoh:: dia basahkan teruk seluar dia.

. Dia kotorkan gila gila seluar dia. Seluar je tau.

.Papa dia nak x nak x suka tengok anak dia cam x betul bawak dia g beli.

.Ari ni Sarah ade legging hijau polka dot.

.Beli satu kena beli tuk yang kecik skali.

.So beli tuk Sarah, papa dia cakap take for Sofea jugak.

.Kekadang bila beli tuk Sofea, Sarah nak jugak.

. Now kena think for 2.

.Fair game if x sorang terasa.

. Ade promotion beli 3 for RM30.

.1 Sarah 1 Sofea, pastu ingat nak amik baju for sofea, sarah pun nak.

. Nak x nak amik la 6 pcs..3 sorang.

.Dah tu nak pilih sendiri, xnak warna ni, x nak lengan pendek, x nak cam ni cam tu,

.Patten ni x lawan, Why dia ade picture cam ni, Macam macam Sarah.

.Pening papa dengan anak perempuan dia.

.Ni baru satu pandai cakap dia kata. Yang satu lagi belum.

.Sofea pulak kdang bila tengok kakak dia pegang baju dia pun excited..bebel bebel.

.Permulaan dia tu. Tepuk dahi papa dia.

.Perempuan perempuan.,camana kecik pun perempuan mmg nak melaram je

:: Macam macam ::

.Well lately macam malas balik nak ber'belog'.

.Tapi bila duduk diam diam macam macam benda nak cakap kat belog.

.Berbalik pada belog lepas "Kawin x jemput" ni ade lagi sorang kawan aku yang kawin x cakap.

.Kawin je xpe...dah ada anak sorang 2 bulan.

.Bertapa tertikamnya aku. Kawan bukan kawan hye hye bye bye.

.Kawan yang sama sama susah senang kat Langkawi.

. Sisterhood yang aku sangka kukuh between us rupanya ada yang x kisah.

.Xpela betul x aku cakap, susah nak carik kawan yang betul betul appreciate.

. Apa tah lagi carik kawan yang SETIA.

.Kalau x cakap kawin at least in touch pun xpela.

. X tahu ke dia betapa ada antara kami tercari cari dia.

. Ada antara kami sering teringat mana la pergi dia ni,

.Mangkuk ayun betul..waste my time.

,Ni langsung xde. yang terasanya aku kerana untuk kawan yang x pernah sama susah ngan dia boleh je dia datang melawat.

.Apa salah aku? selama ni dia menipu aku ke apa ke aku x kisah, aku tolak tepi~ ala kawan-kawan.

,Bukan tipu benda benda kronik aku tahu diam diam sudah la.

.Sakit hatila..bila kawan yang sorang ni, yang tahu betapa rapatnye kami, clicknya kami suatu ketika dulu ,tahu.

.seperti ' Apa ni kata korang click ni pun ko x tahu?'

.Terasa diperli, disindir sinis..sakit hati dowh!!.

.Dah untuk kawan aku itu, kalau ko terbaca la blog aku ni,

.Dats it la so much la for your friendship, aku dah x kenal ko lagi, siapa kau pun aku x nak amik tahu,

.Kau kawin ngan brad pitt skali pun aku x heran.

.Mungkin aku pun kawin ade x jemput or ade yang terlepas pandang.

.Tapi bila jumpa aku mohon maaf, aku keep in touch xdela buat dek.

. Tapi itu maybe sebab aku x tahu di mana ko berada or ko dah tukar number.

.Kalau aku ade cara lain nak contact aku mesti cakap.

.Ini setiap perkembangan kami ko tahu, setiap langkah kami ko tahu.

. Ko boleh keep in touch ngan dia yang juga kawan x seberapa kami tapi kami ko pulaukan eh.

.Bagus ku tinggalkan ko je kat Pulau langkawi tu senang. Ish....!~Hotsz ni..

ps: harap lepas ni kalau cam ni je terus ban.

::Kawin x cakap!~~::

.Tengah bosan edit picture sambil menunggu adik ipar online.

.Nadiah dah nak balik kem sudah jadi saja nak catch up.

. Tadi dia berbual tentang 'seseorang'.

.Interupted sebab abang dia sampai, so kena shh sikit.

.Browsing FB came across my old fren.

. As old as time zaman masa aku kecik kecik sekolah rendah.

.Tapi pernah pergi kolej sama sama cuma dia kantoi sem3.

.Jiran rumah aku pulak tu haish..dia dah KAWIN.

. X jemput pun, sampai hati at least cakap la.

. Masa aku kawin bersusah payah aku track ko. Dah tahu pun aku tinggal mana kan.

. Xpela..asal eh lelaki ni suka sangat x nak cakap diorang nak kawin?.

. Takut saham jatuh ka? oi dah kawin buat cara dah kawin.

. Takut kami jeles ka..weys aku pun dah kawin la heran apa seh!!.

.Atau kerana rasa aku x fit dalam majlis bersejarah dia tu.

. HUh takpela..semoga kekal ke akhir hayat dan berbahagia la.

ps:: dah 2 kawan aku tu buat cam ni. satu tu leh la ampun sebab x berapa rapat tapi kenal jugak la and husband aku kenal jugak la. Tapi kalau dia jemput pun niat aku pergi nak jumpa abang dia.Hehehe..tapi yang ini kawan aku dari aku darjah 2 tu..mende lu mat!!! 

:: Tourism Weekend::

.Febuari dah start dengan Tahun Baru Cina.

. Hmm juga dengan lawatan sambil mengenali melaka by my friends.

.Thank you for choosing Melaka as your get away destination.



(. Hamada, Zakiah, Jen and me.yang tengah baju putih sibuk je nak tumpang glamer.Yang amik pic ni alice)



. Ceh i sound like the tourist bus conductor that circle this town ever.

.It is always a pleasure having my friends around.

.Sometimes a visit from a distance friend is much needed.

. Well hope to pay a visit to them one day.When? dunno la heh!.

.To summarise the whole thing, my month was started with mengenali semula bumi bertuah ni.

.Bertuah la sangat. Asal Shah Rukh Khan dapat darjah Kebesaran dari Melaka.

. Cam laku je kalau g mana mana pun..choi buang masa ker?.

. Masa friends datang sini ade la beberapa perkara pelik terasa.

. Ada beberapa pekara pelik terungkai. Hehehe..

. Sometimes hiding can be very intriguing but sometimes its best to be in the open.

.When they went back, felt a bit bored.

.When have them around rasa cam boarding at Kolej lagi only this time with kids and a husband.

. But later day fill with sales at Rastafari.

. Husband and mike tag team againts Me, zizi and wan.

. Hmm it was very very close but E133 won by a few hundreds.

. Dataran had lots of Lion Dance in the shop lots.

.Mana mana ade tarian singa aku ade..camana la nak naikkan sales.

.Hahahah suka tengok singa tu melompat lompat.

ps::  Sometimes you think that the book will be boring and a snobish ending but u will be amazed what an interesting book it is. And more interesting it is a sequel to something....