End the Year in Style...?

How to end the year...with style...uhuk...well x se-stylish sangat. More selekeh-ish..semua demam.So we had tissues everywhere, mucus, watery eyes and nose, swollen throat...Yes..the whole family came down with Fever. From my husband, right down to my little Sofea. My sister and brother in law was the 1st ones to break the germs and spread them around. The worst i think was me, cause Sofea drinks milk, therefore my antibody replace itself lambat. Haish...

Well its the last fever for the year 2011. Dah lama pun x demam. I think this is the cleansing process...to get rid of the dust of 2011 and start 2012 healthy.InsyaALLAH, looking back the past year..aik pun samala..i had flu and sore throat. Hoh maybe this is the normal thing. Sruttttt....!~ Well okay, back to the couch and pillow with a mug of hot water, blanket and tv on. My kids are all lying flat.Feverish but still active..i wonder how this kids do it...

here i blog, with one hand on my nose and the other is typing all its best!!..

::Family o'Mine::Last weekend in 2011::

I had the Christmas Weekend at Melaka, my hometown. It was awesome to be back. Yesla..hampir sebulan aku kat KL. One of the reason why i left KL last time, i did not want to bring up my kids in the surrounding that is a rat race. Let them enjoy their childhood slow and steady like I did.But now i am back here in the heart of the city.Sigh!~~ Penat la..

Saturday 24th of December.Gee aku lupa lak aku buat apa..ouh ada di kedai. Bantu membantu apa yang patut. My life was coloured back again. Macam macam karenah customer masuk. Some really anoyed me and some made me new kawan. Tak la bosan sangat. That night satu Melaka jem, biasala Melaka time cuti TERUTAMA december is fully booked. Masing masing berebut nak tengok lampu kat Portugeese Settlement. Have you been there? You should...i would not describe it as A Christmas Wonderland but its more a Malaysian Christmas Wonderland. Try and learn and see other races in Malaysia's culture. Awesome. This year i did not get a peek. Normally tetiap tahun we would drive trough the kampung catching glimpse of raindeers and santa's on rumah orang. Ahahaha the trouble this people take nak hias rumah diorang. X kira lagi bil eletric yang mesti Mendadak that month. Round of Applause for them!.

25th of December, we left Melaka early in the Afternoon to fetch my Father in Law. We were excited he is coming back though alone and was anticipating. So by 1 we left Melaka and reach there by 2.30. His flight yang sepatutnya pukul 3.30 sampai lewat sampai kul 5.15. Ya ALLAH, yang menunggu di Airpot penat apatah lagi yang naik flight tu. Dah le sempit...berapa jam fly. Woooooo nasib la tade tunda lagi ke waktu lain. But it was quality time spend. My daughters got to bond with their only cousin (for now, i am waiting on you ya Imran & Iqbal to give me a nephew or niece).They played, habis satu KLIA tu dorang lari and we mom and dads terpaksa kejar kejar. We talk and laugh untill 5.15.Then Iqbal put up a sign on his IPAD- "MR ISHAQ ANGULLIA, IY 862". and waited by the gates.

When we saw him, we had nothing but smiles on our faces, all called out at once. Yaya was looking behind Dada for her Aunty Nadiah. I didnt know she had in mind that Nadiah will be back. After salam Dada she ask,'Nadiah biji ayam xde ke?'..her eyes macam sedey..i said to her Nadiah coming back next time. She kept quiet and ask me again and again when is the next time? Ah..i dont know? Raya perhaps.Since all of us were hungry we headed to McDonalds to eat. Papa said in Yaman no fast food. So i hope he enjoyed his 1st Fastfood since he been to Yaman.

After that we parted home. Me back to my sister place in Sri Kembangan and Iqbal back to JB...Papa gave us shawl from yemen with soft nice woven blanket which Sarah brings everywhere. Well, thats what happen over the weekend. Hah now demam, down with Flu and Sore throat. Nak cuci je tekak ni ngan clorox, tapi kang kalau mati org label bunuh diri...ahaha *foolish thinking*..


Here i blog.This is how i spent my last weekend in 2011.

::My World:: Excuse me..mind what you say!!::

I had a strange encounter today. There was a customer from Indonesia walk into buy a pair of Men Shirt ( at that point i did not know where he was from until later). Since the pattern he wanted did not have the size, i suggested to him another. He tried it in the fitting and said it was comfy and nice. He took a second look at the mirror and said no. He looks like a  Muslim...I gave him a very sharp look, i was insulted. He then look at me and said it again giving me a very menyampah kind of look. Was he trying to make me loose my patience? or insuldt me? He took another shirt and as he was paying (still giving him the x puas hati look i ask).

Me:: Dari mana ni Encik?
Him:: Dari Indonesia, mahu sambut natal di sini.Kamu dari mana?
Me:: Saya dari sini la.
Him:: *Looking startled and puzzled* Orang malaysia?
Me:: * With a high irritated pitch* Ya la orang malaysia la.
Him:: Ouh maaf ya tadi. Maaf ya...saya tidak tahu.Maaf cik...

Apakah maksud orang ini? Does this mean if i am a Indonesian Muslim its okay to insult but because I am a Malaysian, so he appologize. He wasn't racist but it was religious discrimination. It has nothing to do with race...and it was an Insult..mind you. we in malaysia are thought to respect all other religion and races..Ceh..I got a good mind just to give him 'words'...

It Will Rain

If you ever leave me Baby,Leave some morphine at my doorCause it would take a whole lot of medicationTo realize what we used to haveWe don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save meNo matter how long my knees are on the floor, ohSo keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makingTo keep you by my sideAnd keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, babyThere'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, babyJust like the clouds,my eyes will do the same if you walk awayEveryday, it will rain,rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favoriteYour daddy can't even look me in the eyeOooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thingSaying there goes my little girlwalking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understandOooh well little darling watch me change their mindsYea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll tryI'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleedingIf that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, babyThere'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, babyJust like the clouds,my eyes will do the same if you walk awayEveryday, it will rain,rain, rain

Ooooh Don't just saygoodbye, don't just say, goodbyeI'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleedingIf that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, babyThere'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, babyJust like the clouds,my eyes will do the same if you walk awayEveryday, it will rain,rain, rain...

Just cant stop humming this tune. I so like it..2 thumbs up for Bruno! You did it again.

::My World:: To Me & You, 23.12.2011::

Today i leave my mid twenties with no regrets, no holding back anything, no thinking twice.. I move on with pride and i thank ALLAH for everything he has bless upon me, he has provided me with or without me noticing and  for looking upon me trough all my troubles. I have achieve what ever i wanted to achieve before 30 and some of it which i did not achieve i take it as faith and has a good reason for it being so.

So here's to the future me. You had a wonderful journey trough your twenties and now is time to pass your torch to others. Let them live and create a wonderful life journey of their own. You have carved a great piece of art and now just relax and enjoy the beauty that comes with it.Sounds so pathetic ke..well..this is the last note for myself.

Dear N.B.A


Happy birthday Nad! I wrote this earlier but will only post on Our birthday.  Nad, it was always nice to share the same birthdate will people you care and close to your heart. For the past few years, birthdays with you is much more meaningful as now we are much related. You are a part of the family, my sister. It's awesome!!..I can talk to you about anything,almost anything you will understand.


We never had a birthday together at the same place did we? but i know that after a few days we will surely meet each other at JB right?.Or we will sms or chat and ask-hey what cake papa buat, Makan apa hari ini? kan kan?-.I was hoping this year we could do something together since you pun dah habis sekolah kan. Tapi you pulak went far far far away. Its okay.


Nadiah, happy birthday.You have gone a long way. Turning from a girl to a teenager and soon a lady. WE shared lot of laughter, pain and hurt, deceived and frustration together. Ahahah how i miss having Balcony Talks with you...hopefully one day. Come back soon okay.


So happy birthday Nadiah, semoga ALLAH panjangkan umur you, semoga apa you belajar kat sana senang untuk you.Ilmu yang you dapat tu bertambah berkat. May ALLAH always makes life much more easier for you though he sents dugaan to make his loved ones more strong. Make you blossom like the flower you should be and hope you will always remember me cause what ever happens you will always have me to turn too though jauh beribu ribu batu. By the way masa i tulis ni, i tengah dengar lagu It Will Rain...dah lama u x cerita with me pasal latest lagu u download..ahaha.


Happy birthday Nadiah!!


XOXO-Me.

::My World:: Book Review-Ransom is Awesome::

Yes i am old fashioned in certain ways. Call me old school. I don't mind, that is me.And i am proud of being who i am. I love history, love the medieval, love old tales. I somehow feel i am so connected to the past, to the times when things were still done the old school way. I can also be said as conservative. Yerp!! I am in certain ways la.Not all..we live in the modern age. Its so hard to be all conservative.Well enough said about that. This is my latest obsession.

RANSOM by Julie Garwood. I have all  her medieval collections now.She has other books but The rest tu belum lagi la.ONLY THE MEDIEBAL ONES.Cause i feel so close to my heart....that i am suppose to be with a  Highlander living in the coldest place up the Highlands where people live in peace surrounded by castle and big pine trees. Ahhh!~ Angan angan!..Like some of my friends and cousins who skip into Korean Mode, Japanesse Mode...me...i go the Scottish Way. ps: Thats why i just love to watch Chef Ramsey cook..

This book, well its not like other medieval romance book by J.G. Not much of the intimate heat which makes it more real and interesting. I just love this book. How i got it....Long story short. Its been a while seen's anyone seen me reading. I just had no book, no time and forgot about reading which i like most. I read all sorts of books. But to ease the tiredness away...i read. When i wanna gain knowledge and affirm my faith i read religious books...eheheh...So we went down to MPH MidValley on Sunday.

..playing mode in Mid..

Yaya & Pippa went beserk looking at the books and toys around MPH. Ya la kan nak Xmas so they had extra decoration and there were toys around. SO apa lagi, before i could find something for me, Sarah came back with 2books and Sofea came back with 1 book and a soft toy..Tsk!~~ both were rejected. Husband got the book for me, and then the kids had they go. Sian Idris hecould not find the book he wanted. (apa lagi if not bout electrical,wood working stuff). Anyway the book was way expensive.

So, i read RANSOM in 1 full day..Awesome kan aku. Kan bagus kalau aku leh hafal Quran cam tu...aish...tsk!!!....and now..i am in Highland Mode.

PS:: Cam nak pegi Cameron Highlands.

::Family o'Mine:: Crafty Crafted Yummy-licious CuppyCakes!!::

This one goes out To Nt Uwa, thank you for bringing back such yummy cupcakes for us. Sorry you had to work that Saturday and it spoilt your whole mood and idea but we did enjoy the cuppies..

::Snowing Cupcakes..::

::See that cheeky girl, she is being tickled, and the lovely princessy one shyly waiting for Mimma::

::Happy Beeelllaaated Birthday Sangat Uncle Wan but this is Yaya's favourite, too bad we ate while she was sleeping but we have a whole box for her in the fridge::

::My Heart Skips A beat::

::Happy i am. Yes We are::

Thats it.A nite of cuppy cakes....

::My World::Suit Up!!::

HoHoHo..since i couldn't be in Melaka, well Melaka came to me. Suprisingly after coming home from KWC on Friday my mom, dad and sis drove up from Melaka. So that night 'almost' all of us we in sipping Nescafe on a cold night, except for my brother who is working this weekend.We sat at the table enjoying crafted cupcakes and chatting.My 2 lovely angels? Asleep..so later i decided to blog.

What have i been upto lately. Aha good one. The hunt for houses has ended. Finally, Alhamdulillah. I have no regrets what so ever. Though i will miss having my sisters company around and the kids will also miss her and Azwan (i doubt is the other way round). We decided to settle in this area call Selayang. Yes a bit of cliche cause its near my one of my BF's house.But the whole Idea is to be closer to something else which i cant disclose here. Ahahaha..So there it is. Will be moving in soon. We were hoping that perhaps my sis and bil will move in closer with us but all of us are grown up now and have our own commitments. As long as i can see her often its Yippee for me.

::The Main Cast::

Been watching a lot of How I met Your Mother and i feel as if i am part of the whole sitcom. Aahhaha yes my husband told me this a thousand times, i get so involved into things. This time he enjoyed it as much as we did (Zura, Azwan & Me, the last time we watched FRIENDS he said it was corny), watching Neil Patrick Harris playing Barney Stinson is Funny and hillarious. Swarley!~~~ It is legend...wait for it................dary. Legendary !!! Hehehe...3 seasons to finish. So everyday, at 9 when everyone is home. We Suit up and watch the silly sitcom. Well it always rains here, so staying indoors is the best. Cant wait for the continuous season in 2012.

::Awesome Barney Stinson.Unfortunately in real life Neil is no where near Barney, well he is the opposite.Worst..he's Gay..UhukkkkSS!!::

Met a few friends, ZM and AS as usual.Went down to City Center to meet a few old friends when i was working here in KL,we went for lunch.Met the kids and we chatted. A friend from Singapore came down and we had dinner together with my sister and BIL.  One of my friends from Melaka got me ticks to see Ruth Sahanaya at KLCC convention. Well not a big fan but was flattered that she invited me, BUT had to turn down cause it would seem impossible for me to go leaving Pippa. Yaya i am quite confident but Pippa with her Papa is like having a troll inside Hogwarts (doh Me apa punya perumpaan la). Idris just can't tahan Pippa, she is hyper and like's to provoke Idris to get annoyed. But he will laugh about it later when she sleeps.

Well the week and month is turning out to be fun, and awesome!!! (too much watching How i met your mother). So hoping for a catching up with ZM, AS and IY soon. Have some plans with ZM and AS and i hope it will turn out okay. Just having a really good hunch and got the support from him. We will see next year. As usual..i always say..December is the best month!!

To my Dear Sister In Law Nadiah Bibi Angullia, this year we would not be on the same soil celebrating the same date but...i wish you were here..so much!!

::My World:: I am Homesick::

Fiewwww...!! Sofea just slept..12.30am, 10th December. She got hyper on curly fries. Jumping up and down the sofa and digging me and my sister handbag!.

With the phone in one hand, pacifier in the mouth, no clothes on but diaper, pantang see anyone lying on the tummy. She will wrestle you, i repeat-she will climb on your back, hit ur head and start jumping up and down as if you were some horse. Penat!!!

This preety girl, she is already in La-la land 3 hours ago. She sleeps early and gets up early. REMEMBER its 8am here for everyone including little Pippa.

After having her bath, this picture was taken before i came to KL. She see Sarah brushing her teeth and she will ask. She got her dad's toothbrush. Selamat la Jan share ngan pippa..So now i got one baby brush for her but she still prefers Sarah's or Mine.

The 2 princesses of my Heart.Thats about it. Since living in KL i feel my life has gone down a slow pace at a Face pace city. Things were more interesting for me in my Hometown. Now i know where my heart is. No matter how sometimes i wish for the bustling of the city. I am homesick and miss my hometown Badly.

:: Picture by::nuraizzah92.blogspot.com:: Just Awesome..

Here i blog..i am homesick. I dunno if i will be back in Melaka for my birthday. I have 3 friends in Melaka, sharing the same birth date. Excluding my sister in law who is miles and miles away.. Every year there is so homely for me. My sister will be back for the Xmas holidays. I will be here by myself and my family.Some of my friend in KL are also taking off for the long weekend.. I feel sad...suddenly..


XOXO----------->Ala gosip girls gitu!

::My World:: The Ups and Downs::

Nothing much has really happen this few days. En Nizam came in to relief us on Monday.Thank You, Thank You!!  Ahhhhh!~~ At last Melaka here i come. We went back home on Tuesday night after the shop closed not a second later....ouh the comfy-ness of my bed, the clear vision of my large TV and my own remote than i can flip to any channel that i want. Sarah was happy in her room and Sofea walk in and out all the rooms carrying things and shifting things from one room to another. Dear husband------------------> Slouch infront of the TV at his spot with a bottle of Nutella and spoon. His heaven..BUT it did not last longer than a daydream...I learn to appreciate the slow pace and emptiness of Melaka.

The next day i visited my mum and that night my husband came back with news that by Friday we had to leave our coven and be back up in KL. Ah..i have to do all my laundry tonight.The next day, i followed him to shop to count stuff and calculate things and En. Nizam called us. he had to be back in Singapore tonight, so means we had to be in KL--NOW--. Dadi ( grandma) was ill and needed to be taken to the Hospital. Our hearts grew worried and the KL matter just did not matter. It just slip and we hope En Nizam arrived in time and safe. We rush back home and literally i just pick up where we left off on Tuesday and up to KL. Laundry not done, clothes were never unpack. Life like a nomad, my beg is my wardrobe. Aahhahahah...

**Mode tiba tiba teringat i am in someplace else**

Then the normal early routine continues.Up in the morning back by night. My Friend, ZM and AS came to visit. How sweet of them. They spend the entire Saturday with me and my kids. Really appreciated the company.Really do. Thank you, Thank you!!  Nasib ada upstairs and downstairs kedai ni. ZM now who is aiming to be the court best Athlete joining in all the games is quite busy. I think she can be in the Olympic or Commonwealth representing Malaysia. Hehehhe...she is playing every sport there is and winning them flawlessly. Its either she is good at it or maybe the rest of the team are so so bad at it. Ahahahahha... AS, i seldom see look radiant as ever.We went to visit SQQ's Mum in Imbi Plaza and we chat. Hands on some Cameras and fell in love with some hot Olympus cams. That day, i felt being lifted up a notch.

So here i blog...life goes in the big KL City. NOthing really interesting to blog down. I guess there is interesting stuff is just that i dont have the time to do so...

XOXO_----->ala gosip girls gitu!!~

::My World:: The Tapah RoadTrip-Truly Asia::

The last Sunday in November, WE (Wan, Zura, Zakiah, S&S and Me) when for a little Wedding Roadtrip to Tapah, up North of Malaysia. The wedding of my sisters and her husbands best friend. Kira the rest of us yang pergi tu macam wedding crasher je. aahahahahha #laughing mode.

We left at 10.30 am, by highway straight to Tapah. It is only less than 2 hours drive but sebab sesat sesat carik the grooms house, we reach there around 2++. Hah, just in time for the makan beradab and what else, it was raining heavily. AGAIN, end of the year is not a good time to go on road trips. Monsun Season. With our heels trashed in the booth we switch on to our slippers, flip flops and you name it. Selekeh tu! But what to do, do not want to spoilt my latest Jimmy Choo.(WHo are you kidding, cuma kasut dari Vinci). So we thought we the paling selekeh la, but there were others!! ahahahah...The food was awesome. Since the groom was half Indian Half Malay=Mamak! We had idlis, putu mayams, vaades, teh tarik (OMG the best),the rendangs and the ayam gorengs was superb...or we were just hungry from the sesat sesat journey!.

We ate and left around 3++.Met the groom.Said thanks and was handed this beutiful Labu sayung. The authentic trademark of Perak Darul Ridzuan. We decided to head elsewhere since nak test kereta baru MCC 9071 ni.Some of the places listed-Cameron, Lata Iskandar, Lata Kinjang, Frase, Ipoh Mali but we choose someplace on the way home. TELUK INTAN to see the Leaning Tower of Pisa Malaysia...er...the Menara Condong la. Check this out!!

::Happy People on the roadtrip, some change into fresh outfits some still traditionally from the Wedding::

:: Pippa trying to take the camera, but the camera is in my hand you Camera Crasher ahaha::

::The Pride, Lening tower of Pisa Malaysia...not that leaning kot.ZM cant take this picture. She took it and the tower gone straight.Amazing kan ahahah::

::See that Pippa...can turn and pose...far end..Sarah being a personal photographer for ZM.Eh not that senget also kan??::

::Now its leaning, but look at that small godzilla walking..STomp!StoMp!StoMP!..::

::Under renovation, or maintenance...i also not sure..but the base yang x level kan..thats why its Leaning::

::Choosing the right path Home.::

So, we tried google-ing for some nice place to eat or some special delicacies in Teluk Intan. Browsing some blog which can recomend us where to stop and eat. We concluded.None found and none taken. The best is still Melaka. Maybe cause we had no Perak-ers with us. Felt like going to the shop under the trea in Ujong Pasir Melaka where you can find at least 20 different traditional kueh each day.Yummy kan!.Nevermind.ZM said "PANGKAH". Okay la, she is the Guru of Roadtrips. She is the navigator, the one who has done lot of research more than i could...So off hiway road (Off Road) trip back. Passing trough the small towns in Malaysia, enhancing my knowledge, my view and learning more about my beloved Malaysia.

To cut short  we pass Across Sg. Perak----> Bagan Datoh--->to the boarders into Sabak Bernam (Selangor) whe we found this stalls selling delicious Mangoes. We bought Mazola 3 rasa, which is Corn in a cup mixed with Planta, Mayo and Salt, Mangoes juices, Mangoes sweet and sour and my sister, azwan and ZM had some 'ke x puas hati-an' with one kakak at the mango stall..Tskkkk!!! I was left out cause both of my kids were sleeping ON me.

::Oh lala...She can take nice pictures but all in ZM's Camera::

::OKay this is the Kedai Buah, u see the kakak in the baju kurung and tudung..yerp thats the lady::

:: Forgot, Azwan bought Pisang 2 ikat for RM 2..amazingly Cheap::


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After that we headed to Pantai Remis, Jeram Selangor for dinner. Again, we agreed that Crystal Bay Melaka is far off okay. We had some misunderstanding again with the people there. As usual, ZM when hungry is not Friendly. After the dinner we headed home as fast as we could cause Mimma and Atuk was at home and my dear husband just got back from his day at Work. The End.

Here i blog, the trip was amazing towards the end. We did not do lot of homework like our previous trips and the rain basically took our time in cars. Nothing 'tiba tiba' happen. So maybe next time we take the MAC or the WPX for a drive instead.

*MAC,WPX and MCC are car number plates for certain states in Malaysia.

::My World:: XOXO::

November ended hanging!~ Yerp, suddenly i woke up and its December.I said wake me up when september ends.But no one woke me up till it was December.

Since last i saw you bloggie..my life has been...Life changing! Rapid. Now I live between 2 cities. One is much calmer, quiet, peaceful and  brings out the jolly me. The other rapid, hectic and brings out the 'kelam kabut' in me. What to do. No one would have known what is the journey laid ahead of you. Alhamdulillah for you still make my days more interesting and always look upon me giving me something interesting to take in everyday.You know me best.

Well not officially moved to KL but the past 3 weeks, i have spent more time in KL than in Melaka. The irony is, even i am in KL i see and hear from my friends lesser than i was in Melaka. At least in Melaka, once a moon they will drop by, or say Hie or something. But since KL, i only had time to meet up with ZM, that's also she was the one who initiated the time. I am so sorry my KL'iens Friends. I promised I'll make up. Still not use to the commute between Sri Kembangan and City Centre. Yerp!! Thats like farr..My husband compares it- 'Its like travelling from Melaka to KL everyday'. Of Course he is exagarating!

So each day starts at 7.45 when my Bil goes off to office. Its like the alarm for us to get ready. Meaning Saturday and Sunday selalu lambat.ahahaha..#Excuse me. Amazingly my kids does not give any problem waking up. Like springing out from a box, up and about. If in Melaka, we wake up at 9am pun they can give me lot of 'ehek uhuk..waa..argh....'Me and Idris will bath them both change them and wrapped them up with clothes. Of course i am the last one ready la.Standard la tu.By 8.40pm will be out sebab the traffic ooo cam ada SALE. anway Saturday and Sunday..not so bad la..9AM masih can whistle.Ahhh Sampai pun tepat 10am. How is this. Its like working from 9am to 10pm..tu dah lebih dari masa kerja biasa.

The day at the shop will go by slowly and smoothly. Some of my favourite things here is.

:: U see glass panel..no she cant run!!::

1. The shop is glass prof so Sofea cant run out. although she does when we open for customers.
2. The Malls' mini entrance/exit door is right in front of the Shop entrance meaning, husband dont have to walk a mile to smoke meaning i would not be left alone for smoke breaks longer.
3. Food is within walking distance and i have choices..not like the same ol same ol.
4. I have choice of kueh for tea time..(asyik makan je kan aku ni).
5. Its 10 to 8.

::No no not staff okay, but a 'Buddy' of mine::

Now there i have listed some of it. This is what obviously i like. But there are some dislikes, i dont need to mention.So far the people here have not been that friendly. They take time and give you 1st glances before they say Hi and decide whether you are worth their while. Picky kan!! I feel judged when i smile and they dont smile back and just look at you..but maybe after a few days and then they decide, okay she is cool and then they smile back. And i will be like...nah its too late..i wont smile back!! ahahah..no of course i will.

I miss my home, my bed, my big fridge with lots of fridge magnets, my spot by the table with my laptop. The only thing that is making me happy is, i am staying with my sister. BUT she lives so far, i wanna persuade her to move in closer to me IF i ever shift near to the City. Ehehehehhehe...

Here i Blogged. I have been back to Melaka for 2 days and i am back in KL, tired and weird.

XoXo...----->Gedik ala gossip girls gitu!!!