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.This note is for my friend, sometimes things happen for a reason. Sorry i blogged. There is no other way to get to you.

. You said to me, Raya this year mean nothing. Nak bawak diri bercuti sorang sorang. Your kids? Leaving them with you aunt. I know you just been out from a teribble divorce and love is not on your side. You have found some people to love but no love in return. I know it hurts, but the pain will make you stronger. You have been in and out of love since school, Cam x biasa how the melody goes.Dont take it so hard. Bagus juga kau tahu sekarang dari sesal kemudian hari. See how your 1st one turn out. Why? cause you were to eager to rush it...

But kesian la kat your children they might not 100% understand why this happen,but they wanna make you fell better and enjoy Raya as eager as they are. tersentuh when i heard your youngest say.' Takpe mama adik kan ada, Kita raya biasa je pun xpe la, Main bunga api je cukup'.

You know when we were small, no matter what happen our parents wanted us to be happy on Raya. Wanted us to believe Raya is the joyous moment. They do anything to make sure our raya went well. Even though they might be broke, or at the edge of some illness..we were kids, And they wanted us to enjoy. Yeah just to learn as you grow up.Raya is Raya full stop. Habis duit banyak and not that fun ahahah...but my point us. What is more meaningfull for your children is you be with them. Jangan la tinggal mereka macam tu. X ke kau kesian kat diorang. At least, their father dont care takkan mother diorang pun nak buat cam tu. If you wanna go, bring them along. You said you love them to so much.

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To the men out there, if you decide to be a husband to someone, to father their child, do it to the end. Jangan bagi alasan later ' X bersedia masa nak kawin', 'Not father material', ' I think you were not the right one'. Pftt..benci tau. rasa nak letak Angry birds yang hitam tu kat muka korang and just bomb it. DO you think the women enjoy that comment. It takes 2 to tango. If you were not happy in the marriage, mesti the women pun sama kan. Jadi work things out for the best. Jangan nak senangkan diri, angkat kaki, benefits diri sendiri lepas tu semua x nak tanggung..WTS?? Children are amanah tuhan. Salah satu tujuan perkahwinan is children, heir, umat. Jadi kalau nak kawin, tapi x nak anak,ey...kawin diri sendiri la,play with the hand la...adoiai!!..Sungguh x kesian langsung kan kat anak anak. Tapi later bila dah tua kerepot xde sapa nak jaga..carik balik anak bini lama...ish...ikut hati yang langsi ni....kalau datang balik aku tapak tapakkkan ngan spike kasut bola...

ps:: blog ni melepaskan geram  je!!!...Sorry ah S kalau tersinggung. Bukan salah kau je...