..Second? Serius ke nih??...

Lately, i found out that i was about to get my second baby. X boleh terima hakikat pulak sekejap. Tengok my Sayang Sarah. Macam macam yang difikirkan. Sian Sarah nanti dia x manja lagi, i like the way she is now. Nanti Sarah mesti rasa terpinggir sebab ada adik. Nanti mesti dia kena marah je. She is a good girl tapi ada adik mesti dia jeles.Orang marah dia nanti. Macam macam la yang i was thinking. Basically about how Sarah nanti. Bukan about how i and Idris will be. Eh...sejenak..i terfikir pulak. Boleh ke aku cope ngan second one ni. Satu pun terkial kial ni nak satu lagi. But Sarah lain. She is very smart & Inteligent. At a young age she understand and talks well. She x naughty but very determine. I should encourage her determine spirit to a better use and purpose. Dia masih baby..Perlahan lahan nanti okay la kan.Dia x pernah banyak meragam and she never make me feel susahnye nak ade baby. Because of her i rasa i can take a second one. I see she x macam baby lain. My frens all ade je baby dia meragam or buat hal. But Sarah relax je. She will always be my Baby Sarah even dah besar panjang. To my eyes she is still that small infant i love to cuddle and smell. The little infant yang bagi me life and spirit to live on each day. My second one, mummy sorry but mummy x leh nak bagi u breast milk all the way like mummy bagi Baby Sarah sebab...hoho mummy dah learn mummy's lesson. Nanti korang susah nak berhenti. Penat mummy. Tapi what ever pun mummy will love you... Sarah Sayang...like you always say..." Mummy loves ME"..yes mummy loves you very much. But lately you always look for Papa more that Mummy...