I'm having weird dreams lately. Some almost true.I seldom dream, and when i dream, i linger.
1st dream i had is visiting my friend in Ireland, taking care of her baby and visiting some of my relatives there who were getting married. From that dream, my nights were filled with ridiculous dreams. Sometimes i get up early,some made me linger in my sleep for more. How Nadiah? mimpi pelik, mimpi bukan bukan. But most of the dreams i forget by lunch time. Only a few seems to remind myself about nightfall and i may have that dream again.
Friday i dream we had to move to Singapore. Nadiah, you know the house in the front row of Dadi's , Just behind Niza's house yang ada wood renovation. yeah that house. we move in there, and we x boleh balik Malaysia. I felt like crying, to leave my beloved country and what else leaving my mom and dad. Leaving is okay but too never come back and see them made me feel so lost. I tried several ways to reach causeway always ending up somewhere else in Sigapore. Pelik x Nadiah? does this means i am gonna stay there forever..ahaha. I tried stop dreaming. Doh!~~ how nak stop..I felt sad bangun that day and my mood was dull.
Last saturdays dream made me tear. I dreamt that my parents went for Haj and Me and my husband went for Umrah. It was so real being there, i felt everything under my skin. Walking in the streets to reach the Kaabah..and then i had to wake up. I felt sad i had to wake up. I tried to sleep and continue back. But i knew it would be fake. Dreams are the Devils game to make you forget who you are, where you are, what you are and make you forget about the reality of life.Tsk...i was not thinking about Raya Haji the next day nor i was thinking about those people in Haj. But i had that dream, and it was wonderfull.
The second night i dream of being on Eden Island. Sebab watching couples retreat before that. It also felt real. I felt hot macam i was on the island. But on the island i had all my family, my friends staying on the island. The plot of my dream, we needed to get back to main land before we would be stuck forever on the island. It was scary cause i felt if i dont wake up, i wont wake up at all.I tried to wake up but everytime i felt i waking up is just waking up in the dream. Paham x..macam i mimpi i cuba bangun and i bangun tapi dalam mimpi, and i try lagi bangun masih dalam mimpi..this dream made me get up and never want to sleep back again. Seram...belum subuh pun xpe..let me do something else. So i sidai baju at 5am. Bagus kan.Good jugak la dream like this. Lepas subuh pun x tido balik. My husband tried to get me to sleep back but i x boleh tido.
yesterday i dream i was studying somewhere far. The place look like Hogwarts. I was wondering was i learning withcraft and wizardry. Astagfirullahal azim. X bagusnya. But magic sounds fun kan!! i was the head of the girls kat sana and like every fairytale, the head of the boys was interested in me. Hah kelakar, like novel or highschool musical. Cilche sangat. Tapi this place i had to study for years and years so the guy as me to be his wife. Senang katanya..i rejected him and see his sad face walk away. tapi i liked him, but i was thnking so much of my husband. He said, he la my husband..but he did not look like Idris, and i felt if i accepted his proposal in my dream, wont wake up. Itula yang scary part. I dunno why all my dreams. i feel if i made a decision to stay in that dream i wont ever wake up. OKay back to dream, this guy was always with me, protected me whenever the place i was in had trouble. So funny kan..ahh dreams are dreams...but i dont why i am scared of my dreams lately.
Here i blogged..Terasa poyo dengan mimpi mimpi but i just want to get it out of my system so that i dont keep ingat ingat the dreams and carry on in life.Orang kata x basuh kaki tu la mimpi.but how is it when i amik wudhu also i dream this weird crazy dream. The Devils at its game???
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