..I'll wait for you...

When someone you have been waiting for is far, You keep waiting imagining how it would be when you meet, When the time comes you feel the anticipation, The agonising pain of waiting, The incredible rush of blood to your vains.. but feels good and nice... A few moments before you meet...your mind will work in miraculous ways to screw you up.. and finally when the time comes..you dont know what to feel.. Just normal and wish you had more time to prepare... I hate this cycle i have each time when my husband is coming home from his trip. It always ends with him getting disapointed.... Is it me having a hormonal disorder problem or just the alter ego in ME.. Or is it him over reacting.... -Mia-

...Mommy's Love..

..4 days having her to myself, being her only dependent soul i am happy to have that chance. I miss her. I am so attached to her more than she is to me i guess. When she is around and i have work, i feel tired more than i should.But when she is away, i feel bored, an empty space, void.. Can i keep her the way she is a bit more longer, or am i being selfish? Will she remember all this time of fun spend with me? Will she always remember me this way? Will she recall all this moments in future and say ' hey i had fun with mommy, i wanna do it again'...i guess she will remember bits and pieces but there would not be a time for it again. I miss my Yaya. i realised now, spending my time working part time, helping out at the shop and away from her I miss her growing up stages. and there is no taking it back. I miss the special girl in her that is blooming out nicely....i want it back...i wanna turn time...!~ I pledge again to myself. To spend more time with Sarah Daania, even if it means i have to bring her everywhere. Mummy love Sarah Daania.You always be Mommy's baby girl..no matter how many babies mommy have in future....!~

..Girl or Boy..i love my children..

" Mesti x banyak makan seafood masa preknen"-komen kawan aku.. Haish bila aku cakap anak aku girl. Ade je yang mengeluh dan ade yang kata: " xpela janji sihat?" " hah try again la nampaknye next yer"- ingat aku ni apa,mesin?? aik? asal cam koranga ade impression aku x suka girl ke? ade ke aku kata aku harapkan boy. MAsa aku nak preknen tu..Nawaitu aku..mahu anak tidak kira la lelaki atau perempuan, Jadi please don't sound so sad for me. Membuatkan aku sedeyla seperti aku yang tidak suka. Aku dah plan...berapa tahun skali. Tidak ada maknanya jika girl aku kena peknen balik selepas habis pantang. Yes..of course satu hari aku nak jugak boy. Ade yang kata lain kali makan banyak seafood nanti lelaki..ade yang kata kena makan benda manis. Well kawan aku ade selalu aku tgk makan seafood-perempuan juga anak dia. Yang selalu makan manis perempuan juga anak dia...Aku yang kali ni suka meat and benda masam-perempuan juga anak aku. Sarah dulu aku suka seafodd and benda manis..perempuan juga anak aku. Tapi aku xde suka something yang kekal sepanjang preknen..berubah rubah.kadang suka manis,kadang masam. Haish..banyak sangat ramalan and tekaan dari kawan2 bila aku mula makan benda yang lain dari lain. Actually tade maknanya kalau makan itu dapat ini, or makan ini dapat itu. Semua ni pemberian tuhan. Dia yang nak bagi girl or boy. And setiap pemberian dia itu ade hikmah, kenapa dia bagi bayi ini kepada family ini dan inilah nasib yang tertulis. BUkan kah kita as Muslim believe in this.?? Yes aku memang nak boy jugak one day...tapi aku percaya..DIA akan bagi bila time. AKu just have to sabar.Jadi please jangan berspekulasi sampai mengeluar kenyataan yang buat aku kecik ati seperti di atas...Kadang kala aku pun begitu. Tapi so far, tade la bila orang tu cakap Boy/Girl aku cakap..: " ouh boy/girl lagi hek ko dapat...xpela try again" " hah mesti x makan seafood ni.." " lain kali kau kena buat macam ni...lalu diberi tips untuk mendapat baby boy-" sedangkan dia lom ada lagi baby boy-pelik??.. satu lagi aku benci...is orang bila tanya aku girl ke boy, aku kata girl..dia kata cam ni: " tipula ni boy ni..tengok perut ko bulat" " hah tade la salah doctor tu...boy ni" " hah ade pulak boy...aku tgk cam girl.." waa len kali aku suggest kat kawan aku g kat ko jela. x payah nak g klinik scan..bazir duit jer...hah pakar ramal..xpela kalau ko cakap: " ouh ye ke..tapi perut nampak cam boy..." " eh..tahniah..tapi hati hati kadang kadang scan tersalah sikit (memang ade kes cam tu).." ps:to sesiapa yang baca. ni luahan aku je. jangan la terasa sangat..aku mintak maafla kalau terasa..sesungguhnya ada di antara kamu yang buat aku terasa pelik kadang kala. X perasan ke air muka aku berubah?? Kejadian ini berlaku 3 kali..HARI INI....

..Cicak man berpoligami..

..Aku tengah tgk citer Indonesia ni. Pelik gila..astro kata tittle dia Cicak man..tapi citer dia pasal Lelaki Indonesia yang kawin banyak2. Poligami x terkata. Apa cerita ni.. dah tu xpe..menyakitkan hati je cerita ni. X suka!~~ x suka!~~ x suka!~~. Yang bengangnya..sumer wife kena terima dan terima dalam linangan air mata. Cerita apa ni? xkan tittle dia cicak man? sapa cicak man? para suami ke? 1st pasal Doctor yang dipoligami oleh suaminya seorang Haji. Dah tu xpe..kawin senyap..mula dia tahu 2. lepas tu bila husband tu sakit jumpa lagi sorg..okay la tiga. Bila husband dia mati ade satu lagi 4..waaa hebat..kawin diam diam..Ni yang x suka..macam tau je sapa. Satu lagi tu..Lelaki tu kerja merantau. Tiap kali balik bawak satu bini. RUmah kecik 2 bilik..satu bilik dia satu bilik bini bini and anak. ade ke patut..Adil ka ini?? ahhh lepas tu kawin lagi..pergh menirap aku tgk citer ni...lepas tu aku malas nak tengok..Citer apa ni? sapa tahu tittle dia. Wahai Astro..citer apa ni??? PS: kalau jadi kat aku, i think if dah dua tu aku angkat kaki la dulu..sorry la x suka kongsi.." i do not share my toys".. maybe bukan jodoh aku lama..tapi siapa tahu kan. hati orang boleh berubah. Semuanya kuasa yang maha esa...

..Q Time wif My Yaya...

9pm: Woke up with a smile on my face, Sarah was up playing with her toys. ‘Morning Mother” so cute. Kissed her forehead and warm the kettle. I had my bath while she kept herself busy with her toys. Made for her Hot milo with Butter+Cheese+sugar toast. Yummy, fulfilling. The she had her bath and i made her clip her hair a part. Decided to take her out today so she is being on her best behaviour.hehehe.. 12PM: Took a ride to Melaka central from Mummy after cleaning the house and getting ready for when i return. Bringing Sarah on a bus ride down town. She likes bus ride. I let her hold the ticket and pick our seat. During the ride she will sing and talk or sometimes just ask me lots of Questions. To her fav place-‘ Papa’s shop’. She was expecting her daddy to be there when she forgot he just call her last morning from Spore to say hi. I know he misses her terribly especially now when she can have a conversation and spends more time with him.I like the bond between them. I reach the shop was packed with people. Let Azizi and Adi do their thing while i was thinking of lunch. Once the shop was cleared decided to have MCD. So sent Azizi down to get us our lunch. Kentang blur punya budak. He had to return twice.Once he forgot Sarah’ Nuggets and second he forgot her fries. She was mad at him..dare he forget my daughter’s meal. ‘ I tell my papa’..uh thats too much la Sarah...later Zizi went down to sent Nur’s meal. Sarah had fun with Adi and Azizi. Hey i didn’t bring her along to be babysit but they like talking to her. She never gets in their way cause when she sees someone coming she will come to me and play by herself. 5pm: Brought Sarah down to see Nur. Nur was delighted to have sarah’s company. Being the youngest she could cope well with Sarah. Ask me permission to buy Sarah ice cream and they went missing for 20 minutes....after 1 and half hours brought her back up. As the shop down was small. Thought of going back but Sarah choose to stay. Might as well wait till nite since Sarah’s with me. 8pm: when to STation Kopitiam to have dinner, Sarah had ginger chiken while i had kUng po..gave her a treat of Kiwi ice since she has been a good girl today. while eating we were enjoying the scenery at the Padang. Kids running around. Family sitting watching the nite skies. Couples sharing the cold wind. Ah...macam kat mana jer. Mummy, boy and Adib showed up later at 9pm. Brought her for rounds while i attend to the shop. Had fun with Nur, Zizi and ADi. FOolish kids talking about simple silly stuff. Makes me remember when i was a teenager and the laughs i had..ahah..

10PM: reach home. Both of us were full so we just wash ourself and sat infront of the TV. i lipat baju while sarah played with her toys. She felt asleep 1 hour later and i with my lappy on watching a weird Indonesian movie.

ps: jaan though we had fun, we miss you...

..what would you do..

Semalam tengok Idol Chat sampai subuh! x penah penah..lepas tu lelap..bangun kul 10am. so of course la ari ni aku ngantuk gila.Semalam standby kat kedai dari kul 11 ke 8 malam. Seronok jugak la sebab ntah semalam apasal Adi and Zizi pun gila gila je. Bebual pasal Kentang masuk Jail. ahahaha...Kentang-Azizi dah le hilang IC, lepas tu boleh pulak g smoking kat bawah Dataran. Kena tahan ngan Polis peronda. X pasal pasal kena heret naik kedai untuk sahkan dia tu staff Rastafari. nasib la file kedai ade IC copy dia. Takpelak tu, IC dia tu masa umur 12 tahun. Wahaha puas aku and adi gelakkan..bengang je budak itu semalam. Cuak jugak..sebab dia ade saman x settle, jadi dia fikirkan yang dia akan ditahan..ahahah so aku lepaskan dia 15 minit g buat report polis IC hilang...erkk..Hilang ke kentang???>.. Ari ni pulak pergi lambat sebab ade org nak mummy wat Catering-masak tuk dia. SO tolong la mana mana boleh. Aku terror buat teh tarik je..ahah yang lain x larat. Sebab dah masuk trimester akhir, sickness yang biasa orang mengandung alami masa awal pregnancy aku rasa skarang balik. Mulut kembali tawar, bibir start pecah, tiada selera makan, nak tido and selalu penat. Hadoi...tapi petang tu pergi Kedai jugak. Ari ni ade Event kat Dataran. Hari pengguna so outlet dua dua non stop...sian aku tengok dorang muka dah cam sotong blur, aku tanya kena amik masa nak proses dulu soklan aku. Dah overheat la tu. Tapi sampai kul 9pm je..aku balik sebab Sarah dah mula menunjuk tanda tanda mahu tido. Sampai rumah aku dah mencongak tuk hari esok. Aik..tiba tiba teringat kat Husband. Mix feelings...dia xde pun call aku malam ni. Waa dah mula fikir yang bukan bukan, benci and menyampah, x call pun xpe...curiga..dalam curiga rasa lega, lega sebab aku boleh berehat rehat di rumah tanpa sakatan dari dia, mengatur hidup aku and sarah je..rindu... Ish apa la..kadang kadang rasa..rindu jugak kat dia, apa dia buat dah makan ke belum..dia ingat aku ke...TIT!~TIT!~ 1 msg-Husband..ouh..kuatnye AUra.....Hah..itula..ade perasaan yang harus dikikis kalau tidak setan akan mencanguk and lagi menanam rasa tidak best tu. Jadi sebelum apa apa..baik aku berhenti berfikir, solat and buat cam biasa. Fikir yang indah indah saja kerana aku x mahu ade ganguan emosi. Ahahaha..cam si Kentang!!!

..and you are not here...

Idris & Maria

...Jaan, happy 3 years 1 month/9 years 1 month...

Will you still love me-Chicago

..Take me as I am Put your hand in mine now and forever Darling here I stand, stand before you now Deep inside I always knew It was you, you and me Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny It was you and you for me Every road leads to your door Every step I take forever more CHORUS: Just say you'll love me for the rest of your life I gotta lot of love and I don't want to let go Will you still love me for the rest of my life? 'Cause I can't go on No, I can't go on I can't go on If I'm on my own Take me as I am Put your heart in mine, stay with me forever 'Cause I am just a man who never understood I never had a thing to prove Till there was you You and me Then it all came clear so suddenly How close to you that I wanna be CHORUS Bridge: Do you believe a love could run so stong? Do you believe a love could pass you by? There was no special one for me I was the lonely one, you see But then my heart lost all control Now you're all that I know

PS:..mode jiwang jiwang...

...Jauh Sayang, dekat Bercakaran...

.. Bangun pagi ari ni, cuaca lately sejuk je. Haish malas..Hubby kejut ajak teman dia g bukak kedai, then balik. X nak la Sarah tido lagi, ari ni just nak lepak rumah...sedey je dia pergi. Sedey jugak aku tengok dia solo je pergi, berapa kali bye depan pintu..dia nak ajak breakfast luar, jalan jalan. Ye la hari ni dia cuti, well bukan cuti apa, dia nak pergi Singapore. Out call lama pulak kali ini sebab ade urusan kat Mersing lagi... Terus je bangun, mandi kejut sarah mandi and kemas rumah. Tunggu la Idris balik. Lepas 45 minit dia pergi dah balik rumah.." Jom sayang go somewhere..."..sejuk je hati dengar...nak pergi mana?? malas betul x nak gerak mana mana tapi sebab dia dah take trouble so kayla. Pergi makan kat air keroh then jalan jalan pusing,balik rumah baru kul 1130am. Tengok TV and lepak with Sarah. Online kejap...chat ngan Zakiah, kisah Zakiah dan "Vavi Merah"..ahahaha..lepas tu Adecco call tuk confirm kerja x 2hb. Hmm Idris cam x sure bagi sebab takut dia xde sini. Tiba tiba dalam bermalasan berbaring anak beranak depan TV tertido. Rasa cam Sunday at home. Sedar, sarah kejut cakap Papa nak go ZOO...uiks kul 2pm nak gi Zoo..okay la..pergi. Patut aku g kedai sambung benda yang dia buat kat kedai tapi sebab dia nak pergi lambat hari ini, maka dia cakap x payah. Lepak je. yela dia kat rumah asal lak nak keluar kan. Pergila zoo, as i said..cuaca okay je..nasib la x panas. Petang cam ni, animals sumer awake and alert..la napa la kita x g time cam ni. Ouh maybe sebab panas. Bising zoo dengan haiwan yang memekak...bergaduh la...dalam sejam jalan jalan sana balik rumah...dah time minum. Buat roti+cheese+sugar +butter dengan roti+butter+Goober..hohoh makanla..sambil tengok tv and berehat rehat. Dalam sejam lepas tu mamu nizam sampai.HMMMMmmmmmmmm yang panjang!!~~~ Around 6pm dorg pun pergi, tinggal la aku and Sarah kerinduan..tapi xpe...fridge dah penuh ahahah...Sarah ajak jalan jalan. Masa tu tengah Chat ngan Ana, mum pun datang bawak g Dataran kejap nak amik Uncle boy balik kerja. OKayla..dalam kete si Sarah dah lelap. Mana tak..bangun kul 9, x tido tghhari and dah jalan kat zoo.Amik boy, pergi rumah aunty rudz kejap then balik. Tengah leka kat rumah, chat sambil lipat baju tiba tiba rasa pelik asal la Idris x call cakap sampai..carik punya carik.Phone tinggal dalam kete sebab tadi Idris call Sarah. ntah apa Sarah bebual then letak kat sebelah pintu. Aish..tapi x confirm..mati akal. Public jauh, malam lak tu..camana nak call Mum. Itula kuasa INTERNET..terus aku buzz kawan aku yang ada. x ramai mesti ade satu. Hah ANA BANANA..tapi dia diam je..sebab aku tahu dia tgh tgk TV ngan Hubby dia Syed..nenek la..slalu dia ada. Nasib la dia ade..so minta la bantuan dia call mum...lepas 30 min tade jugak. Buzz Ana pulak sebab maybe Nenek tgh tgkkan Delyssa...ah lagipun Ana dah aware apa jadi and dia dah standby kalau aku buzz. Hah lepas 10 minit lagi aku dapat la phone, talian nyawa bila Idris xde...tgk ade 6 miscall dari husband aku, 3 sms...haish..Sian dia, dia pk apa la jadi sebab aku duduk rumah aku, X seperti selalu aku ke rumah mak aku. Cam malas..sebab nak katil sendiri...Thanks la to Ana and Nenek..you are a good friend anyone could ever ask for. And lain kali kalau happen to you..just buzz me..ehehhee... PS: aku suka hari ini sebab semuanya smoothly. Jaan we miss you..take care..

....Part I...

Bangun pagi,wheather sungguh sejuk. Sedap kalau boleh bergolek lagi dalam selimut. Sarah masih lagi tidur nyenyak. Ouh malasnye nak pergi checkup.If only can just postpone it to whenever i feel like it. " Jaan have to go check up x today" " Up to you la..your perut okay x?" " If i go x payah mandi can? malas too cold?" "Hotak you, mandila..nak pergi jumpa doctor. Kalau sarah lain la cerita" Hah kan dah kena 'Hotak you'...Mandi and kejut Sarah. Malas betul dia..boleh lagi bangun naik my bed and sambung tido. Budak 2 tahun sekarang sudah x macam budak lagi. Papa dia tarik dia basuh muka dia. " Get Up sarah..mother nak go Pantai.."..dengan selamba Sarah menjawab.." Laut ker???"...x padan kecik!!~~. Sampai kat Pantai, doc keluar tergesa-gesa. Nurse dia ikut belakang. Satu lagi nurse di kaunter. " Puan maaf, dr Hanisah ade emergency ops kat OT. Lepas pukul 2 baru dia boleh jumpa Puan.." ceh...kalau aku tahu, aku tido bergolek lagi. Baru pukul 10am ni. Hmm Idris kena report in Kedai. Pergi mums house je la tunggu. Nanti senang leh jalan kaki je. Mum pulak ngan NT pat nak pergi Mydin...Pandang Sarah. Senyum je dia..mana tak.MYDIN tu cam heaven bagi dia sebab macam macam ada. Okayla. Sarah dengan x gosok gigi, x mandi, tukar pampers je sampai MYDIN. Terus dia g bahagian Dairy.Apa lagi, cari Calcium ngan cheese la budak ni. Pukul 2pm: Sampai kat doc Hanisah's office.Dia keluar kejap Lunch. Aku yang second. Okayla takpe tunggu. Sarah menangis nangis nak ikut jadi aku bawak dia je la. Xpe pengenalan awal to her Baby sister...Sebelum aku masuk je dah 2 kali aku kench..hui..cepatla. Orang yang 1st masuk ni, sampai bawak husband, mak mentua, adik ipar. Mesti 1st baby..excited je tengok muka husband dia. Idris, he always make a point to ikut aku cuma kali ini petang dia x dapat nak ikut.Sarah sibuk membebel ngan nt Sebelah aku. Aku pulak bukak buku Sudoku.

..I am a mother, wife and also a woman on my own..

....Pagi ni hujan..so lebat..ikut Idris pergi Kedai..sebab Staff baru dua dua lom familiar ngan kedai and SS Azizi cuti..tapi x lama.Pukul 3 nak balik.Bergolek ngan Sarah kat rumah depan TV. Sian dia, pagi tadi masih tido dah send g rumah mommy..dilemma seorang ibu and wife. HUSBAND?ANAK? diri sendiri kemana?? Lately masa carik staff, aku ade jumpa satu housewife pertengahan umur anak 3. dia nak carik kerja part time. Kesian jugak la tapi camana..RASTAFARI x amik part time. Sementara menunggu IDRIS dia pun cakap la why she nak work.. Husband dia kerja, anak dah 3, semua sekolah yang kecik skali 3 tahun. Husband kerja okay la tade la kaya mana, xdela x cukup makan tapi kesian la banyak benda nak kena bayar, kete, rumah sewa, api air, sekolah anak, makan minum. kadang kadang dia kata xde x terbayar. FAHAM..aku pun pernah g situasi cam ni masa ngan family aku, ALHAMDULILLAH dengan Idris masih belum. Tapi mana tahu in future, macam macam boleh jadi. Sebab dia berhenti kerja dulu.ANAK-siapa nak jaga, baby sitter mahal & xleh nak caya, makan minum x terjaga..masa tu anak 2 dia x kerja lagi ok la tapi dah masuk 3, and yang besar dah skolah terasa. Tapi sian anak dia yang tua tu 10 tahun. so balik skolah dia la jaga adik dia yang 7 tahun tu and adik kecik dia baby sitter la kalau dia kerja. HUSBAND dia dlu x kisah kalau dia x keja tapi now if boleh bantu la. Dia pun mmg nak bantu. SIan duit husband asyik habis bayar benda x penah husband nak jamah duit tu sendiri. Balik dah penat and then xde masa with anak anak sbb overtime. Dia x nak ade gap anak and ayah.Tapi dia xleh nak full time. Susah..anak anak kadang2 perlukan dia. If demam sakit. DILEMMA seorang isteri and WIFE kan..Here: wife is thinking about her husband and her child..she nak please both without thinking about her. Jarang dah wife/mother thinks what she wants. Its always about husband and children. Situasi skarang: husband and wife dua dua kerja. Balik husband relax, wife ke dapur, amik anak dari day care,jaga anak..dah masak makan.kemas rumah and dapur mana yang boleh, tgkkan keperluan anak and husband esok. pada masa ini husband maybe dah tido la..anak dah tido..si IBU masih lagi tgh pk..apa lagi yang x cukup. by the time dia lena..dia kena bgn nak kejut anak g skolah, sarapan. Husband bgn lepas sejam wife dah bgn. and mereka pergi kerja. wife kerja >24 hours..husband dalam >=10 jam. Apala salahnye husband now if ur wife is working, tolong la sama. BUT...bukan cakap semua husband cam tu. NOw banyak dah husband yang dah realise... and ambil sikit beban off the wife.WIFE kerja tuk help husband apa salah husband help wife at home sikit. xyah buat keja rumah. Just to tengok anak anak. For me. Syukur Alhamdulillah..so far husband cakap x yah kerja dulu. Jaga la anak sampai dah besar..then kalau dia masih mampu xpe..tapi kalau tidak harap i can help him then. Lagipun dia kat rumah x berkira..kerja rumah pun dia tolong sekali. Apa salahnye i tolong dia jugak!! Sayang u JAAN and Sarah!!...

....My Hair Dilema..

I WANt short hair. rimas rambut panjang ni.....

Xdela panjang mana, but boleh ikat dah..rimas rimas...

Ikat slalu dah cam macik macik la aku rasa...

Sorry la, facts ni AKU kalau ikat slalu, maybe korang xde...

Nak lepas aku rasa cam argh...ngan Sarah lagi..

Bayangkan tadi kat padang angin tiup......

Dah rambut huru hara, aku nak kejar sarah tengah panas..

Dah x cam orang gila...

Idris cakap nak pendek sangat ,botak je la..

Okay..boleh je..x kisah..tapi dia suke ker..

Rambut pendek dia dah x suka, bising....

Benci, bila tengok orang lain rambut pendek ok jer..

So apa lagi aku cakap la suka lelaki rambut botak....

Dia cakap cam cam sengal...

Ey..Van Diesel tu hensem per rambut botak....

Mana pernah aku rambut panjang lama...

Nak sampai paras pinggang...kalau malam dia nak main2 rambut aku xpe jugak...

Kadang dia kata rimas masuk muka dia...

Takkan aku nak ikat rambut tido....rosak la rambut!!!.....

I dun like long hair..I WANT SHORT HAIR...

Ending of the Panda Eyes season

End of season! Season yang bermulanya bosan, berakhir ngan Kick sikit saja la. Kalau tidakkan kawan kawan and sepupu sepapat yang liven it up memang la x best langsung..(ya la dah bet benda merepek repek)..Yang best dari WC kali ni is..Lagu dia..satu koleksi aku dah ada..Name it je nak versi apa..ahahaha

Well last match tu..x tahan mata nak tengok. Dah expect dah dorg akan main sampai extra time. hah but mmg aku Salute la Kat Spain..sebab determination and humbleness dorang tu diorang menang. Diorang x pernah underestimane lawan dorang...X mcm Argentina, Germany, Brasil..bila berteriak dengan bongkak akan kemenangan yang x pasti. Akhirnya tersingkir sebelum waktu. Wah...make sense kan..Tuhan tu adil..dia x suka kita bongkak and riak...

Kesimpulan dari WC kali ni...jangan underestimate orang, always berusaha and fairplay tu penting. Dutchmen kali ni telah hampakan aku...dorang dah 3 kali dah 2nd runner up.Oit bila korang nak menang??ceh...tunggu WC kat sana baru nak menang ke? itu nama jaguh kampung! Ceit....SPain ni baru la aku tahu..walaupun aku tahu SPain leh tahan Kuasa besar kat dunia BOla ni dengan club club and players yang hebat tapi ini la kali 1st diorg sampai final and 1st time menang..wahh bagus bagus...COngrats..hatss Off...

Lastly, aku masih menunggu WPX hasil match ARgent And Germans sampai depan rumah aku.. reason dia..act aku rindukan tuan punya kereta itu kerana sebelum tu aku slalu mimpi dia, aku dapat tgk org makan slipper dia esok sbb kalah match Spain and Holland ( nasib la aku x campur skali..slipper aku tebal mati oo)..dapat makan kek apa aku nak tapi ni aku x amik..Husband aku cakap x baik...makanan..ahahaha...well next yer jumpa di Brasil...

Eclipse Review

Rating: 7/10 stars.Romantic, sweet, cute, loyalty and friendship, fickle minded, love, trust, Vampire's and Wolf, Handsome Actors, Cool vampires.HOT Wolfs..

Well aku actually x minat Twillight, The saga. Tapi sebab my sis suka and most of my friends are gugu-gaga about it, Jadi i pun nak tengok what it's all about.

Date: 8 July 2010 Time: 1245 am Place: GSC Dataran Pahlawan

Accompanied by my hubby, my sister with her husband and my younger brother we join in the Vampire and Wolf fans in Cine 1. My lil sarah at home with my Mom (not always can keluar dating malam malam cam ni). Overall my husband who is not a fan of love sick story cakap okay la sebab cam simple and best. For me..ahh sudah jatuh cinta ngan Wolf and Vampire. Taylor Lautner sungguh hensem and woo bila berlakon hanya bermuda's tanpa T shirt..sungguh HOT!!..Tapi Vampire bernama Edward Cullen pulak so protective, romantic and patient. Camana nak pilih susah kan? kalau aku jadi Bella pun confuse kejap.

Citer dia sambungan yang 1,2..aku tak tengok sangat. Ade la sikit2. Kisah kali ini,Vamp. Victoria yang kekasihnya dibunuh oleh Vamp Edward ni nak balas dendam dengan membunuh Bella kekasih V.Edward. Jadi dia pun g la suh kuli dia sorang ni jadikan banyak orang Vampire so that dia ade satu Vampire Army nak bunuh Clan Vampire Cullen yang baik. Bella pulak yang confused antara Jake ngan Edward ni pulak akhirnya decide dia x nak jadi Wolf dengan Jake dia nak jadi Vampire cam Edward. Diorang nak kawin lepas dia graduation. Seperti citer Vampire biasa..musuh utama dia ialah Wolf. Tapi dalam citer ni demi Bella akhirnya Wolf ngan CLan Vampire CUllen ni bersatu untuk membunuh sumer geng Vamp Victoria yang jahat dan sungguh tidak Cool itu. Ahaha..kesimpulan dia..

• Korang kena tengok dari 1st baru paham sebab if aku citer je korang confused
• Citer ini sungguh romantic
• Aku pun x tahu nak pilih sapa..Jake ke Edward tapi aku rasa aku pilih Jake.Tapi aku suka jugak kat Vamp Emmet ngan Jasper. Camana nih..

(ps: Hah nak beli dvd nanti..sumer dari awal..best rupanya cter ni walaupun Husband kata x logic, bosan and bodoh. ahahha dia apa tau)

..New Mommies, Babies and 2nd timers...

.Naurah Delyssa.

.Balqis.

.Sarah Daania.

2010 is a year of fertility. So many of my close friends, cousins are expecting. Either its their 1st baby, 2nd time or maybe just adding on to the family tree..Babies..i never knew i love babies so much.

1. they smell nice even when they dont bathe

2. they dont judge you and acccept you the way you are

3. they always love you no matter what.

This year..first tu bukak buku i think is:24 June- Naurah Delyssa Nurul Idzwan daughter of Halily.. (1st born);26 June- Hanis Sofea daughter of Nor (2nd offspring)October- aku ngan kezen aku nak dekat la due date (2nd offspring) November- Shima x salah aku..(2nd offspring)Januari banyak la- KC, Wilma, Imaz ( 1st born and Wil having her 2nd)March pulak- Ana Banana latest addition to the geng of mama's..wohoho (1st born)

Daughter & Sons so far: Marissa Irdina (mas) Sarah Daania+1 (me) Auni Dafina (Sam) Naurah Delyssa ( Nenek), Hezry Iman & Hanis Sofea ( Nor), Adriana Irdina +1(Wilma) Hazim +1(Hashimah)

Ni baru kawan kawan kolej x masuk lagi kawan kawan skolah..hahaha hmmm. x masuk lagi anak buah aku sorg: Balqis Angullia mata besar gerams gerams nt..ahahah. Adik aku baru kawin ni ntah la...maybe soon ke x..tapi sure ade la nanti. Ouh sungguh aku suka baby baby ni..

Another Moist Sunday

Today,very cold.Bangun pagi angin kuat tapi x hujan lagi. Hari ni ahad, satu family decide nak pergi breakfast sama sama. Satu family kecuali- Idris Angullia. Haish..dia bertugas di luar sempadan. So pagi tu bangun, mandi siap Zura, Me, Wan, Sarah, Adib, Mum & Pop, Uncle Nordin & Aunty Rudz with Nt pat decide g makan kat Hutan Rekreasi. Sedap!~~ apa Sedap bekfest la..Nasi lemak dia and goreng2 dia. The actually reason kenapa kita g sana is to naik scooter.Hahah sumer makan but mind ade kat Buggy station. Lepas bekfest, pergila naik buggy, Papa x nak naik sebab dia kata x best slow yang scoot single..so dia, mom, sarah and adib naik buggy warna pink number 24. Macam Kancil WPX jugak tapi ni pakai bateri la..Me, Nt pat, zura and azwan amik scoot single. Woo kelakar jugak la NT pat yang pendek kaki x cecah bawah drive. Tapi okay..cool je wheather, xde nyamuk seronok je. Satu round then back to the station. After the cool ride..sumer balik rumah lepak lepak hujan punya lebat. Idris call cakap x balik ari ni sebab Dadi nak pergi JB. Okay..biasa dah u pergi mesti lama nye..ntahla. I x kisah..cuma kedai u je la.Jangan balik nanti u bising bising. Petang tu Sarah tido, Boy, Zura and wan keluar. G pakson..hohoh and bawak balik chocolate moist cake yang sedap sedap skali.tapi kenapa ntah x sedap lak rasa..rasa cam x moist je..bestnye kalau Brownie NT shan ade jual kat sini..wohoho nak buat recipe x ada lak...Malam mom and nt pat g tapau Sate. Malam ni tido kat rumah la. semalam tido sini sebab asyik tengok German vs Argentina. I miss my bed sbb skang ni nak tido nak bantal banyak2. paling selesa pun di rumah atas katil sendiri... (ps: Teringat Idris tapi ntah kenapa xde mood nak call dia.)

Germany wins and WPX car

Hahah..today the big match of 2 European Giants in World Cup. A R G E N T I N A versus G E R M A N Y. Well i of course supports Germany cause: 1. X suka Maradona yang berlagak dan sombong. 2. Suka Jersey Germany yang sangat cool. BTW ari ni dorg pakai full black. Hitam dan menawan dan garang. 3.Player Germany yang muda belia membuatkan mereka bertenaga. Tapi i xleh jugak deny kekuatan Argentinians..dorang tu dilatih oleh a Legend. I was 60-40 about Germany's win. Tapi cik Zakiah..hohoh..dengan confidentnya berkata Argentina owns' world cup. Wawawa...sampai bertaruh kereta WPX kesayangan dia tu. And now..tsk tsk tsk!~~ Kamu kehilangan kereta Zakiah..WPX welcome to Melaka..berapa lama kamu di sini nanti. Ahaha i love Zakiah. she's a sport and cool..xkan la aku nak amik keta dia..but okay la if just dia hantar untuk weekend ni..ahaha ngan dia dia skali..Driver? no la..company saja..ahahah..Germany menang. Bukan 1 gol tapi 4 gol..woo 4-0...adoiai..memang malu besar la Maradona and pasukan dia. But in Argentina i like Lionel Messi. Ahahahah he's cute. was hoping he would give the Germans a hard time. Kurang pun score la satu gol tuk Argentina. Tapi sungguh kecewa..very d hambar. Wahahahahah...(ps:Sungguh masih berbunga hati and perasaan ini dikala menaip blog ini kerana jangkaan aku Germany menang tepat sekali..)

..My World Comes Crumbling Down..

Sad, sometimes people can get the wrong idea of you. WHY? different people have different personalities, different views, likes and dislikes. I know what you think of me now. Yes i am sad but i dun care. I accept that you are macam tu and you think of me like this. Tapi whats your problem..I have my own personal reason for rejecting that offer, you might think its a small thing to you, it can be a big thing for me. You say you never met someone like me, but i am telling you, there are people like me. I am not asking you a favour that needs you to give all your treasure, trust or gold. I am just asking you, please dont use me as a pawn. I am thinking not only for me but for you. I have my own personal reason and problems and i dont want you to get involve. probally i dun wan to share with you.WhY, we aRe familY say you?..yes..by law we are not by blood. And i dont want because of me, later you yang get trouble digging me out. No i dont need you help. Tapi itu pun i salah....macam i susahkan you. I terasa okay..patut i yang rasa you susahkan me. You x rasa ke bila you cakap macam tu, its like you x pedulik apa i rasa, you are just using me as your pawn. I x bodoh...and i tau my value. x suka u beg me, i never wanted you to, i x suka you asking me to many times, makes me really lagi uncomfortable with you. I helped you once and i did all i can. Jangan la pull me again like this. I x nak... Sometimes i think, maybe its your fault..you were never a good example to me, you annoy me you irritate me. you showed me there is someone so cunning and heartless like you. DO you know, i learn to hate you because of what i see from you. But that is not the reason why i dun want to. I still help you with other stuff, but only this time i dun feel right. Bukan i busuk hati, bukan i nak mintak apa..just x nak itu jer..Susah sangat ke? You kecewa..tapi kalau i take your offer i kecewa you pedulik ker? you x kisah lepas tu you will be happy you got what you want in return of me feeling bad.. Haish..i just wanna sleep and forget today..i sometimes i just hope i dun wake up for another 3 mths..but then i am being selfish, i have others who understands me..who needs me even though actually they dont.

..Eh dah July dah ker..

Di sini lagi aku ari ini, cam nak balik cepat je. Staff sumer okay kata mereka..so rasanya kul 5 cabutla.ahah sedangkan aku baru je sampai kul 1 tadi. Tade mood ari ni..sebab pagi pagi lagi ade orang dah buat mood aku berangin.Mula dengan staff yang patut mula ari ni, sms seawal kul 7 tuk cakap x dapat datang sebab nenek dia meninggal. Innalillahhi wainnalillahirajiun!~~ ye ke tidak ntah la...dah masak dah kalau suh staff kerja;hari nak start tu nenek meninggal la, ayah dia tiba tiba sakit..(ini adalah antara alasan alasan yang slalu diterima.) tapi xpela..ko menipu jaga jaga sikit..kang betul happen x ke susah..tapi x kisahla..esok je la mula. So aku kena la duduk sini lagi ari ni. Last..esok ade call kat FUJI..itupun cam malas nak g.berkira kira tuk batalkan saja..mmg la dua hari je but then Jumaat & Isnin..time time yang kritikal..

.ouh..Dataran Pahlawan-Kraftangan banjir. Semalam kan hujan lebat. Kesian tengok peniaga kat belakang tu. Habis stock, barang diorang. ROSAK la!~ Majoriti melayu.Masa aku lalu tadi ade macik tu dengan muka sedey melihat baju baju kelawar dia yang habis berlumpur..ade kakak tu tengah tolak air keluar kedai..haish...camana la..DPM should do something about it. Bukan 1st time..x salah dah 2 kali. Abih xkan nak tahan je..kalau musim hujan gila gila kat Melaka ni...xkan nak letak Sampan kat belakang...xkan nak tunggu sampai LOT E banjir skali baru nak buat. Camana ni buat banggunan x fikir...