Windy:: Today bangun 11am. Windy, no sun all clouds, angin tiup sejuk!~~ Best gila macam ade kat cameron. Since yesterday night the wheather was fine. Some say after a fine calm wheather comes disaster. Thats how Tsunami Happen. InsyaALLAH xdela kot. Just that end year memang cam ni. Selalu start december dah macam ni. Ni lewat sikit. Bangun, kemas rumah, mandikan+brekfes tuk dua rugrats tu. then lepak. Malas to even on laptop or buat apa apa kerja. Duduk tengok TV and tido tengahari. Syioknya bila x pergi Kedai.
It takes 2 to tango:: Dalam semangat 1 malaysia, kita x boleh jadi rasis. Hanya satu ras-Malaysian bukan? yeah tapi semalam Idris accident dengan Cina. Okay tade hal. Tak cakap apa pun cuma bincang how to settle memandangkan dia langgar belakang.Budak sekolah-habis STPM-P driver. Kesian kat dia, kata settle tepi jela. setakat bayar duit ketuk body. Mesti x banyak tapi kena betulkan. Budak tu ok. Balik dia dengar cakap abang dia kot apa ntah dia g buat Polis Report. X kisahla bagus jugak tapi dia x inform- kalau kami x buat juga dalam masa 24 jam jadi kamila salah. Langgar lari. X ke cam apa je peranagai. Alasan dia..family dia takut nanti kitorg harass dia sebab kami melayu? aiseh men? mende? kalau kami nak rasis dari langgar tadi terus mmg ko x balik sebab dah sekeliling yang datang semua melayu.Please la..orang slalu kata Melayu yang rasis. tapi actually Bangsa lain jga begitu malah lagi terurk sebab x nak cuba untuk tidak rasis.[ dah disni je aku dah rasis]..argh!!!. Memasing Rasis. Tapi x semua macam tu ok!!!
Tamil & Hindi Movies:: Today watch 2 movies yang best. 1st one half way on Astro 202 if not mistaken while eating at the mamak shop. Best gila that movie. Hero dia no fear..ahaha selain dari sound effect yang Awesome. Jalan cerita dia menarik..memang d boom. Vettaikaran if not mistaken. Nama hero dia Polis Ravi..dia lawan gangster dengan cara ganster.Second movie is 3 idiots. Citer ni masuk Cineplax..x sangka lak so damn funny now i wanna find the DVD 9-blue ray ke. memang aswesome la citer ni. Idris dari nak tido x jadi. Ketawa terbahak bahak.
Belog:: So far read balik my blog has not much of what i intend to write, Just plainly about me. Ade pasal benda benda lain yang xde kena mengena. I would like to write my thoughts..dengan penyakit 'pelupa' ni..maybe i should so that in future i wud still know what i use to think about. ahah
Lilypie Maternity tickers
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
:: I wanna be a Reggae DJ Mixer::
DEDICATED TO MY FRIENDS
(Zakiah, Alice, Nenek, Ana Banana,Nani,Nadiah,Rachel and the rest)Hait as korang tahu kan, Rastafari is all about reggae. Sepanjang hari kat kedai dengar lagu reggae xleh in ngan me. yerp reggae memang peacefull and relax [kadang cam too calm], tapi aku kekadang kena ade beat to boost me or some lagu yang ade RNB. Yerp aku suka menari nari..husband aku x suka. So aku mula mencari a way aku leh main lagu yang aku suka kat RASTAFARI bila aku ada. And i found a bunch of my favourite songs reggae remix and it sounds so cool .
Check out. Lagu ni for ya'll ya.Ma bestfriends. Its for ya'll. Enjoy.!!
ps:: tapi ini x sebest copy yang aku ada..sbb dah le reggae, remix lagi and its Alicia wit Damian Marley!! ari ni aku makan banyak jugak so sebab tu merepek and download banyak banyak.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
::2 more days to a new year::
Today bangun lambat. Semua skali bangun lambat. Sebab::Cuaca kat luar best gila..mendung berangin.woo ku inginkan hari hari mendatang macam ni je bestnya. Berangan ade kat tepi pantai..best lak combination-Mendung+Angin+laut= damai.
Sarah bangun as usual mesti menyanyi. This time lagu jingle bells!~ Tapi versi dia la:: Jingle bell jingle bell papa jin bogel, jin bogel jin bogel jin bogel besar:: Salah Idris la siapa la suh ajar dia bukan bukan. Tengok you kena balik kan. I dah cakap banyak kali. DO not teach her nonsense.
Sofea bangun ketawa senyum.Bersuara tapi aku x paham la ..ALalalla@!~~ si chumel sorang ni. Dah le halus..seluar dia dah londeh...nampak peha dia yang putih tu. Idris pulak tengah tido lagi. X sihat. Been working his *** off this December cause banyak orang. Overworked.overworked??!!~?..ahaha this is roughly what its like waking up in my home.
After hot cup of coffee.mandikan Sofea while idris mandi. Idirs siap, sofea siap. Yaya and mother mandi while Idris drinks his cup of nescafe. Ahaha..apa yang penting? KERJASAMA..wonderpets datang membantu!!..lepas siap..lock up and head for RASTAFARI. Hari ni semua nak sibuk di kedai sebab-saja nak kacau hidup papa' Sarah cakap!.
At kedai:: Idris and Sarah at e133 while sofea and mummy at F115. Bila makan je jumpa lepas tu masing masing at kedai. Papa tengah list stock shortage tuk order. Me check email, check web, check fb and lepas tu dah terbawak bawak dengan benda lain. Sempat lak nak blog. Baca Twitter, Some of artis Indonesia juga ade yang berfikiran sungguh cetek. Xkan la pasal laser kamu kalah, jumpa bomoh.OMG please la jangan la give me a impression you are so shallow to believe this provocasion!!.Bca forum pun sama..ah persetankan mereka yang berfikiran lemah begitu. Tapi kelakar juga..memasing sibuk menghina tidak sedar, mereka itu sama...ahahah.. in every country you have the same level or people with the same level of IQ,and when they meet up in forums this is what happen.Provocations!! sudah sudah la..sebab sama rumpun maka timbul la x puas hati. jadi apa heran. Ada juga warga Indonesia yang x suka this blabering.iya kan?? Nasib la artis lelaki kamu Hots..kalau x...hohoho!!
Bosan with Forum bukak HItz..dengar balik gotcha call. Fredo and chino memang rowks habis..kelakr gila nye..ahaha i can listen to them all day. Well sofea bangun nak susu. sarah dah naik ni and kejap lagi husband nak check kerja dia lak..so bye for now my belog-tempat meluahkan semua!!
Sarah bangun as usual mesti menyanyi. This time lagu jingle bells!~ Tapi versi dia la:: Jingle bell jingle bell papa jin bogel, jin bogel jin bogel jin bogel besar:: Salah Idris la siapa la suh ajar dia bukan bukan. Tengok you kena balik kan. I dah cakap banyak kali. DO not teach her nonsense.
Sofea bangun ketawa senyum.Bersuara tapi aku x paham la ..ALalalla@!~~ si chumel sorang ni. Dah le halus..seluar dia dah londeh...nampak peha dia yang putih tu. Idris pulak tengah tido lagi. X sihat. Been working his *** off this December cause banyak orang. Overworked.overworked??!!~?..ahaha this is roughly what its like waking up in my home.
After hot cup of coffee.mandikan Sofea while idris mandi. Idirs siap, sofea siap. Yaya and mother mandi while Idris drinks his cup of nescafe. Ahaha..apa yang penting? KERJASAMA..wonderpets datang membantu!!..lepas siap..lock up and head for RASTAFARI. Hari ni semua nak sibuk di kedai sebab-saja nak kacau hidup papa' Sarah cakap!.
At kedai:: Idris and Sarah at e133 while sofea and mummy at F115. Bila makan je jumpa lepas tu masing masing at kedai. Papa tengah list stock shortage tuk order. Me check email, check web, check fb and lepas tu dah terbawak bawak dengan benda lain. Sempat lak nak blog. Baca Twitter, Some of artis Indonesia juga ade yang berfikiran sungguh cetek. Xkan la pasal laser kamu kalah, jumpa bomoh.OMG please la jangan la give me a impression you are so shallow to believe this provocasion!!.Bca forum pun sama..ah persetankan mereka yang berfikiran lemah begitu. Tapi kelakar juga..memasing sibuk menghina tidak sedar, mereka itu sama...ahahah.. in every country you have the same level or people with the same level of IQ,and when they meet up in forums this is what happen.Provocations!! sudah sudah la..sebab sama rumpun maka timbul la x puas hati. jadi apa heran. Ada juga warga Indonesia yang x suka this blabering.iya kan?? Nasib la artis lelaki kamu Hots..kalau x...hohoho!!
Bosan with Forum bukak HItz..dengar balik gotcha call. Fredo and chino memang rowks habis..kelakr gila nye..ahaha i can listen to them all day. Well sofea bangun nak susu. sarah dah naik ni and kejap lagi husband nak check kerja dia lak..so bye for now my belog-tempat meluahkan semua!!
::The Ship has Sail. SO much for FriendShip::
So much for friendship. Friend la sangat.
Xdela aku heran pun x dijemput. Cuma terkesima [waa perkataan] bila orang yang rapat rapat, ketat ketat ngan kau pun x tahu, x dijemput. So much for friendship.
Kot ye pun xleh nak jemput semua, cakap pun xpela..ni dengar dari orang lain. terasa kan.
But it seems.[kat fb la] ramai sangat yang tidak tahu, tidak dijemput..hoh...huiks..
Yela..selama ni mungkin ada yang rasa ' buddies sangat', sahabat. yela dah lama kenal. lepak sama, makan sama, pernah di perantauan sama sama..lama tu..3 tahun..alih alih benda cam ni important xde bagitau.
Ku sangka aku ni permata, rupanya pada mu aku ni kaca. [waa emotional sangat lak]
antara quote aku dapat::
::KIta mana standard ngan kawan *** dia ::
:: Sejak dia study kat *** dia dah x contact lupa kawan::
::Kalau dia macam tu, sudah la xmo lagi waste time amik tahu pasal dia::
Tapi kita x tahu kan dia nye side of the story. Xpela nanti satu hari tahu juga. [mamarazi ku sentiasa berkerja untuk berita sensasi].maybe dia ade valid reason. To dia, all the best melayari hari hari berkeluarga ya. Semoga hidup dipenuhi dengan orang orang yang sentiasa ingat akan kamu. Ahahha..sumpah kalau disebabkan ego dia x ajak. if i ever see him sumpah aku buat x kenal. dan kalau dia senyum kat aku....aku akan toleh ke arah lain.Kecik hati mak nyah!~~~
To me, when i look around i still see some of those faces i loves so much. At this age masih setia menemani. Itula sahabat, itu la kawan. Itula kawan kawan yang patut aku simpan.Some pula bila nak favour je ada, ahah itu pun kawan tapi xdela kawan 'ketat ketat'. Hargai at least dia rasa aku leh tolong dia,dia mengharap juga kat aku kan. Apa la nak kira kawan. Cuma yang bila nak favour ade pastu puff buat x kenal. Sampai hati..
:: Look up kat wiki. Favourite explanation::
Fair-weather friend atau kawan cuaca baik: Seorang yang hanya akan membantu kawannya apabila perbantuan itu tidak susah.
Best friend atau "kawan karib": Kawan yang seseorang berasa paling rapat. Istilah ini biasanya membayangkan perasaan salingan antara satu sama lain, tetapi ini tidak selalu berlaku dan hubungan kawan karib merupakan sesuatu perkara yang sangat rumit.
True friend atau "kawan benar": Orang yang sudi membantu kawan-kawannya yang menghadapi masalah emosi. Istilah ini juga menandakan sebahagian besar altruisme kerana seorang kawan benar seringnya akan mengorbankan masa atau sumber yang lain untuk membantu kawan mereka yang menghadapi kesusahan. Walaupun demikian, kawan benar seringnya jarang ditemui dan mereka tidak semestinya merupakan kawan karib anda tetapi seorang yang anda ketahui akan membantu anda apabila diperlukan.
~~ I wanna be a True friend..i'll try..its Like BFF F..woo!~~
ps:: jauh tu duk di perantauan. Kat pulau..betul betul dipulaukan. your friend is all you got. Kalau xda kawan sana mati woo..family jauh...
Xdela aku heran pun x dijemput. Cuma terkesima [waa perkataan] bila orang yang rapat rapat, ketat ketat ngan kau pun x tahu, x dijemput. So much for friendship.
Kot ye pun xleh nak jemput semua, cakap pun xpela..ni dengar dari orang lain. terasa kan.
But it seems.[kat fb la] ramai sangat yang tidak tahu, tidak dijemput..hoh...huiks..
Yela..selama ni mungkin ada yang rasa ' buddies sangat', sahabat. yela dah lama kenal. lepak sama, makan sama, pernah di perantauan sama sama..lama tu..3 tahun..alih alih benda cam ni important xde bagitau.
Ku sangka aku ni permata, rupanya pada mu aku ni kaca. [waa emotional sangat lak]
antara quote aku dapat::
::KIta mana standard ngan kawan *** dia ::
:: Sejak dia study kat *** dia dah x contact lupa kawan::
::Kalau dia macam tu, sudah la xmo lagi waste time amik tahu pasal dia::
Tapi kita x tahu kan dia nye side of the story. Xpela nanti satu hari tahu juga. [mamarazi ku sentiasa berkerja untuk berita sensasi].maybe dia ade valid reason. To dia, all the best melayari hari hari berkeluarga ya. Semoga hidup dipenuhi dengan orang orang yang sentiasa ingat akan kamu. Ahahha..sumpah kalau disebabkan ego dia x ajak. if i ever see him sumpah aku buat x kenal. dan kalau dia senyum kat aku....aku akan toleh ke arah lain.Kecik hati mak nyah!~~~
To me, when i look around i still see some of those faces i loves so much. At this age masih setia menemani. Itula sahabat, itu la kawan. Itula kawan kawan yang patut aku simpan.Some pula bila nak favour je ada, ahah itu pun kawan tapi xdela kawan 'ketat ketat'. Hargai at least dia rasa aku leh tolong dia,dia mengharap juga kat aku kan. Apa la nak kira kawan. Cuma yang bila nak favour ade pastu puff buat x kenal. Sampai hati..
:: Look up kat wiki. Favourite explanation::
Fair-weather friend atau kawan cuaca baik: Seorang yang hanya akan membantu kawannya apabila perbantuan itu tidak susah.
Best friend atau "kawan karib": Kawan yang seseorang berasa paling rapat. Istilah ini biasanya membayangkan perasaan salingan antara satu sama lain, tetapi ini tidak selalu berlaku dan hubungan kawan karib merupakan sesuatu perkara yang sangat rumit.
True friend atau "kawan benar": Orang yang sudi membantu kawan-kawannya yang menghadapi masalah emosi. Istilah ini juga menandakan sebahagian besar altruisme kerana seorang kawan benar seringnya akan mengorbankan masa atau sumber yang lain untuk membantu kawan mereka yang menghadapi kesusahan. Walaupun demikian, kawan benar seringnya jarang ditemui dan mereka tidak semestinya merupakan kawan karib anda tetapi seorang yang anda ketahui akan membantu anda apabila diperlukan.
~~ I wanna be a True friend..i'll try..its Like BFF F..woo!~~
ps:: jauh tu duk di perantauan. Kat pulau..betul betul dipulaukan. your friend is all you got. Kalau xda kawan sana mati woo..family jauh...
::New Year's cleaning up my brain's closet::
" A person who works hard and succeed , that is his glory, a person who succeed without hard work is only leeching of someone elses hard work"
Betul juga maknanyakan. Kalau someone itu usaha bila berjaya itula kecermelangan dia. Tapi kalau orang itu x berusaha dan berjaya terus means ade la orang lain yang berusaha untuk kejayaan dia.
Contoh la:: A berkerja keras nak jadi CEO sebuah company terkemuka SKRU holdings la konon. Dia mula dari kerja paling teruk skali. Mungkin pencacai angkat najis ke [dari citer P Ramlee ni pinjam]. Dia berusaha sampai la dia jadi CEO Bila dipandang balik, ade la story nak dicerita kepada anak anak kelak kan. dia diapandang tinggi x? Mestila..someone dari xde apa jadi ada apa. B pulak nak jadi manager, baru 1st job. xde experience. X Fresh lagi la ni katakan.Dia kenal A maka A pun tarik dia jadi Manager SKRU Holdings. Waa..itu makna dia x berusaha tapi dia berjaya atas usaha someone else. Betul x?
Contoh la:: C pergi belajar, study sampai mata kena pakai spec mata sebab banyak baca buku.graduate then carik kerja. Dapat la kerja. Lama lama stabil, confirm and lepas tu dia kawin and ade family and sebagainya. D kawan C, dia x study sebab dia orang kaya raya. Bapak dia owner SKRU holding maka automaticnya dia la waris. Tapi dia x pandai nak handle company sebab tu dia amik C jadi Manager dia. Company stabil and kaya raya. D dapat nama tapi semua itu usaha C. "Lembu punya susu sapi dapat nama". Samala tu kan cam kata kata atas.
Tapi, ade orang ade pilihan ade orang xde. Some people born to struggle and then suceed.Some people are just pure winners. ye ke winners?Some people family dia dah berusaha untuk bagi dia a life he could only get with hard work. EMpire la..jadi bila dah jadi waris empayar dah tentu dia kena take over. Jika tidak. sia sia je kan usaha family dia and hancurla empire tu. Dia tiada pilihan. Tapi dia boleh buat perubahan and majukan lagi. That would be his hardwork then glory is his. Tapi kalau takat take over and tak buat apa..LEECHING.
New year ni aku fikir. aku nak berada di mana. the one who struggles madly or the one who leech and suceed.??or i can be the one who leech and suceed and then do more and that would be my glory?...of course i choose A. I wanna struggle and then take my glory!New year. its time to clear your mind, put in new thoughts with more effort and positive vibes.
ps:: baru lepas makan 2 burger, 1 cup of cold mirinda strawberry, 1 slice of cheesecake and cold water. Mau xleh tido sampai pagi ni.
Betul juga maknanyakan. Kalau someone itu usaha bila berjaya itula kecermelangan dia. Tapi kalau orang itu x berusaha dan berjaya terus means ade la orang lain yang berusaha untuk kejayaan dia.
Contoh la:: A berkerja keras nak jadi CEO sebuah company terkemuka SKRU holdings la konon. Dia mula dari kerja paling teruk skali. Mungkin pencacai angkat najis ke [dari citer P Ramlee ni pinjam]. Dia berusaha sampai la dia jadi CEO Bila dipandang balik, ade la story nak dicerita kepada anak anak kelak kan. dia diapandang tinggi x? Mestila..someone dari xde apa jadi ada apa. B pulak nak jadi manager, baru 1st job. xde experience. X Fresh lagi la ni katakan.Dia kenal A maka A pun tarik dia jadi Manager SKRU Holdings. Waa..itu makna dia x berusaha tapi dia berjaya atas usaha someone else. Betul x?
Contoh la:: C pergi belajar, study sampai mata kena pakai spec mata sebab banyak baca buku.graduate then carik kerja. Dapat la kerja. Lama lama stabil, confirm and lepas tu dia kawin and ade family and sebagainya. D kawan C, dia x study sebab dia orang kaya raya. Bapak dia owner SKRU holding maka automaticnya dia la waris. Tapi dia x pandai nak handle company sebab tu dia amik C jadi Manager dia. Company stabil and kaya raya. D dapat nama tapi semua itu usaha C. "Lembu punya susu sapi dapat nama". Samala tu kan cam kata kata atas.
Tapi, ade orang ade pilihan ade orang xde. Some people born to struggle and then suceed.Some people are just pure winners. ye ke winners?Some people family dia dah berusaha untuk bagi dia a life he could only get with hard work. EMpire la..jadi bila dah jadi waris empayar dah tentu dia kena take over. Jika tidak. sia sia je kan usaha family dia and hancurla empire tu. Dia tiada pilihan. Tapi dia boleh buat perubahan and majukan lagi. That would be his hardwork then glory is his. Tapi kalau takat take over and tak buat apa..LEECHING.
New year ni aku fikir. aku nak berada di mana. the one who struggles madly or the one who leech and suceed.??or i can be the one who leech and suceed and then do more and that would be my glory?...of course i choose A. I wanna struggle and then take my glory!New year. its time to clear your mind, put in new thoughts with more effort and positive vibes.
ps:: baru lepas makan 2 burger, 1 cup of cold mirinda strawberry, 1 slice of cheesecake and cold water. Mau xleh tido sampai pagi ni.
Friday, December 24, 2010
:: Blabbering on Xmas Evening::
Hohoho merry Xmas!Semangat 1 malaysia la ni. Sejuk ni di Melaka. Berangan Salji [ mode berangan:: tengah buat snowman kat luar...] ah hujan lebat gila ok.Ahahah..for my family its just an escape from being elsewhere and come home..[mode nyanyi lagi:: i'm coming home, to the place where i belong]. Mom just take this opputernity to cook all the christmas dish for us.I think she miss having christmas supper and dinner and she misses cooking her dishes. Food that she use to have when she was a lil girl. Well we support her anyway who can say no to FOOD [memang patutla ko jadi makin gemuk Maria oi] And we come back to enjoy. Just a reason to gather 1 family, laughing, be mad, be all out..be...the Kardashians [ waa melampau dorang tu xleh ikut..tut!~tutt!~]..
Kalau Kardashians jugak sesuai sebab mereka 3 girls satu boy. Sama la.Jangan kira la Kendall n Kylie sebab dorang bukan Kardashian. Ikut giliran aku la Khloe tapi aku rasa dari watak.Zura tu la Khloe. Biarla aku jadi Kourtney. Ahahaha..berangan pulak. [sebab aku baru lepas tengok d Kardashians.mereka tu orang Armenia kamu tau].
Ari ni mom masak roast chicken..[nak carik turkey mahal and besar, nanti x habis sudah], sheperds pie, chocolate cake [my all time favourite],Feng [ satu portugesse dish best woo] apple pie, i am making my bread puding, salad and ntah la apa lagi mommy buat ni. banyak sangat. Ade yang jadi santa clause malam ni [psss:: idris la tu].
well dah lama dah x blog. Material ada masa xde. My laptop pun lom balik so pakai Idris nye ni banyak gadjet tade..bosan hek...[ceh cam la banyak sangat gadjet ko pakai maria]. xdela feel tu xde bila bukan laptop sendirik.Nantila update bout my friends visit, bout my 2 lil rugrats and what else that i nak remember and kasi Sarah and sofea baca bila besar nanti.
ps:: btw all the food is Halal ok..dun worry!
Thursday, December 23, 2010
:: My Birthday Blog::
Some people freak out when they grow a year older. I dont, for me age is age, age is just a number, is how young your heart and minds are. Some people can be 60 but active and stunning. Why? cause they dont let age get in they way. Yes its my 29th birthday. Yeay me!! The older the wiser..
This is a new year for me. I think new year for each one of us starts on our birthday as he allows us to still be alive, or renew our license to be on his earth before he comes and takes us away.. Not 1 Jan, unless you were born on January 1st. I thank ALLAH for allowing me to have my breath till today, to take care of my 2 children and the wonderfull family and friends that i have * without you i am not me*.
Some ask me what i wanna do for my birthday? Party? Cake? Nah~~ i had enough of those days. Being just Me without any hassle would be fun.. It has been 29 years. I had enough of doing things. Like the year before. From the moment i became a mum, i dedicate my birthday wishes and thoghts or presents to my Mum and Dad for without them i would not be here, would not be who i am, would not be happy as i am.
* I love you Mummy & Papa, thank you for bringing me to this would and extra 12 years more looking on me teaching me about life one step at a time. I hope i'll be there always to guide Sarah & Sofea like you did for me*
This is a new year for me. I think new year for each one of us starts on our birthday as he allows us to still be alive, or renew our license to be on his earth before he comes and takes us away.. Not 1 Jan, unless you were born on January 1st. I thank ALLAH for allowing me to have my breath till today, to take care of my 2 children and the wonderfull family and friends that i have * without you i am not me*.
Some ask me what i wanna do for my birthday? Party? Cake? Nah~~ i had enough of those days. Being just Me without any hassle would be fun.. It has been 29 years. I had enough of doing things. Like the year before. From the moment i became a mum, i dedicate my birthday wishes and thoghts or presents to my Mum and Dad for without them i would not be here, would not be who i am, would not be happy as i am.
* I love you Mummy & Papa, thank you for bringing me to this would and extra 12 years more looking on me teaching me about life one step at a time. I hope i'll be there always to guide Sarah & Sofea like you did for me*
Well at this day, i thought about my parents. Termenung jauh. I am the 1st born. This is the day i came to the world and made them parents. They felt what i felt when i had Sarah. Maybe this is what mommy thinks each year. Like me, On Sarah's birthday. i am always reminded of how i delivered her, the people around me, the wheather dat day,the surroundings, the pain i went through, how she made her debut* Tears dropping* Its so heartwarming to hold your baby in your arms, the excitement and the pleasure, the happiness it brings. It keeps on playing in my head. Maybe that is what mommy feels too. Now i understand. as i am a mum now, i really appreciate she having me. I cannot thank her. There is no words to express my gratitude for the pengorbanan she went through..a decision she made * i am gonna have you and love you all my life, to protect you and be there when you fall*. Thanks Mummy.
So happy birthday Me, take good care of yourself Maria, be nicer to people around you. Look around you, and those friends who are still there at this age is the friends that you keep cause they are your true friends. Look into your life, make amends with people you never know when is your last birthday!! be gratefull for what you have. Never complaint. God has been nice to you, so you be good okay.Yeah i have no career. There are some things i regret doing and some thing i regret not doing..But to compliment that, i have a great family.I have friends who makes me smile and there when i slip a step down..life has it ups and downs. you can always be on the top!!..hey you..yeah i envy you with what you have, a job to be proud of. Maybe i shud get one if its not too late. This is my path, i made the decision. No regrets..
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| ::happy birthday Me..yeay!!:: |
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
::Converse is in Town::
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| ::Level 1 @ MP:: |
Cintaku juga berkongsi minat yang sama. Jadi kami pun decide to walk up and take a look la. Kasut kasut ka, baju ka, tapi was disapointed sikit. X banyak collection and kebanyakkan dah lama. Not that up to date. Ke aku yang x up to date. Mana mana la pun. X attractive langsung barang dia. Decide to buy one Everlast white shoe. Pasni nak suh Wan buat artwork dia kat shoe ni. Ehehehe...::
Monday, December 20, 2010
::" My Master Chef"::
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| ::Look at the gorgeous pudding:: -Pic Courtesy of Z n Alice- |
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| :: Vanilla Sauce by Zakiah konon nye jadi Vanilla Paste.Remember ya cooking custard cannot lama lama and have to always stir..kejapan aku tinggal jadi pekat.Ish..:: |
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| :: Puding baked, prepared by Alice and Zakiah:: |
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| Full Set. Yeah orang makan tuk b/fest kami makan tuk supper |
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| Creamy and yummy, its very easy..Recipe found by Zakiah |
Yeah and our MasterChef for the day was Zakiah Musa. She was like The Hell's Kitchen Guy in masterchef directing us on what to do and approving our actions. Chewahh..resipi Internet je cik kak.xde la payah sangat..ahahahah. But it was fun. And we even topped it with Vanilla Sauce. Wow what great wives we will be. Imagine that. Anyway, wishing they will come again to experiment with other recipes. and girls bring some guys over to accompany my hubby and be judges to our cooking yeah!!::
ps:: I had fun, Sarah & Sofea had fun, Idris felt Girlie...ahahaha...
Saturday, December 11, 2010
::SelKom SeNgal::
Officially you are Selkom Sengal..Crap, Crappier Crappiest service. Maxis yang susah nak ade line kat rumah mak aku tu broadband dia lagi okay. Hapela...please la ..
:: Boredom?Busy??::
Sungguh aku BZ? Bz sangat ke aku?
Tade la busy sangat, but occupied, penat.
Sian kawan aku Zakiah. Dah berapa kali aku cakap nak chat ngan dia malam. Penat dia tunggu aku, xde.siang tunggu aku xde. Bila aku ade dia demam lak.Maybe sebab dia x dapat chat ngan aku kot. Hohoh [mode:: perasan].Neway lastly dapat jugak aku chat ngan dia Jumaat, 11 December waktu orang g solat Jumaat. Dia baru lepas bangun tido. Asyik sungguh ko kan Zakiah tido time orang g Solat. Xpela lepas jugak hajat aku. Apa aku nak citer..ahah Pasal Wie Wie. aku jumpa pic dia. Sumer kata x sama tapi aku tahu Zakiah mesti ingat punya. Dia mana mana orang dia ingat. Kalau tidak masakan dia itu Paparazi terkemuka satu tika dulu [skang dah pencen sebab kerja mahkamah].
Tade la busy sangat, but occupied, penat.
Sian kawan aku Zakiah. Dah berapa kali aku cakap nak chat ngan dia malam. Penat dia tunggu aku, xde.siang tunggu aku xde. Bila aku ade dia demam lak.Maybe sebab dia x dapat chat ngan aku kot. Hohoh [mode:: perasan].Neway lastly dapat jugak aku chat ngan dia Jumaat, 11 December waktu orang g solat Jumaat. Dia baru lepas bangun tido. Asyik sungguh ko kan Zakiah tido time orang g Solat. Xpela lepas jugak hajat aku. Apa aku nak citer..ahah Pasal Wie Wie. aku jumpa pic dia. Sumer kata x sama tapi aku tahu Zakiah mesti ingat punya. Dia mana mana orang dia ingat. Kalau tidak masakan dia itu Paparazi terkemuka satu tika dulu [skang dah pencen sebab kerja mahkamah].
Kebelakangan ini xde benda yang menarik. Biasa biasa je.Hidup terlalu rutin. Sampai kekadang aku rasa dalam tido pun leh buat kerja. [waa berlagak punya]. Xdela ade la jugak happenings..tapi malas nak citer jer. Satunya kolam pancing ikan kat belakang rumah dah bukak. Kepada sesiapa yang minat mancing boleh la ke sini. Gila punya ramai. Keta parking sampai celah celah rumah orang pun ade. Nasib la bukan depan rumah aku. If x...hohoh mesti husband aku bising.
Sofea Hannah dah botak.Cukur..Dah macam G.I Jane. Tapi luckily she has feminine looks jugak la. Xde la nampak boy sangat. Sarah dulu mmg muka rough sikit. Lasak dia ni lembut. Ah tapi dalam lembut kecik kecik dah nakal. Temper sangat la. What i can say is. Sofea ni cerah, ntah la ikut belah mana. Cerah dari aku [of coznye la mak hai], cerah dari kakak dia and also Papa dia. Amazingly !!!. Bila kena lots of sun dia akan naik ruam panas and merah merah muka dia. Kena sejuk je. Cam tu kena letak dia dalam peti ais je..xde pun duduk alaska ke mana.Mata dia nak sayu je tapi jangan tertipu dia ni agak nakal...and dia dah kenal orang dah. Dia tahu mommy dia, kakak dia and papa dia. Buktinya bila Idris balik dan panggil nama dia, dia akan pusing carik suara idris and senyum sampai la ke telinga..pastu ber gugu -gaga.Tido nak berteman..nak duduk bawak ketiak aku je. Cramp leher aku malam. Kiri Sofea kanan Sarah...[hmm anak is a joyous part of life but it is also hetic]
Monday, December 6, 2010
::My Soft heart::
''16 years from today, you came into this world and brought soo.... much joy to Daddy and Me. We may have not told you this but we are both very proud of you that you're all grown up now and turned out to be a gentle and respectful boy. My love for you is unconditional, but pretty soon you'll find that special someone to... love and care for you and you won't need me as much.... but until then I'll cherish every moment loving you, caring for you , doing things for you for as long as I can."
Wish kat atas tu betul menyentuh hati. Terfikir pasal mak aku pulak. Begini dia rasakan agaknya. Cuma dia tidak mengucapkan FB cam mommy budak ini. Part yang highlight tu made me stop and think. and i felt a soft spot in my heart. Rasa nak go and peluk mommy.
Since i found my other half, maybe this is what she feels.
Since i found my children which another part of my life, maybe this is how she feels.
Satu masa dulu, aku is everything to her. She gave her all for me. like i do for my children. But she know that one day or another she will fade from our lifes.She never mention. and when i found him she just gave way for him to love me more and she just look on. Still she was always there for me, to catch my fall when he was not expecting my fall..thanks mum. she is the best mom ever. Though sometimes i feel mad about her ways. but i realise, she is getting old, her ways and my ways dont co-ordinate cause of the age Gap. I have ton down now after my pregnancy. I have realise my mistake before. But she understood. Mom, never from my heart Mom. Never..will you fade from my heart till the day i die, till the day i draw my last breath.
I love you mom! Love you so much. Tepilah Idris , You sibuk je come in my life and skang i rasa mcm ni!...
Wish kat atas tu betul menyentuh hati. Terfikir pasal mak aku pulak. Begini dia rasakan agaknya. Cuma dia tidak mengucapkan FB cam mommy budak ini. Part yang highlight tu made me stop and think. and i felt a soft spot in my heart. Rasa nak go and peluk mommy.
Since i found my other half, maybe this is what she feels.
Since i found my children which another part of my life, maybe this is how she feels.
Satu masa dulu, aku is everything to her. She gave her all for me. like i do for my children. But she know that one day or another she will fade from our lifes.She never mention. and when i found him she just gave way for him to love me more and she just look on. Still she was always there for me, to catch my fall when he was not expecting my fall..thanks mum. she is the best mom ever. Though sometimes i feel mad about her ways. but i realise, she is getting old, her ways and my ways dont co-ordinate cause of the age Gap. I have ton down now after my pregnancy. I have realise my mistake before. But she understood. Mom, never from my heart Mom. Never..will you fade from my heart till the day i die, till the day i draw my last breath.
I love you mom! Love you so much. Tepilah Idris , You sibuk je come in my life and skang i rasa mcm ni!...
::Blogging Frenzy::
Tengah think, shud i or shud i not.
Just seperate blog pasal Sarah & Sofea to another blog or just continue here.
Banyak blog pun leceh kan. Tapi xnak campur aduk children with personal..ntahla tengok la keputusan tu nanti.
Neway today Sofea pergi checkup. Hah kena cucuk kat peha dia. Dah la dia nak terlelap setelah bangun pukul 7 pagi. Baru nak lelap kena cucuk. Marah la dia. Sedu sedan dia keluar klinik tu. Marah pun ye. Bising mulut dia..marah.
Hah lepas check. didapati::
Neway Sarah tido rumah mom, lagipun zura and wan balik ari sabtu. puas la dia bermanja and cam heaven la. Apa dia nak dilayankan. sampai lupa aku..standard la Sarah. Sian jugak dia..xde orang pay attention. Aku tgk je dia main sorang..panggil tiada menyahut dia main sendiri.Sorry sayang. Hanya aku je panggil dia, tapi dia x nak lak datang kat aku.
Just seperate blog pasal Sarah & Sofea to another blog or just continue here.
Banyak blog pun leceh kan. Tapi xnak campur aduk children with personal..ntahla tengok la keputusan tu nanti.
Neway today Sofea pergi checkup. Hah kena cucuk kat peha dia. Dah la dia nak terlelap setelah bangun pukul 7 pagi. Baru nak lelap kena cucuk. Marah la dia. Sedu sedan dia keluar klinik tu. Marah pun ye. Bising mulut dia..marah.
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| ::Sofea Hannah:: |
- Sofea skang ni 4.2 kg iaitu sekilo lebih dari dia lahir.
- 55 Cm means dia dah membesar sebanyak 5 cm sebulan. Tinggi dia ni dari Sarah nanti.
- Lilitan kepala 36 cm . 3 cm lebih dari lahir
- Dada 38 cm. Aku x sure la baper lak sbb nurse tu x cakap dah.
Neway Sarah tido rumah mom, lagipun zura and wan balik ari sabtu. puas la dia bermanja and cam heaven la. Apa dia nak dilayankan. sampai lupa aku..standard la Sarah. Sian jugak dia..xde orang pay attention. Aku tgk je dia main sorang..panggil tiada menyahut dia main sendiri.Sorry sayang. Hanya aku je panggil dia, tapi dia x nak lak datang kat aku.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
:: Remind me Of::
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| Courtesy of Google.com |
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| Courtesy of Google.com |
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Actor atas ni ialah Jay Baruchel.
Actor atas ni ialah Jay Baruchel.
Dia pernah berlakon Movie cam, Knocked Up, Soccerers Apprentice, Tropic Thunder,She's out of My league, Night at The Musuem 2, banyak lagi la
Ntah kenapa just nak cakap, dia ni reminds me of a College friend
Tommy Dieh.
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| Courtesy of Tommy's FB |
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| Courtesy of Tommy's FB |
::SeCret-OnE RePuBLiC::
My life gets kind of boring,Need something that i can confess
Till all my sleeves are stained red,From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so
[CHORUS]
Tell me what you want to hear,Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away,This time, Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line,I'm Gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars,Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news,All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight to cold,I don't really like my flow, no, so
[CHORUS]
Got no reason,Got no shame,Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear,I'ma tell you everything
[CHORUS x2]
PS: Ini Lagu yang ke'December'an aahah. Stuck in my head for 3 hari dah..ketuk ketuk pun x nak padam!!
Friday, December 3, 2010
::Kacak di mata Wanita::
::::Kawaii?..Means kacak, comel, cantik in Japaneese. Thanks to Zakiah for teaching me what Kawaii means. Well i googled it jugak. It all started bila Zakiah said, Yamashita Tomohisa itu Kawaii. Kawaii ke Zakiah? Jadi Kawaii?? It means Cute, 'Shomel shomel', Kacak in Japanesse. Thanks to Zakiah la ajar aku and i have look it up lagik..ahahaha. Ntah kenapa when say Kawaii aku teringat Kawasaki Ninja -Satu lagi product Jepun [cam Iklan]. Motor yang Kawaii. Maybe sebab 1) Dua dua mula dengan huruf 'K'. 2) Bunyi nak dekat sama kot!~
Well ini sebab Z or Zakiah cakap Yamashita Tomohisa tu Kacak.Kacak ke Z? Cam gegerl je dia ni. Mula mula aku pun confuse jugak. Laki ke perempuan dia ni. ahaha..So Marila kita lihat antara mereka yang 'Frens' saya ni rasa kacak.
Tapi what ever pun pada aku yang paling Kawaii, yang boleh buat aku tergelak, ketawa, menjerit, marah, bengang, Histeria, gila bayang, angin satu badan, is the person below ahahaha...
Ps:: masa tulis blog ni sempat lagi tgk citer New Moon kat Dvd dengan Idris.. sebab teringat kat Jacob!! Ahahahah...
Well ini sebab Z or Zakiah cakap Yamashita Tomohisa tu Kacak.Kacak ke Z? Cam gegerl je dia ni. Mula mula aku pun confuse jugak. Laki ke perempuan dia ni. ahaha..So Marila kita lihat antara mereka yang 'Frens' saya ni rasa kacak.
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| :: Yamashita Tomohisa yang Zakiah tergilakan.Cam gegerl.Tapi apa kurangnya anak aku pun suka Jopun..haish..ni ikut god'ma dia ni la...:: |
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| :: Hah AZ(Anuar Zain) ade kawan aku dari study lagi minat dia ni. Aku pun pernah la doakan mana tahu dia kawin jugak ngan AZ ni. Tapi aku rasa husband dia skang ni lagi Kawaii dari AZ. AZ ni suara je Kawaii kan kan kan.. |
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| ::Jeng jeng Arjun Rampal. Wah ada kawan aku minat dia ni. Aku pun x kenal dia ni sampaikan kawan aku tu mention. Haoahaha..bagi peminat Hindustan. :: |
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| ::Teuku Zacky Azwar. Yes ni yang aku rasa Kawaii. Bila tengok dia mata ade hati hati bintang kelam kelip.ahahahha..cam kartun laka ku ni. Anyway..wife dia pun Cantik gak sama padan. Sila lihat di bawah:: |
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| ::Ilmira wife TZA, hah cantik kan. Sama padan ye x. Model Uzbekistan.Dah ada anak sorang dah diorang ni.Zio. takpe nanti aku kawinkan Zio ngan Sofea la.sebab dorang nak dekat sebaya:: |
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| ::Edward Cullen or Robert Pattinson. Biasala vampire of the decade ni kan ramai gila minat. Pada aku biasa je dia. Cam muka tahan nak berak pun ada. Aku lagi suka Jake tapi kekadang minat jugak dia ni bila dia cool Argh dun ask me aku confuse..TZA TZA TZA MIA MIA MIA:: |
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| ::Jacob Black/Taylor Lautner. Memang terbukti kekacakan dia kan. SO x payah elaborate.50% of kawan aku yang aku tanya suka kat dia. SO ramai lagi team Jacob dari Edward. Sian Edward. Ok la aku team dia la..:: |
Tapi what ever pun pada aku yang paling Kawaii, yang boleh buat aku tergelak, ketawa, menjerit, marah, bengang, Histeria, gila bayang, angin satu badan, is the person below ahahaha...
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| :: hah ini dia..My Beloved Husband MIA-Mohamed Idris Angullia. Jan if u baca blog ni jangan over okay..:: |
Ps:: masa tulis blog ni sempat lagi tgk citer New Moon kat Dvd dengan Idris.. sebab teringat kat Jacob!! Ahahahah...
::::When December Kicks In:::
::My 1st blog on my Favourite Month. Everytime December kikcs in i feel like wanna go WeAhaHAhahwooot woot...Why aku suka this month isss because..
Well i have lots of blog to post.Suddenly mind cam ade je benda nak tulis. Ade jugak post yang aku delete and nak repost. Last time masa 'muda muda' at this point of time prob getting ready to head South to Singapore for holidays with cousin. Travelling or going back to 'Kampung' lepak with my 2 twin cousins. Now dah besar. Each of us have our own family. So things will be differ. Will create something differ from this year onwards with Yaya and Sofea.
ps:: I am just loving it.
- Its marks the end of the year. Masa sekolah time ni la cuti. Now it means its gonna be a beginning of a nu-yer so new things and new me ahead (kononla azam) so let this me be all out.
- Bulan yang romantic aku rasa sebab in this month, people go holiday with family and frens. Spend time kat rumah more.Yela nak habiskan cuti la, time orang orang kawin and g honeymoon. Banyakkan org kawin.
- Its the end of the year..YES la YES. YEar End Sale.
- The wheather is always right with me. Its not always hot not always cold. Kalau panas pun angin sejuk. Give me a reason to put on a thick jacket cam ala ala kat Overseas...cam ala ala Xmas. Yes and kat melaka ni..everywhere is in Santa MODE..HoHoHOhOhO...
- I wish for Snow.
Well i have lots of blog to post.Suddenly mind cam ade je benda nak tulis. Ade jugak post yang aku delete and nak repost. Last time masa 'muda muda' at this point of time prob getting ready to head South to Singapore for holidays with cousin. Travelling or going back to 'Kampung' lepak with my 2 twin cousins. Now dah besar. Each of us have our own family. So things will be differ. Will create something differ from this year onwards with Yaya and Sofea.
ps:: I am just loving it.
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