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Friday, April 29, 2011

::F.R.I.E.N.D.S::..doa buat teman..::

.Hey you, i still think of you.
.Though 8 years has past now, i still wonder about you.
.Reminiscing the time when we met, masa tu ade function Fiesta.
.Kau kena buat banner dengan Idris.
.Semasa kawan kawan aku semua sibuk berbual ,gurau senda ngan kawan kau.
.Kau serius je buat kerja, dan kali pertama aku tegur kau aku cakap,
.' eh awak sengetla awak cat benda tu'.
.Dan kau pun reply,' kalau senget kita touch up je macam ni sudah'.
.Dan sejak itu kita selalu berbual.
.Di setiap kesempatan kita jumpa tuk prep Fiesta mesti ko datang berbual ngan aku.

.Haha remember x, diorg siap gosip kita berdua.
.Kau suka lepak ngan aku and cerita kisah kau di sarawak and jugak pasal wid.
.kau ingat wid, sedey dia bila kami call beri berita kau tiada hamzah.
.haha aku selesa kawan dengan kau sebab kau funny, caring, protective.
.Tapi xde perasaan lain kecuali Friends.
.Kau sporting kan, x cepat melatah.

.Aku ingat lagi sem tu kau cakap kau xnak balik Sarawak.
.Kau takut kau takkan balik lagi jumpa kami.
.Kau nak stay je kat kampus sampai kami register balik tuk sem baru.
.Kami pujuk kau supaya balik.
.Kata terakhir aku,' Mejah balik la nanti register balik kita mesti jumpa kat sini,kat kampus.'
.Kau cakap,' tak nak la aku takut nnti aku x balik sini jer pulak.aku nak jumpa korang.'
.hari tu kau hantar kami sampai gate, kau salam peluk kawan kawan lelaki kau.
. sempat kau mintak maaf lagi kat kami.
.x ke pelik perangai kau tu, seperti tahu masa akan tiba nanti.
.X sangka, that was the last thing you said.
. You were worried about your results kan.

.Pagi sebelum kau pergi menghadap Illahi, kau ade call kawan kawan kan.
.Sempat lagi aku bergurau ngan kau ngan imaz.
.Sempat jugak kau cakap, kau nak balik dah, kau hantar imaz and kau balik sarawak.
.Maghrib tu aku dapat call, ko excident teruk gila.
.Aku doakan xda apa jadi kat Imaz.
.Rupanya aku salah, kau yang dijemput dulu.
.Sedeynye aku. terkaku aku Maghrib tu.
.Terus aku call kawan kawan lain yang turut terkesima, terkedu ada yang menangis.
.Hamzah, kami sayang kau tau. Mungkin tak sempat kami luah.

..Untuk Arwah Hamzah..

.mungkin perjalanan perkenalan kita singkat, tapi cukup untuk aku panggil kau sahabat.
Sayang aku kat kau x lebih dari seorang sahabat.
mungkin mereka x tahu, banyak benda yang kau kongsi dengan aku.
.cuma aku x pernah cerita pada mereka.
Terima kasih sebab selalu ada masa kami perlukan someone to protect us girls.
Terima kasih sebab sabar melayan kami
Terima kasih sebab banyak bagi aku teguran...secara lembut.
Al Fatihah buat Seorang teman..Hamzah bin Inchih..


Monday, April 25, 2011

::Jahatnya Cinta::

Lets Play A Game..aku xleh tido ni, Curik dari Blog...alamak dah lupa blog mana.
Sorry to whoever created this game.

Rules
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.


TRY NOT TO CHEAT!!!


*My laptop dah 'Toing' so sad my husband lappy has not much songs, and i had my crappy playlist on my phone. So this is what basically i got.!!

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY?
World of Our Own ::Westlife::
...We got live in a world of our own..

2) HOW WOULD YOU BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
No One ::Alicia Keys::

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Again ::Lenny Kravitz::

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Whataya Want From Me ::Adam Lambert::

Ah memang pun!

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Jars of hearts ::Christina Perri::

...Collecting your Jars of heart.Aww jahatnya aku..
6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Billionaire :: Travie McCoy::

...I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad...

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Superhuman :: Chris Brown::

Exactly!! Nailed it.
8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Stand Tall ::The Dirty Heads::

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
The Time-Dirty Bit Remix ::BEP::

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND
Telephone:: Lady Gaga Feat Beyonce::

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just Dance Remix ::Lady gaga Feat Akon::

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Di Mana Kan Ku Cari Ganti ::Various Artist::

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Only Girl ::Rihanna::

Nailed it again..how i wish!!
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
F**kin Perfect ::Pink::

Whoa...again!! Exactly
15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Pyramid ::Charice::

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Whats My Name :: Rihanna Feat Drake::

Not bad jugak kan..!!
17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Beutifull:: Akon::

Sweet Jugak. Ahaha again nailed it!!
18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Roman Picisan ::Dewa 19::

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Just The Way You Are:: Bruno Mars::)

20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Arab Money ::Busta Ryhmes Feat T pain, Akon,Ron Brown, Diddy, Swizz Beatz::

21)WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Jahatnya Cinta ::akim & Stacy::

::My World:: Kepada...::

::The girl from Wonderland::
.Gembira rasa hati, bila tau kamu sudah kembali. Dari kamu yang down ini kepada kamu yang sebelum semua ini terjadi. Cepat juga kamu kembali! Kuasa tuhan,mesti kamu lakukan sesuatu yang betul. Hanya dia yang mampu menarik segala kesengsaraan kamu dalam sekelip mata. Kan betul, dia sayang kamu. Tak sanggup rasanya dia melihat kamu sengsara lebih lama.Alhamdulillah ,Blink!! and kamu x rasa pun apa
.....apa.sekarang, saya sudah pulih hampir 90%. cepatkan???
::Gadis berbaju Kuning yang Perasan::
Firstly, saya tidak ada apa apa menentang kamu. Tapi kamu seharusnya sedar,di mana kamu dan di mana saya. Jangan hanyut dalam perasaan sendiri. Kamu masih di B sedangkan saya di Q sudah mau hampir ke Z.Saya sekadar memberi pandangan dan nasihat kerana dari kaca mata saya, saya dah nampak hala arah kamu. Yes, saya sudah lama melaluinya. tak payah la kamu nak mendabik dada. Menambah kan kemeluatan saya terhadap kamu.Apa saje kamu ada nak merperlihatkan pada aku??.Hanya kebodohan diri sendiri.

:: Teman yang kadang kadang mesra kadang kadang tidak::
Ai saya betul betul tidak memahami kamu kadang kala. Saya tahu kamu busy, begitu juga saya. Kamu hanya satu, saya ade bertiga. Kamu kerja, saya tidak. Jadi masa kita busy tu berbeza. Janganla bila kamu buzz saya diam maka kamu 'Sentap Hati Mak Nak'. Ey!! X kuasa tau saya, nanti lama lama saya betul betul buak dek ahh...

:: Si manis yang akan tamat Zaman Bujangnya::
.Ceria muka macam NTV7. X pernah saya lihat muka anda begitu ceria. Macam nampak emas seberang jalan  leh lintas jalan confirm x kena langgar walaupun banyak kereta.Senyum x lekang dari bibir. Alhamdulillah. I am happy for you. Extremely happy that i am urging you. Cepatla kau kawin.Ngahaha..nanti saya datang eh. nak pakai baju lip lap lip lap. Apa x jemput aku?? berani kau x jemput...huru hara khemah kau nanti. ngahahahahha..InsyaALLAH aku datang!! *Tidak berani berkata ya kerana dengan izinnya.

::Dia yang empunya Laptop::
.Yela yela terima kasih sebab bagi Me pinjam. Bayar sejam RM 5???...hmm baik pergi cyber cafe je, lagi murah. Macam macam software ada. Ouh seronok eh bila saya dalam keadaan begini. Tunggu la nanti.Tido? tidolah..

:: Si comel yang petah berkata::
.Sayang, kenapa minggu ni nakal naik 8 mata. Penat okay ibumu. Penat melayan karenah, bersabar sambil terus senyum. Tapi tak apa. Ibumu percaya ini semua satu phase setiap kanak kanak harus lalui. Okay..go trough your phase sayang. Mommy will always be by your side. Mana ibumu tahu ni hanya satu tahap? sebab tadi masa ibumu tengah leka melihat orang ramai, terpandang seorang ibu dan anak sebaya kamu. Ah sama je perangai, sama je riak wajah muka ibu itu dengan ibu mu. Sama je keluh ibu mu dengan ibu itu. Jadi fahamla ibu mu. Ini hanya satu pHase..silakan.

:: Si kecil yang Garang::
Ep!!! Tido!! Dah malam, why u senyum senyum lagi ni!!!


::Blank Entry:: GBP::

.Thinking bout the impossible-Showering GBP from the sky on all commonwealth countries in the event of Prince Williams Wedding.
.Mungkinkah?? wa kaya sangat la mereka nak bagi kan ahaks.
.I need my own laptop..badly. Alamak Yaya sayang!!!
.Sabar menunggu orang dell anta Quotation.
.Kalau mahal alamat kenala cabut cabel nyawa laptop aku ni.
.Husband has one, but using his means i cant load lots of stuff.
.Zura, thank for buying me the laptop.
.It means so much to me but now..*tears falling on my cheeks.
.Dah rosak..I cant afford like the one you gave me.
.So to repay back, i give you my hard drive.
.You will be happy to know that...you can have all the Sims.exe.
.You will have all adobe function and wats not on my lappy that you like the most.
.Thats the best i can do.
.Huwaaaaaaa i dont want W7. I want Vista,can i have my Vista.
.Mesti ko pk' apake bangang nye budak ni W7 lagi advance la ngok'.
.Tidak !!!!. Sims lom leh pakai W7 lagik.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

::Family o'mine:: Sorry Sarah Sayang::

.Kenapala sabar aku ni tipis sangat ari ni.
.Today mommy x tahu kenapa mommy x sabar.
.Sian Sarah Daania.
."Why mommy, why you marah me, i nak badminton jer".
.Masalahnye sayang mommy x nak belikan you.
.Dulu mommy belikan apa jadi? ntah mana mana u campak.
."Mommy jangan la cakap macam tu. Kaki i sakit".
.Sorry sayang,bukan saja nak marah you.
.Mommy nak kena cepat jalan sebab sofea nangis. You pulak time sofea nangis nak kench.
.
.Sian dia seharian dia tertanya tanya kenapa aku garang sangat dengan dia.
.Kalau x garang naik lemak.
.Menangis menjerit jerit bila x dapat apa dia nak.
.Mana boleh. Tapi kesabaran aku tipis sangat ari ni.
.Berapa kali dia kena pukul dengan aku.
.Time aku busy ngan customer la, dengan sofea time tu dia buat hal.
.Bila idris bawak dia turun, agaknya dia hiba sangat.
.Kenapala mak aku x nak aku duduk dengan dia.
.WHy mommy macam x suka i?,
.Mungkin itu dia fikir sebab dia nangis x berhenti teresak esak.
.Degil sangat dia hari ini.
.Aku pun nangis di dalam hati.
.Ingat suka ke nak pukul anak, marah darah daging sendiri.
.Kadang kala salah kita jugak dia jadi cam tu.
.Marah salah x marah salah.
.Sampai nak tido kena marah je Sarah.
.Ya rabbi degil bukan main.
.Ya ALLAH kenapa kau duga kesabaran aku dengan Sarah Daania.
.Sesungguhnya kadang kala aku x mampu.

.Malam tu masa nak tido.
.Dia ajak aku tido dengan dia.
."Mommy tidola dengan i, please mommy".
.Sedih aku. Dia tanya aku kenapa ari ni you marah i je mommy?.
.Aku kiss dahi dia,Mommy sorry sayang.
.Tapi please lain kali bila mommy cakap dengar.
.Kadang kadang moommy penat, mommy busy.
.Tapi mommy sayang you, mommy nak you jadi good girl.
.Aku menyesal sebab marah and pukul Sarah ari ni.
.Walaupun xla sampai berbekas sakit la jugak.
.Tapi tujuan aku tuk mendidik.
.Sorry sayang, harap aku x menyesal lagi.

PS:: jan next time bila i say i need time on my own means alone. I no one else. bagila. I pun manusia jugak. I also need my alone time.
.U ni wife bukan means have to stick to anak anak in what ever way. Mana x banyak orang melayu meroyan. We are human too. Mother and Wifes need time alone too.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

::Family O'Mine:: Cousin we are::

.Hah..kat kedai ekeclinya best tau.
.Banyak benda kita leh tengok, study people and also hiburan live banyak.
.But x always la, selalunya weekend banyak drama kan kan.
.Kekadang, bila duduk kedai ni terjumpa kawan2 lama, sedara mara x pernah kenal and so on.

.So this happen a few days back.
.Me and Sofea was at the shop when this eurasian lady walk in.
.By the way she spoke Bahasa Malaysia, i knew that she was a local staying abroad.
.She wanted bracelets. Lots of it and she ask for some less.
.My staff said okay, we give u one free for every purchase of 6.
.She took 13 so she got 2 free.
.Normally i will be at the counter and while waiting for their stuff to get pack into our cute plastics i will start a lite conversation to kill the silence. *U know cam i can't bear silence and when i can't talk.
.She was admiring Sofea. Repeating herself what a pretty sweet baby. She ask me if the dad was asian?.
.I replied Yes but also mixed blood. I said, my baby has also my side of the families features.
.I was reffering to My mum's side who were from dutch Decendant.
.My grandpa was fair as snowflakes, and reddish in the sun,Tall and demenour.

.So i ask her where is she from, i knew she is a local but where is she residing.
.She said, she's from UK. UK's currency drop. It use to be 1 pound for RM7.
.Now 1 pound for RM4.5. Good news for us bad news for them la.
She said she is a local, born here.Staying behind the school. *Sacred Heart convent just behind Dataran.
.I use to go to that school.*Best time ever.
.And i have a Grand aunty staying behind which i will always go and visit after school hours.
. A place i will go in between evening sport practise.
.And i only know 1 eurasian staying there, My Grand Aunt.
.I raise my brow,' Sorry may i know whom you are related to?'.
.'Me.Minjoot. Staying behind the school.'
.Okay Minjoot is my mothers maiden surname. No doubt this is a relative by blood.
.'You mean Aunty Tissy Minjoot?'.
.'Yes thats my mom.'. She look at me weird and confuse.
.Me dark skined girl, holding a snowflake(*compared to me) baby, with hijab but a sweet face * ceh xnak kalah..hikhikhik
.'Hye, i am Pauline's daughter the eldest'.
.She gave me a a big stare and she screamed. It scared my staff as he look at me.
.'OMG we are cousins.OMG i am so happy today i walk in this shop.OMG...bla bla bla.'
.'So you are the eldest is it, Maria..OMG i use to see u when u were just a toddler.'.
.She came and gave me a big tight hug which i also gave her back in return.
.She was so happy, i could see it from her eyes.
.She look at Sofea,' That means we are related you cute baby come here'.
.She picked my daughter and we talk.
.She was aunty Angela.Mom's cousin.
.I gave mom a call later to tell her, her cousin from UK was down and they cought up later.

.U see..duduk kedai pun kita boleh jumpa our roots balik.
.ahaha banyak lagi benda best best jadi kat kedai.
.Ngeri,seram, kelakar semua ada.
.Ngahahah....

ps:: i love my family, my roots and i am proud to be what i am.

Friday, April 22, 2011

::My World:: Dont you die on me::

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
.WAAAAAAAAAAaa laptop aku dah rosak.
.Sungguh sedih.
.Ingat x aku citer how Sarah jatuh air atas kibod.
.Aku rasa tempias kena kat tempat cord power masuk.
.So benda tu dah lama karat ke apa lalu Weng.
.Ouh sedih, nak g betulkan.alahai mesti mahal.
.Mahal x mahal x kisah la nak betulkan.
.Banyak tu Khazanah dalam tu.
.Husband offer beli satu lagi.
.Bukan x nak, teruja juga tapi banyak kenangan laptop tu.
.Saya setia pada satu *mata rolling ke atas, tangan kat dada*.
.Lagipun tu laptop sis bagi masa 1st dia beli.
.Ouh kalau aku beli baru ni aku nak frame kan leh.
.Ahh xnak laptops baru semua W7.
.Aku x nak aku nak XP sebab leh main sims.

.WOo dah tu kawan aku ND pulak cakap.
."alamak jangan kena power supply dengan processor sudah.
.Hati aku dah meruntun..oh laptop..baikla..
.Nak g tido semoga esok bgn laptop ok.
.Pagi tadi last kat LP ni si yaya ngan air 100 plus.
.Ouh aku x caya lagi dia ngan air dekat laptop.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAA.



Thursday, April 21, 2011

::Family o'Mine:: Sarah buat Automatic::

.My husband has been out of town. He left on Tuesday morning while all of us were asleep. Macam lari rumah kan, but the fact is his coach was the 10'o clock coach and his pickup came at 9am. Sarah was asleep. When she woke up, she assume everything was normal untill she notice at night when we return to our comfy home and Papa was not there. As usual this mak nenek sure got something to say.

Sarah:: Mother, papa mana mother? x balik balik pun.tapi kereta dia ada la mother *sambil tengok luar pintu.
Mother:: Ntahla..dah lari kot...* dalam nada malas nak layan.
Sarah:: Why papa lari x bawak kereta dia mother, dia lari naik apa?

Hahaha...pandai jugak u Sarah. Papa kan sayang kereta dia kan kan...

Mother:: Xdela papa go Sempore.
Sarah:: Hah sempore? x bawak i? why? Naik apa? * dah start nangis sbb Idris janji nak bawak dia skali.
Mother:: EY dah papa naik bus la.* dengan harapan budak kecik ni stop merengek.
Sarah:: BUS...i suka naik bus, ala why papa x bawak me..waaaa....i nak naik bus. dah lama tau i x naik bus.

Haish..cakap salah x cakap pun salah. Mak nenek ni semua benda dia suka...

So petang tu dia ade kat my mother's house when i came back from SHOP at 7pm. She was with my sister Adiha studying Mathematic.

Mother:: Sarah, i and sofea dah balik. Sarah..
Sarah:: Jangan bising la mother, i tolong Adiha buat "Automatic" ni.*dengan confidentnya.

My brother dah gelak gelak.

Brother:: Buat apa Sarah??.
Sarah:: Automatic ni...1,2,4,5,3,5,6,7 *pakai hentam cakap number.
Brother:: hahahahhah apa sarah cakap lagi?

kali ni sarah dah tahu dia salah cakap dengan segan segan..

Sarah:: Automatic la...the apa ni apa? *sambil tunjuk numbers kat buku adiha..

Ahahah Sarah, Sarah...funny girl la you!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

::My World:: N.A.P Kesayangan Kawe::

.Kau tau Nasi Ayam Penyet??.
. I Love nasi ayam, so NAP (Nasi Ayam Penyet) is in my top 10 list.
.Okay 1st time aku makan NAP ni masa g Marina Square kat Singapore.
.Masa tu x tahu nak makan apa, then my SIL kata.:
.As i recall:" Kak u suka ayam kan, we makan Nasi Ayam Penyet nak?":
.I said:" Erh, apasal Penyet, okay ke penyet penyet ni?":
.So we headed to Marina Square foodcourt, tingkat 2, gerai number 2 sebelah dengan pintu keluar ke deck.
.(Ni kira alamat penuh kedai la ni).

.I ordered myself the breast part for SGD $ 4.50.
.Murah kan?Hek!! convert duit mesia masa tu RM10.++ (berapa sen ntah).
.Sedapnya NAP tu..woo xleh nak kata.
.Bukan Nasi ayam, ada orang kata," sama je cam nasi ayam tapi ayam dia penyet.".
.Hek!! lagi sekali mana ada, lain skali, kalau sama tu means ko kena tipu jugak la.
.Nasi yang sebutir sebutir dihidang bersama dada ayam goreng yang garing dan penyet.
.Berserta garing garing dari kulit and ntah mana datang tapi sedap.
.Ditemani oleh sayur kangkung, 2 chunks of Tempe goreng and 2 chunks of Tauhu.
.Timun sikit, sup yang bukan perisa ajinomoto atau instant.
.And the Umph part, the sambal...Marvelous you olls'.
.Heaven sangat. (*mata pejam.bayangkan ade depan ni)
.dihidang atas pinggan kayu beralas daun pisang.Arghh...(*pegang perut,lapar la pulak).

.Since then, tiap kali pergi Marina, orang nak belanja MekDi ker, apa ker wa talak helan.
.Me and my SIL akan berlumba ke Food Court tuk NAP.
.(*Berdiri depan kedai mata bersinar cam anime..sungguh teruja).
.Ah NAP, kenapa la kau hilang.
...Satu hari bila aku pergi, kedai NAP tu dah tutup.
.Kenapakah? apakah? apa salah aku? adakah sebab aku dah lama x datang?.
.Berdiri blur, "nak makan apa ni Nadiah?. I dah kenyang.".


.Sejak tu aku mencari cari branch her, atau sub kedai NAP tu.
.Aku nak rasa balik keenakkan nasi sebutir di sulami ayam and sambal yang best tu.
.Sambal dia lain, bukan cam nasi ayam.
.Jenuh dan kawan and family aku bawak ke sini ke sana mencari NAP idaman aku.
.Semua aku reject. Sorry, you are not the one.
.Sampai la seminggu lepas, petang sebelum magrib.
.Aku ke foodcourt Mahkota Parade, di hujung barisan gerai.
.No 2 dari last-menjual NAP.
.Dengan rasa NAP ini akan mengecewakan aku.Aku order.
.Dan bila 1st bite tu....wow...YES..aku jumpa pengganti NAP 1 aku.
.Tak sama la, masing masing unique in their own way. Tapi Nap ni..
.Aish...boleh la..Apa pun aku masih rindu NAP Marina aku.
.Ntah mana dia, tapi skang ni aku suka NAP MP.

ps:: aku rasa mmg NAP ni sedap kat foodcout je kot, nak nak Fc yang x ramai orang and kedai dia mesti no 2 dari akhir..ei...Misteri sungguh.



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Monday, April 18, 2011

:Family O'Mine:: Sofea Hannah @ her best(5 Months)::

-::Sofea with uncle boy @ Kenny Rogers, Jaya Jusco Air Keroh. Look how manja she is with him::-

:: Lay he down on the table.She dont care as long as she is comfy::

::Hah Cak, apa you fikir sayang you model::

::Berdiri diam diam macam Mat Saleh kau ni hai...betul betul cross genes::

::Bermanja dengan Papa,bila papa dokong je u macam ni, kalau mother dokong cam cacing xleh diam::

::Ah makan la tangan u sampai habis.::

::Meh i carik kutu papa meh..hehehe nakal nye muka geram laaa!~~::


::Hah dah jumpa big one, ni hah tengah duduk atas bahu ni..hehehe::


::Kusyuk dengan bebola plastic::

::U call me eh mother??::












::My World:: A Letter to my Friends::

.Marila aku berkisah. Blog last aku mungkin mengundang resah. To my dear Friends, sometimes when i look at stars i wish we could be like them, always the same in one place no matter where the world spin and turn.They stay together, shine the light on each other and keep each other company.Once in a while u see a falling star.

.You, aku tahu ko hurt sangat, hurt dengan dia, hurt dengan situation.  Jangan! masih ada yang sayang. Masih ada yang kisah. No one ever prayed for something bad to happen in their life, but sometime god challenge us with such obstacle cause he wants us to be strong, he wants us to remember he is always there, hold on to him.Obstacle paling susah nak go trough, bila mana melibatkan hati.Sebab the heart is nyawa seseorang. Banyak emosi tersimpan, banyak rahsia tersingkap, senang citer heart is the main thing,everything. I know what you are going trough. YA ALLAH i know the pain, i have walk down that lane a few times.Hati rasa berat..sampai ko x larat nak nagis tapi hati ko menangis. Ko boleh dengar hati itu menangis.Walaupun ko gelak hati ko sakit pedih and menangis. I wasnt lucky as you are.You have ZM, JJ, WG,IB and more. I had no one to turn to except myself. Now i am offering myself to help you go trough the times yang paling dificult skali.I would not go trough a battle field for you, cause if i die then no one will walk beside you trough this pain.All i can offer is my words of wisdom, my laughter to share, something to brighten up your day.Believe me...after all this the sun will shine. You will be rewarded.HE is keeping you for someone special. Akan dia temukan kau dengan hambanya yang baik baik untuk kau.

Yes, masa aku mula dengar kisah kau, Aku benci gila dengan dia. Aku menyumpah, aku bengang, aku nak cloroxkan orang itu. Tapi bila aku fikir balik, if aku begini mesti ko xboleh pulih sebab aku juga negatif.Tapi i am with you, i want you to see the brighter side from all of this..god works in miracle ways.Mana tahu satu hari baik kita semula aku xmo simpan benci ni lama lama. Belive me aku hilang banyak benda yang precious trough benci.Dan bila kau cakap aku siapa orang itu dan aku boleh sekemuka dengan dia, aku diam.Haruskah aku berdepan dengan dia dengan kemarahan aku, kekesalan aku or dengan harapan semuanya akan pulih. Aku choose to go trough honestly, letting know how i feel on both situation.  i choose to be more on your side but i also cannot deny friendship. Putuskan silaturahim tanpa sebab tidak elok. Aku juga harap kau memahami. Biarlah aku jadi yang natural tapi sedikit asidic..ahahaha. Dah ramai kawan kita yang avengers.

.To the other YOU, aku tahu this is your personal choice, your personal conflict. Tapi tempiasnya kena juga pada aku. I should not say a word but Thanks for letting me do so. I cannot say i dont like you. But i totally DONT AGREE the way you let things go on. i DONT AGREE the way you hurt her. I DONT AGREE the definition of friends you think it is.DONT AGREE the drama you cause,and i DONT AGREE if you think its okay to push the other person in the picture now. Its too soon.It is hard for her, it is harder for us to watch. Am i blaming you?Yes i am blaming you for all of this.I dont blame her or the other person. They have not done wrong but a mistake is to trust you with their heart, but i cant always stay angry. Its not my battle.like you said, human do errors, No one is perfect. You dont deserve a second chance from her or any of them, but trough our friendship you did not go across any lines.

I want you to know where i stand. I will stick by her. No matter whats her decision. I hope you understand. I will be by her side untill she can get up and walk right. Her friends is all she got. You should know better not to do this to her. Dia kan saudara baru,jangan sakiti dia begini.We should guide her properly. Aku bukan x nak kawan dengan kau. tapi buat masa ni janganla mendesak agar kami yang tahu menerima seperti biasa. Yes, dia juga mengaku, once she is healed she wont mind. Let us just be there for her.Just keep a pace but dont be a stranger.Jangan salahkan kawan kawan aku yang lain jika membenci, mereka juga rasa apa yang dia rasa.I am sure if this happened to you, you would want your friend to be supportive and always with you.You should just tell the truth. U know who you want to be with. Dont play safe. It hurts others more. Certain things u cant apply the 'play safe' mode especially bila melibatkan hati dan perasaan. Have you heard- the truth will set you free. Sorryla aku membebel kat kau. Tapi ini just nasihat as a friend to another when another has been hurt.Drama drama ni x best.And i am sure if i see you, and the topic arise i will have much more to say. But i mean it well.

To the other You, it is a pleasure knowing you. Am so sorry to drag you into this. i dont blame you for all of this. I'll keep you out of this as much as i can. You once said, your friends come and go. When you leave, you leave your friends too. This is the opposite of me. When i leave. i take my friends with me.Girlfriends stick together. I known her 10 years back. Our friendship goes a long way.Up and down. And i feel what she feels.I'll still be a  friend to you, if you dont leave me behind.But not for now..just keep it casual.Thank you for letting me know you.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

::F.R.I.E.N.D.:: Getting to know you, getting to know all about you::

.Restrain Order dah over. Itupun sebab ada guest at my house.My hubby's friend Hamada and his friend Nurul. Was a shock juga la dia datang. Sebab i never though he would come without my 2 other friend yang bawak dia. Well sometime friendship cross boundaries. Thats the magical part. This time he came with another friend. Being the tourguide i always was.Sorry la Ham aku x dapat nak bawak ko g mana mana. Ko pun satu x cakap awal awal.Anyway maybe just thought u would like to have time on your own bawak 'kawan' ko ni jalan jalan. Ye ke kawan? ko ni susah sangat nak mengaku 'ada apa apa going on'. X kisah la with siapa siapa. agaknya by nature ko ni mmg mudah memukau kot. Ntah la aku macam baru kenal ko ni and start to kenal ko as a friend. Quite a close one since ko dah 2 kali dah tido sini.

.We went for burn fish (*Ikan bakar) that nite. Tapi sebab dah kenyang. Kalau pergi kedai normally have early dinner. Dalam pukul 7 dah makan. So full. Ratah je la.Bila pacik yang biasa amik order air sampai my meja dia nye respond," eh dah ada baby dah, tula lama x datang, Pantang yer?" ahaha sampai orang medan ni pun dah kenal. mana tak, asal kawan aku datang, mahupun sedara sepupu sepapat sumer nak aku bawak g Crystal Bay makan ikan bakar..TERBAEK!!!. Tekejut dah Nurul, pacik tu kenal." Selalu datang eh sampai kenal". Aku nak mintak membership card la kat Pacik tu sebab slalu sangat datang.

.After makan, they decided to balik, tapi bagus bagus pulak Hujan lebat and Hamadah memang kaki tido awal. The last time he came pun by 10 mata dah half way close. X rock la lu brader. So slept over. Dengan rumah x kemas, bilik x kemas, tergopoh gapah la aku kemas. Ngan Sofea merengek. Last last hubby tolong siapkan everything for them.Aku pulak pergi mandi...SILAP BESAR la..sebab lepas tu xleh tido. So ingat nak online and edit pictures sikit tuk website. Husband tengok TV, Nurul still awake, Hamada dah tertido kat kerusi. FINE. Since Nurul x tido, so tanya dia experience kerja kat Saudi.Hmm dia pun cam gladly cerita.Orang Saudi, berjubah segala tapi x semuanya baik. Aku rasa sejahat jahat orang dalam baik itula orang middle east. Salah ke aku fikir macam tu.??? Tahula mereka tu keturunan Nabi tersayang tapi mereka juga la yang paling suka melanggar apa yang tak boleh. Kat Malaysia ni, lagi strict...xpela masing masing. Who am i to judge how people live when aku pun living half a lie sometimes.

Sampai pukul 4 berbual. Sambil online tu ade la a few of my mates, my sister in law ajak bebual tapi since my guest so excited bercerita, biarla dia bercerita. best jugak kan dengar pengalaman orang. We learn...kagum juga dengar keadaan di sana. Bila nak jejak? ntah la InsyaALLAH , i know he loves me and one day he will jemput me to his home- Haji in Mekkah. And if i dont get to go, i assume that he will just be waiting for me there-(akhirat).Ah nanti nak kirim kat dia Jubah dari sana. Dengar memang cantik tertarik murah je.Hahaha..now...aku tengah mamai sebab x cukup tido. pagi tadi Sarah awal bgn and dia kejut Sofea..sampai la ni aku x tido lagi.

::Blank Entry:: Jars Of Hearts::

.Lagu ni my personal Favourite lately.
(alice dgrla lagu ni-mesti ko pernah dengar pun kan)
.I can just answer someone with this song.
.Cth:: Someone cut the cue tgh nak bayar kat oil station.
.I can just sing-Who do you think you are? Running around leaving scars.
.Hahah dah macam musical lak.





-::Jars Of Hearts::-

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms


I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back


Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all


Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all


Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?



-::Christina Perri::-

ps:: nama dia ingatkan aku pada yam nandos..pergh sedapnya.






Friday, April 15, 2011

::Family o'Mine:: Bloodstone & Topaz::

.Its been a while, asyik cakap pasal ME and my world.
.How Selfish Maia..selfish ko ni.
.Today i nak cakap pasal My Gems..my Permata.
.Yess my Bloodstone and my Topaz.


.My Topaz now is coming to 6 months.
.Naught as ever and suka mimik kakak dia.
.What ever the sister has in her hand, Topaz wants it.
.Jealous? ouh x payah citer.
.The other day she cought me holding another baby.
.That time, my staff's wife was holding her.
.From where she was, she struggle and shout just to get to me.
.When  i put the baby down and took her, baru dia puas hati.
.Sempat jeling baby tu lagi. Nakal nakal!!
.If papa dia dokong the sister lagi la...boleh jadi cam histeria dia nangis.
.Tapi senyum dia comel. Macam mickey mouse
.Maybe sebab dia xde gigi.
.Now she show her colours. He blue TOpaz colours.
.Bila tido nak peluk. Boleh lagi cengkam baju x kasi aku pergi mana.
.End up memang slalu aku tertido awal.


.My dear Bloodstone.
.She's big, understanding, bijak, funny and sweet.
.Like the bloodstone, ada part dia garang jugak.
.Cita cita:: jadi kakak to Topaz.
.She is very funny, petah bercakap.
.She speaks her mind *ade macam aku kot.
.She never lie. budak kecik kan, apa dia nampak itu dia cakap.
.Her understanding about things around her very well.
.She helps me to look after this liltle naughty Topaz.
.Topaz pun sayang Bloodtsone.
.If x percaya, letak dia sebelah,terkekek kekek ketawa.
.Kadang kadang bila dokong Topaz, Bloostone kejar dia rasa cam nak terjun je.

Itula penghibur hati bila bosan. Lil Bloodstone and Lil Topaz.




Tuesday, April 12, 2011

::My World:: The beginning::

.Tak perlu ragu, suatu hari pasti nanti.

.Today, 11 Aprill 2011 (11.04.11-pergh cantik jugak number ni eh).
.Nasib Isnin kalau x mesti berlambak orang amik date ni kawin.
.Dah lari topik lak aku.
.Bermula la cara penampilan aku yang baru.
.x tahu sampai bila, moga selamanya.
. Masih baru jadi bagila aku ruang untuk perbaiki.
.Janganla gelakkan aku atau merendahkan aku, aku tengah cuba ni.
. Jadi bila kadang kala x betul cara pemakaian aku.
.Atau kadang kala aku terlupa, tegurla aku, pimpinla aku.
.Bukan aku x nak, aku tahu tanggungjawab aku.
.Cuma 'ala bisa tegal biasa'.
.Aku x biasa maka rasa agak berbisa.
.So hope everyone accepts me for me.
.Niat memang dah ada cuma ruang masa untuk bermula.
.Tapi kalau didesak juga ada bagusnya.

.Bukan aku x suka, berapa banyak dah koleksi aku.
.Kekadang jeles tengok camana mereka bisa.
.Aku ni x bisa bisa lagi.Haish.Berbagai cara.
.Cantik cantik belaka.
.Alhamdulillah, aku selesa.Mungkin lama lama aku biasa.

ps:: Z, thanks to you for supporting me from behind. Its because of you, aku terbuka untuk mencuba.Sebab you make it look so simple.and i am comfortable...for now.

::My World:: Just Another Story::



...I Dunno what i feel for you, I dunno where i stand,
Dunno if this all makes sense, I dunno if I remember how you use to be,
I dunno if you still know how u use to love and treat me,
Dunno if I can trust You, Dunno if i still do,
Dunno if i can hold on to this any more, Dunno if i am still yours,
Dunno if  i want to be belonging to you....

...I dunno what to do...



"My Heart is empty i can hear my tears fall. It'so loud it hurts!.I have light all around me but i am blinded. When i see you it's like hitting a lamp post. It's there, I hit it, It hurts and I hate it.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

::Blank Entry::

. Finela kalau xnak cakap sudah,diam diam je bila jumpa okay.Jangan ditanya kenapa saya tidak mahu bersuara.

::My World:: Maharaja Tak Lawak::

.Okay today Jumaat kan-so memang aku tunggu la kul 10 kat mustika 132.
.nak tengok Maharaja Lawak.
.Last week sampai senak jugak la perut aku gelak.
.So ari ni tido Sarah cepat cepat, buai sofea laju laju kasi senyap.
.Mommy nak tengok TV.
.depan TV aku duduk (Mata bulat bersinar cam sailormoon,happy x sabo sabo) tapi...hampa beb.
.X lawak langsung, yang last week leh aku teringat ingat lawak, ari ni flat.

.Antara feberet aku la..Nabil, Johan & Zizan, Balas, Alex,Jambu,Sepah.
.Adoi satu pun xde bagi aku ceria pun.
.Okay la Jambu ade sikit.
.Masa Jozan aku tgk half half sebab Peah nak susu tapi itu pun aku  xde rasa Umph.
.Balas, aku rasa okay cuma cam terlalu rasis.
.Kang marah lagi Jiran kita tu.
.Diorang kan cepat je nak bengis bab bab ni.
.tapi x sedar memang cam tu situasi kat sini.

.Kemon la...next week bagi la aku rasa x rugi je tunggu kul 10 terpacak depan TV.

ps:: Kalau husband aku leh gelak kat lawak derang mmg menang la org itu sebab dia susah nak ketawa.



Friday, April 8, 2011

::My World:: Aina Diyana::

 ::Ni Aina Dayana::

.Sorry bukan Aina Diana.
.She' so cute and bila dia nangis suara serak ala ala Ela.
.Bagus kita nama kan dia Ella je kan.
.Haha not my anak okay.
.Hoh 2 ni pun dah cukup teruja hari hari bangun fikir apa la diorang nak buat ari ni.
.Ingat jaga anak senang ke?.
.Kekadang nak kencing pun xde masa apa lagi nak tido.
.Tapi kalau dah besar sikit, dah train senang la.

.Boleh la duduk memblogging cam teman ni eheheh.
.Tapi please eh, tiada siapa yang tahu and nampak susah lelah aku menjaga.
.Alih bila aku senang duduk lepak berbual ngan mika sumer.
.Ade lak kata aku ni x jaga anak lepak duduk je.
.Weys..kalau aku lepak duduk je, mesti anak aku sumer x terurus kurus kering xmakan.
.Comot and huru hara. ni x pun. Comot?.okay diorang budak kecik.
.Mana nak harap diorang ni bersih 24 jam.
.Yang dewasa ni pun kekadang Ter-tumpah, TEr-jatuh banyak kali.

.Itula orang kan, dia ingat senang. dia tak tahu kadang penat sampai malam.
.kita nak relax jugak.
.Bila kena tang muka sendiri baru terangguk angguk paham.
.kalau dok mu sapa bilo mu dok gheti.tak pahe.

.hehe u know how it feels kan baru balik bercuti.
.So saat saat indah holiday tu masih melekat.
.cam g honeymoon tapi ni lain sikit.
.(*Duduk sambil jari pintal2 rambut,mengelamun ke atas,tersenyum cam kerang).
.Tu sebab terlekat sikit loghat kelate. tgnu. Poyo x aku.
.Suka aku la nak poyo blog aku. ahahahahha..
.dok tahu sapa bilo nak kecek cam ni.
.Tapi asyik tertukar slang kedah la, perlisla, melaka la.
.Kita kan satu maLaysia.

ps:: cuti itu indah kerna kamu!!

::My World:: Angry and in Love::

If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean
it. You may not want to hug, which is all the more reason
to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they
love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug
each other.

~ Walter Anderson



.How long can u stay angry and mad at someone you love?.
.A minute, An hour, A whole day, A month, A year.
.Not a second~~.When the person you are mad of is so dear.
.Spends the rest of his time loving you.
.Spend the rest of his day calling and asking you.' Are you still mad at me?'
.How can u resist not to forgive. But i might not forget easily.
.While you feel like kicking him hard and make him realise you are agry.
.He is thinking ways to make you laugh.
.But this will only work, if the mistake he's done is not a major one.
.Where NO hearts are broke, traumatise or even deep wounds.
.I'm sorry too.

Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain.
They steal your energy and keep
you from love.


~ Leo Buscaglia



















::Jalan Jalan::My Vacation-Kapas::

Date:: 2 Aprill- 5 Aprill 2011.
Venue:: Angullia Beach Resort , Marang Terengganu, Malaysia.
Place of visits:: Kelantan (Rantau Panjang, Kota Bharu), Terengganu (Kapas Island, Kuala Terengganu)

.Where shall i start.*Jangan bebel panjang panjang Maria. Kalau boleh buat points je.Ceh x best la cam tu kan.Kata diary, mestila nak start with...

Dear Belog,

.we started our trip at 3.30am on saturday. This is not my 1st time travelling but it is my 1st time after marriage with a few of my friends. What made this special i had my bestie abroad.'Zakioh Muso'.Which was on her Vacation Z mode as soon as we hit the road. Travelling to Terengganu from Melaka took around 6 to 7 hours. No highways, all Kampung ways..ahaha..Travel at night much cooler, faster and of course thriller.

.Arrive at A.B.R at 10am and was checked in to a standby room. Iyolah, our room wasnt ready. Check in time 2pm but since we arrive early they started to get our room ready. Tired all of us just lay around and doze off. I went to the beach. Ah the splash of waves made me feel so happy and relieve. This time the waves was much much bigger.Can i say around 1 meter ? The sea was rough. Maybe cause by the Tsunami in Japan and quakes around the world. Hope this those miss our chance for snokelling.

The rest of the first day spend lazing around the beach, resort and town. We went to Pasar Payang in Kuala Terengganu to get some munchies. Then back to the room. Change into our swimming outfits (xdela seksi sangat) and splash in but the waves were so rough and pulling us in. The sea became deep and we became scared so we just play play ombak je la. Sarah, met up with her cousins and Aunties (My in laws also came) she was already in the sand and tanned.  Later that night instead of dining out we decide to just get burgers from the cafe by the beach. Unfortunately, they were out so me and hubby decided to get those outside from the hotel. Guess what we had. Burgers okay but with, Tomatoes, Sengkuang, Timun, Daun Sup(uh yuks ni yang bkin spoil), Slice carrots lagi. Pelik x pelik, But because all of us so Lapar. we makan. Me and Alice had 2, Zakiah and Idris has one each. The Daun sup made us upset.

Day 2

Woke up really early. Alahai cuti pun kena bangun awal (sorry alice and zakiah). 8 am we left for Kelantan. Jalan jalan. Alang alang sampai sini. we went to the boarders which was a talk but we found it to be normal and boring. So we headed to Kota Bharu where we had some fun and action. We had lunch. Okay 'meme betul hok makane kelate ni manih manih belako'. The sambal belacan was sizzling hot (kat terengganu x dpat) but was sweet. They even offered sugar on the tables to those who maybe thought the food was lacking of sugar ( Gila manis beb).Then we jale jale at the market. ahaha tried to get the mood and rythm speaking Kelantan but we didnt have the neck for it. X cukup makan budu kot.Went to pasar Khadijah and bought a few things. Next stop was to Pantai Cahaya Bulan. Glam kat tempat ni, slalu masuk berita. ahaha..Had some tea break tit bits then we headed home. Damn was so hot in Kelantan. But we enjoy. Laughing all the way back trying to sound like the local kelantanesse ended us up sounding like some weird pple talking. We got some slang mix up. Anyway..lidah ni dah gam loghat kedah. Mana x, 3 tahun dok sana mana x melekat.

Nite we had dinner in KT again. Thai food at this shop we found on the previous trip to Ana's wedding with Zakiah. Food was awesome. Not that sweet type. At last one meal i enjoyed. Went pusing2 carik durian and headed home. So tired. We had our bath and ate the Durian. Watch a bit of Oh yeah and slept. Getting ready for the main event tmrw. The snorkel part. Praying hard the water was clear.

3rd day.

Yeay. we headed to Marang jetty at 11am and we had Pok Mat as our boatman and guide. Waves going was okay it was the returning back made me seasick (Awefull). Our luck, Alhamdulillah the water was clear and perfect for snorkelling. SO we landed on the Island 1st. Met up with 'Chegu' which later gave my friend free tour on the corals and snorkell lesson. We went out with Pok Mats boat 1st. Sarah and Sofea was thrilled and they had a chance to dip in 2 meters of water. My Hubby of course holding on to them tight. LAter we headed back to the beach and my friend went on their free lesson trip with Chegu.Me and my family stated back and swam in the clear water. My awesomeness...Around 4 we headed back to marang and washed ourself in our room. headed for dinner nearby (*again spoilled dinner) but luckyly we had some edible dinner later cooked by ABR. Awesome..i like the ayam goreng and ayam masak merah.Well tmrw is our last day.

Last Day.

We had our sweet time getting ready to head home. My friend got up early to enjoy the beach for last time.We checked out at 12pm and 8 hours of yaya home to KL. Ahh that was the trip.

* dah hilang mood mau tulis sebab tu dah pendek pendek. But the trip is still clear in my mind. Thanks friends for sharing it with me. Will plan more get aways if you guys just let me do. We plan ok. We...

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

::F.R.I.E.N.D.S:: Kawe nak ghoyak::

.Ni kawe nak ghoyak pase oliday kawe ngan teman teman kawe la ni.
.Ho puas kami deghak kat tengganu ngan kelate.
.Mace mace tempat kawe ngan teman pegi.
.Nak kecek kelate x reti la.

.Right now, i just feel like hugging my 2 friends and telling them thanks for being with me trough this trip.
.Yeah they know what the hug is meant for *wink wink kat u guys*.
.Love you guys bangat.
.Nanti demo belajor kecek kelate hoh?Pah tu kita leh kelik kelate.
.Kelakar la sungguh this trip.Short but for me it was sweet.


.Paling aku akan ingat is the part when all of us sibuk nak belajar cakap kelate.
.Sampai bukak station radio kelate nak pick up dialek.
.Ending up all in laughter. Our lidah x cukup makan budu lah beh.
.X best je bunyi kan..xpe we polish up hokay.

.haish..nanti je la hupdate. Nak enjoy angin laut and last last nite ni puas puas dulu.
.Okay my next entry will be about this trip.

::Pasir putih tepi pantai...!~ Ombak saling berkejaran!~::