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Monday, January 31, 2011

:: Hujan oh Hujan::

.Hujan..tak berhenti dah 3 hari.
.Melaka basah, sejuk, berkabus.
. Ternampak orang berjalan di kaki lima dengan mafla, snow cap and gloves.
.Gila overboard orang itu.Tidakla sampai macam tu skali.
.Tergelak gelak dengan husband dalam Hilux sampai x nampak lampu dah hijau.
. Bila nak berhenti hujan ni?.


.aKu bersyukur atas Rahmat mu Ya ALLAH.
.aKu bukan mahu jadi hamba mu yang tidak pernah bersyukur dan asyik meminta.
. Tapi keluarkan la sedikit cahaya matahari mu yang panas itu.
. Baju x kering, tumbuhan dilimpahi air, kesejukkan, paras air kat longkang rumah dah naik.
.Nak kerja pun susah, x kerja pun susah.
. aKu mohon ampun Ya ALLAH, kalau permintaan ini bagai hamba yang x pernah berpuas hati.
.Tapi janganla pula kau keringkan bumi ni dengan panas yang melampau.

.Doa ku sambil termenung keluar tingkap Hilux.
.Berhenti di Bank untuk membuat rutin hujung bulan.
.Ternampak dua orang kanak kanak habis sekolah happy je berjalan dalam hujan.
.Teringat zaman kolej aku dulu.
.Hujan x hujan kalau nak ber'riadah' kat luar tu terjah je.
.Baper kali aku main basketball dalam hujan, ke pantai masa hujan.
.x pernah pulak aku demam. Lepas main hujan masuk mandi buat air milo panas.
. Duduk depan laptop dengan selimut di kaki. Study time.

.Aku suka hujan, sejuk aku boleh tahan.
. Tapi kalau berlarutan takut malang pula menimpa.





Thursday, January 27, 2011

::The Time of my Life::


::The time of my Life::-Black Eye Peas.



Yes bertemu lagi dalam ruangan my favourite song. This time its the black eye peas..gila nye addicted kat lagu ni..haish..sambil belog ni pun sambil dengar..kalau la aku leh menari nari.

(This is international)
(Big mega radio smasher)



(Will.I.Am)
I've had the time of my life
And I've never felt this way before
And I swear this is true
And I owe it all to you

(Fergie)

I've had the time of my life
And I've never felt this way before
And I swear this is true
And I owe it all to you
You-you-you-you-you
You-you-you-you-you
You-you-you-you-you-you-y-y-y-y-you

Dirty bit
Dirty bit

(Will.I.Am)
I-I came up in here to rock
Light a fire, make it hot
I don't wanna take no pictures
I just wanna take some shots
So come on, let's go
Let's lose control,Let's do it all night
'Til we can't do it no mo'

People rockin' to the sound,Turn it up and watch it pound
We gon' rock it to the top
Until the roof come burnin' down
Yeah, it's hot in herrre
The temperaturrre,Has got these ladies
Gettin' freakierrr



(Fergie)
I got freaky, freaky, baby,I was chillin' with my ladies
I didn't come to get bougie,I came here to get crazy
I was born to get wiiild,That's my styyyle
If you didn't know that
Well, baby, now you know now



'Cause I'm!Havin'!
A good! Time!With you!
I'm tellin' you



I've had the time of my life
And I've never felt this way before
And I swear this is true
And I owe it all to you
I've had the time of my life
And I've never felt this way before
And I swear this is true
And I owe it all to you



You-you-you-you-youYou-you-you-you-youYou-you-you-you-you-you-y-y-y-y-you



Dirty bit,Dirty bit

 
(Taboo)

All-all these girls, they like my swagger,They callin' me Mick Jagger
I be rollin' like a Stone,Jet-setter, jet-lagger
We ain't messin' with no maggots,Messin' with the baddest
Chicks in the club
Honey, what's up?

(apl.de.ap)

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who's the baddest of them all?
Yeah, it's gotta be the apl
I'm the mack daddy, y'all
Haters better step back
Ladies (don't load your act)
I'm the party application
Rockin' just like that


 

 
'Cause I'm!Havin'!
A good! Time!With you!
I'm tellin' you



I-I-I-I've had
The time of my li-i-ife
And I've never felt this way before-fore
And I swear-wear
This is tru-u-ue
And I owe it all to you-ou



Oh, I-I-I-I've had
The time of my li-i-i-ow
And I've never felt this way before-fore
And I swear-wear,This is tru-u-ue
And I owe it all to you-ou

I-I-I-I've had
The time of my li-i-ife
And I've never felt this way before-fore
And I swear-wear
This is tru-u-ue
And I owe it all to you-ou

Oh, I-I-I-I've had
The time of my li-i-i-ow
And I've never felt this way before-fore
And I swear-wear
This is tru-u-ue
And I owe it all to you-ou







::Sarah Says the darnest things::

::Was talking about going to singapore and passport.Lately sarah has been travelling with her daddy around and she has been to Singapore without me [so proud of her] and she is holding her own passport.She suddenly remembered her passport in her daddy's car and ask me to check if it is not missplaced [kecik lagi tahu passport tu penting]. here is her conversation basically::

Sarah:: Mother my passport ade x with papa popia?
Mother :: ade papa keep. What is passport sarah?
Sarah:: passport is..yang bawak go *sempore tu la.

Fair enough she knows passport is a ticket out from malaysia. I ask more.

MOther:: what colour your passport.
Sarah :: Red colour.
MOther:: mother xde passport la yaya how.
Sarah:: xpe nanti i buy for you.
MOther:: you nak buy for me mahal x? how much one?
Sarah:: Satu ringgit jer [uiks kalau cam ni murah semua orang buat la]
MOther:: nak beli kat mana?
Sarah:: beli kat jaya jusco la.
MOther:: nak tanya orang tu apa sarah?
Sarah:: tanya dia, ' ade passport x?. Nanti dia go carik.
MOther:: if xde how?
Sarah:: if xde mother....kita buy la kat tempat lain.

Ahahah senang je..kids say the darnest things. kalau la dunia ni works like sarah daania's mind....either everything will be simple and no hassle..or tunggang terbalik everything. But to her the world is not a burden or a hard place..is so simple. La budak kecik mana dia tahu.

::Chronicles OF Sarah Sofea

Sarah and sofea...ah thinking of them makes me smile, a big one like a big smiley. Sarah is 2 years and 10 months. Wants a yacht boat cake for her birthday. Pening nye a girl wants a yacht....i thought of getting her a doll cake. Sofea age 2 mths 3 weeks has a temper of a tigress.

Sarah is helpfull, stubborn but has a big warm gentle heart. Yang kenot tahan is her ' why mother' 'but why mother' 'and then mother'. A string of questions can be tiring especially when you have so much to do. But she is my gummy bear. i like to hug her tight she so hugable.

Sofea, she watches sarah and everytime sarah comes near she gets excited. Cute, small and look so fragile but WARNING, behind that innocent look this girl will scream to get what she wants. Tiring both of them but i am happy. what more can i ask.

sometimes Sarah will lie beside sofea and talk to her. sometimes i stop to listen. So cute my Sarah teaching Sofea how to behave how to do thing that she do not even know what the meaning is. Sofea on the other hand trying to pull sarah's hair. And sarah will tell her, ' dont sofea dont pull my hair. u listen i cakap ni'..comel la diorang ni. sometimes i will join them. itula yang buat kerja aku kekadang separuh siap. ahahahhaha

kesian jugak sarah sometimes. She understands she has to step aside when come to attentions. but nowdays i play with her more. she has a very wide vocab and membebel like a 4 year old. Ah sarah and sofea..you my 2 gems.

.Mia Sarah & Mia Sofea.

Fun Facts::
. Sarah Daania means Beutifull Princess and Sofea Hannah means  Wisdom & Affection.
. Sarah is a pieces and Sofea is a scorpio. Both scaly small animals.
. Sofea is gonna be much taller dan Sarah.
. Sarah's name is taken from her Great Grand mothers name Sarahbi.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

::Trip::

Last weekend the family decided to go away for get together [except my brother]. We all chip in a holiday between us. Just to get away from our comfort and sactuary to the shores of PD.

on the way we had problems. Dad cars broke down [tiub radiator pecah.doink!~~]. but we made it trough. After calling our super hero my beloved husband to the rescue. Thanks to En nizam for excusing him from his role job for a moment. zura pulak car dia rosak had to sent to bengkel and luckily all came together. we headed to the town of Lukut where resides 'the legend waterhomes, one of the best waterhomes where you can relax and just lay back without leaving your room.

Our villa :: Grand Pool Villa::

::Our Doorway::

::Tempting the pool is, its all yours::

::Public pool..pftt what for when you have your own private pool::
::The mee mamak sedap at Rembau. Yes when on search for the tube for the car we came across this kedai with the best mee mamak in rembau. Or we were just so hungry. Sedap woo::


:: PD seashores. Ahh..sun setting in. but spoiler is if i move my camera to the left. Can see the pelantar minyak daaa..ahahah::

::MY hero husband fixing the car. He's a all rounder, capentry, engineering, mechanic..anything husband too::
alamak senget but this is the bike-cycling what ever thing in the room so you stay fit during your stay here..ahaha

::tempting this pool i tell you but the water is icy cold::

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

::Pheww::

Divided lately, Semalam sampai JB with Jaan.Jaan pergi Singapore to receive stock and bawak balik sini. Since xleh masuk Singapore ni keinginan masuk membuak buak lak. Masa leh masuk x heran pun. dipaksa paksa pulak tuk pergi. Xpela..not your time. Idris tunggu 12 tahun masuk SIngapore...asal you takleh tunggu...slowly.

Sarah ikut papa. Sofea tinggal dengan mommy. datang jb ni pun sebab sarah la. nangis nangis suruh ikut. if x just di melaka aku skang ni sambil menengok TV 46 inci dan makan semua makanan dalam fridge aku.ahahha lately aku perasan siang aku x nak makan sangat tapi di saat malam menjelma..nafsu makan aku double. cam ade jin dalam badan je..ish xdela...cakap je...tapi ye aku nak makan sangat.selagi mata x pejam tekak ni nak rasa macam macam. kenapa eh? korang ade rasa cam tu x?

Kat jb ari ni Iqbal and fatin kena g kedai sebab aisyah sekolah. nanti iqbal kena g fetch dia. Tapi sebab bosan sangat petang tu iqbal amik me. dah le datang selai sepinggang yela x plan. dia suh naik kete terus ke sini. baju sofea je ada..baju mommy cuma ade 2 t shirt rumah je. pergh..x best. G angsana g carik yang penting2.Malam tu Jaan balik with sarah and stock. Receive kat rumah papa jb. esok baru bawak balik melaka.waa sempat belek ade dress cantik..nak la jaan,mesti dia x kasi dia cakap nanti x pakai. yela..kalau amik pastu dia kata jgn pakai mmg la x pakai. abih slah ker? ceh...

well masa belog benda ni. dorg baru balik. idris g bawak mamu nizam makan. sengal kan..kalau aku ajak jalan makan kat jb semua x tahu, semua cakap x sedap tapi bila en nizam nak pergi tahu je tempat best. ye la kalau nak g sorg cakapla..xpe..nanti i ajak..kengkawan i kat jb ni bawak i tau la u. nanti mengamuk pulak..tapi x boleh pulak x bawak husband..ni ngak fair!!....

Sunday, January 16, 2011

::Kata Ku

Dia kata dia x kisah apa mereka [kengkawan] nak kata, nak cakap TB [takut bini] ke, penakut ke x kisah. Sebab tiada apa nak komplen. Pagi datang bfast dah siap masak full swing kenyang sampai petang. Tengahari ade lagi makanan hantar. Balik malam dah siap masak kenyang sampai esok pagi. Jadi katakanlah apa saja janji diri dia terjaga dengan rapi and tade apa nak komplen jadi apala salah kalau diikut kata sang buah hati??..kata ku betul jugak.kalau begitu apa lagi ko nak komplen.

Dia kata, si comel ini anak dia, apa dia buat selagi x salahm selagi x lari hukum dia berhak. Apa masalah kalau ditegur depan orang, kalau dah nakal itulah akibatnya. Kalau dia suruh buat sesuatu harusla dipatuhi selagi tidak melampaui batas..kata ku betul juga tapi macam mana kalau si comel itu baru nak belajar memahami.

Ari ni Sarah with mommy baru balik dari KPG. Dengar suara dia di tel seronok sungguh berjumpa sepupu di sana. Sampai x ingat nak balik. tapi malam ni bakal jadi drama lagi kerana dia akan dipaksa balik. Habisla..mesti :: Nangis-muntah-kena marah:: Yang jadi mangsa tempat dia hamburkan segala muntah mestila di atas aku. Terima Kasih Yaya.Hari ini..Sebab En Nizam datang ari ni maka Idris balik pukul 4pm, lalu membawa sofea and mommy ke kedai. OUh ok la xdela bosan kita kan Sofea. Nasib sofea x banyak meragam, CUma sekarang ni nangis dia kalau lambat dipujuk susah langsung nak pujuk. Akan menangis berlarutan untuk 30min. BUkan muka dia biru muka mommy biru sbb blur x tahu apasal u nangis sofea!~~..

Datang satu couple, lelaki berbadan sasa tegap.Cam idris cuma idris x workout jadi shape dia cam playdoh saja. tapi dia ni badan berketak cam ais kiub. Ahaha..Sofea di dalam stroller depan kaunter. GF dia datang slim tapi muka ketat..Aku di belakang kaunter tengah lilit leather kat bracelet. Mike tepi kaunter tengah punch lubang tuk bracelet. Idris belakang sofea tgh tgk kami berkerja...Ais kiub terus ke stroller...
'Ala comelnye baby ni...*ciki ciki ciki*'
sambil mengagah dan bermain ngan sofea..gF datang menjeling je kat sofea pastu tengok baju. Aik xkan dengan budak kecik jeles..
' cantikkan baju ni B, B baju ni cantik kan..b u dengar x?'...
Ais kiub x dengar sbb sibuk ngan sofea..gf datang tgk baby lagi...
'..cute jugak baby ni...besar mesti handsome'...
mommy terpana...' dia gerl la dik'....
gf muka ketat terkejut...' hah girl...ouh...tadi tu ayah dia la [merujuk kepada idris yang keluar kedai kejap].Hmmm nampak sangat sofea ni cop klon dari Idris sbb orang x kenal pun terus relate yang Idris itu ayah dia...xpela..mmg anak dia pun.

ps:: ari ni macam macam nak tulis tapi ini je otak dapat proses.

Friday, January 14, 2011

::SRK and SMK::

Today cleaning up my fb. Checking out some friends  i know, baru jumpa kat FB, yang request to add. Most are my SMK friends, request to add. I am reluctant~~~... hmm..i never had a nice memory with them..My story.

I came from a convent school. My click of friend came from a various race. We came from colourful background. Some of us were from mix marriages but that never got in the way of friendship.we see each other not by colour, race or wealth.Yes everything was nice there. There is no such thing as malay, chinesse and indian. We are friends. My SRK schoolmates are friendly as ever,nice and jolly as before. We dont see race we see human. I miss them so much. We respect each other despite race or religion. We are thought of equalness..and this is from a CONVENT SCHOOL. We even had nuns living in and as teachers..religion never came in as a obstacle.

I had good results and the convent high school was too far for me. I had boarding school. Okay..some boarding school are fine..but where i went to i didnt like it.I come from a eurasian mom and a malay dad. And they ask me silly questions like '
"do i read the Quran. "
"Aku ni christian ke melayu??"... ahh u see 'Christian or melayu..bukan islam tau'...bagai melayu itu satu agama and islam is melayu. Convent students here dipandang macam 'ko ni x belajar apa apa tentang Agama'..Agama ke Bangsa? i had a time to fit in. When i say come from convent.their action as if i converted to another religion.

Berbeza dengan skolah convent. Semua tu xde. We respect each others religion and family.BUt i did  meet some precious friend in SMK. Yeah we stick together till now. But when i left SMK i cut off my ties with most of the friends thre. Some who i loved reconnected back after a long time of searching.

i like my convent school.. and i find that anyone from convent school senang to get along. lagi friendly and kurang judgemental..FYI, i learn agama, i learn my tajwid, i learn most of the PAFA in SRK and i did better than those who came from SK. So apa it just shows. it doesnt matter where you come from.

ps:: x semua orang itu sama, hanya kerana segelintir orang yang lain dipandang sebelah mata.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

::Aku x kisah nyer::

So what? everyone has a birthday. So what if its your birthday? ade aku kisah? kene ke aku wish? apasal lak ko special sangat aku kena wish? masa birthday aku xde pun ko wish? ade aku kisah pun ke ko wish ke x? ade aku saja tegur ko tuk ko perasan ari ni birthday aku? ala tolong la. Macam ko nye birthday turun hujan duit. Macam ko nak belanja pun. You are nothing but fleas..so aku x kisah? lantak la ko nak merajuk camana pun dengan dia aku x kisah. X rugi, untung ade la.Bosan dah dengan perangai kau. Lemas rimas~~

macam x percaya, betul ke dia buat macam tu. Rasa macam kena ketuk dengan kayu besbol. Muka dah merah panas dengan marah. Adoi,lamanye kena tipu. Hah..tapi kenapa? apa pun alasan dia bagi tetap juga dengan soalan tapi kenapa? apa salah aku, apa salah kami..betul ke macam susah nak percaya. Dari sedih jadi marah. Dari sayang jadi benci. Dari kasihan menjadi x pedulik. Tidak tahu apa nak rasa. Blank!! Kosong!! Mungkin inila rasanya bila tersedar dari mimpi yang Indah kembali ke realiti. Adoi sakit@@!!!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

::...Mode..bosan::

Today got up early. Sofea was awake talking to herself. Cak!~~ Mummy's up. Doing a lil cleaning when i realise, i clean a portion of a room and its filled up again with something else. Example:: i clean the store room so i can move things from other rooms back in there,but filled up again with shop things. Ey sungguh bengang.Let it be. Dont wanna start nagging so early. Left my cleaning aside. Lets play with lil Peah.

after all my children had their bath.Woo..ehehe my children..more than 1 sudah. We sat in front of the tv. Glued to channel 613-Paws and Claws..my favourite Tom n Jerry. yes we have a plasma 46 inch TV. The cat is as big as me. Nak buy Lcd or Led expensive..so Plasma pun okay la apa.46 inch lagi.pulak..x sangka it will be that big.

This year i wanna pay attention more on to home. Wanna turn it around.Dont wanna be the store for keeping 'barang kedai' or whats not. I WANT 3 rooms dear means 3 room can be occupied by breathing human..not livesless things. Slowly in progress..InsyaALLAH more trips to Ikea and wood shop..Must be rajin to dust. X tahu la why rumah to ari ni lap semua habuk. Esok ada balik..ade x something yang leh buat objects habuk proof.???

ps:: rumah ku syurgaku..

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

:: Sofea Hannah 2 mths::

..Sofea Hannah @ Topia [by Sarah],
::

Caught red handed trying to eat her hand. Nak kata x bagi makan penat mommy bagi susu. Suka hisap Jari. Jadi cam T-rex baru tahu.

Kusyuk x ingat...leh hisap jari sampai tido.

Sofea Hannah Angullia dah 2 months.
Baru lepas pergi Injection tadi.
Berat naik 5 kg.laa sekampit beras kecik
Tinggi 60 cm. Huh sebulan naik 5 cm. Tinggi budak ni.
Everything is okay.
Sudah pandai me' lady gaga' .
Pantang nampak orang dia ajak berbual
aktif xleh diam, mengeliat ngeliat..dah le halus takut terlepas pulak.
Suka senyum lepas bangun tido dan bila orang bercakap dengan dia, bila dia nampak kipas..[a fan of fan uik!!??]
Suka tengok Didi dia Sarah.
Sangat mudah mesra orang buat masa ni.
Suka tengok orang xlepas..seperti sedang menganalisa orang.
Memahami..

dari:: Mommy dia.

:: Cramming::

::Well last sunday had a lot of input. My brain cramm so much information i think i forgot half of it::

  • My dear friend Viviante from college is getting nikah next mth. Her reception in Kedah this November. Hope can make it. She change her name. Aira Viviante John Jonikal. She convert to Islam. Alhamdulillah Syukur kepada ALLAH. May she be a blessed and well Muslimah. Congrats to both of you. X sangka the guy you brought to meet me at the kedai is now ur future husband. Orang kedah pulak tu.
  • My Dear friend Siti Baizura aka Kay c just delivered a baby girl weighing 3.2kg in Kedah. Again kedah haish..She will be in kedah for the rest of the pantang. Baby girl dunno wat name. Again congrats to mom and daddy on your new bundle of joy..Hmm next mth if i go for Vivian's Nikah boleh jugak tengok Kay c kan. Tapi satu KUala nerang satu Kuala kedah. Jauh tu.
  • My friend ,again, gonna nikah soon this 22nd january. Ouh the day she has been waiting all her life.But now she got a bit of second thoughts. Am i suppose to talk her out of it. Ahah well friend i said my part, u know urs. I am sure you will do great.
  • Some 'idiot' at the baazar has been claiming that they are the same as Rastafari as in hubby's workplace. Irony is the person we know..not that close but a friends of friend..hey come on la..lembu punya susu sapi dapat nama ker..
  • Another dear friend of my, my working collgue which was pregnant same as me lost her dear baby boy. So sad baru lahir sehari and he passed away. May his soul rest in peace and doakan kesejahteraan mommy dia di akhirat kelak. It is very depressing for a mom to loose her new born afrer carrying it for a full term of 9 mths. Hope she is strong.
I know there is more to this but as i said ealier on. i think i forgot most of it.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

:: Soalnya Hati::

:: Pagi tadi sampai rumah mommy terus selak surat khabar. Dah lama x baca paper. Kehausan sumber maklumat. Satu column aku amat minat. Dan hari ini aku found something interesting::

Question:: why we shout at each other when angry or not happy with even though we are sitting so close to the person we are mad at?

Explanation:: Bila kita marah, kita berjauh hati dengan orang yang kita marah tu, jadi kita jerit sebab hati kita berjauhan dan kita rasa perlu jerit supaya orang tu tahu and dengar perasaan kita. walaupun maybe orang tu sebelah jer..sebab itu bila kita bercinta..biar jauh mana pun kita cakap perlahan je sbb hati sentiasa dekat. Oleh sebab itu bila marah, tarikh nafas, cuba tenangkan perasaan, tarik hati tu dekat dengan orang tu dan cuba bincang elok elok. Jangn ikut perasaan.

:: Guilt::


::Lihatla mata dia yang sayu. Sorry sayang::

I have not been a good mom recently. I have been good to one but the other neglected. It makes me feel sad. I try my best to reason out my time accordingly. But she feels hurt each time i turn my back to see to her lil sister when its on her time with me. How yaya teach mommy yaya. Mommy x tahu how.

Sarah Daania use to have wide round open eyes. Always fill with that glow of joy. Now i seldom see it. My mom made me realise. Yes she always has her sad eyes now. She cries in her sleep. And when i hug her she calms down. In her sleep she feels sad.I dont scold her that much. But when she is naughty she has to be thought. we pampered her too much jan?? 

sometimes she talks and i dont listen. Is not i dont listen my attention is on something else. She seem to try to get my attention when i am with the baby, on the phone, doing something important. When i am doing nothing and talking to her, she has very little respond. My mom says she just want to see if i do give in to her when i am doing things.

What make me blog this down today is ,i was emailing and she came out to show me the trick she learned with her hand helli  Atuk bought for her.I could hear the excitement in her voice " mama mama come i teach u. see i can do this." but my eyes were glued to the laptop as this email is to send out to a customer of my husband. After showing me and i was not paying attention she walk in the house in a hurry. Thats when i realise..i have been always doing that to her.

I call her out." yaya show la mama yaya. mama x tahu buat". And i saw the glow." like this mother"..i played with her kejap.

I realise sometimes i ask he to shut up when she talks to much and i get a headache, ask he to stop talking kejap. Sometimes when i threaten to 'rotan her' when she does something naught she will say " Why mommy i love you tau" . and i hug her..and regret.She is only 3 Maria.I really regret but is no use. Thats why people say do something without regrets. Cause regrets will kill, taunt and haunt u down forever. U feel the guiltiness forever.No matter what i do now is not going to make amends for what i did in the past.My mom said :: there is nothing u can do to change the past, so start living and improving for today and the future::

Its true. the past is past..leave it and move on.Do not always hold on the past. You will never make progress and ur life can turn a negative altitude. I dont want to make cover my fault by saying but she is naughty, sometimes she needs to be though. NO its my fault not hers. I did not play my part well.

Sarah Daania, mommy will try my best to make up to you. However pun mommy loves you. Mommy still hug and kiss  u. DOnt hate mommy sayang. Mommy cannot ever hate u no matter what you do mommy cant never stop loving you. But you can stop loving mommy when u get bigger. sooner or later u will leave me behind. Sorry mommy x take this chance with you seriusly......

ps:: sometimes i think how Idris feel. Dia macam xde perasaan je...marah sarah and thats it..

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

::I had the time of my Life::

::Today husband decide to ship me to JB. Dah lama x jejak kaki kat Selatan Tanah Air. Tiap kali ke mari rasakan diri bagai dalam Novel Damya Hannah. Why? Ntah sebab banyak Novel dia mesti based kat JB. Rumah AGAM di JB, bersantai di Danga, satu family ramai ramai satu rumah.

Produktiviti ari ni turun sebanyak 50%. Mana tak, begini cerita. Setelah bangun pukul 10 pagi tadi, Mamu Nizam dah on d way tuk balik SG. Memandangkan menumpang jadi sudah siap pack dan menunggu. Tidak ade kerja lain boleh dimulakan-[motif]- takut nanti setengah jalan kena tinggalkan sebab dia sampai.

Kebulur,perut memainkan lagu 'The Time-Dirty Bit' mommy datang cerita ceriti pasal benda benda yang semakkan otak aku dan mommy. Lalu ajak la mommy lepaskan dan buat x tahu... Bila fikir nak loose temper tapi azam tahun ini mahu lebih sabar dan lebih menyelidiki jalan terbaik tuk melepaskan benak di kepala. Ah pedulikan, tahun ini kena selfish sikit kalau tidak akhir tahun berat bahu ini memikul.Husband balik, click...[sudah 2 jam masa terbazir tidak buat apa apa]

Mamu Nizam sampai ke MBB untuk buka akaun. Kat bank sambil queue sambil bergelak ketawa. Sudah lama tidak begini. Selalu tight up! Nak bertekak jer. Azam tahun ini, tidak mahu bertekak dan lebih forgiving dan mengelak dari selisih [sebanyak yang boleh] sebab itu keputusan tuk ikut dia balik SG...Lunch:: pukul 4 petang di Taman Botanikal depan kem PLKN. Ni kira Brunch Teanner-Breakfes, lunch, tea and dinner. Ye la dah pukul 4 beb! MBB je dah makan hampir makan 4 jam. Sengal.punyala lama..buka akaun je mah!!

PLKN-bercakap tentang itu. Nadiah dah masuk kem Mersing. Halah bosan la aku nanti. Tiada teman tuk berbual sampai ke lewat pagi, berbincang pasal itu ini, mencuba berbagai resipi,ketawa ketawa. Dengan Nadiah, terlepas sedikit tekanan, hati jadi riang, rasa sungguh ringan, boleh jadi seperti diri sendiri, cerita dari a sampai z tanpa tapis rahsia pasti x lepasnyer.Best!~~ Tunggu dia balik lepas 3 bulan. Kidnap dia bawak sini...ahahahah

Petang tu baru balik JB. I thought the trip will be in silent and boring. Tapi aku started the conversation. X elok kan=Pakcik,menumpang,menolong. Pastu kita buat cam bodo, duduk belakang x nak cakap. It turn out well...terbuka balik bicara bicara bernas seperti dulu, bertukar tukar pandangan dan ilmu. Okay la asalkan jangan disentuh topic yang boleh buat aku panasss rambut tukar jadi merah menyala..nahas la tu bagi dia!!...

Sampai JB..semuanya biasa je. Cuma kurang satu member. Takpe...sambil mebelog ni Iqbal di depan berbual.I guess dia gantikan tempat Nadiah buat sementara yang boleh.Jadi itula seharian hari ini. Nampak x, x produktive kan??

ps:: Sofea's 1st time datang ke rumah Dada dia. happy je..kita tengok esok camana. Sarah pulak x habis habis dengan 'I wan'.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

::Chillex with the Crew::

Monday 3rd January, the crew at Rastafari had their anuall Chilex-time-makan-x hengat at Crystal Bay. It was a fun short night lepak and makan with each other.

We had Ikan Siakap Bakar, Ikan Siakap 3 rasa, Sotong goreng tepung, Udang bakar, Kangkung belacan and Nasi lemak. Drinks free flow [ hua hua means order as u finish la]
The best part is semua naik Hilux, percaya x? well x dapat snap pic 'Bandits' 3 orang belakang Hilux lepak hisap rokok and bercakap. Nasib la x kena tahan ngan Pak polisi. Malam Monday after school holidays, polis trafik semua penat dah.By the time we return home it was almost 12. Drop the boys of at Dataran to get their bikes and we left for home. Ah was a chance to get to know their gf and 'whats going on' in their everyday life. Azizi with his girlfriend Lala and MIke with Ila. Wan came single and cool. He was the relax one among all of us. I think he is a loner drifting from one place to another. Ahaha...Sarah and Sofea came along. HAd their fun and Sarah drank to much Coke. Sofea on the other hand, had her own business to handle. SLEEP@!!

 
PS:: Crystal Bay Haji Musa, thanks for hosting us!!

::Sofea Lil Birthday::

Today Sofea genap 2 bulan. Yes dah besar baby yang duduk dalam perut aku selama 9 bulan plus plus. Walaupun sofea ni halus but nampak la perubahan dia. Tidak lembik lagi, leher semakin kuat. DIa tidak se-chubby Sarah but tinggi. Suka senyum dan tidak ada banyak karenah dia ni. Sama la seperti ayah dia yang pendiam. Cukup makan, selesa dia happy.

Sofea skang ni pandai panggil orang main dengan dia. Bising mulut dia 'meng-lady gaga' apa saja la yang dia rasa dia nak sebut. ahaha. Kadang kadang bila dia sorang pun dia bebel. Dia suka kawan dengan kipas. Seperti ahmad albab yang suka pintu.Sofea ~~~Sofea!~~ [mengeluh gembira].

So happy small birthday to Sofea. Dont grow so fast but dont be too slow to catch up with those your age.Hmm..Mommy loves you, bubu loves you and papa loves you.

PS:: children are the joy to us all!!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

::Opening of a new BOOK::

::Happy New Year::

New year! Azam baru, tadela azam sangat. X new year pun ade azam to improve myself. A better mom, a better wife, a better daughter,a better friend. This Year ,eve new year tu on d way dari Banting [Kampung laman ku] ke Sri Kembangan. Sempat la tengok bunga api 'shantek shantek dari hiway'. Sadly Sarah dah tertido dalam kereta.Kejut pun x bangun. Hmm..

New year demam.Yeay ..maybe ni cara nak cleanse segala virus virus 2010. Ahaha..mula bersin x berhenti masa kenduri kat kampung. Then selemsa lepas tu yang paling teruk skali. SAKIT TEKAK [ oh no aku benci benci benci]. Tido rumah zura and balik esok pagi denga Sofea. Sarah ikut mommy balik lambat.Nenek datang melaka dengan baby lysa and adik dia Athirah. Of course la husband dia skali.

Nak masuk negeri sendiri pun susah. Jam dari 1km sebelum tol. Huh lambat pulak tu. Last masuk exit Jasin. X jauh jugak la nak ke bandar. Nasib ade lebuhraya AMJ [Terima kasih kerajaan Melaka].Nenek yang masuk tol Air keroh pun x sampai sampai. Melaka..skang trend asal weekend je jam. asal weekend je banyakla plat kete SGD****R, WPK****, JBN****, NCA****,[contoh plat so korang tahu la negeri mana tu kan].

Malam tu g makan Ikan bakar. Sebab ade orang tu nak sangat sotong goreng tepung. Malangnya kedai yang kami 'regular' banyak orang sampai 20 min tunggu nak duduk. Last cuba kedai lain sebab ade 2 baby and 1 todler. Not bad la boleh la makan.Malam tu balik tekak sakit balik. Asyik minum coke je sebab coke je rasa best bila tekak sakit [yela asid dia tu hakis mukus kot].

Neway wat a way to start new year. harapnya esok aku ok. Nenek balik esok. Ouh ya..note:: mamu nizam datang tadi. Nak berbual ngan dia tapi x jadi atas alasan alasan yang tidak dapat dielakkan.