#MyKids-The art of Digging her Nose.

Yeah she got it!!..ahahaha...that is my Sofea. 

#MyWorld- This Weekend.

This weekend rocks all other weekends in January. It was pretty awesome. Not much of activity but i felt it was filling.

Friday, my friend from Singapore came for a visit. She and him were staying in the Hotel close by. Came to see the kids. Sarah of course the one most anxious. Waiting for hours i had to give her an excuse why were n they not there yet when it was past 2pm. They arrive at 4, the bus was slow.They brought gifts for the 2 angels and of course both of them were occupied with their gifts. Thanks a million Heed!! We chatted, laughed and talk before it was time to go home. By 8 we closed up and headed to fill in our tummy. I called up my 2 friends who were to come and have a sleepover to join. So 6 of us  and 2 kids headed for AU5 where my brother in law has been scouting for the best Western dishes in the area. It was said to be better than TONY ROMAS. Unfortunately we did not do any booking. Who would have guess a little gerai at the side walk of a 2 storey shop lot would need a reservation. So we were turned down. We headed to the next best thing available.."MAMAK SHOP-Everything also got!!".

We went back home at 11 after droping of my  Singapore friends at the hotel. That night me and the girls had such long talks. We ended sleeping at 3am. Cerita x ingat, next day we got up a bit late. We headed to town as Husband needed to change his windscreen. So we lepak at the shop , had lunch, had something to munch. Sempat jalan jalan to buy some thing for our latest project. Then headed home. That night we ate from the cafe down. This place is just like my campus. It felt like going to our old RK Cafe. After dinner this time we did some downloading and then we hit the bed much earlier.

The next day, some of us headed to work..on a SUNDAY. Ahahahah..u know who you are!. Some of us had breakfast at home. Thanks to ZM. We just chill around and later drove down again to Kenanga. Our friends from Singapore left for their hometown. ZM headed for home also after having lunch.

It was simple yet awesome. WE spend time catching up. I wish we could do this again. This time with more clique.

#MyMind-Please, lets stop this music!

I feel something has happen,
Something made him change,
I notice the behaviour,
The silence, the cynical attitude is back,
The lack of focus and the sad empty face,
Or am i just getting wrong readings due to my own denial,
I see a blur expression,
He keeps on staring into space,
I can do the jig in front of him and yet he wont even notice that i am doing it,
We could be discussing halfway trough something and he walks and leave,
He wants to follow in anything, thats amazing..
What had happen.

Nope he wont tell us,
Probably he told him but this message has not come to me,
Why? i can think of 2 but which is the right one,
I dunno.

1 is because he think that i will nag him,
That maybe i will be cold and start over all my sarcasm,
That i would say i told you so and gain victory,
That i would be someone i was last time but not now any more,
Its not victory i want,
Its truth and loyalty,
Loyal to who you are with, truth to who you are surrounded,
Things cant be hidden forever,
Dont he know we are family,

2 is perhaps he thinks i would be pest,
none of my business why should i be told,
he just would like for once not too say something and get hit back..
for once he would just like him minding his own business,
yes i get it,
but dont go parading in front of me, I would ignore
But you go parading in front of the rest, they will ask me
and i can't ignore

I heard rumours,
rumours that does not settle well with me,
who is the second figure now,
Maybe its better for me not to know then,
cause then maybe i would have to face the music again,
Idiotic!! dont tarnish your own name in your own field,
how tired we are protecting you,
tired of providing you room and space to change,
That is not life,

I said some words before this,
Probably it shook your heart,
i didnt know,
if what i said offended you,
it was not attentionally,
i was sarcastic but with a reason,
We are no angels but we are humans,
We make mistake, We have lot of faults,
But there is always room for us to change...
Maybe all of this happen for a reason,
Take whatever happen if it did as a room, opputernity for change,
Maybe i just should shut and be thankful it happen..

Please, lets stop this music, lets change to a mellow one..

#MyKids- Serious Questions and Answers

'Mommy, how the baby is made and put in your perut?'....the question that will stunt every parents. I didn't know at first how to answer. What she wanted to know? So i took the approach by explaining as stated in the Holy Quran from a lump of blood into flesh and etc. I might have covered up a bit.Its hard to explain to a 3 year old which vocabulary is limited and she keep on asking what other word means. I also had to be really careful in what i say. I hope i did well in explaining as this will be the core to her faith.

Then i was making Sofea sleep and i sand the song from Aris Ariwatan,"Kasih Nan Abadi". She was listening. I sang only up to"......kasihnya ayah". She ask me,' Siapa mother kita kena sayang dulu?'. Well according to this song is ALLAH the almighty the creator of Mankind. Second would be your mother, cause she was the one who gave birth to you, nurtured and also taken care of you, third would be your father as he has taken care of you providing you with everything he can and keeping you safe from harm.

She ask me, " Mother why ALLAH dulu?"..gulp!~ So i had a long winded talk with her bout faith and religion. I dunno if she understood. She look like she did and she got the facts right.and i hope i did well. I dont want her faith to be shattered when she grows up and i want her to have a strong foundation. I told her everything in this world, the earth, trees, sun and moon and everything else you like is a loan from god. He created it. And now she keep on asking me everything like ' Mother TV siapa buat?','Mother, ALLAH buat makanan jugak ke?'. I took the time to explain all i can, and some i said, when you grow big you will understand but everything you do ALLAH is watching over you.

I know i have to take time and talk to them about things like this, but in a kids way. Youth now days are drifted from their parents faith, religion and even beliefs. So its my duty to make sure she holds on to something firm and INSYALLAH be someone if not "A big shot somebody" but at least a "Somebody with faith".

#MyFamily-Lullaby me to Sleep..

How some people can sleep in a blink and I can't. I can stay up for 2 nights without sleep. That was before i had 2 kids. Now, 1 night and i will get the flu.

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-My Huband: He can just go puff and sleep. When the moment he hits the pillow, and he is no longer available to the world around. Out of coverage. Really i admire his way of sleeping. So if you dont want him to sleep. Dont pass the pillow to him.

-My Sarah- She is also another easy sleeper. One moment she will be like Yap Yap Yap talking to you and then..........(silence). She fell asleep. Once she was singing to me 'Twinkle Twinkle', and suddenly in the middle of the 'how i wonder what you are........." . I thought she forgot the word. Nope. She fell asleep. That is also if she is very sleepy. She will 1st tell you that she is sleepy, then go on talking or ask you to put her to bed. Sarah max 5 minutes and she is asleep.

-My Sofea..now this one. Is a challenge!!! She is a light sleeper and she dont sleep easily. Today it took me 5 attempts to make her sleep. She pulled me to bed. That's a sign she is sleepy. So i gave her milk and tap her to sleep. She stop drinking and turn (normally that means she is in her slumber). SO  i walk out the room. 2 minutes later, she came out smilling and asking me " Mama dah? Dah?".

2nd attempt, i took her made her lay on the bed and tap her. She dooze off. I waited for a while and then walk out. As i reach the door. she started to giggle." mama dah?". 3rd attempt, I lay with her and pretended to sleep. She started to dig my eyes and nose and shove her pacifier in my mouth. When i lay still ....she bit my cheeks. 4th attenmp, i rock her on my lap. Like my mom use to do for us and also for sarah. Normally it works. It worked with sarah, but sofea..she went 'AAaaaAAaaAAa'  like a roller coaster ride and i gave up. The last attemp: is put her on my lap. Started to reply my emails..and she turn and bluppp...in my hand. Asleep.I guess she got bored reading my emails.

#MyPlaces-Payless ShoeSource ze Best.

See this place above.Its like the best place i go to hunt for some comfy shoe. Well for all of you who wants something different in their footwear, Walk in to PAYLESS. Some of the brands their carry are known worldwide.

Why i like Payless. The price is affordable depending of the brand. I have bought 3 shoes from here and it is still comfy, lasting and no problem. My Favourite brand here..Airwalk.Yerp this brand has the awesome designed shoes. I dunno i just like it. It just happen from the 4 times i walk in, 3 out of 4 are Airwalk designed shoes/sandals.So each time me hubby gets a pair i get one too. Sarah has one airwalk girls shoes, sofea has the sandals. Idris has 2 shoes..ceih..

Okay i like the layout of the store. Their display their items in the boxes. And yes i am a box collector. I love the boxes cause their are pretty...yerp they are. Oh they also display their items according to sizes. So if you are size 4 you go to the size 4 aisle and walla..there are all the shoes your sizes. So kalau xde tu, memang xde la. The place is white and bright and it does not smell like feet..ehehehe..Well so far i only go to the one in MP cause I can linger as long as i want without disturbance.

#This is my Airwalk SHoes.Its so light i think i can fly.

#Kaki kecik yang sibuk ni Sofea trying on my Shoes. Small and yet playing with mommies shoes..

The latest shoe i got nampak macam made from Carpet. It is so light i feel i can fly.

#MyFamily-When FIL comes visiting.

FIL balik for a few weeks, most of the days he was in JB. I only met him when he landed at KLIA and a day before he boarded to Yaman. I was eager to have in in KL a few days but his flight was cancel last minute and postponed to an earlier date. Yemeni Airline~~. They do as they please. Since he flew to Yemen, Yemeni Airline has made us wait twice and cancel once. Their pilot go on strike as their please. I guess Yemeni Boleh. The 1st time we waited for 8 hours and the second time 2 hours. But it was all worth waiting for.

This are a few of my favourite pictures to capture the moments of us together.

He arrived in KL at noon. For lunch we packed food home from ze shop. Sarah was so excited she had a 4 day planned out for her Dada. Out of her 4 day plan we only got to do a few things. We had lunch at home. Dada went to the shop in Kenanga which was one of Sarah's plan as well.

After lunch we headed for Ikea, bough a few things. Papa wanted to buy things for Yemen but since his luggage was over weight, he decided not too although i suggested to him i post it to him later. Mahal katanya!!Then we went home to MagnaVille, mandi and solat and we headed to Jalan Doraisamy. My second time having sup with bread for dinner. Sofea slept all e way. We stop by at the shop later to pick up Aisyah's shoe and then to PASAR BORONG SELAYANG. Papa wanted to get serai and lengkuas and wats not to bring back to Yemen. He ended up buying from NSK. He gave me good advice though,'NSK murah, should buy from here'. Thanks Papa.

#MyPlaces-Home where I Belong

Waiting to be relief and be back home. Siapa sangka, on a beautiful Monday, husband and me were relief to go home. Aha macam duduk dalam jel...but not for long. We have to be back by Thursday am. Ah always macam ni. Melaka hanya dapat spent 2, 3 hari je. I want a week please.

So Monday, i packed and we set off at 3pm. Husband had to do some errands and we reach Melaka in the midst of the sun setting down. Ah panas pulak melaka ni. Sarah belot!! Dia kata x best Balik...yela sebab KL ada pool yang tetiap petang mommy kena bawak, x kira la kalau keluar pun dia nak balik cepat sebab nak pergi pool. Sampai lepak rumah mom. A few cousins from UK are visiting, so will be going to meet them tomorrow.

Later that evening, my brother brought Sarah jalan jalan which she enjoyed and by the time balik said, 'I tak nak balik KL la, Melaka best'. Senang betul nak change her mind. Sofea was enjoying climbing around moms house. That night, Azri drop by and we had Shisha burning. But we were tired and went back at 11pm.

En Nizam called. He had a rough day. Beside the Shop in KL was 'salesless' his car was almost stolen. Someone had tried to break in and steal. He was having his dinner in Medan Selayang. Ya la dah le bawak plate S**14**Y of course la orang memandang. He is rethinking of moving all of us claiming its not safe. Now baru nak park kereta betul betul.Haish...anyway I am happy to be home. But I already have plans to return. Tsk..AS wait for me this thursday or 'Flyday'.Ops InsyaALLAH..yes thats the word.

Well this is where i will always call home.

"Blogged at home"

#MyWorld- Rawang Awakening

Last night something made me realise to love your loved ones everyday closed to your heart and always keep you mind open to possibilities. Always be ready, kita hanya merancang.

We were on our way for dinner in Rawang. My husband always brag how sedap is the 'Banana Leaf' in Rawang. I just wanted to prove him that it is far to Rawang for dinner, The meal wasn't that nice and it wasnt worth the trip. I proved the first 2 but not the last one. On our way, the traffic suddenly slowed down. We thought probably a road block infront or some kind of accident. Yes indeed it was an accident, but we did not see any crashed up cars or broken pieces of glasses. We assume that no one was dead and the injured we already taken.Nampak x teruk. Then why slow down??

As I passed the scene, there lying on the road, very close to the vehicles passing by a motionless body covered with black plastic that Polis biasa pakai tutup mayat. At the side of him were pieces of his brain or body i just couldnt make out. Thick stream of blood flowing to the side of the road. It had happen quite some time as the blood had reach the side of the road and started to dry up. Where is the ambulance? will someone at least pull him aside. Kesian nye tengok mayat sendirian jadi tatapan pemandu dia jalan itu Sedey!~ He was on his bike.

Now i know when this happen we assume,' Ni mesti kes rempit'. Well from the look of his bike. Bukan mat rempit pun. He had his 'bakul' attach which is rare among those who street race. In the bakul ada baju hujan dia, bekal makanan.His helmet, bukan ARAI or  Nolan or something expensive ker.Pakai kasut cam kasut kerja cause kaki je nampak. I assume dia baru balik kerja. This could be someone's father or husband coming home from a tiring day at work to his family. And his family would have been waiting for him to come home and have dinner together. His kids would have probably waiting for their dad to tell their whole days tale.And their wait and wait without the sign of him coming home yet.

I realise, yeah memang kalau dah ajal pun jalan kaki boleh mati. Bukan baru je sedar, tapi sedar semula untuk kesekian kali. Kita boleh kehilangan orang yang kita sayang sekelip mata. Kita tak tahu bila, di mana, macam mana. I always hope that when i go, my loved ones will be near and i would not be alone for the last time. Kita hanya merancang.  So loved your loved ones like there is no tomorrow, try your best not to hurt them, even though you see them always cherish them like you have not seen them for ages.

I turn to my husband and said,' you know why everytime you nak beli motor i just diam? and i tell you if you bujang xpe now you ada family'.. and he will always say ' Senang la xde jem, you jangan fikir i nak style ke or fikir i nak pergi mana mana alone'. The thing is Jan, i dont mind you having a bike. I know its your hobby, something you have always like. You had a bike once. I would like one too but we have kids. Imagine if this were you, how would Sarah & Sofea feel?. Have you thought how would we be?. Memang kalau dah ajal, but sometimes its not your time tapi motorcyclist have the biggest threat to get killed in an accident. Sometimes kita careful orang lain tak. At least if kereta, maybe teruk tapi it would probably safe your life. He never thought of that. And we kept in silence terkenang family orang tu.

I don't know who he was, or what was his race but to his family my deepest condolences and I hope they be strong.

#MyKids- The little Shadow

You see this girl? Her name is Sofea Hannah. She is my Shadow for today.WHy is she in the toilet on the toilet bowl and looking Happy? cause she is being naughty. She wont let her mommy do anything today. She just follow her mommy around like a shadow and when mommy wants to bath, she would stand outside the door crying and banging on the door to go in the shower. But she doesnt like to shower. No No No, she just wants to be near her mommy. In the end her mommy had to give in. Had to do her handwash laundry and bath with Sofea Hannah sitting on the toilet bowl like that. All the while she was smiling and hanging her leg down in the bucket next to her. When mommy came out and snap this picture. She was extremely happy!!..

#I'm, cute and i Know it.

#MyPlaces-Sungai Congkak, Selangor

I have never been to Sungai Congkak and last Sunday was my 1st visit with my 2 daughters. My friend Ana and her  husband with their son invited us on a day trip. This is what i can say about the trip to "Sungai Congkak, Batu 9 Cheras"

Our trip started at 11am, after getting the kids up. Me and my kids had not taken our bath cause we planned to swim at Sungai Congkak. Sungai Congkak is considered a waterfall but we only went to the lower end, where the current was not that strong, had pools so that the kids can swim and play. The stream was wider and less slippery.

The water was cold as ice. Sarah took an hour to go all the way in. Sofea? she just clung to me as tight as she could and would not let me go. So in the end i was the one in he water with 2 kids tied to me like glue. Haish.

Along the way up there were many chalets by the river and also small huts that can be used on daily basis. You know for putting down your belongings, changing or even to have your meals. It is rented out as low as RM 20 to RM 90 depending on which hut/chalet you choose. There are owned by different owners so you know la, the rate and facilities wont be the same. Public Toilet-i did not find any. So just bring along an extra kain or something in case you have to change behind a tree or something.

You can find fruit stalls selling fresh picked Rambutans and other local fruits. Food- also i have not seen a decent stall selling lunch. We had bought some Fried Bananas when we parked the car. They had lots of stall selling buoy/floats for kids and the price was reasonable somehow.Ana bought one for little Qayyim and he had the best time in the waters paddling like a little duck.Hehehehe...

We ate and chatted in the icy cold water. Really cold i felt as though i was gonna be freeze into ice.

#oh yeah forgot to mention, i bought this ball for them

#Sofea happy at last to be out from the cold icy water.

 We change in one of those huts. Heheheh and then we quickly packed our things and headed to Ana's place. It was a fun trip. I wished that my husband was there but he couldn't get the day off. Well, he did ask about the place. Maybe we will go there again sometime soon.

#MyKids- Growing Pains

Its been a while since i blogged down bout my kids. The reason is I am fully occupied by them. Day & Night. This year one will turn 4 and the other will turn 2. How time flies, still clear in my mind holding them wrapped up in blankets fresh from the 'oven'. Miss my babies.

Sarah who is turning 4 now is growing out from her baby habbits. She likes to dress up in long gowns but refuse to comb her hair. She has this rockstar kusut kinda look with her hair not comb. She argues with me about almost everything, about what i ask her to wear right down what i give her to eat. She is a picky eater. Before this, you give her anything she will eat, now she does eat a lot but she is so picky. No Veges, She doesn't like meat.Chicken or Fish only. If there is something spicy she would argue with me to let her have it and then later cry for water or cry cause the stingy hot spicy taste doesnt go away. But she is helpful. She is reliable.S Likes to tidy her things ( in her way which later i will have to do back). She will ask to help me with everything and i am learning to be patient and let her help me. Kang x bagi tolong bila besar malas pulak kan. She is mature than some of her kids her age and she is always asking you 'Why', 'But How', 'Then what'. Explain yourself.

Sofea on the other hand will be 2 this November. She is the funny, cheeky and manja one. Exactly like a cat she will cuddled up your shoulders when she is shy or just wants to be pampered. She likes to bite, she think it funny when you shout at her in pain. She doesn't care if you beat her hand for biting. She will just give you a cheeky smile and your heart will melt. That's her weapon.The other day i saw her throwing crumbs of Appolo cake near the TV stand. When i ask Sarah and Sofea who did it. Sofea went quiet. Sarah said it was Sofea. So i look at her and ask,' Sofea, you did this is it?'...She look at Sarah and then look at me. She had a very concern look, as if thinking how do i get out of this. I ask her again, " Didi or Opiah did this?"..she look at me and pointed to Sarah,' Yaya'. Sarah was furious and started shouting and scolding Sofea but all Sofea did is to point again to Sarah and said ' Ma Yaya'. I checked her and she gave me that cheeky look and ran away. Tsk...Sarah help me clean up. Haish.

Well, sometimes i do say i am so tired looking after both of them and wish someone would take over from me. But the truth is i wont give up this for anything. I have both of them infront of me and i want to cherish the growing moments that could not be rewind for any reason.This is the best reward I ever been rewarded, having Sarah & Sofea. I wanna tell them when they grow up how they were when they were babies and what they did to give me grey hair..ahahahah!!~..

#MyKids- Talking to Toddlers and Kids

I was in the pool today when one mummy came up to talk with me about my kids. She was with her 2 year old cute son.Her son is closing to 2, still mumble and talk gibberish. She was worried that something was wrong with him. I am no expert but the boy look fine. He could understand me well, when i ask him if he like the pool. He nod and mumble something i couldn't make out.She ask how old were my girls, and Sarah being the talkative one answered for me. She then ask me a weird question. How did I teach them to talk?.

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Sarah was an early talker, unlike Sofea who still learning at the age of 1. I guess its just in the genes. But for me simple. From small, i encourage those around Sarah & Sofea to speak to them as if they understand. Yes you can make it fun with little noises but make sure speak clearly, using proper words and phrases. Kids mind are like sponges that absorbs water like Spongebob in his pineapple. Yerp! Talk to them by explaining things and make sure you tone of voice is at the right decibel so that they know when something is right, wrong, funny and etc.I know when Sarah or Sofea is paying attention to what I am saying as they will smile, laugh or respond back in their baby way.

I had one cousin when he was young my uncle use to talk to him in such a way that he only picks up the end of each word. For instance if you were to say,' Nak pergi mana tu?' it becomes 'Nak g ner tu?' or if you say ' Kita dah lapar ni, jom la makan' translated to the way he speaks will be 'Te apar ni nak kan'. It was very hard for others to understand. Only my uncle could and my cousin had a rough time going trough Kindergarten. Luckily he had a good teach and broke him out from that habbit. Primary was also dificult for him until he was in primary 2.

So how to teach you ask me,I am not a pro but i do this:

1. Always talk to your kids in the proper way using proper words and sentence.This way they will learn properly.Doesnt matter English or Malay as long as the word is right.
2. Start as early as when they are babies. Have light conversation when bathing them, feeding them. I know it sounds silly cause you will be the only one talking and answering to yourself.But they will learn.
3. When you talk to them,treat them like they understand but explain to them slowly when they do not understand you
4. Make sure when you talk to them , have their eye contact or attention. They tend to learn faster
5. Make it interesting but do not talk to them in a babyish or gibberish way.
6. Read to them books and tell them stories.
7. Always engage them in simple and light conversation. Check them when they say something wrong.
8. When they start talking, take time to listen to them. Dont always hurry them or push them away.

Even when my friends and family come around they speak to them normal except a few who still like to treat them like babies. Sarah talks a lot but she has a lot to learn. She is a bit confuse now between English and Malay which is something i have to work out this year.

#MyWorld- Politics Politikus..

Today, one of a big profile case drop its verdict. Not Guilty!..Well bravo to you and may you rest in peace now IF it is the truth. But if not, then for the rest of your life you will be haunted by the guilt then your soul will never rest in peace. Decide...

Well, this politics is not my cup of tea. I care bout what's going on but not that much to the extent I would go on strikes if  one party does not get their way.Or cause trouble at one place and give some other people (or maybe your own) trouble, Or I would be so fanatic to post status of Political Events of my tokoh politic every minute on my Timeline. Buzz people up just to say that the party you support is right and they should be awarded.Please la, your extra campaign is not appreciated.Before you start to go all out and shout out bout what is the right should be, look down on yourself and see where you stand before going and bla bla bla last last kena batang hidung sendiri sebab diri sendiri pun x betul.

Today the were a lot of statuses on Facebook, Twitter, anything you name it, about this current issue. Its okay if you support or don't support the decision/verdict. But i think politics should not get in the way of Friendship & Family. A little teasing is fine but we should still respect one another despite of who you support or who you don't.We should still be able to hang out and have fun despite of who we mark X on the ballot papers. Different people have different believes have different interest needs different benefits. If everyone is the same, then we are better off being lead by communist. No we don't want that do we? 

So choose what you think is right and first of all always count in the possibilities.

#MyMakan-Sup Jalan Doraisamy.

Okay masa tahun baru tu, tengah demam and tekak nak telan nasi tak boleh sangat. So ajak my friends bawak me somewhere yang boleh la enjoy some good hot sup.

Selama ni asyik dengar je Sup jalan Doraisamy tapi tak pernah pergi. Yes la being the reason I am not from KL, dulu duduk KL pun x sempat datang sini. After maghrib we headed to town. Memang x banyak kereta sebab people still on holiday mood. Esok tu masih cuti and sekolah belum bukak.

Sup jalan Doraisamy is situated in the alley near a few shop and bistros.

Hawker centre style, you wont miss the tables spread on the side walks. The best part is, dine while getting the glimpse of the famous and spectacular KL tower not far from there. Right in the heart of KL i think during normal days would be very busy.

Besides sups, they have otak otak. Paper wrapped Nasi Lemak, Char Kuew teow and Rojak. I had sup daging and it was awesome. You can even eat it with white rice or bread. Tapi kena mintak la sebab if x dia bagi sup jer. 

Parking?...park anywhere you can find a spot. If you are lucky you can get right next to your table. If not, then perhaps you have to walk a few meters. Will come back for more. Now that i have this spot mark favourites whenever i want soup. 

Since move to KL i am on the hunt for a few places i " have to have", *favourites spots like in Melaka. I " have to have" one favourite Banana Leaf Indian Cuisine shop for when suddenly you wanna go all Bananas, one favourite Thai restaurant, One hawker center chinesse style cooking but Halal and one Authenthic Malay food. So for now i only got this soup stall. Will ask my friends to show me round for a round of Jalan Jalan Cari Makan.

#MyMind-Take a hint!~

Sometimes I know its not your fault,

But I know you could have done something about it,

It takes 2 tango, 

Kalau tiada angin masakan pokok kelapa tu bergoyang,

But now you know how the picture is painted,

What else are you looking for in a simple picture,

Why do you want to spill oil over troubled waters.

I just want to know,

How does it feel like,

When he stutters to introduce you to people,

When he is unsure of who you are in his part of life

When he is hiding the mere existence of you in his life?

And he is trying his best to delay what he should done...a long time ago.

How does it feel like when you could have been somebody

But choose to be someone's nobody?

And all of this, you are to blame when another heart is hurt.

Is it worth it?

#MyWorld- Embarking on 2012.

How i spent my New Year? The whole month of January will be bout New Year stuff and the upcoming events. Well, i am in my early 30's. 30 its not a sign of old age, its a sign of being much wiser. Your actions, your speech, your well being will show how mature you are. Well i guess i havent reach that stage. But i am on my way.Some things the older it grows the better they are.

Malam sebelum tu, we were busy at Selayang. Pergi tengok rumah sewa,excited staying by ourself yet sedih jugak nak leave my sister behind. Having family near is always calming and soothing but i have to respect her privacy and my kids made her house into a playland. Sian her have to sometimes come back and face the mess. Anyway, later that night we brought the kids to watch fireworks. Just to enjoy the beuty of mans creation with gods will...Hmm felt like singing #Fireworks-Katy Perry.We watched at the Curved as was claim by some.' They had the most awesome Firework layout in KL'. I guess that someone was right.

#this is only part of it. The whole show is so much longer.

The next day, we had problems getting up early. We woke up and headed for the shop first. We were so sleepy later, we went to my dear friends Ana house. We planned to bring Sofea & Sarah to bond with Syed Qayyim Qaiser. Ana's house was only 15 minutes away. We reach there and Sofea was asleep. So was SQQ. Rested for 2 hours and we headed of to Taman tasik Perdana. We played slides, swings, ate ice cream though some of us we having very bad cough and about to loose her voice *thats me!!.

The day ended when the sun when down. We headed back to Kenanga and waited for Uncle Idris..hehe yeah Uncle Idris to finish work and we went for dinner. Nice to be in good company of those who you have known well and just having the best time doing simple things. Its been a long time since i went on a casual outing and i hope this one would not be the last for this year.

# New Year-2012 #

Another year has pass with flying colours. I 'd say 2011 was a great year with its ups and downs. Memories built in the year will remain, i bid you farewell 2011 and welcoming in the year 2012.

When its new year, people will go,' Ouww what is your new year's resolution?' and replies like 'I want to have a better life', 'I want to make the most of this year' and stuff are so similar. For me, no resolution. Hey bukan bermakna aku ni tidak berwawasan or what okay. I think resolution should not be yearly. Why wait a whole year to change, improve and better yourself. I think life resolution should be made time to time. As we grow we learn stuff and we realise we need to make a better me out of us, so change. Don't wait for a whole year. Kang kalau x sempat berubah macam mana lak? Hahahah..

And of course, resolution does not have to be a long complicated, work hard to achieve goal. It can be simple, easy,more realistic and persistent so that it will work!!..

#Biasa sangat dah kan list macam ni..