I think i explained it before but since i had a few same questions on the 'Mia' as my screen name. Let me put your insights in order.
Okay first of all, the Mia i use before married is referring to the meaning "MY". Mia in italian means "MY" in spanish it means "MINE". Therefore is not because of Mia Sarah, that cute lil actress, i used Mia way before she was born.After marriage it refers to my dear Husband who's name is Mohamed Idris Angullia, short form it- MIA.It is also our short form for the name i said i would use after marriage (konon cam mat saleh la sangat kan) Maria Idris Angullia-Maria the wife of Idris Angullia (MIA).Like Aida Razwil.
Then when i had my dear baby Yaya, Her name was Sarah Daania, so i used Mia Daania which means My (beautiful)Daania.When pippa was born i tried to change my Screen Name but, nah!~ Was use to it, i sometimes call pippa Mia Hannah-My Affection. Especially when she's making those cheeky faces and pouting lips.
Today, at the shop they were playing. I called them a few times to come in and they just ignore me. So i called them ' Mia Daania, Mia Hannah come in'. Everyone thought that was their name.. their ask me why i called them Sarah & Sofea sometimes. (Yaya and Pippa is only used among those closed and family). So i gave my explanation. Then they ask me,' Ouh u suka nama Mia eh macam Mia Sarah'. I shook my head..no..its just i am referring them as MINE. Thats all!!
Here i blog.
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Saturday, November 26, 2011
::My World:: I Long to Be Home::
I had so much to blog down but never the time to do so.Since my last blog, i have lost track of my day routines and things that i would like to remember in future.
Last friday, me and my small family moved up to KL to be with my husband. He had things and errands to do in KL which required him to be full time in KL. This means i will be helping along as much as i can since i have Mia Daania and Mia Hannah with me. Hah~~~The moved was smoothly.The rest was abit out of hand. We are staying at Sri Kembangan with my sis and commute each day by car to the City. Tiring and exhausting!!he journey took more than 40 minutes to hours depending on the traffic. I learn to love and miss the slow paced Melaka. No I wont grumble on the jams we have each weekend. Here in KL is like everyday facing you in your face.
Each day its 8 am for me up and ready. We leave by 8.45 am and reach there 10 something. tried going earlier but same thing. So better late then. I have to wake my 2 daughters and i pity them. To stay by ourselves at home is not safe. Its not that there are robbers or thieves but my husband just need all the help he can. Setting up is not easy, its not difficult either. Its something in between.Anyway, after maghrib prayes we head home. Still reaching home around 9..pfttt!!! I use to think how fun it would be to be in the realms of KL like before. But i forgot to add in the jam, the fast pace people and the crowded areas. BUT..food is heaven!!.
I thought i could take it, but my kids have to be bigger then easier. I miss my friends more now that i am in KL than in Melaka. When i was in Melaka i get to see them once a blue moon. Sometimes lucky every week. Here, i can meet them like everyday i have not a single day free yet. This is the big difference when you are here for work and fun. Sorry kay, i know the IKEA thing x jadi. But will make it up once we get in a bit nearer the City. Ana, it is so near, so tempting to come and visit you...but just cant make it. Anyway will try to drop by.Now have to travel the same time as travelling back to Melaka.
I dunno how my sister makes trough everyday. I salute you Uwa. I miss Melaka so much, am waiting for 'relief' to come so that i can be home. My husband has been here for 2 weeks and he is pining for his half of the bed, his own TV and remote also his big cup of nescafe he has every night before bed. Sini rumah orang, though family ada la malu malu sikit.Its not the 'parent' house, its a branch of it. Kalau parents tada pa nya!!..I dunno what happen to my Dear Zuzupine. I hope he is well.
Well here i blogged at 12.59 am on the 26th of November. Longing to be home.
Last friday, me and my small family moved up to KL to be with my husband. He had things and errands to do in KL which required him to be full time in KL. This means i will be helping along as much as i can since i have Mia Daania and Mia Hannah with me. Hah~~~The moved was smoothly.The rest was abit out of hand. We are staying at Sri Kembangan with my sis and commute each day by car to the City. Tiring and exhausting!!he journey took more than 40 minutes to hours depending on the traffic. I learn to love and miss the slow paced Melaka. No I wont grumble on the jams we have each weekend. Here in KL is like everyday facing you in your face.
Each day its 8 am for me up and ready. We leave by 8.45 am and reach there 10 something. tried going earlier but same thing. So better late then. I have to wake my 2 daughters and i pity them. To stay by ourselves at home is not safe. Its not that there are robbers or thieves but my husband just need all the help he can. Setting up is not easy, its not difficult either. Its something in between.Anyway, after maghrib prayes we head home. Still reaching home around 9..pfttt!!! I use to think how fun it would be to be in the realms of KL like before. But i forgot to add in the jam, the fast pace people and the crowded areas. BUT..food is heaven!!.
I thought i could take it, but my kids have to be bigger then easier. I miss my friends more now that i am in KL than in Melaka. When i was in Melaka i get to see them once a blue moon. Sometimes lucky every week. Here, i can meet them like everyday i have not a single day free yet. This is the big difference when you are here for work and fun. Sorry kay, i know the IKEA thing x jadi. But will make it up once we get in a bit nearer the City. Ana, it is so near, so tempting to come and visit you...but just cant make it. Anyway will try to drop by.Now have to travel the same time as travelling back to Melaka.
I dunno how my sister makes trough everyday. I salute you Uwa. I miss Melaka so much, am waiting for 'relief' to come so that i can be home. My husband has been here for 2 weeks and he is pining for his half of the bed, his own TV and remote also his big cup of nescafe he has every night before bed. Sini rumah orang, though family ada la malu malu sikit.Its not the 'parent' house, its a branch of it. Kalau parents tada pa nya!!..I dunno what happen to my Dear Zuzupine. I hope he is well.
Well here i blogged at 12.59 am on the 26th of November. Longing to be home.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
::My World::5A's N FBs::
My sister took her UPSR results today. Yeay for her she had straight A's. I know she was pressured by me and zura. Yes we did lot of s'u cannot do this', 'not allowed to do that', 'why are u out not studying',' you are grounded' more than mom and dad did. It was not out of jealousy or hasad dengki, we could see she being pampered by mom and dad was always in play mode and never serious. I read one of her messages to her friend, ' Aku x boleh keluar, UPSR nak dekat, kalau aku x dapat 5A kakak kakak aku cakap dorang pukul aku'. ..Hiba sekejap..i felt bad..
I had no intention pun nak hit u. We just want you to do well. Cause u can do!!But if no one was to watch out for you. You would slack like all ur ujian bulanan.She came home with a happy face..it paid off well. Now, u can play and do what ever you want. I dont care!!.
I had no intention pun nak hit u. We just want you to do well. Cause u can do!!But if no one was to watch out for you. You would slack like all ur ujian bulanan.She came home with a happy face..it paid off well. Now, u can play and do what ever you want. I dont care!!.
All of us updated our facebook. Mom was new, so was Adiha. Everytime someone replied to their comment which was visible to me, mom would read to me...it was like i could not see what was going on their wall.Each time i said, 'yes mom i know' and she look suprised.' how you know, this is on my wall'...So i had a short FB awareness class for mom and Adiha. Now i know what its like lecturing and teaching. Maybe in the future, swap places with my mom and i will be the one my children will be explaining on how to use the 'Then So called Social Network'. So be nice to your mom now, then ur kids will be nice to you too.
I was also wondering, some moms create facebook profile for their kids. Some as young as 3 months have their on FB account which mommy or daddy will update with fancy anecdote like-' Today i vomitted on daddy's work shirt.ugh sorry daddy'..' I think i will sleep the whole day'. I too update bout my kids but not directly like that and its on my account,the thing is, if the account was created to later on pass it to the kid, she or he might turn back and say,' Mom FB is so old school. Who ever is on FB?' Yerp..by their time FB might be the dinosour of Social Network. Who knows right..and then it will all go in waste. Technology is advancing at a very high pace. Lets keep and fully use what is there in our time for ourself and let our children enjoy the future.
::My World:: Teh Tempting::
I cant remember since when i started drinking Tea, but i just love the taste of it.Sipping on my cup of drink..it struck me. I needed help. I am addicted to Tea. And its getting worse. One day i have almost 4 cups of tea. Any kind of tea, i'll just grab it.The local type please no any fancy Eearl Gray or what ever other English tea. From the ever famous teh tarik to right down teh O. Hohoh..but my all time favourite -Teh Ais.
I realise this when i open my drink cabinet and saw 2 packets of Lipton tea-10 sachet each finish in 3 days. Teruk dari orang smoking ni. That means i had 20 cups of tea in 3 days, that brings down to almost 8 cups per day..oit! Parah sudah ni. My condensed milk pun dah nak 2 tin habis ni. Been sitting and sipping.
Beside my laptop ada one cup, when watching a favourite TV show ada one cup, while talking to Yaya 2 cups, Cause she is also catching on the fever. Kuning gigi yaya nanti i said, and she replied-' xpela like mother'..Yeah..i need scaling badly. oUh how i miss my Dad in laws teh tarik. Awesomeeee...everytime i go back to JB,in the morning there is always a jug of teh tarik and my mom in law will keep aside for me cause she knows i like it right!!..No matter how late i get my breakfast, i am not a breakfast person but i rush down for the lovely Teh Tarik by Mr Ishaq Angullia...Love them so much...
I realise this when i open my drink cabinet and saw 2 packets of Lipton tea-10 sachet each finish in 3 days. Teruk dari orang smoking ni. That means i had 20 cups of tea in 3 days, that brings down to almost 8 cups per day..oit! Parah sudah ni. My condensed milk pun dah nak 2 tin habis ni. Been sitting and sipping.
Beside my laptop ada one cup, when watching a favourite TV show ada one cup, while talking to Yaya 2 cups, Cause she is also catching on the fever. Kuning gigi yaya nanti i said, and she replied-' xpela like mother'..Yeah..i need scaling badly. oUh how i miss my Dad in laws teh tarik. Awesomeeee...everytime i go back to JB,in the morning there is always a jug of teh tarik and my mom in law will keep aside for me cause she knows i like it right!!..No matter how late i get my breakfast, i am not a breakfast person but i rush down for the lovely Teh Tarik by Mr Ishaq Angullia...Love them so much...
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::Family o'Mine:: I'm still camping with my Girls::
Dear me its almost 5 am and i am wide awake. What was i doing all this while? doing my thang~~ ahah no just some work i needed to get done. Yes i am a housewife but..i have other things to do to keep myself busy, updated and active.Ngahaha..sounds so wonderfull ker? not that wonder la..Anyway..i think i will continue to blog and sleep after the break of Dawn. Subuh..which sadly to say sometime i terlepas lepas sangat. Errr....
I watch my 2 daughters sleep. Ala so comel, Sarahs leg on Pippa's head and Half of Pippa's body is on Sarah's pillow. Hmm..get them adjusted in proper place. Siapa x sayang anak oi!! Then i look at my sister and brother who are sleeping in the rooms, lastly my parents..my girls look the most relax. Ah mana x, the conquered the whole bed. If i was to sleep now, it will be on an extra mattress right next to Pippa. Ouh yeah, I am still 'camping' at my mums house cause my husband is out on duty' call. I can stay at home, but....i prefer here in case anything happens, i have my family.
Hmm..time kecik cam ni, they need you to always be around. When you are out of sight, sian tengok mata berkilat tu bulat je carik kelibat ' Di manakah Mama Saya'. And when the spot you is like they are safe and sound. Sofea especially. Maybe cause she is the Adik of the Lot and she is so affectionate just like her name Hannah. She likes to lay on my lap, cuddling is her favourite game, she will climb all over me and give me a hug and kiss, she likes to come and sit quietly with me n watch TV. Anything as long she is in the company of the people she knows and she's familiar with.
Sarah on the other hand, has reach the stage where she does not want to be treated like a kid but yet still want the attention.Its tiring with her, cause she likes to squabble with me. But when she is okay, she is the best companion to talk and exchange simple views on things like, why clouds are grey when it rains...ahaha...brainstorming kan? She ask a lot of question on things now,ask me meaning to certain things and condition. She wants to know why...I will assist her with all her question the best i can. If i cant, ' ask papa, papa knows all'. But my husband will come up with some weird-x masuk akal explanation and she will laugh.
Ah maybe i cant sleep because i am excited, He is returning home today. Time flies, but the main reason why i cant sleep is, i slept a few time in the afternoon trying to make Pippa sleep. Why? she woke up at 6.30 am and had been cranky from 12 pm right up to 2pm.She normally have her nap after 3 hours from the time she woke up.She had an hour sleep in the afternoon, got up cause i woke up and then its cranky mode again. tried making her sleep ending up me the one curled up in bed. Huh....okay now i think i wanna hit the sheets...alamak..baru 5am..sabar....Watch TV la..
I watch my 2 daughters sleep. Ala so comel, Sarahs leg on Pippa's head and Half of Pippa's body is on Sarah's pillow. Hmm..get them adjusted in proper place. Siapa x sayang anak oi!! Then i look at my sister and brother who are sleeping in the rooms, lastly my parents..my girls look the most relax. Ah mana x, the conquered the whole bed. If i was to sleep now, it will be on an extra mattress right next to Pippa. Ouh yeah, I am still 'camping' at my mums house cause my husband is out on duty' call. I can stay at home, but....i prefer here in case anything happens, i have my family.
Hmm..time kecik cam ni, they need you to always be around. When you are out of sight, sian tengok mata berkilat tu bulat je carik kelibat ' Di manakah Mama Saya'. And when the spot you is like they are safe and sound. Sofea especially. Maybe cause she is the Adik of the Lot and she is so affectionate just like her name Hannah. She likes to lay on my lap, cuddling is her favourite game, she will climb all over me and give me a hug and kiss, she likes to come and sit quietly with me n watch TV. Anything as long she is in the company of the people she knows and she's familiar with.
Sarah on the other hand, has reach the stage where she does not want to be treated like a kid but yet still want the attention.Its tiring with her, cause she likes to squabble with me. But when she is okay, she is the best companion to talk and exchange simple views on things like, why clouds are grey when it rains...ahaha...brainstorming kan? She ask a lot of question on things now,ask me meaning to certain things and condition. She wants to know why...I will assist her with all her question the best i can. If i cant, ' ask papa, papa knows all'. But my husband will come up with some weird-x masuk akal explanation and she will laugh.
Ah maybe i cant sleep because i am excited, He is returning home today. Time flies, but the main reason why i cant sleep is, i slept a few time in the afternoon trying to make Pippa sleep. Why? she woke up at 6.30 am and had been cranky from 12 pm right up to 2pm.She normally have her nap after 3 hours from the time she woke up.She had an hour sleep in the afternoon, got up cause i woke up and then its cranky mode again. tried making her sleep ending up me the one curled up in bed. Huh....okay now i think i wanna hit the sheets...alamak..baru 5am..sabar....Watch TV la..
::My World:: I want Extreme...yeah Extreme..::
.In the attempt to find something fun to do weekends in KL, i went on surfing...the net of course. I found this awesome page where they offer extreme sports. Just what i love. Keep the adrenaline pumping. But as usual me, in the end, my husband and the rest will be more thrilled than i am. Konon je lasak, tapi certain things..'Ui Seram Ni'..I browse trough i got really thrilled. Semua kerja tergendala buat sementara.
I know some of my friend will love to participate. My Husband would enjoy it cause it has off roads ride. But the n some would not either. Zura is vertigo she would not enjoy spinning in a ball downhill but she will like to walk on water. ZM hates bumpy rides so that means off roads is a turn off for her.AS is the' kaki adventure' so i guess this is only a tiny any bite for her. WR, HY have kids like me..they will enjoy but we should find one 'bibik' to take care of the kids..Me, i hate what ever it has to do jumping off a clif or jumping off from air. Ahahaha..but the whole thing sounds so awesome. Azwan, BIL is trying to organise a gateway with all of our friends in January. Its been a while, this year end has been hetic and exhausting for most of us and we had no chance to hook up. So lets see..i couldnt confirm as my life now is in 2 places in 1 month. So depends, and like usual, i stop planning a long time ago. I keep my days open for any 'terkejut terkejut' cases.
So here i blog..i would love to do all this, but i would rather you have the fun cause i cant do it at the moment..WeeeeHhehee..come on..Woohoooo...join me.
I know some of my friend will love to participate. My Husband would enjoy it cause it has off roads ride. But the n some would not either. Zura is vertigo she would not enjoy spinning in a ball downhill but she will like to walk on water. ZM hates bumpy rides so that means off roads is a turn off for her.AS is the' kaki adventure' so i guess this is only a tiny any bite for her. WR, HY have kids like me..they will enjoy but we should find one 'bibik' to take care of the kids..Me, i hate what ever it has to do jumping off a clif or jumping off from air. Ahahaha..but the whole thing sounds so awesome. Azwan, BIL is trying to organise a gateway with all of our friends in January. Its been a while, this year end has been hetic and exhausting for most of us and we had no chance to hook up. So lets see..i couldnt confirm as my life now is in 2 places in 1 month. So depends, and like usual, i stop planning a long time ago. I keep my days open for any 'terkejut terkejut' cases.
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So here i blog..i would love to do all this, but i would rather you have the fun cause i cant do it at the moment..WeeeeHhehee..come on..Woohoooo...join me.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Screw you tiny holes!
In the attempt to scare everyone else to the very core. My dear beloved Friend, pass to me this link and scared the holes out of me. I got so freakishly geli. I felt like taking the knife and cutting the picture into pieces or just scratch them off. Felt like crying and screaming..i felt like going mad...I felt like koyakkan my own skin. I think 2 bakul jugak la my friend kena sumpah from me.Well she on the other hand sumpah her friend yang gave this link to her..
Enjoy to the deepest of the holes..anyway..Xde kerja kan..
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::My World:: Calm Sunday::
.Watching Mr & Mrs Smith. Well not actually watching, the TV is keeping me company. Tomorrow is Monday. People go Argh!!! Ughh...Blurghh!~~.Hate the Monday blues. Well, as a stay-home-on-the-move Mom, there is nothing to Blurgh about but tomorrow is gonna be a busy day.
Sofea has to go for her MMR jap. That would be early in the morning.Then Husband has work errands he has to settle before he goes of to KL-the usual KWSP, SocSo and bla bla. Since Sofea is getting her 1 year MMR , i wont be following him to KL, hence Wan from Rastafari will be accompanying him. Good company for him to escape once in a while marriage life. But Wan wont be long. Some people thrive to get jobs that allows you to go places, travel and a change of view. But some people are just to comfy in their comfort zone and dare not venture out. They will stick like glue at one place and wonder when will they fate change.Hah he will be back in Melaka by Sunday. Good thing also, they have decided to appoint him as the 'Legal Guardian' of Rastafari.So i will have to go up by Thursday. Nah..Thursday okay. I have been getting txt msges, PM, pings buzz whatever asking me where i am, when will i be up in KL. All because Facebook stated i am in KL. Believe me or Facebook heh???...
Today was an interesting Sunday. I receive a msg from an old friend i tried so hard calling. He called back okay. Same as usual, cherio and Bubbly. Talked for a while, promised to meet up when i was in the area. ye la tu. Kau ni kalah PM tau. PM tu pun aku tweet dia reply. Kau...hah..2, 3 bulan skali. Alhamdulillah la u still ingat me...then we had time to laugh and play. The day was calm, cool and cloudy. The people in the mall?Friendly..ahahaha...alhamdulillah..
Late that night, thought of taking the boys from rasta out but then it rain and had a call from a friend saying will be around to pass something. so we headed home..Sarah was left at my mom's house cause thats where i will be camping the next few days before i head to KL. Why? cause i need to go up and down town for a few hours each day to just have heads on whats happening. Ngahaha..dont sound busy right...but the one that is always keeping me on my toes..is Little Miss Muffet Sofea Hannah...adoai..i cant have a sit more than 2 minutes i have to chase her. Its either she is pulling down things or she is climbing something..
here i blog. I am having a great November.
Sofea has to go for her MMR jap. That would be early in the morning.Then Husband has work errands he has to settle before he goes of to KL-the usual KWSP, SocSo and bla bla. Since Sofea is getting her 1 year MMR , i wont be following him to KL, hence Wan from Rastafari will be accompanying him. Good company for him to escape once in a while marriage life. But Wan wont be long. Some people thrive to get jobs that allows you to go places, travel and a change of view. But some people are just to comfy in their comfort zone and dare not venture out. They will stick like glue at one place and wonder when will they fate change.Hah he will be back in Melaka by Sunday. Good thing also, they have decided to appoint him as the 'Legal Guardian' of Rastafari.So i will have to go up by Thursday. Nah..Thursday okay. I have been getting txt msges, PM, pings buzz whatever asking me where i am, when will i be up in KL. All because Facebook stated i am in KL. Believe me or Facebook heh???...
Today was an interesting Sunday. I receive a msg from an old friend i tried so hard calling. He called back okay. Same as usual, cherio and Bubbly. Talked for a while, promised to meet up when i was in the area. ye la tu. Kau ni kalah PM tau. PM tu pun aku tweet dia reply. Kau...hah..2, 3 bulan skali. Alhamdulillah la u still ingat me...then we had time to laugh and play. The day was calm, cool and cloudy. The people in the mall?Friendly..ahahaha...alhamdulillah..
Late that night, thought of taking the boys from rasta out but then it rain and had a call from a friend saying will be around to pass something. so we headed home..Sarah was left at my mom's house cause thats where i will be camping the next few days before i head to KL. Why? cause i need to go up and down town for a few hours each day to just have heads on whats happening. Ngahaha..dont sound busy right...but the one that is always keeping me on my toes..is Little Miss Muffet Sofea Hannah...adoai..i cant have a sit more than 2 minutes i have to chase her. Its either she is pulling down things or she is climbing something..
here i blog. I am having a great November.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
::Movies:: 3 Idiots ::
The best movie Ever..ever...ever..ver...(echoing )..Hahah those yang so cynical- "Apa la tengok Hindi movie ade kelas ke", or those yang sceptical - "Ish those mamak je suka tengok cerita ni.".. SHAME ON YOU!~~You miss out big time. Best okay cerita ni yang tidak boleh jumpa dalam Cerita melayu yang asyik, cinta, rosak akhlak, merempit, Seram ala ala Ju-On and yang cliche gitu.Tak ikut adat langsung. Kata Melayu penuh adat but then.....(its not i am saying cerita melayu x best, tapi dah too much yang merepek). Banyak okay you can Learn from this movie.
Today i watched it for the 30th time since i started counting. My daughter Sarah Daania is such a fan of 'RANCHODAS SHAMALDAS CHANCHAD' played by Aamir Khan, but i like the other 2 co-actors. Raju Rastogi played by Joshi and Farhan Qureshi played by Mahadavan (who by the way made a cameo in Tipu Kanan Tipu Kiri).
You will learn things about friendship, loyalty, family values, about the importance of education, about life. last of all a titsy bitsy about love. Yeah semua cerita Hindi ada lagu tapi lagu dia best okay!!! (penuh perasaan cakap ni). I like the most is give me some sunshine..besides the ever Famous All Iz Well. I reminds me of my days studying.Yeah exactly la tu. Nakal nakal, happy go lucky. Life is a race, after you study and you start working...its the race when you start hard to stop... ever.. ever.. ver (echoing again).
My husband was sceptical and cynical..now he sendiri is a fan and will laugh everytime Chatur Ramalingam gives his speech, though i watch it 30 times..i still laugh too. Am i that crazy?..I found out, people off all races enjoyed this movie. Magical kan...my Chinese friend even got the DVD la...jangan la terlalu 'ke kauman' Sangat. Always kaitkan certain kaum with this movies...you are being..so katak bawah tempurung!!
Here i blogged:: When life goes out of control, just put your hand on your chest and say "All Iz Well" not ALL IS WELL okay..ALLIZ WEL!! ahaha
::Blank Entry:: Simple Rules of Life::
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This is awesome. The minute someone says something bad to you, you start thinking, that your thoughts start to stray from the origin of the problem, then you brain start to add more worse situation in,and you loose track..what was the thing you were talking and thinking about!!
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| ::From 21 fools:: |
Falling in love is like having the sun in your hands. Love that shines you each every day.You wake up everyday sun shiny knowing the day is gonna start with someone you love. It is always awesome when you are with the one you love.Though the weather may be raining and cloudy outside. When ever you are down and cloudy, the sun will pick you up!!..
::My World:: When you like someone so much::
When you like someone so much, even the tiniest bit of detail you will notice and everything that pass you seems to remind you of him. You know he is out of reach, out of bounds and impossible to keep. The best remedy,is to not forget him but remember him as a part of your past..soon, it will all be over.
Hallo peeps!!..hot day today as i bask in the warmth of my home. Rasa macam kat Mexico pun ada cause its blazing. Kan biasa kita tengok cerita if at Mexico, ade outlaw lari dari US boarders to Mexico jalan like in the dessert. Hah! Thats how i feel.
Sofea is..making the house messy. As usual, i let her do all her stuff and then later mommy will clean up eh sayang. There is no use of chasing after her, it only makes it fun for her and tiring for me. Sarah, is watching TV. once in a while she will ask me meaning of some words she hears on TV. I have to make sure she don't watch some Gangster Crap or idiotic slushy X rated movies. Mampus aku nak menjawab later!~
Today was suppose to jumpa En. Nizam to get some things for the kedai KL but since he x jadi datang well i stayed at home je la. I am suppose to snap some pictures for a client.Hah jadi photographer x bertauliah. Kelakar jugak!! Anywho, he was complaining over the phone pasal staff absent. The guy who we hired trough FB. He x sihat so MC maka dengan emotional nye En Nizam berhentikan dia. Aik second chance la? He was furious cause he needed to be in Malaysia and that guy->No Show. Aish..biasala always ada staff issues. But i read his (the FB guy) comments without him knowing about Rastafari. He actually like working there, he is really not well and he just love being in the Shop. SO En Nizam. Second try la...But he said, I am not charity...staff kawan is kawan but work is work. I am not paying a friend to look after my shop, i am paying a staff.
In Melaka pulak, another staff nak berhenti. Just nice.Alhamdulillah it is all falling out nicel. As we were thinking how is it gonna be when we close one outlet. Pening nak handle 2 here and 1 in KL. Okay la just nice macam tu. Hope the other one stays put for some time. Memang xleh deny, people will tend to come and go. No one gets in their way. Its just the matter of how you leave and the impression you give. This guy understand he is married and he as the man of the house has to man up to support the cost of living. But we on the other hand, cant give that much. X setimpal kerja ngan bayaran. Jadi cam charity pulak kan..jadi fly la you to another land. ahahahahhaha...
okay, none of the staff issue is related to my words above Yeah, the one in Italic...the matter above is general. Just some chat i had with 2 friends. Different friend. None of them know each other but facing the same thing. Coincidence ker? Maybe la. on the same day..One like someone who is involved with someone else and is aching and dying to have the love of that person. another is with someone else in love and happy but still hanging on to yesterdays old flame. X leh get over it..and each time when something reminds her of him i'll get the buzz.Macam aku ni subsitute orang tu kan. Just to let it out. Cause he will never know and wont know..Jadi to me la...just to get over her system and move on.Haish...what can i say...to end something that you think will always be part of you is to end it nicely and remain friends...you never know when he will turn the cards back on you.
Peace out Ya'll here i blog..::I like AC Mizal as host for Maharaja Lawak Mega::
Hallo peeps!!..hot day today as i bask in the warmth of my home. Rasa macam kat Mexico pun ada cause its blazing. Kan biasa kita tengok cerita if at Mexico, ade outlaw lari dari US boarders to Mexico jalan like in the dessert. Hah! Thats how i feel.
Sofea is..making the house messy. As usual, i let her do all her stuff and then later mommy will clean up eh sayang. There is no use of chasing after her, it only makes it fun for her and tiring for me. Sarah, is watching TV. once in a while she will ask me meaning of some words she hears on TV. I have to make sure she don't watch some Gangster Crap or idiotic slushy X rated movies. Mampus aku nak menjawab later!~
Today was suppose to jumpa En. Nizam to get some things for the kedai KL but since he x jadi datang well i stayed at home je la. I am suppose to snap some pictures for a client.Hah jadi photographer x bertauliah. Kelakar jugak!! Anywho, he was complaining over the phone pasal staff absent. The guy who we hired trough FB. He x sihat so MC maka dengan emotional nye En Nizam berhentikan dia. Aik second chance la? He was furious cause he needed to be in Malaysia and that guy->No Show. Aish..biasala always ada staff issues. But i read his (the FB guy) comments without him knowing about Rastafari. He actually like working there, he is really not well and he just love being in the Shop. SO En Nizam. Second try la...But he said, I am not charity...staff kawan is kawan but work is work. I am not paying a friend to look after my shop, i am paying a staff.
In Melaka pulak, another staff nak berhenti. Just nice.Alhamdulillah it is all falling out nicel. As we were thinking how is it gonna be when we close one outlet. Pening nak handle 2 here and 1 in KL. Okay la just nice macam tu. Hope the other one stays put for some time. Memang xleh deny, people will tend to come and go. No one gets in their way. Its just the matter of how you leave and the impression you give. This guy understand he is married and he as the man of the house has to man up to support the cost of living. But we on the other hand, cant give that much. X setimpal kerja ngan bayaran. Jadi cam charity pulak kan..jadi fly la you to another land. ahahahahhaha...
okay, none of the staff issue is related to my words above Yeah, the one in Italic...the matter above is general. Just some chat i had with 2 friends. Different friend. None of them know each other but facing the same thing. Coincidence ker? Maybe la. on the same day..One like someone who is involved with someone else and is aching and dying to have the love of that person. another is with someone else in love and happy but still hanging on to yesterdays old flame. X leh get over it..and each time when something reminds her of him i'll get the buzz.Macam aku ni subsitute orang tu kan. Just to let it out. Cause he will never know and wont know..Jadi to me la...just to get over her system and move on.Haish...what can i say...to end something that you think will always be part of you is to end it nicely and remain friends...you never know when he will turn the cards back on you.
Peace out Ya'll here i blog..::I like AC Mizal as host for Maharaja Lawak Mega::
Monday, November 7, 2011
::World of Mine:: My Dreams an I::
I'm having weird dreams lately. Some almost true.I seldom dream, and when i dream, i linger.
1st dream i had is visiting my friend in Ireland, taking care of her baby and visiting some of my relatives there who were getting married. From that dream, my nights were filled with ridiculous dreams. Sometimes i get up early,some made me linger in my sleep for more. How Nadiah? mimpi pelik, mimpi bukan bukan. But most of the dreams i forget by lunch time. Only a few seems to remind myself about nightfall and i may have that dream again.
Friday i dream we had to move to Singapore. Nadiah, you know the house in the front row of Dadi's , Just behind Niza's house yang ada wood renovation. yeah that house. we move in there, and we x boleh balik Malaysia. I felt like crying, to leave my beloved country and what else leaving my mom and dad. Leaving is okay but too never come back and see them made me feel so lost. I tried several ways to reach causeway always ending up somewhere else in Sigapore. Pelik x Nadiah? does this means i am gonna stay there forever..ahaha. I tried stop dreaming. Doh!~~ how nak stop..I felt sad bangun that day and my mood was dull.
Last saturdays dream made me tear. I dreamt that my parents went for Haj and Me and my husband went for Umrah. It was so real being there, i felt everything under my skin. Walking in the streets to reach the Kaabah..and then i had to wake up. I felt sad i had to wake up. I tried to sleep and continue back. But i knew it would be fake. Dreams are the Devils game to make you forget who you are, where you are, what you are and make you forget about the reality of life.Tsk...i was not thinking about Raya Haji the next day nor i was thinking about those people in Haj. But i had that dream, and it was wonderfull.
The second night i dream of being on Eden Island. Sebab watching couples retreat before that. It also felt real. I felt hot macam i was on the island. But on the island i had all my family, my friends staying on the island. The plot of my dream, we needed to get back to main land before we would be stuck forever on the island. It was scary cause i felt if i dont wake up, i wont wake up at all.I tried to wake up but everytime i felt i waking up is just waking up in the dream. Paham x..macam i mimpi i cuba bangun and i bangun tapi dalam mimpi, and i try lagi bangun masih dalam mimpi..this dream made me get up and never want to sleep back again. Seram...belum subuh pun xpe..let me do something else. So i sidai baju at 5am. Bagus kan.Good jugak la dream like this. Lepas subuh pun x tido balik. My husband tried to get me to sleep back but i x boleh tido.
yesterday i dream i was studying somewhere far. The place look like Hogwarts. I was wondering was i learning withcraft and wizardry. Astagfirullahal azim. X bagusnya. But magic sounds fun kan!! i was the head of the girls kat sana and like every fairytale, the head of the boys was interested in me. Hah kelakar, like novel or highschool musical. Cilche sangat. Tapi this place i had to study for years and years so the guy as me to be his wife. Senang katanya..i rejected him and see his sad face walk away. tapi i liked him, but i was thnking so much of my husband. He said, he la my husband..but he did not look like Idris, and i felt if i accepted his proposal in my dream, wont wake up. Itula yang scary part. I dunno why all my dreams. i feel if i made a decision to stay in that dream i wont ever wake up. OKay back to dream, this guy was always with me, protected me whenever the place i was in had trouble. So funny kan..ahh dreams are dreams...but i dont why i am scared of my dreams lately.
Here i blogged..Terasa poyo dengan mimpi mimpi but i just want to get it out of my system so that i dont keep ingat ingat the dreams and carry on in life.Orang kata x basuh kaki tu la mimpi.but how is it when i amik wudhu also i dream this weird crazy dream. The Devils at its game???
Sunday, November 6, 2011
::Family o'Mine::Broken Camera and Eid Adha::
Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone. Sorry this raya no pictures because..my daughter, the ever precious-jewel-golden-princess of the heart "SOFEA" dah pecahkan my camera. Yerp she did it!! One cost me a laptop, another has cost me a Camera. Alamak...pecahla gelas ikea ke, patahkan pensil ke, xpela jugak. Can consider la. Ini Camera..nasib la bukan yang DSLR ke apa..jenuh nak baik pulihkan.Just when i needed to use the camera the most!!!!
How she pulled that stunt? She climbed on the chair to get to my beg.Ransack my beg like an immigration officer, found the camera hidden under my other belongings and took out. I said,' Sofea, give me back!!'. And she tried to run, tripped by the carpet and kabush!@#*&6! My beutiful gold camera hit the ground. (see how nice i am putting it into words, it because Pedih hati oo Pedih Hati!!!.) Well enough said. I have to get RM 200 to repair the Cyrstal LCD. Looks like Nadiah, there would not be some videos for the time being.
Ah raya Haji, This year simple yet sweet. All my 'adik beradik' gathered at mom's new place. Awesome!!! We had the usual...Rendang, kuah kacang, lontong. Mom made Sagu Puding!!.Lovely!~~The night before, my friend visited us. Had a long lepak session at my moms house. Well the guys je actually. I and my sis were busy with the kids and other stuff. We went back at 1am. Resulting, lambat bangun for Solat Raya. Had to rush!~~.
The next morning, went to moms house for the normal, Morning Raya Breakfast. All were present and we talk and laugh, laugh and talk and also shared a lot back down memory lane. Husband hit the road to work at noon. Packed him some food for the guys back at the shop. Then we lepak and had fun with Yaya and Pipa. Pipa is teething. So she was in mood swings, air liur swings jugak. Everywhere she stood more than 5 minutes sure jumpa a puddle of air liur. Ngahahaha..sian that girl. I think its her molars. She has slight fever but that did not slow her down.
The afternoon and evening went well. Eating and feasting on rezeki ALLAH bagi. Alhamdulillah. Wheather was not sun shinny but it was humid. Later in the evening, after having our shower, Brother In law Wan decided to take a half an hour drive down to Portuguese Settlement and have the ever famous 'Fresh Mango Juice'. Yummy okay...fresh mango, the sweet sour ones mixed with 1 sour plum, blended with Ice..ouh..MasyaALLAH. Yummy...we lepak by the sea, watching the grey clouds getting laden with rain. It became pitch dark (the sky i mean) and we headed home. Weekend..mana mana pun jem jugak. We reach home. Mommy had chicken roasted. Thanks Mum, You are the best. This raya Haji, i x masuk dapur langsung. Sorry mom, everytime i want to masuk dapur, the small one will come wailing for attention (demam kan). So night, Husband came back and we had the chicken and we chatted on some more.
And here i blog, thats how my Raya Haji went..simple yet sweet!!..
How she pulled that stunt? She climbed on the chair to get to my beg.Ransack my beg like an immigration officer, found the camera hidden under my other belongings and took out. I said,' Sofea, give me back!!'. And she tried to run, tripped by the carpet and kabush!@#*&6! My beutiful gold camera hit the ground. (see how nice i am putting it into words, it because Pedih hati oo Pedih Hati!!!.) Well enough said. I have to get RM 200 to repair the Cyrstal LCD. Looks like Nadiah, there would not be some videos for the time being.
Ah raya Haji, This year simple yet sweet. All my 'adik beradik' gathered at mom's new place. Awesome!!! We had the usual...Rendang, kuah kacang, lontong. Mom made Sagu Puding!!.Lovely!~~The night before, my friend visited us. Had a long lepak session at my moms house. Well the guys je actually. I and my sis were busy with the kids and other stuff. We went back at 1am. Resulting, lambat bangun for Solat Raya. Had to rush!~~.
The next morning, went to moms house for the normal, Morning Raya Breakfast. All were present and we talk and laugh, laugh and talk and also shared a lot back down memory lane. Husband hit the road to work at noon. Packed him some food for the guys back at the shop. Then we lepak and had fun with Yaya and Pipa. Pipa is teething. So she was in mood swings, air liur swings jugak. Everywhere she stood more than 5 minutes sure jumpa a puddle of air liur. Ngahahaha..sian that girl. I think its her molars. She has slight fever but that did not slow her down.
The afternoon and evening went well. Eating and feasting on rezeki ALLAH bagi. Alhamdulillah. Wheather was not sun shinny but it was humid. Later in the evening, after having our shower, Brother In law Wan decided to take a half an hour drive down to Portuguese Settlement and have the ever famous 'Fresh Mango Juice'. Yummy okay...fresh mango, the sweet sour ones mixed with 1 sour plum, blended with Ice..ouh..MasyaALLAH. Yummy...we lepak by the sea, watching the grey clouds getting laden with rain. It became pitch dark (the sky i mean) and we headed home. Weekend..mana mana pun jem jugak. We reach home. Mommy had chicken roasted. Thanks Mum, You are the best. This raya Haji, i x masuk dapur langsung. Sorry mom, everytime i want to masuk dapur, the small one will come wailing for attention (demam kan). So night, Husband came back and we had the chicken and we chatted on some more.
And here i blog, thats how my Raya Haji went..simple yet sweet!!..
Friday, November 4, 2011
::Family o'Mine:: Happy Birthday Sofea::
Nevermind the pending blogs to be posted. This one comes first!!!..
My Pippa,
Today is your 1st birthday.Sayang, let me tell you how you made your first appearance to the world a year ago. Sofea, you were late by a week. Yerp! naughty baby you were. Over due for a week mummy was worried. You had already lessen your moves. Mummy did not want anything to happen to you..
On 2nd of November, is your Uncle Boy's birthday. He is mommy's brother and he hope you would come on his birthday. But nope, you were stubborn. No pains,no show nothing mommy had to be admitted for futher action to be done. So on 2 nd morning (Tuesday) Papa brought mummy to the hospital, before that mommy had breakfast but all the while mommy doa that nothing is wrong with you and you and me will be fine.
After sending mommy papa stayed for a while. Papa knows mommy hates to be admitted. Boring tau sayang...no one to talk to. Only strangers in labour pain that don't want to talk to you. Mommy was told if you don't come out by tomorrow (3rd November), they will force you out. Mommy hope you will come out..xnak orang paksa paksa you. All the while mommy rub you in my tummy and talk to you. Asking you if you are okay, you sad ke, you merajuk ke you x nak keluar. So mommy stayed there, the only friends mommy had is my phone and Nt Lily and Nt Ima who rajin sms balik and chat. Papa came when visiting time. Kesian papa kena ulang alik from kedai. Your kakak Sarah stayed with Mimma patiently waiting for you.
That night after late supper with Papa, mommy makan banyak. Mommy tido,it was sejuk in the ward so lena la tido. In my mind, i tahu dah sure you kena paksa keluar esok. So mommy x sabar nak tunggu 8am sebab doctor said they will do the procedure by 8am.
At 3.45pm mommy rasa sakit perut. Tapi i was too sleepy and malas, so i thought just sleep and pain will go away. Mesti makan banyak tadi . But the pain came back again at 3.55am, then 4.10 am.Mommy dah pelik. Then 4.15..the time was getting faster. Mommy terduduk...confuse, whether is it labour pains or what. then mommy ingat, if its every 5minutes dah dekat dah nak labour. Mommy call the nurse tapi after doctor checked dia kata still lama. Doc ask me to go back to bed and sleep.He will give me pain killer. Tapi masa mommy balik bed, x boleh jalan. The pain was unbearable tapi tadela mommy nak nangis ke jerit sebab dia datang and pergi. So bila datang pain mommy grip katil. After 1 hour doctor test mommy, mommy dah x tahan. Pain macam nak push. then mommy tahu. Familiar pain, ni macam masa i gave birth to your sister.
Mommy call the nurse, and the confuse nurse (sebab doctor cakap dia lama lagi, tapi dia tengok mommy macam dah nak beranak) come and gave me the jab. Mommy cakap, cannot i nak push. So she checked mommy and she got a shock. She said,' The baby head dah nak keluar cepat get her on the trolley and push into labour.'. Masa tu 5.50am, mommy just sms papa sebelum tu ask to come and teman me sebab sakit belakang sangat. As they push mommy out from ward, mommy dengar orang mengaji nak subuh.Mommy nampak Masjid Negeri not far from the walkway... Mommy rasa calm balik. Cantik sangat that morning Sofea, just like you. X sempat register kat reception, nurse terus push in to labour room-transfer me on bed and cut waterbag..that was 5.55am. 5 minutes later you were born. Sharp 6, with azan subuh.
So sayang, see mommy loves you so much. You never were a troublesome baby, from the day you were born till now. Always independent and strong. Happy Birthday My Sofea Hannah...May ALLAH blessed you will all the best in life and thereafter. I dont ask for much, just grow up and learn the ways of life as it is and always remember, He the one Above is the One most Important to you!! Then comes your life and family, and then comes the rest..
My Pippa,
Today is your 1st birthday.Sayang, let me tell you how you made your first appearance to the world a year ago. Sofea, you were late by a week. Yerp! naughty baby you were. Over due for a week mummy was worried. You had already lessen your moves. Mummy did not want anything to happen to you..
On 2nd of November, is your Uncle Boy's birthday. He is mommy's brother and he hope you would come on his birthday. But nope, you were stubborn. No pains,no show nothing mommy had to be admitted for futher action to be done. So on 2 nd morning (Tuesday) Papa brought mummy to the hospital, before that mommy had breakfast but all the while mommy doa that nothing is wrong with you and you and me will be fine.
After sending mommy papa stayed for a while. Papa knows mommy hates to be admitted. Boring tau sayang...no one to talk to. Only strangers in labour pain that don't want to talk to you. Mommy was told if you don't come out by tomorrow (3rd November), they will force you out. Mommy hope you will come out..xnak orang paksa paksa you. All the while mommy rub you in my tummy and talk to you. Asking you if you are okay, you sad ke, you merajuk ke you x nak keluar. So mommy stayed there, the only friends mommy had is my phone and Nt Lily and Nt Ima who rajin sms balik and chat. Papa came when visiting time. Kesian papa kena ulang alik from kedai. Your kakak Sarah stayed with Mimma patiently waiting for you.
That night after late supper with Papa, mommy makan banyak. Mommy tido,it was sejuk in the ward so lena la tido. In my mind, i tahu dah sure you kena paksa keluar esok. So mommy x sabar nak tunggu 8am sebab doctor said they will do the procedure by 8am.
At 3.45pm mommy rasa sakit perut. Tapi i was too sleepy and malas, so i thought just sleep and pain will go away. Mesti makan banyak tadi . But the pain came back again at 3.55am, then 4.10 am.Mommy dah pelik. Then 4.15..the time was getting faster. Mommy terduduk...confuse, whether is it labour pains or what. then mommy ingat, if its every 5minutes dah dekat dah nak labour. Mommy call the nurse tapi after doctor checked dia kata still lama. Doc ask me to go back to bed and sleep.He will give me pain killer. Tapi masa mommy balik bed, x boleh jalan. The pain was unbearable tapi tadela mommy nak nangis ke jerit sebab dia datang and pergi. So bila datang pain mommy grip katil. After 1 hour doctor test mommy, mommy dah x tahan. Pain macam nak push. then mommy tahu. Familiar pain, ni macam masa i gave birth to your sister.
Mommy call the nurse, and the confuse nurse (sebab doctor cakap dia lama lagi, tapi dia tengok mommy macam dah nak beranak) come and gave me the jab. Mommy cakap, cannot i nak push. So she checked mommy and she got a shock. She said,' The baby head dah nak keluar cepat get her on the trolley and push into labour.'. Masa tu 5.50am, mommy just sms papa sebelum tu ask to come and teman me sebab sakit belakang sangat. As they push mommy out from ward, mommy dengar orang mengaji nak subuh.Mommy nampak Masjid Negeri not far from the walkway... Mommy rasa calm balik. Cantik sangat that morning Sofea, just like you. X sempat register kat reception, nurse terus push in to labour room-transfer me on bed and cut waterbag..that was 5.55am. 5 minutes later you were born. Sharp 6, with azan subuh.
So sayang, see mommy loves you so much. You never were a troublesome baby, from the day you were born till now. Always independent and strong. Happy Birthday My Sofea Hannah...May ALLAH blessed you will all the best in life and thereafter. I dont ask for much, just grow up and learn the ways of life as it is and always remember, He the one Above is the One most Important to you!! Then comes your life and family, and then comes the rest..
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