..Time past by..

Its been a while since i last updated my blog. The truth is laziness has hit me. I have lots to blog but whenever i open a new post i kinda get distracted by other things: TV shows, Facebook updates, YM pings from friends and bla bla bla..the list can go on.. Well i am over my 3rd month. Yipee to me.The second tri-mester suppose to be much more better. Well for my 1st it was but this one seems to be getting a little more irritating.Huh..i am hoping to get my appetite: instead i throw up each time i get it back,morning sickness no more: afternoon ugh!~.Well leave that behind... Idris got back from Bangkok a week before.Expecting stocks for the shop within a week. That means messy house again with lots of things, strings, dust lying about here and there. Bali stock: Coming soon also. Owh just when i wanna clean my house and prepare to take things out for the ickle one. My lovely Sarah..ah she is becoming smarter each day. She is barely 3, she does not talk sentece but instead she converse with adults well and understands well too. There is no problem trying to make her understand things. I love this baby so much..Lately she has been bitten by some bed bug and mums house. Her skin now has rashes and marks. Concern, Sarah does not like it so i had to buy some Bio Oil to make those marks invisible.She is so understanding too..i am gonna miss her when she outgrows this and when she has her own life to live on, without me in most of the picture. Mommy loves you, and i tell her each day and each minit..

..My Tickers and Me...

Hmm..we met 9 years back.Waa lama kan..but we know each other lagi lama..i think a few months bagck lagi..i dunno how we ended like this..but Alhamdulillah..it was not a Mistake..look what we have now..a beutifull growing family and i hope it will last as long as it can... Hah we had our wedding exactly on the date that we met. Something unplanned. So just happened that year, 23 was on a Saturday..perfect isnt it?? Thank you to our family and also our friends. We are blessed which such wonderfull people as friends and family..and i cherish them so much. They have been with us since we embark on this wonderfull journey and still are with us..i love you and love them and may ALLAH always bless us with having them in our lives. This is ny firstborn. My New beginning, hopes and glory. Sarah Daania Angullia which means. Beutiful Princess Angullia. Ahai!~ x sangka dah 2 tahun i have her in my life. She has been a new chapter, a wonderfull and colourfull chapter. I look at her and i just cant imagine not having her.Sometimes when i have nothing else better to do ( bila Sarah dah tido) i will look at her and recapture the journey i had with her from my tummy to my delivery till present. I miss pulak her baby days..to see her grow it has been a blessing i thank ALLAH the most. Thank you for lending her to me, thank you for letting me be her guardian and guide me so that i can guide her to be someone who appreciates you and loves you the most. You have been a good baby, easy to take care and handle..

Sarah Mummy & Papa Sayang you!

NOW..i am carrying my second. ahh a long way to go. Now that i have experience it..yes i have FEARS..ahhh the delivery..(Sweats!~Sweats!~)..i x tahu what baby will be like and how will it grow..but i hope like the sister..Pray that everything will be fine and my pregnancy will be smooth. But so far..it has been a rough ride..x macam the 1st one. Every baby of mine will have the story of its own...

..Blog di kepala...

Hati sakit, hati pedih nak luahkan kat blog malas nak tulis. Blog dalam kepala sampai cakap seorang diri..huish..dah nak gila ke? Bengang sangat x terluah..camana leh jadi cam ni ntah la.. Asal u moody sangat Maria..why? why so marah marah?... Kadang kadang mengalir air mata, hati tersentuh bila si 'dia' berkata kata.. Napa Maria..dulu x macam ni pun..bukan dia toreh2 kulit you pun.. Hari ni dia pergi..seminggu nanti dia balik..kenapa x rasa apa? Kenapala dia nak carik pasal hari ni? dia x tahu ke..mood x elok tuk gaduh2 ni.. Lepas dah pergi baru sesal..x guna sayang..dah lambat... Apa yang dah you cakap..dah melekat..cannot erase.. Sorry, i tak tau why i macam ni, i tak tau why i xnak balas apa you cakap, i tak tau why i cry..tapi..i dont think i will ever forget what you said.. Thanks, sebab sabar takat yang you mampu, sbb x go on when i just walk away.. sebab try to make amend..tapi sabar la ok..nanti i okay la balik -Me for what i am..-

..Kawin Kawin Kawin..

Next week cousin kawin.Sorry Nuar aku x pat pergi. Bukan aku x ingat kat ko.Ingat, bukan x nak tapi x mampu, x terlarat nak pergi. Lagipun, khabarnya ramai yang menunggu masa kat Kampung je kan. Ko jangan kecik ati lak. Nanti masa kat Kampung, aku berkampung kat rumah ko 3 hari hah..Sampai ko nak bermanja ngan wife ko pun x sempat. Sorry Nuar. Sorry harap ko paham kondisi aku...ngehehe... June pulak Zura kawin. Hah tapi yang ke hulu hilir mencari barang nak wat hantaran sampai la ke apa apa yang patut is ME. Cam aku nak kawin sekali lagi...Nak x Jan? ngahaha..penat..fikiran tenang sikit sebab hari tu nanti, x payah nak bergaya2 and cover2. dah tentu mata bukan memandang pada ku. Aha boleh merayap sesuka hati dan bercakap and berlepak ngan kawan kawan..hohoho..harap masa tu okay lagi. Hah..yes..ari tu si Gemuk datang membayar hutangnya. Ceh..frenly loan konon. Kepala hotak hang..sejak bila lak ko buat loan ngan kedai. Banyak nak cover malu. x kisah la bapa banyak duit ko ade..kalau dah stock mencuri tu ntah la duit tu ko dapat dari mana lak. Cop tu dah ade kat dahi ko.Janji ko pulangkan hak kedai sudah..pastu ko nak masuk biggest looser ker, ko nak masuk guiness book of record sebab gemuk sangat ke suka ko. Tade apa apa kaitan lagi dah ngan aku. Aman kepala otak aku, staff lain pun tenang. Okay..Motor JHM 1265 ade kat rumah balik.Yeay..tapi x lama..lepas ni nak kena g T'gnu lak. Woo xpela sekurangnya tahu di T'gnu kalau g tentu leh jumpa JHM. Hmm camana pun jual kat Family jugak. Mamat syria tu lak bagi kopi syria apa ntah..wooo kopi buah pelaga..nak muntah.Thanks la Assem..lain kali if i want i ask you....