::My World:: When you like someone so much::

When you like someone so much, even the tiniest bit of detail you will notice and everything that pass you seems to remind you of him. You know he is out of reach, out of bounds and impossible to keep. The best remedy,is to not forget him but remember him as a part of your past..soon, it will all be over.


Hallo peeps!!..hot day today as i bask in the warmth of my home. Rasa macam kat Mexico pun ada cause its blazing. Kan biasa kita tengok cerita if at Mexico, ade outlaw lari dari US boarders to Mexico jalan like in the dessert. Hah! Thats how i feel.

Sofea is..making the house messy. As usual, i let her do all her stuff and then later mommy will clean up eh sayang. There is no use of chasing after her, it only makes it fun for her and tiring for me. Sarah, is watching TV. once in a while she will ask me meaning of some words she hears on TV. I have to make sure she don't watch some Gangster Crap or idiotic slushy X rated movies. Mampus aku nak menjawab later!~

Today was suppose to jumpa En. Nizam to get some things for the kedai KL but since he x jadi datang well i stayed at home je la. I am suppose to snap some pictures for a client.Hah jadi photographer x bertauliah. Kelakar jugak!! Anywho, he was complaining over the phone pasal staff absent. The guy who we hired trough FB. He x sihat so MC maka dengan emotional nye En Nizam berhentikan dia. Aik second chance la? He was furious cause he needed to be in Malaysia and that guy->No Show. Aish..biasala always ada staff issues. But i read his (the FB guy) comments without him knowing about Rastafari. He actually like working there, he is really not well and he just love being in the Shop. SO En Nizam. Second try la...But he said, I am not charity...staff kawan is kawan but work is work. I am not paying a friend to look after my shop, i am paying a staff.

In Melaka pulak, another staff nak berhenti. Just nice.Alhamdulillah it is all falling out nicel. As we were thinking how is it gonna be when we close one outlet. Pening nak handle 2 here and 1 in KL. Okay la just nice macam tu. Hope the other one stays put for some time. Memang xleh deny, people will tend to come and go. No one gets in their way. Its just the matter of how you leave and the impression you give. This guy understand he is married and he as the man of the house has to man up to support the cost of living. But we on the other hand, cant give that much. X setimpal kerja ngan bayaran. Jadi cam charity pulak kan..jadi fly la you to another land. ahahahahhaha...

okay, none of the staff issue is related to my words above Yeah, the one in Italic...the matter above is general. Just some chat i had with 2 friends. Different friend. None of them know each other but facing the same thing. Coincidence ker? Maybe la. on the same day..One like someone who is involved with someone else and is aching and dying to have the love of that person. another is with someone else in love and happy but still hanging on to yesterdays old flame. X leh get over it..and each time when something reminds her of him i'll get the buzz.Macam aku ni subsitute orang tu kan. Just to let it out. Cause he will never know and wont know..Jadi to me la...just to get over her system and move on.Haish...what can i say...to end something that you think will always be part of you is to end it nicely and remain friends...you never know when he will turn the cards back on you.

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