::My 100th Post::

::Pra-Kata::
I miss my friends from College, my friends from my childhood and my cousins which i grew up together from small.My childhood friends this Ramadhan sorang sorang balik ke kampung. Terubat rindu, lepak bersama..tapi kawan kawan kolej yang semuanya di KL  now nanti raya pula sibuk masing masing pulang ke kampung laman, jumpa kawan kawan childhood dorang. Kesimpulan:: my college friend is someone elses childhood friend just like my childhood friend is someone elses college friend..I miss times when i x payah fikir so much. Now i have 1 going on 2 children and i worry, how will this world be when they grow up, what worries will they have to bear.

3 tahun at Pulau Mahsuri really thought me more on bonding, friendship, and relying on one another. Masa kat sana, rindu parents, THEY are the only ones that i have to sub, Rindu rumah, THEY jugak the only ones to sub. Nak x nak..have learn to live and love them as much as a family would mean to me. To my dear COllege friends.." DI mana jua anda berada, syawal ini ku mohon seribu kemaafan and kamu sentiasa dalam ingatan"


::9 Days To Syawal::
Kehidupan kat Bazar berterusan. Maybe you all think, kesian i have to be here. Kesian husband kena kerja kat bazar. tapi for me, i x nampak it as a flaw. maybe dulu Yes..tapi now tidak. He had other choices tapi dia pilih ini..sebab u work at your own time and hasil u punya bila bila. Best..kat sini u dapat jumpa all kinds of people, meet all type of ranking and new opputernity opens. You get to know all sort of human races. Satu lagi, maybe orang pandang :" apa la berniaga" but ahah u x tahu hasil dari "apala berniaga" earn me more things than masa i work.. U earn it..u deserve it. U have work for it. Patut la in Islam 9 dari 10 hasil kat dunia ni is melalui perniagaan.Tapi of course jangan la jual benda bukan bukan. But betul juga some people are not meant for berniaga. they just dont have the IT for IT. Kesimpulan:: bersyukur with what you have and what you got. live within what you earn. Jangan over cause nanti undang padah sendiri. They is  a reason why u only can have a certain amount of cash in life::

Dah hujung bulan kan so mestila Gaji.RASTAFARI pay dah out. So no worries la budak budak ni pun nak raya. Sian kat dorang, dah penat kerja. Anyway...kat bazar ni pulak lain cerita. Today je aku dah come accross 2 kes pasal gaji and what so ever. Some of them merungut bila x dibayar hujung bulan ni. Ye la logiknya..bazar ni start tgh bulan, dorang ni kerja sebulan kat bazar je..so of course la lepas sebulan je ko dibayar....so x sampai sebulan. Nak bayar untuk sebulan camana? boleh je bayar pro-rate. itu pun ade yang complain kenapa separuh je..dah hujung bulan. Hah yang ini tidak fikir betul ni...kerja 15 hari nak gaji sebulan!!...

Another one sampai mak dia datang tanya why pay so low?..aik...faham faham juga la. some of this people nak carik duit lebih time Puasa ni for raya, for family.Bazar ni hanya 6 jam je sehari. Bukan besar mana pun booth tu. Kerja u buka kena sapu sumer, just tolong yang mana mana patut. Dah baik la orang tu bagi rm 25 sehari. Kerja x berat mana..abih untung pun x untung mana (this year bazar lambat sangat sales naik..ade la untung tapi x BOOM lagi). Lagipun i see anak dia bukan kerja sangat..setakat flirt2 ngan other traders, merayap rayap, bebual bual..g makan and balik. Serve tidak. Boss bukak kedai dia duduk tengok..ahah kena balik mak dia. hmm terdiam anak dia.

Satu lagi sampai bergaduh menjerit jerit...tiba tiba staff x datang ke apa..i dunno..tapi x nak campur so cabut la dulu.Malas nak amik tahu..ahahah