..A brand New Me??..I like myself..

Tahun baru again!~.Orang semua sibuk with Azam. Azam aku seperti biasa...is to improve myself. InsyaALLAH!! There is no point writting it down, halfway you stop improving. One step at a time.. This year, my new year started early..yes..2 days ahead. No fireworks, No countdown. Just getting together and and reconnecting. I feel going out to crowded places on the EVE for countdown and sorts are for those still courting.ME..i have my hubby..all to myself, i have my home where is much more comfortable and i have my daughter to entertain me.So why do i wanna go out. Sedar x sedar, dah 6 hari berlalu. Exactly 13 years before on this very date, My sister past away. She would have been 20 this year. This year, the year of the Tiger as the chinesse say. My daughter would be 2 another 2 months from now. She is talkative,smart and becoming more independent. Everyone says its about time for another. But i still like to keep my Baby Sarah the way she is now. Well that is not possible. Planning to have another, but cant bare the thought of going trough labour. Well after 3days new year, my husband left me..heheh not for good. But for work a week. I can see that this year he will travel more and i would be spending less hours with him. Well i will just fine another source of companionship while he is gone..hehe for example..work. yess...i wont quit my work for you now baby..sorry!~owh ya i started to do some handwork crosstich..i wanna habiskan this time and frame it. A simple scenery of Autumn in the Country. Both i loikE!~~... This is only beginning of the year..i would like to keep my blogging simple. Maybe later i will write down some complicated stuff...Happy New Year..may 2010 bring happiness, joy, health and wealth in good hands... Ps: The muslims celebrated New Year 2 weeks ahead..so this is not something new to me..