::My World:: A Letter to my Friends::

.Marila aku berkisah. Blog last aku mungkin mengundang resah. To my dear Friends, sometimes when i look at stars i wish we could be like them, always the same in one place no matter where the world spin and turn.They stay together, shine the light on each other and keep each other company.Once in a while u see a falling star.

.You, aku tahu ko hurt sangat, hurt dengan dia, hurt dengan situation.  Jangan! masih ada yang sayang. Masih ada yang kisah. No one ever prayed for something bad to happen in their life, but sometime god challenge us with such obstacle cause he wants us to be strong, he wants us to remember he is always there, hold on to him.Obstacle paling susah nak go trough, bila mana melibatkan hati.Sebab the heart is nyawa seseorang. Banyak emosi tersimpan, banyak rahsia tersingkap, senang citer heart is the main thing,everything. I know what you are going trough. YA ALLAH i know the pain, i have walk down that lane a few times.Hati rasa berat..sampai ko x larat nak nagis tapi hati ko menangis. Ko boleh dengar hati itu menangis.Walaupun ko gelak hati ko sakit pedih and menangis. I wasnt lucky as you are.You have ZM, JJ, WG,IB and more. I had no one to turn to except myself. Now i am offering myself to help you go trough the times yang paling dificult skali.I would not go trough a battle field for you, cause if i die then no one will walk beside you trough this pain.All i can offer is my words of wisdom, my laughter to share, something to brighten up your day.Believe me...after all this the sun will shine. You will be rewarded.HE is keeping you for someone special. Akan dia temukan kau dengan hambanya yang baik baik untuk kau.

Yes, masa aku mula dengar kisah kau, Aku benci gila dengan dia. Aku menyumpah, aku bengang, aku nak cloroxkan orang itu. Tapi bila aku fikir balik, if aku begini mesti ko xboleh pulih sebab aku juga negatif.Tapi i am with you, i want you to see the brighter side from all of this..god works in miracle ways.Mana tahu satu hari baik kita semula aku xmo simpan benci ni lama lama. Belive me aku hilang banyak benda yang precious trough benci.Dan bila kau cakap aku siapa orang itu dan aku boleh sekemuka dengan dia, aku diam.Haruskah aku berdepan dengan dia dengan kemarahan aku, kekesalan aku or dengan harapan semuanya akan pulih. Aku choose to go trough honestly, letting know how i feel on both situation.  i choose to be more on your side but i also cannot deny friendship. Putuskan silaturahim tanpa sebab tidak elok. Aku juga harap kau memahami. Biarlah aku jadi yang natural tapi sedikit asidic..ahahaha. Dah ramai kawan kita yang avengers.

.To the other YOU, aku tahu this is your personal choice, your personal conflict. Tapi tempiasnya kena juga pada aku. I should not say a word but Thanks for letting me do so. I cannot say i dont like you. But i totally DONT AGREE the way you let things go on. i DONT AGREE the way you hurt her. I DONT AGREE the definition of friends you think it is.DONT AGREE the drama you cause,and i DONT AGREE if you think its okay to push the other person in the picture now. Its too soon.It is hard for her, it is harder for us to watch. Am i blaming you?Yes i am blaming you for all of this.I dont blame her or the other person. They have not done wrong but a mistake is to trust you with their heart, but i cant always stay angry. Its not my battle.like you said, human do errors, No one is perfect. You dont deserve a second chance from her or any of them, but trough our friendship you did not go across any lines.

I want you to know where i stand. I will stick by her. No matter whats her decision. I hope you understand. I will be by her side untill she can get up and walk right. Her friends is all she got. You should know better not to do this to her. Dia kan saudara baru,jangan sakiti dia begini.We should guide her properly. Aku bukan x nak kawan dengan kau. tapi buat masa ni janganla mendesak agar kami yang tahu menerima seperti biasa. Yes, dia juga mengaku, once she is healed she wont mind. Let us just be there for her.Just keep a pace but dont be a stranger.Jangan salahkan kawan kawan aku yang lain jika membenci, mereka juga rasa apa yang dia rasa.I am sure if this happened to you, you would want your friend to be supportive and always with you.You should just tell the truth. U know who you want to be with. Dont play safe. It hurts others more. Certain things u cant apply the 'play safe' mode especially bila melibatkan hati dan perasaan. Have you heard- the truth will set you free. Sorryla aku membebel kat kau. Tapi ini just nasihat as a friend to another when another has been hurt.Drama drama ni x best.And i am sure if i see you, and the topic arise i will have much more to say. But i mean it well.

To the other You, it is a pleasure knowing you. Am so sorry to drag you into this. i dont blame you for all of this. I'll keep you out of this as much as i can. You once said, your friends come and go. When you leave, you leave your friends too. This is the opposite of me. When i leave. i take my friends with me.Girlfriends stick together. I known her 10 years back. Our friendship goes a long way.Up and down. And i feel what she feels.I'll still be a  friend to you, if you dont leave me behind.But not for now..just keep it casual.Thank you for letting me know you.