::My World:: Weird Him::

..his eyes looking sharp at me.Oh apakah kenal ker? So i move on to stand at another corner. He frowned and walk towards me. Buat muka sombong ke nak buat muka cam x tahu malu ni? Aku kenal ke dia ni. Apasal dia cam asyik x senang apa aku buat.

.'U! Where do you think you are going?Why are you doing this, i thought i told u not too move. If i cant see you how am i to be at ur aid when they come..'

Aik? ade masalah ke tempat ni. They come? they siapa..oh confuse aku ni hai..Hey ekceli *WTH am i? This place looks familiar only in movies. And why am i wearing this glamorous long dress. Eh..bukan long dress, ni macam dress orang dulu2 yang kembang cam payung jual goreng pisang.

Semua orang lari, okay la aku pun lari
'.Oi dont drag me la. Who are you'. He look at me and laugh.
 'U must be in denial or purposely not recognising me. We just got married and you are already playing games. Great...how long will this take..!!.."

Married?? Baru tadi..tapi ni bukan Idris, Ni bukan husband aku. Abih husband aku camana? Sarah Sofea? Oi nak pergi mana asal nak masuk banggunan lama ni. Ni castle ke apa punya la besar..asal semua orang lari masuk sini.Ouh best jugak tempat ni. Mcam dalam buku Julia Garwood. Tapi aku feel so sad. Aku rindu husband aku, anak anak aku. Berangan je bolehla tapi aku xnak husband cam dia. Walaupun aku kena admit dia tu kacak, gagah perkasa but no i dun wan.Idris mana Idris.

Lelaki itu sungguh x senang dengan perangai aku. Dia cuba berbuat baik tapi aku menolak,x comfortable pulak lelaki ni. Siku kang.yela aku x kenal siapa dia. dia leh je cakap husband aku. Bila masa aku kawin dengan dia. Aku waras lagi ok. Aku amat amat lost. Sedey and aexcited. Tempat ni cantik..aku suka tinggal sini tapi bukan dengan lelaki gila yang x kasi aku jauh dari dia. Cepatla cepat la cepat!!..

Basah muka aku lak tiba tiba. Ouh sofea tengah cuba gigit  hidung aku..Sayang mommy miss you big time. Nasib la u kejut mommy. Mommy x suka mimpi tadi tu walaupun mommy sure seharian ni mesti terbayang and terfikir pasal mimpi separuh indah tu.


Dats was one weird dream. Ah lelaki dalam mimpi itu adalah Steven Straits. Ah semalam tengah tengok Convenant lalu tertido. Nah amik sampai termimpi mimpi. Ah now i am in between 2 worlds.

::Family o'Mine:: Toddlers and Kids::

"Lu langsi, lu gemok..."-in the words of Sarah Daania on Kongsi the movie.

Ari tu Sarah nampak gezzete Kongsi kat TV atas travelator at Dataran Pahlawan. Spontan dia ulang balik, Lu Langsi Lu Mati. Tapi lepas tu Boy my brother datang sakat dia. Langsung tukar, ' Uncle Boy, Lu Langsi,Lu Gemuk'. Tergelak gelak boy. He likes to annoy Sarah, and she will always have something to say back. So now where ever she go, if she get angry,'Lu Langsi-Lu Gemuk..' better than Lu mati right. Ade ke budak kecik mendoakan orang mati. X bagus kan. Lagipun orang kata, doa budak budak kecik ni senang dimakbulkan tuhan sebab purity dalam doa mereka..Erkkk i have to teach her to say better things.

The other day, Sarah & Sofea, Me was left to attend to the shop while husband had some errands. A 'Mat Saleh' couple came in.Looking at the long sleeve men shirt that we have, the guy really want ro buy 1 but none of his size available. So he kept on trying all other sizes to just get one that fit him. Sarah at the counter looking on. When i couldnt close the deal, she came to me.

Yaya:: Mother, dia x beli ke baju. Dah try all dah.
Mother:: X la yaya, xde size dia, Xpela cannot paksa dia buy, No size how.
Yaya:: dia cakap pensive (Expensive) ke?
Mother:: xdela, dia cakap besar, xde size dia.You teach me la how nak ask dia buy jugak.
Yaya:: Mother, you cakap dia, X mahal, bukan ribu ribu, Puluh puluh sen je.u go cakap tau!
Mother:: Baik Boss!!

Hahaha..pandai la kau puluh sen je Dada Nizam u dengar drop pengsan dia kat situ. The next customer came in, she force me to say what she just thougt me. I frowned at her. She laugh. Ask me,' Mother why ur face macam tu'. I just smile and shook my head.

Sarah getting bigger. Last time she use to look at me and i see her eyes sparkled. her world was only Me. Now she is getting bigger, mixing around with others. learning other things. She still looks for me at nite, when she is sad but i am no longer her only thing. Sofea now has that look in her eyes. And i learn trough my pass. Appreciate that look as long as i can. Capture every moment. They grow so fast.  By next year Sarah will be in Pre-Todds and Sofea will already be learning to talk as much as Sarah. They will play with each other more and i will be the one to look on.I am quite tekejut with myself and also proud. I never thought i could raise 2 kids. I use to think that magic only can do things this wonderfull. Now i know i can too.I love kids.


Ps:: Mood mommy tgh rasa ' dah besar dah anak anak aku ni'. So proud of them.

::My World:: My Sacred Heart::

.Lately some of my primary school friends trying to track down our class in Sacred Heart Convent.Yes i went to a convent school. I miss them so much. A fun to be with bunch. The whole claas.Really a 1Malaysia group we were. I tried to locate them one by one but i didnt get far than 2 people. So one of them posted and old picture and ask us to tag anyone we have in our fb. Hey we got to collect around 15 people from our class.Not bad for starters.So suddenly a mass or Friend Request on FB including me asking for Approval from others. I would approve anyone of them in a blink.

Mana nak kenal. some are using differ names (Including me), Some picture profile of their children (including me). Some look totally different, some are married using their married name, some are just the same (this type memang senang carik la).Since jumpa dorang been membebel online for hours. Just happy to know that they are still there, thinks of you time to time and feel what you feel. Lagi weird, some of us are living only meters away. blocks away. and some of us might have cross path tapi x kenal. Such a small world kan. Some of us know cousins of others, some are married to another family member, some of us works in the same building. OMG, without the internet i guess it will take ages. Thumbs up la to sesiapa yang cipta FB and Internet.

Well, no one remember the bad past. All are grown up and forgiving for every single childish mistake done. Hah now they are planning or gathering. Mega or not Mega i dun care, Just happy to know that we are still here, The Canossa spirit in us.Then however, i slip back and also thought of the best time i had at my college. 2 different era, with 2 group of amazing people. This wonderfull people, i shall remember for as long as i can remember.

United in commmon endevour,

At work at playlifes, lesson we learn,

Our Youthfull hearts are filled with other,

For truth and wisdom we yearn,

Courageouly with heads held high,

We march ever on tru life,

School in your spirit cannosa,

For virtue true nobility we strive,

School in your spirit Canossa,

For true virtue we strive,

Our Alma mater our guardian guide.

Prepare our spirits for duties call,

Our country to server with virtous might

we stand for trught and for right

::MY World:: Just an Ordinary Day::

Wheather:: Cold and Cloudy.
Activity suitable:: Jalan jalan makan angin or main layang layang.

.Hari ni Mike off. Got kursus kesedaran. Moga moga dia sedar ahaks.!~~Well so left me Wan and hubby at kedai. Budget Sabtu ni not busy just like last Saturday. May has not been a good month. But overal, funerific jugak.

Semalam, Vivian came, she gave me a suprise visit with her husband Fizol. Nak ajak dia tido rumah but sebab esok tu we have to get up really early so they decided to check in. Yesla still in Honeymoon Mode. Sungguh cute couple. I could see that Vivian has choosed the one that suits her the best. Sama je perangai mereka. Haish, Sarah thought they were customers while i was busy cleaning behind the counter she said,' Ma customer'. When i turn how numb i became.'ViVian....*HugsHugs*" We hug for 2 minutes before her husband decided he would join in if we didnt let go.Did not get to tour he around cause were caught up with work.Short of staffing!!~~

Sarah has bad cough. She coughed the whole night. Sudah berat hati ini tengok dia batuk batuk. Did not sleep well the whole night. Rotating between Sofea Milking + Sarah coughing=Tired Mom!!. Nevermind, its a mothers duty. It's a mothers gift. Next day went to kedai. Not bad for starters made quite good sales up to 3pm. Then i went down to accompany hubby. They were customers from KL sweet looking girls, masculine and very gentleman like boys, chatting with them while buying is always a must. Entertainment!! When they ask me my name. Spontaneouly i said Zakiah. Dem asal la ntah??!! So Zakiah i was untill they went to the shop downstairs again they met me..'Eh kak zakiah ade sini jugak'. For a moment i wonder, who the hell is kak Zakiah, they know Zakiah ke? Zakiah datang?..ouh Aku la..kan aku guna nama samaran.Ahah Husband look at me and shook his head. After a while my cover got blowed cause husband call me by my real name. Cesss....

On the way upstairs again after an hour down, i terserempak lagi dengan those KL guys smoking by the steps. Cheeky enough they started calling me, 'Kak zakiah oh kak zakiah..apa la akak ni'. Ahahha okay fine!!. I met a blind man walking with his tongkat. He accidently hit my leg finding his way. Opss..sorry he said. Baru je nak jeling, kesian pulak buta. He was wearing some old style Jackson 5 mode::


::Like they are wearing. He was wearing full gold suit::

Someone showed him the way.I look at him go. Why is he wearing like dat? ada show ka? ade something on? is he somekind of prank? he did hit my right leg hard.? i look around. All of others were looking at him too ah abaikan je la. Its just another person expressing himself.

 Well got a calling for a job interview for a job i applied 4 months back. At that moment so bored wanna work back. Now i dunno. DO not have the heart to leave Sofea with someone else. I decided to work before mom broke her hand and capable of looking after at least 1 of my daughters. Sarah will be in pre school next year. I DO NOT plan to have another baby for now InsyaALLAH. Let me have this 2, enjoy them, work and they think about the next baby step. Deciding time. Will see how it goes. Probly if i take the job will start next month! Haish think think, monday have to reply.

My new dell with window 7 *mata atas tangan kat dada. Is not working fine for me. I know some of you will say. So what its just another laptop. Sama je. Who said, lain okay.Siapa biasa pakai tahu kot. Anyway this cursor seems to jump to other lines while i type. It is so annoying. Macam laptop Nadiah. Grr..windows 7 nye pasal ni..am sure cause dulu xde problem ni. Sengal!!!!

::My World:: Dell 1 & Dell 2::

.Ini Dell 2.

.Ini Dellia, selepas Dell 1-Della.

.Patah tumbuh, hilang berganti tapi xleh ganti ganti beb.

.Banyak barang dalam Della x dapat nak amik balik.

.Lalu aku beli cover HDD jadikan dia external.

.Dapat la balik maklumat.

.Tapi x sama dengan Della.

.Della still the best, miss you sangat sangat la Della.

.x mampu nak ganti della jadi kena la amik dellia ni.

.Della terlalu mahal tuk aku.

.Xpela aku jaga la. dah belajar dari kesilapan.

.Kopak aku, harap maafla lepas ini kalau aku reject segala pelawaan untuk bersosial.

*Ceh sosial sangat la aku ni.

::F.R.I.E.N.D.S:: You are my friend::

Miss my friends la..so much much munchkin. Sedangkan some of them baru jumpa beberapa hari lepas.

Ikey Lil Boogie aka Zakiah Muza aka Haikaz. Ngahaha...the bestest ni, The Budak Kecik of the geng.

Nenek aka Halily.Amboi merah mak ngah duorang ni.Mendada nampak cik kak. The Posh one.

Hot mama Ana banana aka Ana. Huk baru je jadi mommy march tu. hmmmm..sibuk adjusting tu.The Strict one.

Kay C aka Nora aka Penyu. Huk dia ni pun busy adjusting. ALalalalaal gamba kawin aku letak hikhikhik. The in-my-own-world one.

LazyBone aka Shira Hatta.hukhuk rindu nak duet duet la konon ngan ko kat balcony bilik.The Cool thug one. You use to berebut with me to the canteen for Paru goreng cili padi macik elina.

Sum Sam aka Samsiah Pardi. The Naive one of the batch. The closest one to me when in Kolej. Was once dubbed my twin.

Masna Madun aka Pause-na. The quiet one. Senyap senyap ubi jugak ni. Aha most memorable thing- pillow fight and blanket fight dengan dia..ahaha sampai all our friends kena.

Mama Nor aka Normadiyah Mastum aka dugong. Banyak kali jugak la ade small misunderstanding dengan dia. But she is still a friend i miss.The Miss congeniality

Aiza aka Pucca 7.The Joker, dia can make anyone laugh or smile.Mulut juga ada agak pedas but thats just the way i like her.

Elina Khamis aka Anak rektor aka Atuk aka Smiley Face. The PLayfull one. Always ade gadjet latest and always in a playfull mode.

-I miss them, there are some that are missing, Abby the rebel one, Nurul Godzilla the Talker, Niza the pious-yet-sempoi,Well ade lagi okay. This were like my lodging sister. Now for the boys. alamak ade yang x jumpa dah FB diorang pun.

DO you remember dulu we ade cikgu bedah, cikgu kiah and macam macam lagi.Chase after Paru sambal macik Elina..nagagga We had DK and BK and all kinds else. Ah Kangen sama Kamorang!!!

ps::Sorry korang aku curik picture dari FB korang. Pls jangan kick me out ehehehhe. Mode tengah sakit perut sebab makan banyak sangat sambal belacan cik nah.

::My World:: Thanks Cikgu::

.Hari ni hari Guru.

.To all my cikgu's Thank you so much for teaching me the basic in life.

.And to the most splendid teacher of all Time-My mom.

.You have thought me things no one could ever have thought to teach me in school.

.Thank you to my Mom.

.Darjah 1-Cikgu Ong, cikgu yg baik sampai aku habis sekolah aku ingat dia.

.Pendek je orang dia tapi cukup lembut.Ajar aku Math

Darjah 2-Cikgu Low, cikgu ni pernah pukul aku kat tangan sebab aku x siap kerja rumah.

.Thanks sebab amik berat pasal aku dengan homework aku.Ajar aku Math.

.Bayangkan kalau dia x kisah, aku pun x siap homework sampai bila aku x belajar kan.

.Darjah 3-Cikgu Raj, kelakar gila. Semua cikgu sekolah rendah aku baik belaka.

.Dia suka buat kitorg ketawa terbahak bahak. Dia ajar English.

Darjah 4- Cikgu alamak aku x ingat. Tapi aku tahu dia ajar aku Alam dan Manusia.

Darjah 5 & 6-Cikgu Angeline. Ah cikgu ni baya baya mak aku.

.Senang nak berbual and senang nak tanya. Dia ajar aku Math.

.Ni cikgu masa aku sekolah rendah, kat Sacred Heart Convent.

.Naik sekolah menengah, memori aku dah kurang.

.Sorry ah cikgu yang mana aku lupa tu kat MGH.

.Saya x sengaja cikgu, saya banyak terminum semut.

Aku teringat dulu  uztazah aku cakap, minum semut cepat lupa.

Kepada semua cikgu saya, terima Kasih.

PS:: last time, dulu dulu aku wish kat cikgu je sebab cikgu aku je yang aku kenal, but now ade within my friends yang dah jadi cikgu. So i like to wish them jugak, Selamat hari guru, thank you for choosing this profession and teaching our children. Not all can teach!! So kesimpulan, hari guru ini amat bermakna, bukan untuk student juga tapi kenalan dan sahabat!!

::My World::Time::

By the time. Verily, man is in loss, Except those who believe and do righteous deeds, and recommend one another to the truth, and recommend one another to patience.


Quran: Surah Al-Asr, Chap.103

.When we always ask for something, we wont get it.

.But if we be patient, be cool and never ask for it, it comes to us Naturally.

sbb wpun memang betul apa yg kita nak tu kita tak akan dapat, tapi kdg2, kita pasti akan dapat kalau kita berusaha...-Alice Sofea

Kenapa kita kena cakap INSYAALLAH.....????


.May, what a month. Fully loaded. And today i get to write a decent blog.

.Have been to the Rastafari and back.Home with tidiness and may the list go on.
.I want to spend more time with YAYA and Pippa.

.I have not spend much time with my little Darlings.

.Sofea of course is always with me, but Sarah is the one i am missing the most.

.The mouth talkative non stop, playing with her dolls and she will come and kiss Sofea untill Sofea turn red.

.Miss you la YAYA.

.I got the option to stay behind with her but then some of my duty elsewhere will be pending.

.So let me finish what i started then i will sit back and relax with you ya YAYA.

.Husband, has been busy mentally.Preparing for another outlet InsyaALLAH.

.Things planned ahead nampak so chaotic. X tahula. SO we are taking one step at a time.

.I am taking baby steps cause, i am not much affected kot!!.

.Been watching the Kardashians the whole of Sunday.

.I so miss my sister. She is at home (MY MOMS) but i was at home cleaning and mending.

.Haish wish we could spend lots of free time together with Mommy.

.But adults we are, so there is always work, family to take care of and bla bla bla.

.There will always be something to see to.

.Hah wish i was the Kardashians. Well not them as in their life and way.

.But in them as working together on something and seeing her all the time.

.hey even the Kardashian sisters are always busy rite?!.

.well u see there is so many things i want.
.Spend more time with my children, spend more time with my sister,
.have a quiet life,I planned time so bad but there is always something coming up.
.Thats why we say InsyaALLAH, which means, with gods will.
.He planned everything before hand. Before we were born
.He already wrote down our life line.
.He knows best. So if God is Willing or with his wil-InsyaALLAH.

ps:: blur sungguh aku ari ini. last nite x cukup tido. Layankan yaya tengok Pendekar Bujang Lapok.

'Eni angkat kain Hujan, Jemuran dah turun'- PBL

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U know..the ickle one

.the one who screams at nite with her eyes closed

the one who is white and chubby but not that chubby as the 1st

she has taken over my place

on my bed..urgh...tried to put her back in her cot but she just refuse

::My World:: The 2 Prince::

My exes suatu masa dulu. mula hook up ngan william then tertarik kat harry ahaks...(*mata naik atas tangan di dada)

 .yeah i know one is married and the other is not.

.Still they masih hot kan.

.but to be honest, i attracted to Harry more than William.

.Sebab Harry ade dat Bad Boy look any girl would like to pandang.

.Tapi still i will choose william for long term.

.Sebab, bad boy look ni lama lama muak jugak kan.

.William ni cam loving romantic and mature.

.Cam fairytale la William ni.

.Cam his mother, but when he was small comel handsome.

.dah big ni kureng sikit di pandangan mata aku ni napa ek?

.Huh siapa tahu, lama lama macam mana.

.Tengok saja ayah dia..dang!!~X handsome cam tu pun leh tahan gatai.

Anyway x kisah la apa pun..aku pun dah kawin before them.

ahhaha diorang ni just Ex aku..skang dah jadi ex-ex sebab dah kawin kan so dua kali kena ex la.

ahahah perasan. saja perasan malam malam ni. hehehhe

BTW Prince Harry Kamu hot sangat!! ahaks..sorry kay William.

::Family O'mine:: Sarah & Bubble Tea::

Sarah:: Mother i nak air coke boleh?

Mother tuang sikit dalam cup and bagi Sarah. she finished it in 2 gulps. Gila diabetic budak ni.

Sarah:: Mother nak lagi boleh?

Mother:: Kan tadi u dah minum. enough la.

Sarah:: Tau tapi i nak lagi la, Xpela i share with Sofea.

Mother:: Sofea x boleh minum coke, She is too small.

Sarah bisik kat Sofea.

Sarah:: Sofea u mintak la mother sendiri kalau u nak. Mother x kasi u minum.

Ceh pandai dia hasut adik dia kecik kecik ni. Sofea lak pandang dia jerit2 nak apa dia minum. Saja kan budak kecik ni.

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Sarah pergi Kara-oke with my friends. She sang her favourite song. Selamat Malam by Faizal Tahir. Yeah i know apa la bawak anak pergi Karoks kan. Xdela it was a family friendly environment.All girls and tempat tu is not like those dark disco mode. I made sure she knows that without us she is not to go. So lepas dia dah nyanyi she sang for my mother when i left her there 4 days later.

Sarah:: Mimma you dengar i nyanyi. I pegang macam ni tau ( refer to how she hold the micr).

Sarah:: Selamat malam tido la Sarah ku. Siangkan ti bubble tea bercahaya...bermula baru..

Mimma:: eh why got bubble tea, bukan bubble tea la ' Siangkan tiba bercaya'.

Sarah:: x la mimma memang macam tu. Siangkan ti bubble tea bercahaya..bermula baru..semuanya untuk ku.

* mana la datang Bubble tea dalam lirik Faizal Tahir sarah oi

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It so cute when i see Sarah teaching Sofea to do certain things. So small yet cam kakak kakak or rather like macik macik. So they were bathing together. Sarah can soap her body and shampoo her hair by herself. I was doing for Sofea.

Sarah:: sofea see didi can shampoo sendiri (*Didi means kakak).Come didi ajar u.

She put some shampoo on Sofea's head and tried to put sofea's hand on her hand to make suds..Sofea still small and dont know anything just look on Sarah.

Sarah:: alamak cannot la sofea tangan u pendek  x sampai ur head. MOther why tangan sofea pendek.

MOther:: mana ada dia x pendek la. She dont know how u want her to do.

Sarah:: ouh nanti bila dia besar macam me baru tangan dia 'macam biasa' kan mother.

Yang kelakar, wat does she means by tangan dia macam biasa. Budak budak.

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 We were going to visit Ana my friends son who was born on 10 or March. Just 2 days after Sarah's 3 rd birthday. Sarah was anxious and happy but less did she know the baby was a boy. All this while my friends baby were all girls so was excited visiting this one.

Sarah:: Mother come la go baby ana's house.

Mother:: yes we going now.

Papa Popia:: Apa nama baby ana tu maria?.

Mother:: Syed Qayyim Qaiser.

Nadia::Ouh bOy ke kak?

Mother:: Yes Boy.

Sarah:: Boy? why baby Ana boy? Bukan girl ke?.

Nadiah:: Ana tu mother dia punya nama. Tapi baby tu boy.

Sarah:: Ouh why dia boy dulu dia girl now dia boy eh.

Mother:: Xdela memang boy from last time. Mana boleh tukar tukar.

Sarah:: Papa popia girl kan .
Mother:: papa kan boy, tengok papa ade misai ade janggut kan?

Sarah:: Ouh KALAU dia xde misai and janggut mother??.

apa jawapan logik ko nak bagi kat dia. Sebab secara logik cam get dan-xdan ( 1010) memang jawapan dia kalau xde means girl.ahahahaha..aku penat explain dia. Tapi dia asyik dengan KALAU dia..

Sarah:: Nadiah, why papa x pakai tudung. semua pakai tudung.

Nadiah:: Kan dah cakap tadi papa Boy, boy x pakai tudung.

Sarah:: Tapi i girl. i x pakai tudung pun.

Nadiah:: U kecik lagi nnti besar u pakai la.

Sarah:: kalau papa pakai tudung boleh?

mati mati nak jugak ayah dia bertudung. Pening nak explain kat budak ni.

::My World:: Ma'alaish::

. Lately sangat sangat busy.

. Start dari 1 may sampai la ke hari ini.

.Kawan kawan datang, sedara mara, x terlayan.

.Sian some of my friends, and also family x sempat nak jumpa.

.X dapat nak beramah mesra.

.Ma'alaish.Means Mintak Maaf.Pandai x aku cakap Arab.

.Ntah la sejak ade cigu bahasa ni, kaut ilmu apa yang termampu.



.Mula alice, zakiah datang, pastu my aunty datang.

.X sempat nak jumpa.

.Then ade frens dari Kl datang pun x sempat nak jumpa.

.My sister In law datang.

.lepas tu my cousin datang, x sempat nak jumpa.

.My father in law datang kejap je.

.Last skali lil Mis Nadiah my Sil datang.

.Huh alhamdulillah everyday there is people around me.

Tapi minta maafla hendaknya jika tidak terlayan dengan baik.
.ade terkurang dalam layanan.
Sesungguhnya bukan sengaja ok.
.Come again!!.

::My World:: Sudah la Hodoh Mulut Berbau::

. Okay nak cerita sesuatu, x baik kan bermegah.

.Aku tahula aku x cantik ke apa.

.Ada aku kisah??.

.Just when i was thinking, aku ni dulu cam wild gila ke.slut ke?.sebab

.Today met banyak kawan masa kerja kat Gateway dulu.

.Most of them are guys, so my husband cam ermm...

.Al Kisah, datang la si Polan yang aku kenal masa kerja kat Gateway.

.Dia nampak aku pegang baby and bertudung.

.Dia pusing 2 kali and datang tegur.."Maria..?Maria??'

.Aku apahal lak mamat ni ye la aku. ko ni siapa.

.Lpas cam flashback flashback balik ouh kenal.

.So aku kenalkan kat husband aku, salam salam.

Tapi lepas tu cerita la dia x best.

.Ouh maria x sangka aku bertudung, dah kawin ade anak.

.Yang part ade anak dah kawin tu aku cam x caya.

.Aku ni x kawin kawin lagi.

.Kalau kau dari dulu lagi macam ni kan bagus.

.Ini masa kerja dulu lasak, salah sikit je kena penumbuk.

.Hoh sapa nak dekat kau..skang ni kalau tengok bolehla.

.Cisss...husband cuma jeling.

.yesla aku dulu ni banyak kawan lelaki.

.Bukan sebab aku slut suka mengendeng ngendeg.

Feminist

.Aku x percaya pada double standard.

Kerja ni lelaki je leh buat perempuan too weak

.To me if lelaki leh aku pun leh.

.Bukan susah pun kerja lelaki kat gateway.

Dulu keja sana. trolley aku tarik, cpu aku packing segala la.

.Bukan susah sangat. Bagi mereka yang nak jaga kuku mmg la.

.Jadi di situla aku kenal mereka mereka ni.

.Pada mereka aku ni equal.

.The girl who u can talk to about anythinga and ask about anything.

.but wont date.

.Sedeykan..tapi masa tu i was to young to think about dating.

.Kawan suka suka.keluar ramai ramai dengan derang ni.

.Aku pun x ske la nak keluar ngan mamat dalam hati ada taman.

.BAyangkan la masa tu aku br 17..ko nak citer pasal bulan bintang.

.citer pasal janji setia sumer x main ah ngan gadis moden cam aku.

Sorry i am not that type of lady.

.So to u En FR. Banyak la kau punya cerita kisah lama.

.Kalau aku cam ni dulu pun aku x nak keluar ngan kau.

.Sebab  'Sudah la hodoh, mulut berbau'

(Adapatasi dialog dari Citer Merong Mahawangsa).

.Maksud nya ko ingat ko bagus sangat ke.

.Ko ingat ko lelaki kacak sangat ke masa kerja kat GW.

.Wa mentang2 la ko banyak kuar ngan minah jaga kuku kat situ ko ingat aku hadap sangat ke.

.Hak Tuihh!!.

*Maafkan saya, saya amat bengang dengan En FR.

::My World:: The truth about the Veil, Hijab::

.Alhamdulillah dah sebulan i am wearing the Hijab.

.I am not good at fashion.

.I wear whats comfortable to me.

.My hair before this always x terurus.

.Kalau terurus pun nampak brag, membosankan.

.I am a mother of 2 kadang kadang nak berdandan tu xdela mood sangat.

.Yang single pun kadang kala they say, dunno dah nak buat macam mana.

.yela tudung leh satu hari pakai panjang menjurai, esok pendek.

Rambut camana nak buat ari ni panjang esok pendek pastu panjang balik.

.Nak iron ke apa..where got time beb.

.The Hijab,I am very comfortable with it.

.Once you found the way of wearing that comforts you, you will have no problem.

.Wear it because you like it, x cantik xpe, asalkan sesuai.

.Kadang orang kata, ' eh x cantik la ko pakai cam ni, pakai la cam YUna' or ' aku rasa ko pakai cam siti okay'.

.Itu pandangan orang, kadang kala pandangan orang x sama dengan pandangan kita.

.Lain org lain pandang, some people like cara yang satu tu, pada dia sesiapa yang pakai macam tu cantik.

.Wear how you like it.

.Xpe biar x cantik pada mata mereka, pada mata ALLAH kita tetap yang paling menawan.

.They will learn to accept the way you are wearing it.

.With tudung macam macam i can do.

.macam macam jenis tudung i wear.

.trend tudung skang x macam dulu.

.macam style, kain and etc kan kan.

.Bertudung pun boleh berfashion.

.Tapi aku memang x reti berfashion so it suits me.

.Xdela aku rasa left out sangat.

.Tapi yang penting, jangan sebab org paksa, or sebab ikut kata BF u pakai.

Pakai sebab diri sendiri nak pakai.

.Its okay, it will take time.

.Like someone said,' Nak pakai apa pakaila. Satu hari nnti mesti akan ada rasa nak jadi baik atau bertutup kan.Semua orang ade keinginan tu cuma lambat cepat, sempat x sempat jer.

I am still who i am.

X semestinya i am wearing the hijab aku dah jadi someone else lain.

I still can gurau, still will karate you if you try to be funny with me.

.Still laugh out my heart when u do something funny.

.Just pieces of my thoughts that i blog down.

Dont let what people say always get in your way.

Always do what you think and you say.

ps:: x semestinya mereka bertudung itu baik dan x semestinya yang tidak pakai itu jahat.

Afterall we are who we are.covered or not!!

::F.R.I.E.N.D.S::YM Chat::

nenek: Icha demam

ME: pulak??


ME: ko g mana weekend ni sampai dia demam * dalam nada mak mak


ME: haish..sian dia ko jual dia kat aku la


ME: nnti maybe dia sihat selalu


ME: aku dgr la dulu dulu

ME: org tua tua kata kalau anak tu slalu demam jual la kat sesapa


ME: jual 5 sen ke


ME: 10 sen ke


ME: nnti dia baiik

nenek: Aku rasa gigi nk tumbuh kot

ME: ouh...dia nak setahun dah kan


ME: dia ade gigi dah kan?

nenek: Itulah ade aku dgr jugak

ME: hmm mmg ah ade x air liur asyik dripping...


ME: ko jual kat aku eh..


ME: aku beli 50sen

nenek: Camne nak jual

ME: ko cakap la nnti ko jual kat aku


ME: pastu aku bagi ko 50sen


ME: so nnti okayla dia

nenek: Kena masuk plastik suma?

.Seriously ni la lawak spontan 1st aku dengar ari tu. Ahaha kepada Nenek.ko memang kelakar la. Xkan la nak masukkan anak ko dalam plastic bag segala.Terlalu mengambil words tu literally. Orang dulu cakap je jual anak tu kat sesapa. Jual secara lisan, takkan ko nak masuk plastic pastu scan pastu cakap.Saya Jual yer..ahahahah..Icha Sayang cepat sembuh hokays!! Nanti mama can bring u jalan jalan here.

ps:: nenek aku nak la beli delyssa aku chop dulu

::F.R.I.E.N.D.S::Blastting Weekend::

.Psssttt..ni nak bergossip.Last Friday it all began, sharp at 10pm. Waa apa jadi..xda apa la..my friends, 2 of the closest.Kira from the 'sisterhood' datang. Well our theme for this time is-"Lepak and laid back. No plans just flow". And for me it made all of my ' pk bukan bukan' walk away. Ahaha..but if nak cerita kat sini berbelog belog x habis. Lagipun x payah la tahu segala detail. cukupla sinopsis gitu. cause details tu too precious to share kot!! ngahahaha...

::The Arrival::

Malam tu diorang sampai dah pukul berapa. Cantik-cantik je time kedai tutup. Ngahaha so we headed home with Sarah melalak lalak sampai rumah. kenapa?? aku je tahu..ahahaha..malam tu jugak x kasi chance..lepak berbual sampai 4 am. Bayangkan betapa mengantuknye we all esok. ZM seperti biasa la tido tido ayam. Sesekali mencelah celah.Kelakar la dia tu..tapi terima kasih dengan dia berusaha untuk berubah tabiat tido awal dia di kala berholiday ngan kamiorang. ngahahahha.

Day 1.

Bangun pun sebab bateri kereta Alice kong. Ahah kena anta my hubby to kerja and lalu amik Hilux. WOO berhilux kita ari ni.cewah..apa lagi merayap la jugak. 1st skali kitorang pergi makan tengahari kat Jaya Jusco.Pftt mesti korang cakap, xde ke tempat lain. weys wantan mee kat situ sedap keh!! Tengok dorang ni ZM sampai nangis nangis sedap.Then we jalan jalan situ. Sarah pergi 'Gardening' ngan nt ZM ngn nt AS. lepas tu balik rumah lepak lepak, tengok tv citer Merong Mahawangsa. Ntah la aku ske je cerita itu tapi mereka kata biasa je. X best. Mungkin aku terpukau dengan Stephen Rahman Hughes.Wekk!!!..Sambil bergosip and bergelak kami bersantai.Neway malam tu we all kena pergi amik Hubby jadi siap siap and we had Dinner at our of the finest Tasik Terapung-Tom Yam Klassik. Terbaekk...(ntahla skang ni trend orang ckp cam ni tapi i dun get it.. :p.



:: by Basikal Tua::



Day 2.

::by Basikal Tua Blogs::

Kereta alice sudah okay..Pftt...so x dapat pinjam Hilux. Ari ni kena pergi kedai sebab nak kira wages mereka yang ada di sana. Ahaha...so pergi sana tghhari selepas mandi dan berlilit lilit. Yess itula tujuan. Main lilit sambil meraga. Neway makan tengahhari then terus lepak kat sana jer.Pusing sini sana jalan sampai Padini. Madness gila ramai orang. Bukan luar je jam kat road, dalam dataran pun jam gila. Haish xleh jadi. Next we headed to Pantai Klebang main layang layang. yerp sana pun ramai. ZM pakar dalam segala hal terbang terbang ni beli lelayang and main with sarah sambil aku and AS lepak makan. Tade angin haish..so we balik and mandi mandi..niat nak keluar kemudian makan tapi sebab penat dan kemalasan kitorg take away je. Smart move x keluar sebab mana mana tempat makan kat melaka is a hot spot. Bestnya kami makan depan TV 46" sayang x amik gambar pulak. Malam tu we had some visitors. Kawan baik ZM datang ngan kawan kawan adik aku. we played twister.My sister pun ada jadi sibuk la orang ke hulu ke hilir.

Day 3.
Yeay hari ni derang nak bawak aku g Karoks. Amazing thing of all things i have done yang ini aku belum pernah. So we headed town again. Sebelum tu we stop to makan at the awesome kedai bawah pokok with lots of kuih muih and makanan tradisi. Pergh...tapi lambat dapat nasi membuatkan ZM mula merengek mengalahkan Sofea. We had nice food and then..to the place.Masih ramai orang jugak but not so like the day before. We ask at DreamBox. Mahal and lama sangat. siapa nak karoks sampai 4 jam. Wooo..so we went to MP. Boleh la..sempat lagi on the way there main Archery. Bestnya seronok. Thanks a lot gal pal for patiently waiting on me and my babies. Aha..kalau bukan dengan kamurang ntah bila la agaknya. Selepas penat melalak..pergi main layang layang lagi. Heaven sangat. sungguh seronok. Kali ini terbang tinggi. Tempat baru yang lagi best. Balik mandi and sesiap..lepas tu g makan kat Ujong Pasir. Chinesse Kopitiam Style. Aku x tahu la best ke x pada mereka tapi simple food je la.Konon nya, konon je nak g air panas malam tu tapi x jadi sebab hujan. Tido dalam kesejukkan.

Day 4.

.Last day, so nak lazy lazy habis. Nak petang baru keluar g makan U.S pizza. Sedap kay. lagi baik dari Pizza hut. x ske sangat pizza hut.eating like we never ate before. 2 regular pizza, 2 bowls of chiken wings,2 pitcher of american ice tea, breadsticks and we are well tuck. ah lepas tu jalan ronda kat a few places yang best before hitting to the same place for kite flying. Ko tahu x betapa relaxnye main lelayang. Dan everytime i go with my friends ade je benda funny, outrages, sweet or extraodinary happen. Kali ni layang layang terputus tali and we chased in sampai la masuk Jabatan Laut Malaysia. INgat we all nak berhenti ke kat gate dia. hmm redah masuk jugak. RM 15 tu terbang. Baru betul cakap RM 15 duit aku terbang...ahahah.Then we went to DP to get the modem (sebab rosak atas sebab sebab tertentu). Husband kata malam ni all of us lepak makan at Crytsal Bay. So we stayed on and lepak sampai kedai tutup. Berbual and learned Arabic with the Pak Arab celup. Then we and the guys (Mike, John and Alexander-budak kedai) went for "burnt fish".Kecoh kecoh balik terus buat bread pudding.

Next AM.
They went home at 6am. and my silence mode kick in. Haish..thanks you guys. Wish you cud stay on longer.

Overall i had a blast with them. Always..my husband join in the fun this time. Being the only kumbang i guess he just had a touch with his kaki gossip part. I hope my friend enjoyed the time as i did. And i wish for them to come again. we were not stuck with any plan so it was kinda of relaxing. No rushing, no chasing dateline or time. It was one big laid back week. Thanks you guys. Thanks for having me around with my 2 girls.

::F.R.I.E.N.D.S:: At the end of the day::

.The end of the day.

.They are going back soon.

.I always have great time with them.

.Gonna miss them around tho'.

.Wish times moves slowly.

.Or maybe they stick back a day or 2.

.Too much to ask, thanks for your time.

.Come back sometime.

Friends stick together, in thick or in thin.