..Christmas Weekend Blast....

"Christmas, Christmas time is near, Time for toys and time for cheer. We've been good, but we can't last, Hurry Christmas, Hurry fast. Want a plane that loops the loop, Me, I want a Hula-Hoop. We can hardly stand the wait, Please Christmas don't be late. "

Christmas just passed..yeah i know but saja je like this song.Now its new Year. Macam x percaya jer kan. Sarah next year dah gonna be 2 years. I will be nearing to 30's yikes!!!!..Well gonna say goodbye to 2009 shortly. Ada 2 hari je lagi so i nak fill this last 2 days with lots of things i wanna do before 2010..hehehe..

Well first, about Christmas. Amazingly tahun ni Christmas for me busy kalah hari raya. Starting from my birthday.The Eve of Christmas..a miracle...Hah..this year i met long lost cousin. SO happy to meet them again. I think adalah 10 years x jumpa..wow it was great seeing them. chatting and changing stories.The shop closed at 12am, my parents and brother and sister came and we just roam around the mall doing last minute shopping. after that met up with the cuzzies..Lepak at K5 EQ sampai 2am..then balik lepak with brothers and sis..chitty chatty abit..balik slept around 4. My lil Sarah pun..she was so happy..seeing the lights at Portuegesse Settlement..." Mother..nice..touch mother touch..".

Christmas we went to PD. Brought my lil angel to mandi manda at Tiara. After sending my brother off..we went home to find more cousin and people..."Merry amas"...sarah learn that hearing us wishing our cuzzies who celebrated..ahah..pandai pandai je dia.If Air panas she say..air amas..so merry amas means a hot christmas???...Sarah Sarah..that night again we stayed up late. exchange gifts..the next day we went out again. Had tea at NT Laurens place. Spledid..English Tea Spread....Kekenyangan..Another suprise came when one of my good friends from KL came down. Nenek with her hubby Bali ( note: this are not their real names).

That nite we had asam pedas,then we went sight seeing..met a few other friends a long the way. Came back watch some TV's the next day we had lunch and went around Dataran. Then we went for the fish spa's. On the way balik Nenek mengidam nak mangga so pergila mintak kat neighbour depan..balik..Tengok TV makan mangga, chocolate cake with Teh..Boleh??...malam we went to my mums for dinner. Had roast chicken with curry devil..alamak lapar balik..nenek balik the next day. Mcam x nak kasi dia balik....macam best having her around with her 3mth tummy..ehehhe...

MOnday tu malas sungguh nak kerja..dengan orang kat office yang poyo..luckily have one friend there who i could click..ahh well thats Christmas weekend for me..now waiting for New Year..

Miss Boss...i am not coming on new years eve..sorry lupa tell u..heheheh...

...My note...

..Hari ni birthday aku. But aku x nak celebrate cam biasa biasa orang celebrate. hari ni aku nak pay tribute to my Mum, Dad, Family and Friends. Cause aku rasa tanpa diorang ni Xkan aku berpijak di bumi yang nyata and Xdela aku di sini. Mum, Thanks for carrying me.9 months is along time. And with all the nausea and illness i brought along the way.Thanks so much. I understand now the sacrifice you done just to give one child a fresh breath to live. I cannot repay you, but i love you..till my last breath. Papa, For taking care of me, For always being my guardian. My knight in shinning amour. You will always be the Hero for me. I love you and though i seldom show. But no matter how far i go, or i'm married. You will always have a place in my heart, and i will always be your lil girl. My Sisters, Love you so much. For the fun we had when we were kids, for the blaming and the fighting. I think that bonds us a lot. When you are away, i do feel the missing link between us. And as we grow up, i hope that we will still stay linked forever. My Brother, What can i say, you cheer me up. We never can ride on the same boat for long but i just want you to know. I love you. My Husband and child, Both of you are the shinning stars in my life. You fill my days up with so much colours. With you i am happy, with you i cam whole. each day i thank ALLAH for giving you both to me. My Friends, My life would be a bore without all of you. My life would be blank and plain. I love you guys.. A lot. with you i learn more about life, with you i learn more about relationships and friendships. With you i learn to love....

..Cold Chilly Nites..

Its a cold, calm and chilly nite, As i stay awake alone i recall back the nites like this for all the years past, This nites always leaves me with something to remember, Always has a memory to linger...it always makes me wonder and think.. Its the cold winds.. When i was younger, December use to be the month where you always get nites like this. I close my eyes. I see my grandma and grandpa in their hall with a small Christmas Tree lighted up. Yes its almost Christmas. And we will be there, playing, watching TV. Though difference in religion. We respect one another. And its the company that they want...and its the copanionship that we give. Its cold and there is hot cocoa, the sky filled with stars. So clear..yes..there's the chill wind again. My grandparents has long been gone. but i will always have those nites to remember.. When i was in school, i remember the nites when we had Khemah Ibadat, or some sleepover in school. I went to a convent school in the heart of Melaka. How creepy. where all history began. Left and right are musuems and monuments left by the war centuries ago. At one nite i sat at the balcony with my friend..at that moment over looking ST Pauls Hill..i felt so gratefull to be a Mallaccan, infact proud to be a Malaysian. And i first started to appreciate life...yes..there was this chill wind.. As i grew, i recall my self lepaking with my frens, the crew at the block, laughing we were, singing,joking about anything to everything, we talk about ourself, shared our problems... we had a great time.Sam, Nor, Masna,Godzy, Niza, Ana, Zakiah, Shira, Kay-C, Abby, Nenek, Elina, SHaukat..where are you guys now..what are you guys doing...we had fun...we had youth!!!~~..then i remember having late nite snack with my sweetheart, hanging with his friends and mine after a nite of studies for a cup of teh tarik and so on.i recall my self walking in the streets of KL with a friend or two, looking for something to eat. Having a great time talking at a sidewalk stall after a days of work or maybe on Friday nite. The best ever.. I see myself walking by the sidewalk at Time Square with my housemate Ana. I see myself in Singapore with my cousins..walking down block to block playing, having the place to ourself as no one around, watching a late nite movie at the nearest mall, catching the last train back...i missed those times. i see myself on this windy nite, in pink wardrobe and in labour, waiting for the birth of my lil sunshine.I see my sweetheart now my husband waiting for me.and yes..it was chilly as this nite. not like other nites. This chilly cold nites are special...and now..i dun see much of it as i use too..when i was younger...

...Affairs, Crew and a bunch of Dust..

Hmm.. x boleh tido..mata gatal and my nose block. Cam nak demam je balik..Idris and Sarah dah in laLa land. Idris demam. Sianz dia. He has been working around the clock. To prepare the racks for Rastafari Singpore's promotion space. Well Mamu Nizam ( the profesional pelicin kayu) has gone back. The racks are due this wednesday. House fill with wood dust. That must be the reason why my eyes are so itchy. Tomorrow is another day..decided to help him at home. By day wood work by evening shop!..tiring for Idris..Alhamdulillah.Even though sometimes i feel that he works to much.I think better to get someone who is reliable and hardworking, responsible even though means sometimes you come after work does as a life partner than someone who can't think out of the box and only visualise thing but cant live it up..... Today only 2 crew working. Luckily both of them are capable and very reliable. I went there after work to wait for Idris and relief them some time for toilet calls, smoke or to get something to munch. Damn sejuk today..Yala..rain heavily. Well we need staff again in Febuary when one of our crew now leaves..Tgk list ade 5 orang datang. Idris belum ada time nak Interview. Since we are not taking the Jaya Jusco shop, so xpela.Slowly carik someone. I suggest be a girl cause then tade la Abang perfume kat depan tu nak Jealous wife dia pandang. DIa pulak menggatal..come on la abang perfume..cam la aku x tahu masa ade Ema and Siti hari hari jumpa ko dalam kedai bebual..abih bini x marah pulak..Ni bini pandang je. BUkan staff Rasta ade selera pun. Diorang tu muda remaja belia...agak agak la..dah tu masing2 dah berpunya yang lagi best dari bini ko kot.....ko dah kecoh kecoh cam derang ade affair. ade hati lak cakap pasal kita you laki bini gaduh. If you cant carry our your responsibilities as the head do not blame it on others... Haish..Idris says Cannot rush take anyone. you need someone you can trust, rely on, capable to think wat to do next without asking and also know where her or his place in the shop... Haish...like dat ker??...i just OooOo la..they know better..they learn from their piers..and not only one but a few.. Haish..today Idris suppose to go to Jusco to close the deal. Luckily he didnt go. There was a leakage and some place in Jusco exploded. If he was there at the wrong time. I might be blogging this from the Hospital again. Thank ALLAH for looking upon us. The conclusion of the explosion that Rastafari will not be opening there soon...

..Tortura II- Bastion House, Melaka

Well cuti sekolah ni as i said my SilS datang, so i bawak them jalan jalan. Above are some awesome exibits from TORTURA II as seen on Discovery. Those are insturments built during medieval period to torture those who Sins, who steals, who commits adultery..Ish kalau tengok and ada benda ni lagi dilaksanakan...confirm x buat jahat. Seram!~ SaDIS and kejam..

...D' Angullia's

Un-expectedly, my hubby's uncle drop by to stay and help him this weekend. YES! The uncle yang suka menyakat and menyakitkan hati tu...ah..Be nice Maria!~..As long as he dont start i am cool. Well dah lama actually dia x datang stay over. My daughter was the most thrill one. Since day one i was pregnant. This uncle has been nothing but close to me and Idris...and since day one Lil Sarah open her eyes, he was the 1st thing she saw instead of her papa which at the moment went to fetch Dada from the Carpark..Haish...~ the one that annoys me the most is the one that is so close to her...

d Angullia's: Nizam, Sarah and Idris

Well she walk everywhere he went, she wants to do things he does and the best part is..dia pulak suka melayan Sarah ni. He brings her everywhere, talk to her, carry her, buy her things that we dont allow her to get. Its like i have a Nanny...but Spoiled!!..every time is "...Nizam...jom"... " Nizam..yaya punya.."..."Nizam..( she will blabber her words )... dat nite we all went for dinner at Pasar Borong Batu Berendam for its famous Asam Pedas. Normally Sarah would be seated next to me and Idris but this time she refuse to sit next to me..instead she call Mamu Nizam to pick her up and sit her next to him..So mengada ngada...when we went home. She sat with him infront and after washing her up she went to the hall to talk to him. Unfortunately..he slept..so seeing him sleeping she also slept. Senangnye..if not everyday kena play untill she tired then sleep..haish!~ Sarah Sarah..pelik la you !~..

Another exciting news is there is addition to the Angullia's. Yes my BIL's wife just gave birth to a baby girl. I am now officially an Aunt.Owh wow..i wanna be the aunt that spoils..can ah..ahahah.. I showed Sarah the baby's picture and she just kept on shouting ..' I want..I want.. I want...'..she thinks babies are so easy to take care...She herself still my lil baby...

...RM50 Fraud money!~..

Heheh...act this happen on Wednesday. Yerp baru baru je ni. I and my good friend Ima went for lunch. Sepatutnya pergi kerja sama but since she had the half day off so we went for Lunch @ Station Kopitiam. Just us girls gossipping, laughing and making up silly stories that guys like my hubby wont get it. After dah makan we walk up to the counter to pay. Since i had a small meal she said she would pay first and i will pay my half later. I walk to my hubby for a short while just to say that i am taking off. After 20 minute Ima ni x muncul jugak at Rastafari, pelik why, i walk up to the shop to see why. Gerak hati says that either she dont have small change or something wrong with her cash. Betul kan!~ Bangla yang work at the kopitiam rejected her note cause dia kata FRAUD!~~ ahah yes FRAUD rm50 new note. Luckily she had spare. After paying we walk back to Rastafari looking at the note. Alamak obvious gila la..u know why??.. 1. The ink dah smudge. duit kena air mana ade ink hilang 2. if you guys tengok note baru ni ade seal cam plastic tepi tu kan, dia punya like selotape. 3. Note slightly smaller 4. Koyak, and when koyak inner layer lak kertas putih. macam kena tampal.duit koyak mana ade inner layer. 5. Sultan nye muka yang with invisible ink cam kartun Ambo lukis..hehe Sultan tengah Sengih. Memang obvious gila. Tapi she x percaya. She got that note for a nearby oil pump station. Biasa la station pump minyak memang pemes lepaskan note note palsu ni kan. So she nak tukar at Bank. Turun la pergi OCBC ground floor. After taking number..office tu tengok skali, UV skali..PAP!~~ duit kena consificated!~~ adoi bengang je Ima. duit kena amik and she gets nothing back. Bank made a police report but Ima tade apa la cause bukan she distribute ke apa. Bank bagi dia letter to claim balik from Station minyak. U all rasa dapat ker? mana la attendant tu nak ingat sapa sapa yang isi minyak duit mana dia bagi kan..haish..Bengang gila Ima..dah le sebelum tu dia bertekak ngan Maxis CSO..bagi info tunggang langgang, duit kena sapu..ntah apa lagi..ahahha...bad mood sungguh dia hari itu... Well kesimpulan dia...lain kali cheque duit yang station minyak bagi balik...kekadang dorg suka bagi duit dah kena conteng, koyak dan sebagainya..

..Sehari Semalam di Avilllion...

Dah subuh! aku baru je dapat lelap mata 3 jam. itu pun diselang selikan oleh rengekkan Sarah. Sejuk amat amat. Aircond + Kipas...gila nye sejuk! Yes aku di tengah laut sekarang. Tapi bukan atas bot. Tapi di Avillion, Port Dickson. Apa aku buat kat sini??? owh Idris and his Family sedang ber'holiday' di sini jadi semalam kami pun datang untuk melawat dan secara tidak langsung...Bercuti sekali..Urgh tapi not for me. Aku kekurangan tidur yang lena. Semalam belum pun selesai kerja, Idris suruh balik awal..' BY 5 i pick u up. i x nak lambat sampai..make sure u dah turun'...ugh Arahan keramat husband aku yang aku rasa tidak memikirkan aku tengah berkerja but nasib la aku ni "PART TIME" jer. Walaupun kurang senang dengan request husband aku, aku turutkan. So lepas aku balik, terus balik amik anak aku yg tengah batuk selesema pulak and adik Ipar aku. Owh ya lupa nak cerita...dah 4 hari dah diorang stay ngan aku. Best jugak la ada diorang...ade kawan bergelak-gelak, rasa meriah je rumah. Aku dah biasa dah rumah x meriah x best. heheheheh...SO balik, packing and terus jalan.Destinasi: Avillion, PD. Sampai dalam pukul 8 setelah berhenti kejap kat RnR..aku lapar la!~~ Nasib la husband nak melayan..selalunya dia malas nak stop..hehehe...Avillion,Aku pernah tinggal dulu kat sini tapi zaman tok kAduk lamanya. NI dah lain.Memang best. tapi malangnya kamera aku bateri low and Husband aku malas nak bawak turun charger yang aku pesan. Jadi no picture. Sdey kan!!!! ...Sampai je makan2 kat Villa atas air Nenek dia bersama kezenz kezenz dia yang lain. Hoh Sarah pun mula la " mother, mother here mother"...ye la dia jarang jumpa family dia yang sebelah ini. Everything was nice. Malam tu kezenzz datang lepak, ketawa, bercerita..tapi aku cam xde mood. 1. atas atas sebab yang husband aku je tahu, 2 aku penat baru balik kerja, 3 aku masih x cukup tido- semalaman semalam Sarah bangun2 ngigau nangis nangis. jadi aku kurang Join. Owh maafkan la hamba jangan pulak kamu kamu fikirkan aku ni sombong! aku cuma bertyping saja di Lappy setia aku ni..Ahh...Sejuk gila bilik dia...Last session habis dalam pukul 2 pagi. Lepas diorang balik aku and husband pun tido. Tak adilnya..dia terus tido..aku lak kena jaga Sarah yang kejap kejap bangun sebab 1. dia x biasa tempat baru memang cam ni 2. dia batuk batuk....dia tido ngan macik macik dia tapi bila dia bangun aku la kena tenggokkan.. Akhirnya............... DI subuh yang hening ini berserta pukulan ombak pagi dan matahari yang baru nak naik..aku sedang menaip blog ini...sekian...

..Cuti Cuti Malaysia...

Dah holiday season. It has started. Every weekend everywhere is pack. Children here and there, hotels fully book, cars jamming the highways. Can u imagine. Highway jammed..huh..that not included the foreign visitors lagi. Baru locals.. at this time of the year..lagi suka stay within my home. Easy access to bathroom, bed, dine, comfort of my own TV..argghh..owh today my SILS (sister in laws) datang..dari PANGKOR singgah before balik JB. will be here a few days. A thrill to have them over. Tambah lagi with my sis Adib esok will go round touring in the city. Ah!~~ holidays for them..is no rest for us adults...i wish i was a kid... Attraction in Melaka during this holiday 1. Ducktours- similar to the one that is in Singapore but i am not sure the route. 2. Air Balloon- At the Dataran Field. RM25 adult RM15 child if not mistaken. 3. Bastion House- Tortura 2. something different and unique. RM10 per person. 4. Panorama Melaka Tour- Bas double decker bringing you around Melaka 5. River Cruise- Ni dah berkali naik but it never gets bosan... 6. Taming Sari- the Menara pusing2 30 minutes then come down again.. 7. Eye of Melaka- ntah nampak apa ntah but seronok la naik tinggi tinggi 8. there are 150 musuems in Melaka 9. Zoo, Mini Malaysia, Taman Buaya, Taman Rama Rama and all the Tamans.

...Sarah Oh Sarah..

Day I Saturday, she still have blood in her stool. And this time she cried when she wanted to 'go'..." mama yap yap pish.." i rub her belly. Tuhan je tahu how worried and sad i was. Arhgh..maybe some will say xde apa sikit jer. How should i know and how do you know. This is my firstborn, my first time handling this matter. To see my baby which i carried for 9 months pain..i cannot Tahan. My Father in law ask me if i wanna go home dat nite. No its okay.!~ i will bare with her the pain till tommorrow cause he is tired and driving at nite is not his choice. Day II Sunday, pagi lagi dah balik. She lembik sikit. Maybe kurang air.She ask for her Papa since malam tadi. Maybe dia rindu Papa dia je kot.Before travell dia berak lagi. This time berketul sikit darah dia..Ahh risau lagi..Doakan tade apa apa teruk. Balik berhenti breakfast, sebab keluar lepas Subuh x sempat makan. Dia x nak makan apa apa.. apa bagi pun dia jawab "..mother nanak..".xpela hoping that my husband can do the trick of feeding her. Sampai rumah je bila PAPA dia keluar her face lit up..."PAPA...'" Happy gila. suka pulak i look at her...kembali active and nakal. Happy to be back she 'decorate' rumah dengan mainan dia. But husband worried. Nak bawak dia g Hospital Jugak..Aish...Sampai sana dia masih lagi aktif..berbual dengan My sis in law Nadiah yang setia ikut. Masih lagi ketawa, bergurau, jalan sini sana..senyum..comel..ramai yang lalu dok cubit2 dia sampai dia mintak dokong je cause..x suka orang kacau dia. Bila masuk bilik doctor, doctor checked. She is Dehydrated. ADMIT..alamak.!~~ the words yang paling i dont want to hear. Argh..i look at Idris. He understand apa yang i was thinking..." xpe sayang for her sake"..aku diam je. I ask him to hold her when they put in the drip. I xleh tengok. X sampai Hati. Nadiah pun..she and me duduk balik dinding. Bila nurse nak masukkan drip, i look at i saw they ikat her with blanket. She was screaming for me.." mama here pish, mama pain pain..x nak pain..Papa pish".. x sedar i nangis. Sedey see my baby cam tu. Only her Papa got the guts to hold her. If me..i dah bawak dia balik dah. Haish..a mothers heart is always soft!~ Berapa kali nurse to cuba x jumpa Vain dia. Nurse suruh masuk wad dulu then letak. Aish..sakit dia. Lepas je nurse tu lepas kan dia, dia cakap kat papa dia satu ayat buat me lagi nangis.."...papa...yaya pain papa.."..adoi...apasal la hati ni sentimental..Sarah Sayang..mommy sayang you!~

..A mother worries never ends..

Sarah Daania my lil cute Angel still not yet heal from the stomach FLU. adoiai...sianz dia..doctor said she got Gastroenteritis. Woo..apa tu? Had a chat with my Fren Nenek while googling it. She said she also read it tapi x ingat apa benda tu.But when i baca the facts..tiba tiba hati jadi sayu dan sedey..Why? cuba la baca sendiri.. Gastroenteritis:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stomach_flu Hari ni she dont want to eat or drink plain water. Mati akal..cam nak nangis. at one point she menggigil hold sudu cause she so weak. She only drinking breastmilk. Sedey sungguh..macam macam dah cuba bagi dia. Dari her favourite Sunday ice cream sampai sate. My FIL was the most supporting one. Since my hubby xde ( he is melaka and i am in JB), he has been sending me around looking for this lil one's food.Berak-berak non stop. My heart beat lagi perlahan tiap kali dia berak. Skali tu around 5pm dia berak ade blood sikit. My heartbeat dah skip berkali kali.My girl dah so weak her eyes xleh bukak. I know she needs to eat and i know she needs to stop berak. I keep asking my Hubby to come and see to her. SHe is so closed to him. I just hope a miracle can happen with him Pergi doctor...Klinik LEE..doctor lagi!~ This doctor pun bagus..dia check betul betul. Melalak la Sarah. mana suka orang pegang dia...at last his verdict. Ada bacteria kat perut dia and if blood still consist dalam stool dia, i have to bring lil Sarah to see him again. Aish..so heartbroken. But i pray for the best. ALLAH knows best and he knows how worried sick i am. This is my first baby, my 1st experience and i sure dont know that much. You can read a thousand books but its not the same with the real thing!~ We had Sate for dinner. Yummilicous Muttonn Sate. Itu pun Favourite dia..but dia x makan. Ice Cream yang Mamu Iqbal belikan tuk dia pun dia x makan sangat. Xpe sayang i keep for nite. No choice. I had to trouble my BIL to McD to buy Bubur ayam. Boleh je masak but she likes they way McD does it and when she sees the packaging mesti excited gila. SKali bubur habis..Can you believe it..leh lak habis. SO had to change for Nugget. Nasib baik dia makan. Ask he NT Aisyah to teman her..She ate 2 pieces..ALHAMDULLILLAH..i can rest back a bit. I hope tomorrow when she wakes she will eat more. From a chubby baby to a skinny girl. Sarah sayang makan la Mummy loves you so much...

..Witch Doctor please make my Baby well again..

..Alalala!~ Sarah demam..Mula fever then tadi mum call dia cirit birit. Yesterday she mengadu sakit perut. Tiba tiba dia tertido..Owh..kelam kabut Mum and Dad kat rumah. Dah dua kali dah Sarah buat macam ni....ngadu sakit then terus blackout cam tu. Ingat dia pengsan ke apa..act dia penat nak tido..Adoi Sarah!~ Buat mummy kelam kabut nak tercabut nyawa jer !~~ Today tolong Idris kat kedai..before that bawak Sarah gi check kat klinik Dr. Nik & Zaliha. Aku suka g clinic ni sebab dia v. good with kids, Secondly dia explain ko dengan detail apa masalah and camana nak prevent from getting worse. Nice doctor. Orang Kelantan okay...very Humble, Patient and very open minded. He said Sarah is having normal fever and maybe due for cirit birit. Sebab she is breastfeeding maka lambat la baiknya but its okay..teruskan je with BF...lemah je sarah.Masa dia nampak doctor tu, she punya scream and shout. She dun like doctors..even bila dia x sakit kalau teman sesiapa g clinic dia x suka. Tapi lepas tu boleh bye-bye lak...Sedey lak tengok dia cam ni. Kalau sihat dia BOUNCY, HAPPY GO LUCKY, TALKATIVE,segalanya POSITIVE dengan dia. Takpe la sayang makan ubat cepat get better. X sabar sabar nak balik, masa mum amik dia tadi dia nangis.She hug my hand " come mama come..dun mama pls dun.." Tersentap hati ni...sedeynya..aku pulak yang bergenang air mata sampai Hubby pujuk dengan joke ntah apa apa buat aku bengang jer. ..Camana Sam..camana ko let Auni go every day..tidak nangis ka dia???..aku ni over husband aku cakap..biarkan kalau x lagi dia clingy..ya la..sejam dua aku sedey pastu ok balik.. Sarah, Mummy got work sayang...wait for mummy balik ni. Esok mummy x work..kita go jalan together. Kalau boleh memang aku x nak kerja nak jaga Sarah jer. But sometimes when always kat rumah aku jadi sengal sebab dah biasa kerja or doing somegthing. X kisah la the smallest admin work...Satu lagi kesian kat Idris he provides everything. Ya la even though he mampu to give tapi kadang kadang sempit jugak. Bila kereta rosak,bila ada emergency, nak jugak tolong family kan..so at leat aku kerja..contribution x banyak ringan sikit bils kat dia sumer aku tolong bayarkan...nantila dah stable aku quit balik. Tapi aku seronok pulak kerja..haish..Kat rumah bila dah habis kerja rumah aku buntu..haish...but i know i have to choose...this is the life i have now..and i am gonna try my best to take good care of her and always be there for her as long as i can..... Today jugak aku jumpa someone dah lama aku x jumpa. But bukan fizikaly jumpa..jumpa online. Nasibla baik aku tidak buang id dia. Untuk kawan kawan Campus aku..mesti korang kenal dia..yes...Kak UCU..korang x rindu and tertanya ke pasal dia...??? hahaha..hehe dia kan penah mencetus bebagai kontreversi..tapi dia Baik..as a person dia baik...Aku tercarik dia jugak but gave up a year ago. Susah la nak trace dia.Alih2 agaknya today ALLAH wanna bless me with Friendship..maka i found a fren dat i lost...

Sarah Daania bila dah sihat makan ais krim dengan Papa dia..

..HooRay....

HooRAy..he is back! yesterday came to fetch me and lil Sarah at 845. He called before hand..i was trying not to sound so anticipated. I ask him why he is so early fetching us when the shop closses at 10pm. "U x excited ke nak see me..?".. "..Hmmm boleh lah.." waa..kelentong eh Maria...dari pagi u tunggu dia call you kan?? heheheh Balik dengan En Nizam Angullia ( Mamu)..lepas hantar barang terus datang rumah Mommy. Sayangnye Sarah tido..tapi cam tahu je..the moment idris jejak dalam rumah dia panggil papa!! Suka tengok Sarah and Idris together..She look so secure with him. Laughing and playing. Snap!! Idris ajak makan...Okay.. Tiba tiba i feel quiet. Tak tahu nak cakap apa and macam malas nak cakap. For once Idris je yang berbual..sampai satu tahap he ask me, if i am not happy that he is back..Gila ke..of course la amat amat Happy..Makan kat Tasik Terapung..pernah perg situ x? aha yes yang ada jual Tomyam, yang ada tasik besar kat tengah kedai tu..yang ada ikan besar. Yes, yes Yes,!~~ Sedap ker? Boleh..bagi rating *****/ 8 bintang...:D Hoho the day ended by Sarah making us sleep. Idris of course penat and i was sleepy. Dah pukul 2 pagi tapi si kecik tu tak tido..ahh lama lama dia yang buat kami tido. Siap tepuk2 papa dia lagi sambil nyanyi...owh ya baik tido..By the way..RASTAFARI tengah buat sale and barang2 baru masuk..so check it out la esok...

...Vocabulary...

Sarah today came to me mumbling a few words "..mama go din mama din"..i dun understand..my mum.she does undertsand cause she's the one looking after Sarah when i am working...then she went to the backroom..she took out the broom.."..mama yaya apu..muf."..hah " Sarah cakap apa ni..".

She can speak clearly now. only a few things she use her own words. i dunno how she gets them but here it is..

Bon Bon- Baloon Din- Macdonalds ( i dunno la y) Hos-House Ba-Zebra

I-tish- Ice cream mok- gemuk Kakai- Pakai Bobon- Powder

Apu- sapu Afer- FLower Bi- Mandi Awon- Bangun tetup- Get up Dili- Diri Sip- Sleep

There is more..Basically she can say any thing, and she understands very well. So now our job is to correct her when she speaks wrong. Ah but sometimes we grown ups tend to follow what she says. Her papa escpecially likes to talk giberish with her..and she is his number one Fan. She listens to him, each and every single thing he does she copies,who else to teach her to be naughty. But he also disciplines her..

Yesterday she was so bored. She kept bugging us to bring her somewhere.So at nite we brought her to Mydin since mum needs to buy a few things. She ran all over the place. The hardest part is to take her away from the little machine rides they have. HUh!~~..at when i was lying with her on the bed..after 3 days she ask me..Mama papa outside?...No sayang papa will be back tomorrow i replied. She look at me wondering why papa has not been back for 3 days..read to Sarah her favourite book. The picture dictionary! and she slept....

Sarah Daania Angullia My Lil Angel

..Who are you??...

Semalam 1st day dia xde, mula rasa mati kutu..tiada arah. Bila dah slalu together doing things and arranging our lifes, tiba tiba hilang, terasa jugak. Patutla kadang2 orang refer as 'the other half '. memang rasa separuh tiada bila dia takde. Sekejap jer..eheheh...... Today second day, okay sket..dah boleh schedule things yang i LIKE to do.. eheh tapi still terasa tiada separuh lagi dari jiwa ni bosan..rcv Text msg: I miss you here...Well me too..ah..Flashback balik masa kat Campus. Walaupun baru je balik, baru 2 langkah masuk bilik phone pun bunyik.ahaha skang tidak lagi..makin susah nak dapat msg msg cam ni..make me appreciate the time when we are apart.. ..Check facebook..woo begitu marahnye kawan aku ni.. Quote: "...tak faham dgn manusia yg suka amik kesempatan di atas kebaikkan org lain..ko ingat ko sapa??nak lepak tempat best2,tp poket kering...cermin la muka ko dulu...!! Meluat ngan someone.Yess aku kenal orang itu, orang yang dimaksudkan itu pernah jugak jadi kawan aku...benarla kata dia..memang Insan itu tidak faham erti persahabatan. Tidak cermin diri dia siapa (xde cermin ke rumah dia kot)Pada dia sahabat is someone untuk dia gunakan untuk kesenangan dia dan ke'glameran' dia..memang gila glamer dia ni. Cuba ko cakap ko pakai kete mercs and ko ni anak dato. waa bukan main baikla dia dengan ko cuma kerana status itu. Status Concius...benci!!takpe bukan itu jer dia akan mereka cerita bagai nak rak, menjaja jaja memberi imej yang kamu itu baik dengannya, yang kamu itu sudah mengenalinya berabad lamanya, yang kamu itu jijik tanpanya, yang kamu itu perlukan sangat dia sebagai kawan, yang dia itu adalah orang kanan mu, yang dia itu putih kamu itu hitam. Hakikatnya, she is a nobody, a nobody with nothing to show if she dun have you. Yes bukan aku nak mendabik dada and say " hey i am somebody" but this is the truth. Dia akan gunakan kamu untuk kesenangan dia.Bukan aku je yang terkena...sudah ramai..dan lawaknya..ceritanya pasal aku dan sesiapa yang menjadi kawan dia..bagai kami ni serumah sebantal..bagai dia tahu segala perihal kami, sedangkan ceritanya itu karut belaka dan silapnya dia...DIa ceritakan pada orang yang betul betul mengenali aku..ahah bodoh lagi...sekarang siapa yang rugi. Dah la penat nak cerita...biarkan la dia..dapat ku lihat sekarang betapa dia kegersangan untuk teman. Kesepian?? silap kamu, keuntungan bagi ku..kerana kamu aku tahu siapa yang aku boleh percayai..and siapa yang bermuka muka..

...Datang Bergolek...

Today sejuk gila. Working environment. Best Sangat sbb x banyak backlog. Waa..ontime je habis.extra 30 minutes early lagi. Esok Idris dah pergi Singapore..kerja sikit kat sana..Bosanla aku kat sini. Sapa nak teman aku makan Sapa nak teman aku online Sapa aku leh sakat and bertekak tekak Sapa nak bising susah susahkan aku wat macam macam Haish pergi x lama..nanti dia balik aku pulak ke JB. Haish...!! Takpela..bak kata orang..jauh jauh bertambah sayang. Today balik kerja dia mintak tolong..siapkan some work of his. Baiklah!~ tolong kamula sayang. Tapi susah la..bila work hand in hand ni ade je benda yang selisih. Sebab itula I cannot work in same place as you..bukan sebab i nak buat jahat belakang you!!.. Today aku jumpa someone pelik...tiba tiba semua benda makes sense...dia ntah dari zaman bila ntah.Konon nak menunjukkan ciri ciri orang yang baik, tidak buang masa, dan seolah kami ni terlalu social dan suka membuang masa. Tapi tidakkah dia sedar dia ketinggalan? Tidakkah dia sedar dia keciciran. Bila orang kata dia kolot dia marah. Bila bercakap pasal internet, Facebook, online sangka dia INTERNET CAFE, bila bercakap pasal isu isu terkini katanya KITA NI BUAT CERITA. Lepas tu hairan kenapa kami ada kawan kamu kesepian..Hello kawan, ko tengok TV,x sebab kerja kau seharian..balik dah penat lepak mkn then tido kan?lepak x buang masa pulak? ahah..penah tgk iklan kan?? abih iklan streamyx, broadband tu untuk apa? untuk CC ka..sengal.Mengadu susah nak carik kerja dan bila orang dapat kamu kehairanan. Hello ko sangka kerja nak datang bergolek sendiri tanpa usaha....itula Orang pakai JOBSTREET apply and walk in. kau masih ke hulu ke hilir ngan file. x buang masa pulak macam tu??Macam mana?? Bila kami nak tolong kamu kata kami nak influence jadi someone yang x bermoral..haduh!! duduk la kamu di takuk lama...How nak maju kalau sendiri x sedar, sendiri x nak usaha..mahu semua datang bergolek..bukan nak suruh ko beli segala tapi...jangan la bercakap kalau x tahu.update la diri dengan isu isu semasa..so that orang x bosan bila bebual ngan kamu....buat malu sendiri kan..ahahaha

..Argh!! Hari Ini...

Bengang, Hari ni bukan hari aku, Dah le aku tengah dalam dilema bulanan wanita ni, Ah abih ditambah tambah pulak dengan si Chomel yang nakal tak berhenti menyakat.. Menyakat? siapa? ibunya la..wawa adakah dia ejekan aku 'mama utan'.. Siapa lagi yang ajar dia kalau bukan papa dia..wawawa meh sini mama gigit.. Sejuk, Dah 3 hari hujan x behenti, Kalau berhenti pun setakat dua tiga jam lepas tu lebat balik, Alamak x kering la baju aku..sekali basuh 2 hari baru kering.. Cuaca di bawah 26 celcius setiap hari..Brrrr sejuk mcam kat genting pulak, Kalau x tahan sejuk ni macam mana nak bawak u pergi UK..kata si dia.. Ceh..cam nak pergi sekarang ni jugak... Makan, Ari ni je aku makan dah bapa banyak kalori, Terbina balik la lemak aku yang aku buang kat GYM tiap Rabu and Sabtu... Ceh..mana tak si Chomel asyik " mama aget mama, mama donald mama"... Tak bagi makan "mCd" mesti nak makan something jugak kan... Dengan cuaca sejuk ni lagi la cepat aku lapar... Spaghetti, Burger, Choc Cake, Steam Fish..ntah la apa lagi.. Malam, Dah malam..sakit kepala pulak, dah makan dah kenyang, Sejuk cam ni tido best....

..Sempurna...

Kau begitu sempurna,

Di mata ku kau begitu Indah,

Kau membuat diri ku akan selalu memuja mu,

Di setiap langkah ku,

Ku kan selalu memikirkan dirimu,

Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu...

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku,

Takkan mampu menghadapi semua,

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darah ku,

Kau adalah jantungku,

Kau adalah hidupku lengkapi diriku,

Owh Sarah kau begitu...SEMPURNA.

Kau genggam tangan ku,

Di saat ku lemah dan terjatuh,

Kau bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku..