..Happy Birthday My Sayang..

March merupakan double celebration, in fact tripple celebration. Idris, Sarah and Sis Adibs birthday. BUT yang i wanna remember forever is my lil Sayang Sarah's birthday. Sayang Sarah, you turned 2 on 8 March 2010. Mommy tengok you dah big girl, nak choose own baju, nak mandi sendiri. Mommy teringat masa you born, halus je..mommy x tahu how nak handle you. Mommy worried mommy x tahu nak jaga you. Takut nanti tak terajar benda that you should learn and know. But you are a smart girl. Before 2 you can talk well, understand well. Numbers is your favourite. Maybe sebab masa pregnant you mommy suka main SUDOKU. Sayang Sarah, on the day you were born,Malaysia had its Election. Mommy nak pergi UNDI dat day tapi x jadi. 6 days before you were born is PAPA's birthday. Papa wished you were born on the same day as him. Amazingly you came out 6 days later. One day before mommy pergi checkup, Doc say, your waterbag dah kurang air. Maybe sebab mommy had been doing heavy things before. Masa tu tengah pindah rumah baru sayang. Mommy worried something happen to you.Papa suruh mommy bersalin je after doctor explain. Mommy x ready lagi, but mommy x nak apa apa jadi kat you. 14 hours mommy tunggu you sayang.Kesian papa x pernah balik dari Hospital sampai tido tido kat Walkway.Papa takut nanti bila you born papa miss... Exactly 8 am sharp, when orang sumer start undi, Doctor push mommy to wad..its time to push you out. Mommy keep wondering how you look like, will you know mommy yang bawak you for all this 9 months. will you love mommy, will you be okay.Sayang sarah..48 minutes later you were born. Sakit memang sakit sayang but when mommy see your cute face wringgling mommy terus lupa. Mommy ask the nurse dont take you too long. Put you next to mommy.Everyone love you, everyone was waiting for you, everyone was happy you arrive. You were a blessing in disguise. Sayang Sarah, mommy worry that in future mommy wont always be there.Worry the pain you will go trough, the heartbreaks, the cruelty of life. But mommy hope i have thought you well, remember ALLAH and always be sincere and true. As you grow, mommy know you will be fine, You will be a strong minded Woman that will make changes. Happy birthday SAyang..mommy love you. p/s: from day one you were in mommies tummy sampai you were born Dada Nizam played a big role in your life. Even though mommy xleh agree with him. Sayang him as he sayang you as much as we did.