::Family o'Mine:: Let go of what is gone..::

.Bertahan seketika cuma. 10 tahun lama jugak. Tapi berkasih sampai beratus tahun lamanya kalau bukan jodoh memang x kan kemana juga.

.Xpela, harap you are okay. If you x okay, nanti we go holiday together okay. And try to catch up all that you missed out. Tau x berapa banyak you missed out.

'Dia tu memang not meant for you'...

.When you are with us pun dia x suka, kalau ajak dia join in pun muncung sedepa. Ntah apa apa merengek konon sakit perut la, sejuk sangat la. xleh nak lepak and have fun bila dia ada.Bila orang semua gelak ketawa dia tiba tiba nak tido la, sakit gastrik la. asyik nak layankan dia yng bosan je. but sebab dia part of your r/ship so we ajak. Kalau we x include her in dia bagi you hal, tiba tiba nak jalan ntah ke mana la, carik pasal nak jalan balik la. ended up we x dapat lepak lama. Bukan lepak ngan sapa sapa pun. Adik beradik and very close friends. Dari kecik tu, bukan semalam kenal ari ni lepak. Banyak crap kan dia tu!!.

.Hari hari cakap kat phone x pernah ke habis cerita. Ade je..apa agaknya dia cerita i wonder. agaknya dari dia bangun sampai dia nak tido malam tu dia story. Kesian sometimes i see you tertido. penat balik kerja pun kena layan bebel x sudah dia.berapa banyak dah phone you pecah sebab dia, sampai phone i pun pernah kena... Nak keluar malam dia x kasi, keluar jumpa your friends lagi la carik pasal. Nanti dia ugut x nak makan la apa la ntah wat nonsense lagi la.Sudahla xkan sampai tua nak macam tu.

.tau x we dah book for you the bali trip berapa lama, siap book kan flight dari campus you sampai kat KLIA lagi, and you boleh x datang and end kat rumah dia. Apahal? sebab dia x kasi.sebulan we x jumpa you x cakap apa. alasan nanti dengan we all happy2 enjoy- x boleh. Nampak sangat dia nak you muram durja hidup sedey kan.Bukan Bali je, Terengganu, Langkawi, Sabah- hurm sabah you pergi sebab dia boleh ikut.Sapa nak sponsor dia g bali. Banyak cantik muka kerempeng dia tu!!.Banyak tau fun time wasted. Kitorg pun ade better half jugak tapi xdela sekongkong cam ni. xpela as long as you happy.

Raya pun you kena layankan dia, siapa dia? bukan family pun sibuk nak g main tennis pagi raya. Kepala hotak dia kan. Kalau xde roots susah jugak kan.

Ah i xnk panjang berjela bebel pasal dia.X guna now i tahu why lot of things happen dulu betul betul buat sakit hati. Puasa !!cuma i nak say. Welcome to the old you. I tau u macam susah nak lupa tapi i x nampak you frust. Maybe you sorokkan so well. dah 2 bulan rupanya. Nasib kawan kawan you, yang you dump dulu sebab dia x suka were true friends datang jumpa you and try to make you happy.Dah la..lepas ni kalau jumpa lagi orang gila cam ni..lari..biarla dia dah jumpa orang lain dia leh control 24 jam.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.Even sunshine burns sometimes.

Let go of what is gone and hold on to what you have.