I haven't blogged for a long time. I have so many drafts but never been post. There is no passion for writing lately. April, this month normally is one of my favorite months but this year it only brings tears and pain, sadness and suffering.
Started off with Dadi suddenly gone into coma on Tuesday, and then Mr Zuzupine pass away on Saturday. After 6 days in deep coma, Dadi dijemput Illahi. For most of us in the family, the pain is unbearable and it took all of our semangat out. It was so sudden. Dadi we planned so many happy things with you. Allah lebih mengetahui. Kita hanya merancang. Then my staffs Grandmother pass away the following friday. He was shaken and we called him, he was trying to control his tears..One of my closest Friends mom pass away on the following thursday...i was sick for 2 days from severe gastric and abdominal pains which i thought would not end.
April has not end, but i dunno what yet Allah has planned for us. This is all his test for our patience, our lack of faith in him. What i learn is, no matter how we love someone or something, to the creator it will return and kita akan rasa kehilangan ..and only the love for god and his teaching is the one that kekal abadi and would not hurt you in the end.
Me: I do not want to plan so much for the future cause I know he has planned better for me. But i will live for the future one day at a time as he has planned for me.
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