...Mommy's Love..

..4 days having her to myself, being her only dependent soul i am happy to have that chance. I miss her. I am so attached to her more than she is to me i guess. When she is around and i have work, i feel tired more than i should.But when she is away, i feel bored, an empty space, void.. Can i keep her the way she is a bit more longer, or am i being selfish? Will she remember all this time of fun spend with me? Will she always remember me this way? Will she recall all this moments in future and say ' hey i had fun with mommy, i wanna do it again'...i guess she will remember bits and pieces but there would not be a time for it again. I miss my Yaya. i realised now, spending my time working part time, helping out at the shop and away from her I miss her growing up stages. and there is no taking it back. I miss the special girl in her that is blooming out nicely....i want it back...i wanna turn time...!~ I pledge again to myself. To spend more time with Sarah Daania, even if it means i have to bring her everywhere. Mummy love Sarah Daania.You always be Mommy's baby girl..no matter how many babies mommy have in future....!~