Sent them off like you would never see them again, like there is no tomorrow , cause you never know what is planned ahead, when will you loose them for eternity.
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| -: Mother in Law with Pippa:: |
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| -:Father In Law with Balqis. I would miss him so much cause he has thought me alot and guided me alot about life, agama and also marriage.Thank you for your guidance:- |
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.Since we arrive early and there were so many boxes, we just waited there hoping for the check in counter to be open for us to at least check in those items. But till 11am which suppose to be the departure time , no counter open. So we waited. None of us complained except the kids who were hungry. We bought KFC and McDonalds and pass around the food. Sharing is Caring is Loving.
We talk some more, laughed. Sofea crawled all over KLIA. Passengers in and out. I saw Mohd Taib, one of the Menteri Selangor came in with his army of bodyguards and P.A's. There were so many people. Most of them were M.E people too. Sarah & Sofea played, slept and ate. We stayed until 1.30 when the counter open. It was almost time to fly. Then i realise they will be off soon. My heart started to sink like the titanic, slow but yet sinking.I look at the watch. Time is passing.
As they check in, my parents came but i was really sad. After checking in i thought i had some more time to make one last round with Nadiah and Aisyah, but unfortunately they had to go in the gates and go to the waiting lounge. We walk together. Laughing still. As we approach the gate, papa said, okay you guys, take care, dont fight, doakan everything selamat and i watch Fatin salam him and hug him. Then came my turn. I salam him thank him for everything and hug him. It was hard to let go, i have so much more to learn from him!
Then came mommy. As soon as i saw her, i cried. She is the coolest greatest mother in law i could ask for. I hug her so long. And then Nadiah came. I broke in to more tears. How could i not miss this girl. I talk to her almost everyday before this. When i am there she is the one who will stay with me patiently and sharing stories. I said,' I would teribbly miss you'. She said..let it be tears of joy. I wish it was that simple. Lastly Aisyah, I hug her. I didnt know i was gonna miss her that much until that day. She has grown now to be more mature and much understanding. I am going to miss her. and i seem to miss her more now. I guess during the time Nadiah when to PLKN i bonded more with Aisyah and therefore got to know her much better from a kid turning into a teenager. She was just like Nadiah at her age.
I turn again. Hug Nadiah again and let her go. We watch them down the escalator and off sight. Fatin look at me.' Is this real kak, i would be lonely at home'. She would be affected the most. The house would seem very quiet.And i already miss those afternoon meals together, the solat jemaah every waktu, the laughter of papa cooking, the nite sneaky talking, the morning talks when we would sit outside and talk to papa and he would share us his knowledge,the noise of everything. The Angullia house in JB would not be the same.
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| -:Sarah tired of standing so she squats. She kept allowing and not allowing them to go off. ' you cannot go stay here'....then change her mind after being told something else. |
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| -: Still not 100% waken up from his slumber. Sofea however happy on his lap:- |
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| -:Nadiah and Sofea. I have not taken a picture of you and Yaya. She will of course ask.:- |
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| -:The day before, ouh did i tell you that along with our entourage was Hassan a quiet and simple guy from Singapore setting off on his epic journey to study religious studies, sunnah and etc. |
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| -:Me and Younger Twin. We share the same birthdate and are exactly 12 years different. Therefore we are Capricorns born in the year of the rooster says Nt shan. I dont have a pic of me and Aisyah, now i am double sad. |
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| -Sofea showing Dadi how to fly on the chair:- |
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| -:Nadiah Sofea:: |
“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”-Winnie the Pooh
By the time i ended this blog. I feel so sad, so deepen and taken back. I miss them already. I told her friend, you sent a friend away but i sent half of my family away. It is hard when you know that they are going there for long, there is no point of return at the moment and you dont know if you will be able to reach them in time, is something ever happens.i dont know how my husband feel though but he has been quiet since yesterday.Blur and moodless.
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