#MyMovie-Eek Dewaana Tha..

When some hooked on Korean movies, I cling on to some of the Hindustan movies that my daughter watches. She flips trough channel to see if any Hindi movies is playing. The latest she watches is Ekk Deewana Tha which means, There was a crazy Guy. She watches because she says the Hero looks like her papa but then denies saying Papa would not do such silly singing Scene. (anyway Sarah papa is not a fan of Hindi movies sayang).

#This is basically the Hero (Sachin) and Heroin (Jessie).Seriously..dun look like Papa la yaya.

Somehow this movie reminds me of the days when me and husband were courting. Yep we  did for 6 years before we agreed on the akad.anyway thats not the point...this story leave me feeeling butterflies in my tummy..Funny kan. and this story always leave me missing hubby even sometimes he is just inches away from me. Ahaha...love sick!

About the story, read here..Wiki Ekk Deewana Tha. or u can visit the website Official website. Well, malas dah nak story panjang panjang kan. Mision : nak go and find the DVD fun keepsake. I watch it on 952-Astro Box Office.The whole month of May, today is the last day.Sobs...so watch it if u could for that love confused feeling.

*but actually after looking for a long time..it does look a bit like u la Jaan.I know u will flip if i say so.

#MyWorld-Snipp'it..

* The night before went out with Niza & Izzati to Uptown. Ate like mad. Never in my life eating so much food, especially lala, oyster and kerang. Chit chat till late 12. Huhu...daughters had a good time filling up Izzati with ghost stories and chatter. Sent them back to the hotel and went home. Reach home around 1.

* Today went to kedai lambat cause yesterday layan sangat cerita American Ghost Stories until Subuh.Miang kan!!..so naik taxi pergi around 1 cause husband suruh datang, ada opening katanya..Naik taxi satu pacik taxi yang sangat baik. Sampai town RM 20. Tak tahu la mahal ke x tapi ikut meter la. Jalan kucing as usual Jam habis..tuih!!!..

* Nadiah Nordin datang lepak at shop, had late lunch together. Was like masa skolah dulu, makan nasi campur and teh ais sambil lepak at kedai. Felt the childhood bond balik. Awesome to have her back...the only difference that this time I have kids. Wish my kids will find friends like her. Later suddenly Aini Mastura drop by. Huhu chubby bubbly girl..she stayed for a while and continued her shopping. Chit chat sikit, Sofea was playing with the laptop.

*Evening, dunno artis Korea mana datang,(Block B) the mall was filled with screaming girls. So loud..i dunno what was the fuss about this beutiful boys walking by the shop. Wish Alice and Zakiah was here..there are so into Korean.Maybe they could have enlighten me on what were they mumbling among themself when they walk in.....me...i havent catch the flu yet though many around me has already got the bug!!!

* Nite, Zura, Azwan and Adiha came and stayed over. Ouh siblings are here in town. there is comfort in the house.June is expected to be filled with moist and warm feeling. So many family events up to August.July will come and more siblings will be in the country...Alhamdulillah...the next half of the year is always cheerfull for me InsyaALLAH.

Barang siapa berpuasa 2 hari di awal bulan Rejab seakan ibadah 2 tahun dan barangsiapa yang mengingatkan orang lain tentang ini seakan ibadahnya selama 80 tahun.

Nabi Muhamad S.A.W bersabda : " Barangsiapa yang mengingatkan kedatangan bulan ini maka haram api neraka bagi dirinya.

#MyWorld-The Month of Rejab.

Not everyone can find the miracles of Rejab, but the miracles of Rejab is for everyone.

* So x updatenya aku dengan calendar dan pengetahuan tentang bulan Rejab sampai hampir termiss bulan yang penuh keampunan ini. Lepas tengok status update puasa 1Rejab by most of my friends, tersedar I have much to learn. Terus google and read about the month of ALLAH. Yes i have heard Rejab is the month for ALLAH, Syaaban for our beloved Prophet and Ramadhan is for us his ummah..there is a lot you can do in this month to seek his forgiveness. Repent and he (ALLAH) will always hear your doa', your hearts thought. Speak to him, talk to him.

* Was in the car with Mamu Nizam and he kept on repeating the surah An-Nasr a few times sampai shop.Was wondering why and what is the meaning of the surah.This is what it meant.

In the name of ALLAH the most gracious the most Merciful.

إِذَا جَاءَ نَصْرُ اللَّهِ وَالْفَتْحُ

When comes the help of ALLAH and the Victory

وَرَأَيْتَ النَّاسَ يَدْخُلُونَ فِي دِينِ اللَّهِ أَفْوَاجًا

And you see Men entering the religion of ALLAH in companies

فَسَبِّحْ بِحَمْدِ رَبِّكَ وَاسْتَغْفِرْهُ ۚ إِنَّهُ كَانَ تَوَّابًا

Then celebrate the praise of your lord, ask him for forgiveness, surely he is oft-returning (to Mercy)

Surah 110| Madina  #Searchtruth.com

It means Victory, The Help. Was send to the prophet in Madina reminding him that when he succeed to gain the holy Land of Makkah,he should be gratefull and bersyukur dan patuh kepada ALLAH and ask him for forgiveness.

Kesimpulan: When we do something and we succeed, we should be gratefull and  jangan lalai and lupa diri serta bongkak cause whatever we do come from him and can any time be taken away from us.

Kelebihan surah ni: When you are given a heavy task atau kerja yang sangat rumit , baca la ayat ini semoga ALLAH will help you in anything that you do. and whoever amalkan this surah pahala bandingannya seperti membaca 1/4 dari AL Quran. Who ever reads this surah 10 times every night, maka dia akan jadi seorang yang solatnya terpelihara. Wallahualam..

The meaning of oft-returning in this surah refers to the 99 names of ALLAH-27: At Tawb (meaning Oft returning)

Basically what it means it he is being fair and merciful.

This is the starting month of Rejab for me.

#MyWorld- Off Track

I finish my first Trimester. Alhamdulillah..the worst has gone. Now to face the remaining. Time seems to fly. Well i was in The Lion city for almost a week and i came back recently. Time for me has no limits now. I travel in the daylight as well as night. Left Singapore at 8am reach KL at 2am...the next day. Amazing kan? Wonder why took so long. Had a lot of pit stops. Besides Yaya need to use the toilet and mommy hungry again, we had other important errands to do. Haish..what ever it is I make sure my kids get well enough sleep and food as well they feel comfortable.

This time the trip was a bit bluekkk...i was not feeling well, the kids were hyper,i had no mood to go anywhere. Things are seem to take a turn now. This time returning from Singapore, Aunty Shan tag along. Spending some days in KL in the new shop and getting to know the staff here. Am happy for the company but at the same time kesian Aunty Shan tidak terlayan like before this. The kids like to occupy her time as well as mine. SO when they are with her, she is occupied, when they run to me, she is free but i am not. Why dont they go to their dad. They do when they Dad and Dada Nizam step out from the house or shop both will go running "Nak Ikut".

Lot things to update, lot things to do. No time for now..cause each time reach home..i hit for the beds with the kids and sleep instead of watching TV or doing the work i was assigned for. Urghhh...i have tones heap up for me...Soon i will catch up InsyaALLAH.

#MyWorld-Lion City..

Am here in the Lion City. Back at the Angullia house. I wish I was able to make it a month earlier instead of now. Things happen for a reason. Things happen as it should be. Will be here for a few days. With my evening sickness and my fatigue and drowsy eeky feeling, i dont feel comfy at all. Wish to just sit back and collect moss. Someone put me on a wheelchair and wheel me around...hoh...bersyukur la you still can move around Maria. up on your lazy feet and walk.

No mood for food, no mood to walk, no mood even to talk..its 13 weeks and 6 days. Alhamdulillah..can see the growth. my bump has reveal itself..soooo early. My 2 daughters it only showed around 18-20 weeks. Loosing weight instead of gaining. I am almost the weight before i got married..another 4 kilos and tada...i am back to 58....Still within normal weight but then means less fat top, still lot bottom. Haish...assets!

Did nothing the 2 days i was here. Just being in the shop. Merayap around Marina, eat this and that. Buy this and that. Normally will be happy to snap pictures and update..but now malas. take pictures when ever i feel. Sometimes in my head i think hey this would be a nice picture, on second thought..malasnya nak keluarkan camera..even from my phone. as for updates..only important people get them. But dont worry i have not updated any awesome ones lately. Ahahaha

Visited my cousin and aunt today. When ever i am in town, I will try to make time in one day..just 3-4 hours to sit and chat and let the kids share time. Today i had a happy helper following me. I did not feel comfortable cause i am not use to someone outside family or people that is closed to me helping me with kids. I refused at first but as Aunty Shan insisted and she seem keen to follow me,so i please those who is around me. Then again, i felt funny ending up she just following me and me still managing the kids. How many times she grab the bag from me and grab Sarah's hand...Let me do, let me do..she keep on saying. Thank you so much. I see you as a friend helping me not as a domestic helper.

This time x larat..some friends in Singapore wanna meet up tapi rasa macam...wheel me around can..ahaha..so sorry guys...anyway..the wind has gotten strong.its 3am and a storm is coming up. better shut eyes and enjoy the rest of the nite.

#MyFood-Sup Cendawan Cili Padi

Aha..nonsense je kan food name. Benda benda ni la yang aku nak makan. So as usual sebab xleh jumpa kat luar yang memenuhi ciri ciri tekak. I cook and makan sendiri. This means, for the whole day..ni je la yang aku makan.

#Tummis the cili blender.

#Ni la Sup Cendawan Cili Padi or wat ever la.

What You Need:

• Cili padi dalam segenggam.
• Sebiji bawang besar
• 2 ulas bawang putih
• Garam secukup rasa
• Cendawan putih..
• Minyak masak of course.

How it is made::

1. Blender Cili Padi, Bawang Besar & Halia. Dry blender means tade air.
2. Panaskan minyak and tumis the Cili Blender tadi sampai naik bau.
3. Bila cili tu dah masak, masuk la air dalam 2 cawan.Let it didih.
4. Bila dah didih,carik carik the cendawan and masukkan dalam sup tadi.
5. Tambah garam, adjust rasa...and siap..

Eat it hot or boleh makan with nasi macam lauk. Yes...

#MyFood-Sambal Cili Garam Fish

This time totally different. From appetite right to mood.Since some of the food that i want is from mom's kitchen and how mom's does it, jadi kenala masak sendiri..and sometimes the food that i want  is not agreeable by Mr Husband. So is like cooking so many dishes. Well this is what i wanted last Saturday-Fish Sambal Garam.

The easiest thing to cook...so i am gonna blogged down how..in case i happen to be at your house and i am craving for this...(alahai perasan).

Things u Need:

• Fish, u can have either cencaru, or kembung, tenggiri yang dah potong keping.
• 10- 12Chili. Depends..kalau nak banyak sambal banyak la cili.Banyak Ikan banyak la sambal.Ahai...
• 1 Bawang Besar 
• Garam Secukup rasa
• Minyak Masak.
• Kunyit

How to Cook it:

1. Clean the fish. 
2. Blender the chili with separuh sudu teh garam.Blender x payah hancur sangat.Ouh Ya Blender basah eh bukan kering.Tapi air x payah banyak sangat.
3. Then ikan tu letak kunyit, and sapu sikit dari cili blender tu.Goreng the ikan.
4. After ikan dah goreng keluarkan letak tepi.
5. Panaskan minyak sikit, put in the bawang. 
6. Rasa dah layu sikit bawang tu put in the rest of the cili blender.Tapi dulu, buang air air blender tu sikit.
7. Tambah garam kalau perlu. Dah goreng garing sambal tu...tuang la atas ikan.
8. TADAAAA...siap...

That day i bought 5 fishes which 2 of it i ate. 1 for husband and 2 for the daughters each one. ahahah...makan makan makan je kerja..

#MyFamily-Pippa Learning.

This time Sofea's turn. She heard the azan and she shouted.."ALLAH"...ran in the room and took out Sarah's Telekung. "Nakkkkkkkkkkk..."..so i put it on her. MasyaALLAH this small girl..at age of 1 year and 5 months. She is learning about her creator.

#The mess behind is because they been playing in the room.

# Love you lil girl..

So next is to teach her properly. Cause now she just immitates what we do. For Sarah Alhamdulillah, she knows abit, only she has not learn her quran reading yet.

#MyWorld-Being Me Now..

I feel Like this..

..and sometimes like this..

All i want to do is...

but then every time after that i feel like 

..again...sometimes my mood swings and i get..

...then sometimes i just start to ...

...ah its so hard this time. People around me dun seem to get me cause this never happen before..waiting for another 199days to go.