::My World:: Desirable Hanpdhones By ME::

see how slim and slender he is. Tell me thats not tempting? ah x desireable ke..gila la..ZM think  think think...i dun wanna berpaling tadah! Ahahah..

Ah walla..comey rite? come on..sure ke Zm sure ke x Sure you dont want to tap tap on that cute screen..

Cantik-tertarik-menarik-kau-memang-dabomb! ZM. ni yang buat kau toleh dua kali kan masa tu..ngahah..

Well aku x kisah la, i dont intend to paling arah kau dari apa yang sudah kau sukai itu.ngahahaha...neway thanks for the lovely time bickering over phones..Ni semua coming soon okay..so lom ada kat market.Kalau dah ada....tentu harga Kacak sangat..jadi lihat sajala...ahahahah...

::My World:: Gibberish Talking::

"..there, i had that dream again. It just make me ache for it to be real, but then i am realistic, that could never happen now.."

.So what if i want to learn something that no one ever thought of learning. No harm done kan? So what if what i am learning wont be of much use, knowledge is precious and there is no harm for one who wants to learn as much as one can. So what if the thing that i am learning makes u go? Huh? What? Pardon?..maybe you should learn it too...*Evil eyes*

I ask him, if i had won something big time, would you come with me to fufill my wish. He ask me, what is it? would i be involve that much if i followed? I said, i would like you to be  a part of it but with 1 condition..Dont Laugh At me when i tell you what it is...!

Somewhere a girl with sepet eyes, dark skin and short long for a boy who is tall, white with big eyes and fat.WE are who we are. Somewhere a girl with light skin, slim and slender, fair complexion and beutifull longer for  a dark boy, tough and tanned, short but muscular and has scars all over his body.WE are who we are. Somewhere a girl dark skin tall and short hair long for a sepet boy with fair skin and chubby.We are who we are.Somewhere and asian loves a caucasian, An Asian like a European, A European likes an African, An African longs for an Asian. Basically we all are human.We are who we are, we like who we like and we love who we love. So why deny?

Fasting month is here, the month to reflect on what we have done, our sins, our lies and our faith.Besides the food galore we have almost every single corner of the country, this month is where any good deed you do is rewarded double.May it be now or life thereafter. This month i love, it makes me feel peacefull, it makes me feel much much more sober than usual,it makes me appreciate life and everthing around me, it makes me feel my presence is much more near to Him the Almighty.I am no angel.i may be bad as the devil or cruel as can be but He loves me and granted me this month to think back and repent as much as i can. This month makes me feel me for me and my pure presence here is for a purpose.Happy Fasting. Ramadhan Al mubarak !!

::My World:: Entertainment Tonight::

.Pheww another week gone by.Tak lama lagi Ramadhan bakal kunjung tiba. Aha looks like this year Rasta x port kat Bazar Cempaka. So means for 'Buka Puasa' Session with hubby and kids. This time kami berempat. Rasa makin complete, Alhamdulillah Rezeki  dari mu Ya ALLAH!!..

Anyway, as it approaches sudah rasa cam busy busy ayam, means xde la busy sangat but busy la jugak for me. Hmm..this weekend am fully booked as have 2 of my husband's guest from Singapore. Well they come to hang out more with yaya. Boleh ke? hadoiai...but its fun having them around. Heed and Nazir arrive around tea time. Then esok malam we are heading for KL as Idris ade appoinment with En Nizam and few ntah sapa sapa.I dunno if Heed and Nazir will be joining ke x? Well x amik port. Just pick up from here sikit sana sikit and assist with notes je.Ceh..

This weekend expecting Zacky Z to come down. She said InsyaALLAH she will try to make it and maybe Alice in Wonderland might Tag along. Datang ka kau Sumandak?? (tersedar aku x pandai cakap sabah rasa poyo sangat kan Alice kan).Well i hope to bake Zacky Z a cake to mark her ehemm ehem and 1 mth birthday. (Jangan risau umur mu selamat dengan ku ahaksz). End of the month just before fasting my cousin and aunty will come down. So during Puasa month, no entertainment expected. Nak focus okay. Focus kat puasa and also help hubby out with new plan execution. Yikesss!!!..nervous and also x tahu la kan how the outcome. InsyaALLAH. Till now they havent decided.

Well itula so far my journey. So banyak nak upate but mostly about things in my head, not about things going on!!

::Family o'Mine:: Sarah Bebels::

-::I Jode down this moments so that i wont forget how cute she was with words.And when she grows up i want her to read this and know i love her so much::-

::En Nizam tengah sakat Sarah, said he wanna take Sofea back with him::

Nizam:: Eh..i take your sister back to Singapore eh
Sarah:: cannot, u tade susu how u nak give sarah susu??
Nizam:: Can nevermind, Singapore got lot of cow. I give susu lembu je.
Sarah:: Ey Dada Nizam, you gemuk macam lembu tapi you bukan lembu okay!!

Hahahah amik kau!!

::Sarah teaching Sofea about animals in her encylopedia. She was thought not to say the word babi (PIG in Malay)...::

Sarah:: I teach you Sofea come here, this Dog, This Cat, This (whispering as low as possible) babi, shh cannot say tau, dosa, tapi i ajar u je..

Yeah smarty pants eh you Sarah~~

::I was changing my clothes, so Sarah helped pick up a blouse to use. White with beads. Definately not my kind, infact it was my sister's.

Sarah:: Mother i take for you baju u pakai ok.
Me:: hmm cepat i dah lambat.
Sarah:: Okay mother this one.
Me:: Ey xnak la this is not mine.
Sarah:: OKay mother dat baju perfect!!.
Me:: Hahaha perfect, you know what perfect means?.
Sarah::Yessla... Perfect means i Suka la mother.

:: Sarah and me playing doctor2. She was the doctor and i was the patient::


Me:: Doctor ade ubat x?
Sarah:: Ada ni amik la..semua skali rm 15.
Me:: alamak mahalnye saya tada duit.How??
Sarah:: Ouh xpe boleh free.
Me: :Free? baiknya you..then how u make money?
Sarah:: EH make money pulak mana ada make money. I dapat duit je.
Me:: ye la how u dapat duit if semua free.
Sarah:: I pergi beli je la duit tu.
Me:: (Lagi confuse). U beli pakai apa?
Sarah:: OKay dah doctor nak makan.
Me:: doctor mana u dapat duit beli ubat ni.
Sarah:: eh ix beli ubat ni memang ada.Yang salah punya!!

OUh sungguh confuse. 1st i dunno what u mean by ubat salah. I think what she means is her ubat x habis so she give me. Secondly..u x jawab me..where you dapat duit!!!.

::My World:: What's Up::

.Strecth~~Yawn!~Lama betul x blog. When was the last time eh. Ouh ya since the trip up north tu. Well will be there again,and again and again soon.Hoh Friends, Town People, Folks from all region, Merry Men..i'mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Comingggg!! hahahahah..ceh bajet bagus je...haish..Hujan ni tapi mata x lelap. Let me post bla bla abit la maybe lepas ni mengantuk.

WHAT AM I UP TO??
Sejak balik busy with website. Tolong buat apa apa yang patutla. Upload pictures. reply email balik and bla bla bla. Carik quotation, cari barang, cari contractor, cari rumah sewa..but as usual like i always say,my children takes up most of my time.

Phone? ahah ade jugak la friend of mine yang kenal my husband call me,' Maria, kau tukar number ker?' or 'Maria kau nak jual phone kau ke, x on langsung?' .Ceh jangan la perli teman. YES aku lupa la bawak balik phone aku dari KL. Tenang jugak la cuma miss je kamu kamu yang selalu SMS or call. Hoho dah le jarang online cam aku ni dah missing habis ye x? lex bro, sis..ade je ni.

Ah when to my friend wedding Ima Yacob to Jusophian Harun (sorry Ima aku nak jugak tulis nama joe penuh sebab unique). Sungguh cantik pengantin in simple make up and simple attire. Xde yang cam berjela jela la kain and bermanik sini sana and bersimpul sini sana. Really make a unique classic pengantin la Ima.Food was great. Tapi i couldnt wait long cause had a call from dear NENEK and BABY LYSA. There were in town so i rush back to kemas kemas and welcome them. Unfortunately that malam i had to leave for my Kampung. I HAD TO. cause it was also the wedding of my Cousin. My Twin cousins to be exact. The closest of all Cousin i had so i had to be present!!.

Nenek came, we had some time chatting.Seeing dear Lyssa walk and talk. Had our WAJIB Ikan bakar at Crystal Bay (hang out biasa my kawan kawan ni ahaks).Ntahla was it me or dat day the sotongs and the ikan was just awesome. Habis licin okay!!.Dat nite lepak my house and watch KL Gangster while waiting for my husband. Woho..kelakar jugak but to me spoil is..YOU SAMSUL YUSUF. I dunno if you are chinese, or malay acting chinese or just a confused person. Dah le tu..ko act x best langsung. Semua scene ko nak..WEY direct sudah la ko dok diam. If KL GANGSTER 2 ko ada jugak setelah Shak mati aku x tahu la nak cakap apa Wey. (Ehem sorry emosi x tentu pasal..).

That nite after finish watching movie, nenek went back to her ROOM. Sorry amat amat Nenek kerana tidak adil pada kau kali ni. X dapat nak stay rumah aku. But next time kita plan ah AJak Alice, Zakiah, Ana, and sesapa. korang sewa rumah homestay depan aku tu. Baru 150 semalam. 3 bilik bro, siap ekon.bilik air berheater ade dapur. Kita BBQ .Apa lagi Nenek ko masak la tuk aku ayam masak merah ko. Sampai aku ngandung kali ke3 agaknya baru dapat.Ceit!!Anyway hope you enjoyed your sambal Hijo.!!!

Hah dat weekend was the Bersih Rally weekend. Doh...its okay la korang nak rally ke nak telly ke apa tapi boleh x jangan menyusahkan orang lain. Sampai semua kedai tutup. MCD pun x nak delivery apahal.Korang kat KL sampai ke Melaka terasa dia nye pukulan. Nak kena pukul jugak la orang yang buat rally tu. DAh le aku janji Sarah and dia kelaparan, bengong. Sarah said,' Bodoh la orang KL ni apsal jalan jalan ramai ramai..Jalan la sorang sorang' When she watch the Rally on Berita Terkini. YOu bukan saja memperbodohkan yourself but also the country you bengong heads. And yeah ade jugak setengah orang bukan main sokong lagi Rally ni -Siap LIKE, siap komen bagus bagus, Siap cakap  for the future la hujan apa kemende, tapi dia x keluar. dari rumah. alasan dia-ada pilihan. Bullshit..takut kan?  xnak terlibat tapi kalau ade untung sama sama mau makan. Ceit...x respect lu bro!!.Anyway, husband aku business sense, so kalau benda2 cam ni leh rosakkan bisnes camana aku nak sokong sengal. Habis la periuk nasi aku. Lu ada fikir. Lu buat rally ni kalau meniaga wa rugi lu ada bagi wa duit makan ka???

Anyway dat nite ya we headed to Sri Kembangan, Sampai just in time for makan and tido. Next day we got up got ready and when for the wedding. Jumpa la sedara mara semua...but was not that keen seeing some of them. (adala hal menyampah tu). After pengantin dah sampai sempat snap snap gambar terus je balik ke Sri Kembangan. We slept the afternoon away and later malam tu barula balik ke Melaka. Ah..wat a weekend kan kan. Ouh ya cekiout some of the pictures. Alamak Ima sorry ur pic in my HP so x dapat la nak upload.

::Ni la kek yang I did for Ima's Hantaran to Joe.Simple and sweet just like her on her glorious day::

::Muaxx Muaxx rindu kat ko..ouh sambal nye pasal datang juga akhirnya.lama ko x datang kan::

::Uncle Bali ni Sarah yang amik Uncle Bali dengan pose ala ala silat x jadi::

::MY cousin. Mr Ery and his wife Mrs Ena.Hmm...Both E eh..::

::OKay you see on the right hand side, the one in pink is his twin-married with 1 kid already la::

::MY Uncle doing the silat pengantin..bohoo i wish u did that for me, unfortunately you got the dates mix up..doink::

::The cousins cousins gadis jelitas::

::My World:: MLK-SK-KL-GTG-KL-MLK::

Last wik, g KL with husband and children. Stayed kat my sis house as usual. Husband ade urusan and MATRADE and staying with family is always a pleasure. I have friends but x nak la menyusahkan though i would love to. My Husband,a family man is more comfy when we stay at my sis.

As usual when in the Area mesti calling Calling mereka yang berdekatan. This time I met up with Alice in Wonderland Sofea Hannah Montana Banana Pancake...(teka la nama dia yang mana betul..)...and Kartika Zakiah Zacky Zack Jakiah Kiah....





So we had Lunch dengan mereka. Break dorang dari kul 12.30pm sampai 2pm. (kantoi la korang keluar awal eh lebih 1 jam lak tu..hukhuk).Anyway..its always Fantastic to have their company.Terubat juga rindu rinduan.ahahaha...Thanks Baju Hitam sebab Belanja..Lain kali xmo ajak kau la..ahahah...As usual..Ms Cherrio jadi Ms Grumpy sebab makanan dia lambat sampai. Last skali sebab dia order Mee Kari Kering. We ol's sumer order yang kuah kuahnye. Tu la kau..

You see this 2. The most hyper kids in the outlet. Satu tu sibuk komen baju yang i belikan tu macam CLown (mana la kau dapat idea cam tu Sarah) and another one sibuk buang buang chopstick kat PapaRich tu. Bukan takat chopstick..pacifier dia, tisu apa saja la dia amik buang.

Then after that we continue with what ever work He had. Then Idris said, jom naik Genting kejap. Amik angin. Mak and Anak so excited..yela ingat nak g main main. But by the time sampai atas dah kul nak kul 4. Apa je nak main kan...so jalan jalan. As usual la..Sarah berdrama sebab x dapat nak main apa apa.Planning to come again after Raya INSYAALLAH since both of them dah besar and tahu nak main main.

After just having a look. Beli somethings then turun. Ke bukit Antarabangsa to visit Idris nye Uncle and Aunt who is sick. Jumpa Qadeem..Hi Ya..lama x jumpa.Then we met Nt Uwa again to pulang kunci.Had dinner with her and her friend Zul. After that we headed to TTDI to meet up with Idris's friends. This time is all about His friend. So since i was the only gal, i ask my gal pal 'Kartika' if she wud come. and yes she did. She is always there on the dot. 'terima kasih ya Kartika'. After that i thought of going to stay at my friends house Nenek Apendixa Halily Lilo Lily Yanty Spice up YOur LIfe sambil visit her jugak sebab dia baru je Opt her Apendix or stay another night kat my sis.Tapi nak sampai tol husband said balik la dah penat pun.Sorry eh Apendixa..lain kali aku datang. Rindu ngan Icha Micha Mucha Luca...

so we headed home.Hah atas tu my husband. Thanks Jaan bawak us jalan jalan. penat x? ahaha okay la upah picit badan...

::My World:: Negatively relief::

.Hormon x balance. Boleh dirasakan. Badan cam lemah, rasa mudah annoyed, mudah tersentap. Yes last month sepanjang bulan "kawan baik" x datang menjenguk. Hairan plus cuak jugak. Kenapa kah? sentap kah? uiks..jangan jangan!!..ish x mungkin kot. Awal lagi ni.Tapi kalau...mau terkesima kejap memikir.

.Bila cakap dengan Husband, dia ketawa and senyum. Apa nak buat dia kata, Face it je la. Hah senang la cakap. Bukan dia yang rasa berbulan sakit pinggang, x selesa, kerap kencing..ouh x leh nak list banyak lagi. Aish...so he said,"Jom lets check!!".

.In my mind masa tu,-'Xleh la. not ready, but kalau ada cam best jugak. a baby again next year,but sofea still need attention.Sarah pulak. Tapi comel kan another Sarah or another sofea or another different one.' Gila x gila. So i did the test.

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Negative!!1..phiew..nasib jugak la...



::My World:: Ey..Memang mintak kena....::

.Stupid Car, aha ni satu benda aku benci. Tadi masa g Jusco Equine ngan my sister, dah habis shopping ade satu kereta..6643 (aku x nakla cakap apa huruf depan tu) cam x pernah datang Jusco. Kereta ni confirm kereta KL berdasarkan registration depan dia la. Yang bawak tu aku x tahu la orang KL ke bukan.

JJ biasala kan parking ticks dia ko kena bayar kat mana mana epay atau kaunter. Kalau kau keluar kurang dari sejam pun kau kena Validate kan. Siak ni punya kereta dia leh x bayar, pastu ada hati nak masuk ticks dalam exit out machine. Dia ingat bayar masa keluar ade cam plaza tol ke apa. Dah le tu dia cuba berkali masuk x boleh tu xkan x paham. BODOH  *(&(^*(%&*%$. Dah kami yang dah bayar ni ade 15 minit je tuk keluar sengal. Kalau dah x boleh ke tepi la..ni dia undur. Fine kereta lain bagi way so that dia leh ketepi. tapi ni dia undur pastu dia keluar tangan and tunggu. C((&^*(^&*$^&7 kau tunggu siapa B***.Abih satu Uncle Cina ni kedepan la sebab dia dah bosan. Tanya kot. Ntah apa dia cakap, uncle tu bagi dia kad uncle tu and Uncle tu g bayar tuk kad dia. S)()^&*%^$ Uncle tu dah le tua kena g Jalan balik kat Epay. Siak betul.Selfish B******. Dia x fikir ke pasal orang. Aku tengok dalam kereta tu ade je anak dia ke siapa tengah main IPAD. Xleh ke mangkuk tu turun lari g Bayar kan. Tapi apa apa pun ketepi la. KO dah bagi Q Panjang Sengal!!!..memang kalau ikut panas hati aku, nak je aku pecahkan cermin kereta dia. Dia ingat dia keluar tangan nakle adik aku turun bagi kad dia pastu lari cam itik pulang petang g bayar tiket.

Selfish..x satu Malaysia Langsung!! orang dah undur tuk ko dah bagus. Boleh ko block je tempat tu and harapkan orang datang bayarkan. Dasar Pemalas...

::Family O'Mine:: Unplanned Weekend::

.Bangun pagi tadi, x sure apakah jadual santai ari Sabtu ni. Cadang just nak lepak rumah, makan and mengemas, But then got a SMS from mum,-"Maybe afternoon kitorang balik kampung. Jom ikut". Bagus juga sudah lama x jumpa my sister (who lives dekat dekat my kampung) at Sri Kembangan. SO okay. But i did not know that ade benda lain planned jugak.

.After breakfast with my dear husband, he drop me off at the car wash where my mom and dad was waiting. My youngest sister has school (extra class-ntah apa apa ntah) so we were waiting for her.Then my dad drop the bomb shell. WE had to go for wedding of i dunno who before WE head back to my kampung for my cousins akad kenduri before WE head to my sisters house.Alamak..looks like chances to jumpa my sister amat slim shady skali.

.First of all, aku pakai jeans ni ngan slipper getah, apa kes nak pergi rumah orang kawin, lagi lagi majlis nikah. Hoh jangan buat pasal!! Tapi knowing my dad, he insist on us attending jadi balik rumah mom i just ciluk my sis punya baju kurung. Xpela at least sampai sana tukar baju, baju kurung tu pulang to my sis. Ah...the wedding-my fathers friend ke work mate ke i dunno,my father pun x kenal sangat but sebab jemput he will go. Then we departed to Labohan Dagang, Selangor. Yes a kampung at the outskirts of KL near to KLIA but still kampung wise. Surrounded by Palm trees and the people are still in the kampung spirit where gotong royong and merewang is part of the tradition. hah kalau nak balik kampung aku x biasa merewang..hmmmm mmg cari pasal la. Pernah aku bawak kolejmate aku dari Sabah & Sarawak datang. Kena la pulak time tu ade kenduri..ah masak la diorang. Kesian aku tgk kena la merewang skali.Yang sorang tu dah biasa dah...boleh adapt..yang sorang lagi agak kekok dan dia mengaku dia amat kekok. Tapi pengalaman untuk dia.

.Sampai lak kat rumah Uncle aku, semua tade. Puas dah meround kampung tu semua sedara aku tade. Sampai last last benti la makan kat satu kedai mamak. Mee goreng dia power...tapi ntah la sebab aku lapar aku rasa power or memang power. Dekat je ngan kampung Orang asli. Ah lupa nak cakap kat kampung aku ade lagi Orang asli yang makan kera and bela anjing. So lepas dah makan tu, papa cakap-okayla ke rumah Zura. Sarah hati dah berbunga dah, dah menyanyi dah. Tapi ntah la kan dia nak jugak round kat rumah my uncle last time. Hmm skali dorang ade rumah,dah balik.

.Rupa rupanya we had salah Info. Sabtu is the Nikah and Ahad is the Ceremony. So makna xde la aku lambat datang. Sebab we ingat dia dah nikah dah malam semalam jadi hari ini cuma majlis. DAh satu kerja, Ayah aku nak tido sini. HUsband aku tertinggal lak kat Melaka. Bila aku call cakap 'Yang..i stay kampung tau sebab my cousin act esok dia nye majlis not today'. Terus husband aku punya suara cam nak pengsan.-'I nak buat apa balik malam ni sorang sorang'. 'You enjoy je la Jaan. Bujang kejap'...Seriously my Husband ni bukan jenis suka membujang and i know dia amatla bosan sebab malam tu 5 kali dia call aku tanya benda yang simple.

.SO last skali we put at at my sister house. Malam tu we went to Jaya Jusco Equine to stock up food (my family ni kaki makan bila get together). Then 1030pm she went movies with her husband while me and the rest at home. Sofea was so excited at a new place and surrounding, she x boleh duduk diam. Penat kejar dia up down merata. At last semua tido and i get to be on my self. Nak main SIMS la kejap lagi. since my laptop (twin to my sister's Laptop) dah hancur, the only place ade SIMS is on my sister LAPTOP.