::Family O'mine:: Letter for Sarah-3 years today::

Dear Sarah,

Its your birthday again. I know everytime you birthday mommy write for you this long blog saying the same old things. Mommy just want you to know, that you mean a lot to me and since the day you were born Everything about you matters to Mommy.I hope in years to come you will be able to read all of this in this blog. I hope by that time, this blog still exist. We just got back from Rastafari-where papa works. Your sister Sofea has fallen asleep with her puting and I just put in you in your bed. Before this we met Mamu Nizam which pass you Aunty Shan's and his gift. They love you very much and never forget your birthday.I consider them your Godparents or next to kin guardians.All of us are tired, and since now mommy have time , mommy decided to write you this blog.Mommy has put so much thought in here. But there is more to come.

Sayang, 3 years ago at the time like this, mommy was already admitted cause the doctor said you needed to come out early.The water beg, which you lived in for almost 9 months in mommy was leaking.Papa from shop sent you Dada Nizam and Mamu Fareeq back home and came back to wait with Mommy. Yes when you were born Dada Nizam was here.Before that our ride (Black Hilux) was stolen so we use Atuk's car to go between places.But Papa could not come in to labour room to wait together because he had not gone for the course. tsk!~ Papa la like to wait till last minute. But he waited outside sleeping on a very uncomfortable bench, had no dinner , no bath cause didnt want to miss you coming into the world.He waited fo 14 hours never leaving the labour room far from sight.But the moment he went back for bath and to take your Dada Nizam, mommy delivered you. Papa was frustrated but he quickly came back to accept you out from labour. But again he went to meet DADA and you came out from delivered. From then on papa never left your side. He wanted to see you open your eyes. And again, he felt asleep beside you and you open your eyes.
All of your family were there, Atuk, Mimma, Dada & Dadi. your macik macik  and uncles came from KL, JB and Singapore to see you.

Sarah, your one year old birthday was celebrated with all those that really matter to you. All those that care and love you so much. Mimma made a big cake and Aunty Pat decorated it with a beach Scene. You had many gifts. By 1 year you could say lot of words. A very obersevant girl, obidient but also stubborn. You could say Papa, Mama,Mimma, Air, mamam, Ban Ban(Pisang) and lots more.You enjoy water very much. Pantang Jumpa air. Trough your one year you could speak perfect sentencesses.Before your next birthday you could talk non stop. You amuse everyone you met. And you were chubby and plum. All came across you would carry you, pinch your cheeks, tickle you. you had a wonderfull 1st year put aside the time you were admitted to the Hospital because of Stomach Flu. You Stayed in the Hospital for 3 days and mommy was worried sick. Felt like mommys life been suck out and kept in a bottle. mommy stayed in the Hospital with you and papa came everytime he had the time. He was so tired but still he came to see you.

By your second birthday, we had no formal celebration. But still you were showered with gifts. You celebrated your birthday 3 times. With Papa once, yours and again when Your Aunty Adiha celebrated hers. Ouh i forgot to tell you, this 2 people share the same birth month as you. Especially your papa was the one most excited that you and him had something in common. By 2 years, your lilttle personality has grown. talking in more proper and grown up manner. sometimes i wonder where you get all those ideas. papa like to teach you nonsense and you became as cheeky as he is. By this time mommy was expecting you lil sister and you were very excited. Asking me every day when will she be out. I love you more and adore you. you were my little angel. mommy was worried with the baby, i would not have time for you and so mommy spend every time mommy had with you. We had a very great time together. Mommy would bring you on bus rides to KL and meet up with some of Mommies closes dearest friend. Aunty Zakiah and Aunty Nenek were no stranger to you. You use to love talking to them and always ask me about them.Mommy brought you to movies as now you could understand better and loves to watch TV. Your hair long and curly

This is your 3rd year, you have grown beutifully. A good sister and very understanding. you are the cure to all my pains and wounds. When i see you i feel so relieve.Tough you talk so much sometimes Mommy ask you to stop but i just like listening to you. You have a little sister now who looks up to you and from her eyes adores you. Smiles and laugh when you are around.We scold you cause you also have become very naughty and smarter. Sometimes you outsmart us. But that is normal. We check you because we love you and want you to become a better person.

Sarah Sayang, mommy doakan you grow up at the right path. making right choices (though u kecik lagi, mommy doakan mommy x salah didik you la). Doakan you jauh dari sakit sakit, everytime you sakit, mommy lagi double sakit.Mommy doakan you jadi budak bijak, hormat orang around you, x payah cantik sangat asalkan you tahu siapa you, asal usul you and you pandai bawak diri. you also must pandai belajar okay. Always remember who you are, where you're from, Your roots is what makes you you. well for now you are to young to understand but one day i hope you do. Always berpijak di bumi yang nyata sayang.

Happy Birthday Sarah Daania Angullia my little Beutifull Princess!Mommy love you very much. You are the reason i am a Mommy today and i will love you, care for you till my dying day.

Love, Hugs and Kisses,

Your Mommy.