::My World:: Mrs C::

.Last night we came back from a very tiring day. Husband was in the kitchen having toast bread, butter and jem with Nuttella and big Curry Puff from Singapore meanwhile i was making Sofea to sleep. Suddenly, he shouted at something with so much anger. I thought to myself,' why is he Angry with me i was just making Sofea to Sleep.".

It turns out Dear Mrs C that we have been searching up and down, high and low came out from her hiding. It scared the Curry Puff out of him.He ran to get his big piece of wood and ask me to stop anything i was doing with Sofea and help him. I put Sofea in her walker and ran back. Ouh Mrs C, tade masa lain ke u wanna come out. We knew that Mrs C was in the house cause we could hear her at night walking out from the house. You know how slim and slender mrs C is. She can easily squeeze to any hole even under the gap of the door. Damn betul.

Husband boiled hot water. The only way to kill without being so cruel. Ye ke..??instant death la konon.Haish...but many of us mistake her for mrs R. Her evil twin. Anyway whatever pun they are rodents.So after pushing and digging into the boxes (full of shop things). Rupanya mrs C has built a nesting place in the cash register box we used in Time Square. Hallah..satu kerja..dah beranak pinak. Kesian pulak nak bunuh ni. Kang anak anak dia x de makan. But they are Rodents. Pest...pest xpe, Rodents ni...their pee and najis ni boleh bawak maut.SO sayangila family dulu. Sorry Mrs C you have to go.

Never seen husband so excited catching something. When he caught Mrs C he leaped in Joy. Pelik aku. Orang happy tangkapla Ikan ke, Udang ke ni Cencurut!! Hmm...so after we cought her, we didnt know what to do. Wanna pour hot water but we felt sad to do so. But being a mom..(ceh konon) i had to do for the sake of my little ones. I ask for forgiveness, dont she hold any grudge on me and come back and taunt me on Judgement day. Cehh sunggh dramatic lak. I said a simple doa and flushhhhhhh hot water over the little creature. Never i wanna do that again. Kesian dia mengelupur. X bising, knowing her faith. She breathed heavily and terus Kejang. Uiks...

We wrapped her in plastic and then took the whole box of her 'kid' and put in the black plastic. tied it up and throwed it far far away. Haish...i hate rodents..But ni bukan tikus. Dia x comel macam tikus sebab badan dia lembik sangat and muncung dia panjang. Memang serupe la pada sesiapa yang suka merajuk muncung sedepa....

::Family O'Mine:: Sarah Say the Darnest Things::

::Sarah always makes me laugh::
.Sarah on how cute she thinks sofea is-" Sofea you macam satu pau kacang yang i always eat tu....".

. Sarah on  Papa look like shrek- " Papa you macam shrek, telinga u x sama but u banyak hair kat tangan.."

.Sarah on Sofea when Sofea bit her toe -" You ingat you sorang je ke ada gigi, i pun ada tau tau, tajam dari yours.."

.Sarah on Sofea when she crash her walker into Sarah's tent- "Sofeaaaaaaaaa u langgar my khemah, you xleh drivela sama macam mother..."

.Sarah on her Bum-" Papa you tengok bum i sama x macam NT uwa, Besar kan??..."

." Mother i suka tau buah Jambutan ni..." Sarah on Rambutans her favourite.

.Sarah on  Atuk when he gave her lots of Rambutan- " EH atuk u bagi i Jambutan lagi..ala leceh la atok ni..."

.Sarah on Durians -" Durian ni busuk la patut la dia macam tajam tajam". : "Why pulak tajam kena mengena dengan busuk" : "Yes la so xleh put nose dekat so means x bau.."....

.Sarah on giving Sofea Coke: One day i cought my eldest daughter giving a cap of coke to her anxiously waiting 7 mth year old sister in the walker in her room.

Sarah:: Sofea you rasa sikit je tau, x boleh banyak. Nah!! Jangan cakap mother tau i bagi u.

Then i came in and she had a shock of her life.Smilling she said " Sofea mintak i sikit dia cakap nak rasa je. I x give dia banyak pun".. hehe Sofea just stood there smilling.

::Family O'Mine:: S&S::

.Sarah Daania baru baik demam, 2 minggu x pergi rumah Mimma. Rindu betul pada mommy sampai tak nak balik. Biarkan la dulu. Tahu mommy and papa pun rindukan dia. Masakan tidak dari umur 1jam sampai ke hari ini dia sentiasa di depan mata. Paling lama tak ada pun seminggu. Tapi ini 2 minggu.

Sarah sekarang dah lain. Cakap mula bertapis, tidak seperti biasa cam peluru je keluar x kira tempat. Tapi kalau dengan aku or yang dia kenal rapat x kira la memang kerja menyakat dan membebel je. Sehari Sarah boleh bercakap selama berapa jam yang dia celik. Huish...Satu lagi perangai dia sekarang ni, x suka Sofea dekat dengan dia dan amat la sangat suka menyelit. Mungkin dia terasa dipinggir setelah dah besar. Siapa lagi nak angkat dia dan melayankan dia macam baby jadi kadang kadang dia sengaja berbual cam Baby. Buat aku bingit so aku marah. tapi kesian dia..terkebil kebil. Kenapa Sofea boleh dia tidak. Lalu aku explain kat dia, aku suka bila dia cakap macam biasa. Comel. Tersenyum puas dia...tapi kadang kadang dia buat jugak perangai tu.

Sofea, makin lasak dan nakal. Ah juga berat dah naik. Tembam. Sarah cakap Sofea dah macam pau kacang yang selalu dia makan. Hmm..dia sayang Sarah, selalu bila dia nampak Sarah mata dia bertambah bulat dan dia excited. Berkobar kobar dia merangkak ke arah kakak dia. Dengan harapan dilayan dan dapatla bermain bersama. Tapi kadang kala rejection yang dia dapat. Sarah x nak main dengan dia. Cemburu agaknya. So aku kenala bermain dengan diorang, jadi bila aku terlibat sama Sarah pun okay la dengan Sofea. Hmm macam macam. Tapi Sofea pun satu, x boleh tengok Sarah ada apa apa makanan or minuman. DIa nak jugak, dah tu nak yang Sarah pegang jugak..

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.In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful.

 Say:¹ "He is Allah,² the One and Only.³ Allah is Independent of all and all are dependent on Him.⁴ Neither has He an offspring nor is He the offspring of anyone.⁵ And none is equal with Him in rank."⁶

-Surah Al Ikhlas ayat 1-4.

.MaasyaALLAh, segala puji bagi ALLAH tuhan sekalian Alam.

A simple surah which means more than any words can be said. Tersentuh membaca sebuah buku novel Islamiah yang menyedarkan aku betapa aku beruntungnya dilahirkan di bumi bertuah ini dan menganuti agama yang indah ini. Selama ini aku tidak bersyukur dan melihat ini sebagai satu kelebihan.Malah ade yang tidak lahir dalam agama indah ini bertarung nyawa dan berkorban kasih demi mendapat hidayah dan nurnya. Khilafnya aku..tapi masih x sedar sedar.

. Mahu aku berikan buku ini kepada seseorang. Dengan niat mahu berkongsi. Mana tahu dia merasakan apa yang aku rasa.

::My World:: June is My month of Love::

.This month i couldn't blog much.

.Partly no time, secondly got time too tired.

.Well if May was the month for friends and Family.

.June is the month of Love and Celebration.

.This month, marks my 4th year Anniversary.

.Married to the person i declared to have a fling with exactly 10 years ago.

.Gods will i ended up with that Fling of Mine.

Love is the thing that enables a woman to sing while she mops up the floor after her husband has walked across it in his barn boots. ~Hoosier Farmer

The bonds of matrimony are like any other bonds - they mature slowly. ~Peter De Vries.

         A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same
          person.           ~Mignon McLaughlin

It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. ~Rita Rudner (This is my husbands Fav) 

Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery

.well that summarize mostly what i think of Marriage and Anniversaries.

.I still wake up in the morning and look to my side and think.

.I cant believe i am married to him, and what he wakes up each morning.

.I wonder if he is thinking the same.But all he do is lean over and kiss my forehead.

.Thats enough for me to say he thinks of me even when his eyes are closed.

::Besides that::

 4th- My sister's Zura and Azwan's Anniversary. Her first year and i wish her all the best. Hope her marriage will bloom out fine as it is already is.

20th-My Beloved Mum's birthday. Happy birthday Mommy dear, love you so much, Sorry this year is abit unplanned thing at the end. I doakan ur hand recover soon and we can do back all those mother, daughter, grand-daughter bonding.

22nd-My Anniversary,The day he said ' I will take u Maria to be my wife , to love, to cherish, to care, to share my ups and downs and to be with in sickness and in health.

23rd-Marks 10 years i have been an Item with the same guy i married. Today is also the day our reception was held. MY LOVELY sister ZURA's birthday. Happy birthday Sis, love you so much.

26th-My BFF Dear Miss Zakiah Musa birthday. I planned to make you a cake girl. really i did. I had all my thing ready before i left home. Sorry for the misscom. Anyway i hope you had a great one.Lots of sisterly Love...Happy Birthday.

28th- My BIL Iqbal & Fatin's Anniversay. Happy 3rd yer guys..Tambah satu lagi please..anak okay..!!



::My World:: Endau Rompin Travells::

Hello home, i miss my comfy pillow, the fact i can walk around the house with anything and my kids rolling around. Have been 2 weeks offshore away from home. Mixing business with leisure. OMG, my bones rasa sengal, nak break into 2. But i had fun, lots of funs, family bonding and also rekindle love.Ngahaha...

::Endau Rompin Trip::

Our rides to the majestic forest. D' Prado Prady and Shortlux Hilux as Sarah calls it. Met up with Hidayah, Nazir, Nt Shan and Mamu Nizam at Mersing Sea side to get a glimps of the beach before heading up high into woodlands. Well bersihkan kereta ini. Wait till u see what happen then.Menyesal basuh kereta wooo...

 a 3 hour drive into oil palm plantations, muddy terrains, Orang Aslu ( as sarag calls it) villages, thick Virgin rain forest and at last to our retreat center. Nothing much, seriusly when i say nothing means No entertaiment, No TV, No Phone Signal. No Broadband Signal, No Wifi. Sesiapa yang bawak handphone canggih leh la main game. Hiburkanla hati sendiri. But it was good human to human bonding. ye la skang ni sangat la cyber kadang kadang sampai duduk meja makan pun x bercakap sibuk update status, main game or twit kan kan kan!!..nak tak nak kena bercakap la. Nak call family kat rumah kena g kat tourist Center pinjam phone dorang.Ceh..

Amazingly my daughters enjoyed gila the trip. Sofea as i call the Forest Nymph amat amat la happy bila the car go up and down and bergegar habis, dia boleh tido nyeyak..walaupun sometimes terhentak hentak mak dia ni. Sarah the BeachSide Girl on the other hand bebel x habis,complaining of the rough road, asking' Ma bila nak see elogajah ni ma?. She call the animal dept (imaginary la) asking mana all the gajah and stuff. It was entertaining since the radio was not working anymore. We get to see Allah's Beutifull creation. Natures most wonderfull peacefull and calming energy.

Well we will be going again soon, after puasa or raya la kot. A bigger entourage since ade pulak nak ikut ikut lepas ni..mari la.. to another Foresty Location. I dunno. I leave it to the guys to decide

::Family o'Mine:: Keeping up with The Babies::

Uiyo lama x blog.Selalu blog in my head while doing chores and stuff. By the time i get time to blog, am too tired. Hmm..how many time dy i start my blog like this. PftTtt...bosan seh..changing Time.!!

Well...E! News la kan..from the house of Mine.'Keeping up with the Angullia Babies'. Cewah..perasan nye aku. Sofea is teething beutifully. She looks something like this now.

Gusi gatal, jadi when she gets angry she shows her teeth or bite u anywhere she can get. Last morning i cought her biting Sarah's toe while Sarah sleeping. Tut!~Tut!~~hmm well so fast time flies. She is only 7 months. Alahai...when Sarah's time we waited anxiously and feel like 'why la so lambat'. Sofea pulak like, 'eh dah merangkak, oit gigi, eh jalan!!'. I am not missing again those baby moments like i miss Sarah's. I am a proud 24hours mommy.

Sarah, she has develop this new attitude. The 5 minute attitude.'Sarah tolong take ...for mommy'. Reply-'Okay mom 5 minutes'.Doh!!~~..'Sarah mandi now'.Reply-'Kejap 5 minits 5 minits'.She waits for a while and then announce dah 5 minutes and go off to the bathroom. Saja je kan. Nak jugak 5 minutes. I guess she pick that up from ME. Note to self:: Watch your action someone's watching you!!.

Another thing with Sarah, she seem to seek extra extra attention. Sometime she hits Sofea. Sofea just crawling around the house like a mop scoping up anything in her path and here comes Sarah pinching her, or slaping her head or pulling her hair. Nangis Sofea sambil muka kat lantai. And i come and piang piang Sarah and Sarah cries, and Sofea will crawl to her and look and touch. Sometimes both of them cry serentak. So pening. I love them both but susah la nak make them play nice. Argh...Mom says must let Sarah always play with Sofea, dont always say-'Sarah leave Sofea to play by herself'. I dunno la...one step at a time.

Okay Chill out Bloggy...Sofea is getting up for milky way!!..



::F.R.I.E.N.D.S:: And how i miss you so...::

.I got an sms from a dear friend. She said she need someone to talk. didn't matter what time i would be online, she ask me to buzz. So i did. I am glad i did. It's been along time since we had a very...let me elaborate how long...veeeeerrrrrrrrrryyyy long time since we had a long heart to heart chat. spend the whole early wee hours of the day reminiscing the times we had when since we knewn each other. Sharing things with her that i dont share with any friend.

I realise how i have change,how some of my friends have change and how we have grown out of that silly mid twenties girls. No matter how we wish we were, or how we say  everytime on someones birthday,' Hey kau dah tua aku masih 21 lagi'. You can hide the maturity and clamness, coolness and in our way, life and style. Yerp. doesnt matter if you are single, taken, hitched, broked off. It sure shows. You may not look your age but you sure have change. But i am happy that we changed for the good. Of course la some of us have kids, have others to take care, have own life-carrier. Of course we cant always stay the way we were in our early 20's-childish, carefree,always joking aroung never taking things that seriusly. Come on, i find that those who stay that way dont go that far. Sikit banyak pun ade berubah kan.

We chat about 5 hours. Taking back from the 1st time we became friend till today. Missing the friends we lost along the way and also i had a heart to heart talk about how she felt when i got married.I never ask her, i never thought of asking afraid that i might be brushed off and perasan sebab terlalu ambil berat sangat pulak. But all this while i really wanted to know. I hope that with me getting married dont keep her far from me.Hey my husband were also one of our pals. So there is no reason of-'Malu, segan, x biasa, xnak kacau'. Hey we are still friends and i still consider you as the closest. We known each other for more than a decade beb. Thats long. To kow someone that long after age 18 ( i consider school times friends that stay on till now are the only true friends cause we are still naive). I know we have bitter quarelss and catfights and pull faces but in the end now we look back and laugh. How silly we were and what a stupid waste of time.

I really miss our friendship from the day i said goodbye to college life. Cause since then i felt that we grow futher apart and we were not that close like we use to be. I'm in the south and you up north were much closer to our friends who live in the city. Of course la sini siapa je ada kan. Sometimes you update me, sometimes you dont. Sometimes i get updates after so long-dah basi dah. Sometime things happen  and everyone else knows and i just found out..though you came to visit me during that time. I wish sometimes i can rekindle back that friendship. Sometimes rasa jelous jugak pada mereka yang dekat and can have those girlie talk easily with you. But i know i cant be selfish and i have someone else too, that i can also share only he doesnt understand me the girly way that my girlfriends do.So i just loon on.As long as i have your friendship, its okay for me. So for long we stayed this way untill that weekend.Talking to you the whole nite and then the next day,i felt again like those time when i we use to stay up late and bla bla bla over foolish things, gossiping, berangan x sudah, laughing and joking..ahaha only u know the scandal behind  #ec. ahahahhaah shh our secret !! so to all of my friends..this is for you..

'X'Oct 6 2003, 04:42 PM

hola my lovely sista!!miss u so much!
ahakz..FARISHA NADIA..sedap plak nama
yg aku bg tu kan..hehehe.biler nak dtg
sini lagi..aku rindu gile ngan
ko.Malia..aku anggap dia mcm akak aku
sendiri.sayang dia!!muahszz.ahakz.wut
can i say bout her?a good listener!
yess..she is a good listener.apa
masalah...bleh kongsi ngan dia..dia
akan dgr masalah n kalo bleh solve
skali masalah tue.thanx maria for being
there for me..thanx a lot!semua org
kate dia degil..dia sendiri pon mengaku
dia degil..so tu la dia.talkactive pon
jugak..bleh ah sket.apa pon kwn ngan
dia memang besh!maria..aku rindukan
langkawi..biler kita nak gi sana lagi
eh?biler kita nak naik kete api sesame??
biler?biler??warghh!!hmmm....pasal kite
salah paham aritu,sorry eh..emo mase
tue...tak leh control..im so sorry.ko
tak marah aku kan?? :-) ..hehehe..wokeh
la..donno wut to say..lurve u alwiz..u
alwiz in my heart my dear sista.
~If THEy GAvE an awad fO da sseFen
In The whOle wOld,I NomINATe u. nO
MATTeR WuT...fO eTtIng bE uR feN AnD
fo beING THe FEN U aRe,fROm The
bOttom of mY heART..tq~

Thank you for the sincere testimonial you gave me back in 2003 before i left for practical and then workhood.Spending the weekend online chatting we decided to open our ol skool interface,'Friendster' and we got a few friends hooked on checking out old testimonials. I miss Nenek too. The biggest change i have seen is Nenek sampai i forgot how close i use to be with her.

PS:: Maia please dont forget you next blog you wanna talk about FRIENDSTER.

::Family o'Mine:: Cough, Cold, Fever and Alergy::

.I have been extremly busy. With...the 2 little angles or cupid in my life. Yes..they occupy most of my time. Everytime i think, 'okay, rest time maybe i'll blog'. and one of them will come up with some sort of distraction. Its like they can read my mind, or know what to do next to annoy, occupy or just keep mommy busy even though we are well sleeping for 2 hours.. Well this is mother hood. Embrace it!~~ Embracing..Embracing!~~~ So here is recap for almost 2 weeks? is it 2 weeks?

::Sofea Hannah::
This baby busuk had cough from her sister. Well (she drinks cold stuff to). Sarah will share her cold drink with Sofea behind my back (when i am doing something in the kitchen or else). So she had cough from Sarah. Then she had cold, runny nose while Sarah recovered beutifully from her cough. This is the 1st time Sofea getting this so she is provided with antibiotic which she had to take every day. Lucky me, no problem with medicine & Sofea. Sofea takes it down easily. Then she had high fever which would not go down-2 days and we broght her to the doctor. I was told, her tonsil were swelling thats why her fever wont go down. So again another antibiotic and fever. her last antibiotic did not end i had to switch to a new one. Her fever when down and rashed started to appear. Look like measle. Worried cause she had no measles jap before i brought her (again) to another doctor and actually she is alergy to the antibiotic given for her tonsil-Erecin. Aha..stop the antibiotic and gave her alergy medicine. Alhamdulillah..now she is fine. But you know they say, once a baby recover from a fever they become more 'nakal'. Indeed she is..my my..!!

Sofea is at the stage, she crawls faster than a comando in mud. She pulls things to stand up or to sit. She wont sit quitly and always curious to know. She irritates me by pulling her pacifier and rubbing it againts floor. Every single time i wash the pacifier she wil crawl to the floor rub it and try to put in her mouth before i swap it away from her. She loves to play with Sarah and understand Sarah better. They can play together. She will come in her walker. But they do squible over attention and things.